Xuandong's Notes

"What are you going to do?"

His appearance, stature, and voice were exactly the same as his own, and the young man stood in front of him with a sweet smile.Lou Qianxian couldn't help touching his face, but in the end he could only hold a ray of void, while the other party was like a pool of water, when a flat lake hits a rock, ripples appeared, his face was distorted and collapsed, extremely absurd, it took a while to return to normal.At this time Lou Qianxian was convinced that he was dreaming.

"Lou Qianxian" floated through his body, pressed his shoulders with both hands, and leaned close to his ear, tearing apart his bloody privacy one by one, "Do you think that if you drive uncle and his family out of this house, you will have no worries?" Yet?"

What he said was right, as long as Luo Lan was separated from them, then the people he cherished and the love he begged for would never leave him.People are very selfish. When it is not necessary, they try their best to avoid trade-offs. No choice means that there will be no trade-offs.

"Not only are your thoughts naive, but your methods are also so inferior." "Lou Qianxian" laughed happily, smashing his psychological defense without any room, "Actually, you have always realized that it was 'I' who mistakenly believed in treachery. .In order to feel the lost and regained love and affection, I closed my eyes to see the truth, blocked my ears to hear criticism, and clenched my lips to express my sincerity. What a poor 'me'."

"Lou Qianxian" wandered up to Lou Qianxian, held his face in his hands, kissed his forehead, and pitied his cowardice, "Didn't Luo Lan teach you? The naked eye can't see the essence of things clearly, and you commit crimes like this knowingly." attitude, are you so willing to spoil the brainchild of father and mother? How much of their relics can you play with?"

Lou Qianxian was so questioned that he couldn't breathe, he gave up on himself, smashed the can and smashed the people in front of him, "I don't care about this at all, they just take it if they want it!"

"Lou Qianxian" sneered, the afterimage finally reunited, the appearance changed, the voice changed, even the demeanor became strange and familiar. "Luo Lan" smiled brighter than ever before, and approached Lou Qianxian. Under Lou Qianxian's shocking gaze, "Luo Lan" pulled open the neckline, with a well-shaped neck, delicate collarbone, and a faint pink chest. Indiscriminately, it exudes a sweet smell like alcohol. "Luo Lan" leaned close to Lou Qianxian's ear, as if his ear was rubbing against his temples, the pinna was licked by the hot and humid soft body, and the pleasant sandalwood fragrance paralyzed all his senses.

"What if I'm also robbed?"

Lou Qianxian woke up from the clutches of the nightmare.His back was wet with cold sweat, his breathing was very rapid, and the heart in his chest was beating uncontrollably, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.The white teeth gnawed on the knuckles of his fingers, clenched his teeth, the thin skin was almost pierced, the severe pain finally woke him up, he let go of his mouth quickly, showing a gentle expression like water, how could he allow himself to use his dirty hands touch that person.

With a flash of thought, a wild thought smashed all reason to pieces, Lou Qianxian smiled, his mind was clearer than ever before, he put his fingertips in his mouth again, slowly and pleasantly bit the flesh and blood, tasting the pain that came with it. sweet.

Only by hurting himself can he be qualified to meet that person.

In the darkness, Luo Lan opened his eyes. He lit a lamp, and opened the door. The trembling light was almost wiped out by the chill.Lou Qianxian looked very cute, hugging his legs, curled up by the door, his wrinkled face silently expressing his pain.He was a very light sleeper, Luo Lan always opened the door lightly, which could easily wake him up.

Luo Lan remained silent, treating his wound without saying a word.When he got up to pack the medicine box, Lou Qianxian couldn't hold back, stretched out his slender arms from behind to hug him, put his cheek on the back of Luo Lan's neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Luo Lan, I'm afraid." Yu Guang touched the package With her gauze-laden left hand, Luo Lan gave up trying to break free, so as not to cause a second injury.

"Don't chase me away, okay?"

Luo Lan had nothing to do with him, she nodded slightly, half pushed and half sat on the bed, and was hugged by Lou Qianxian contentedly.It was only at this time that Luo Lan realized that the small man like bean sprouts had grown to the tip of his eyebrows when he first saw him.Everyone has their own thoughts, Luo Lan can't figure it out, just like in the boundless dark night, the young man behind him pretends to imprint on the back of his neck naturally, sucking gently in accordance with the rhythm of breathing, and his eyes are wandering in the depths of success.

Lou Qianxian's father traveled across the sea, and since the first quarter of an hour when he set foot in England, he has survived a life of poverty for three years.

I turned over all the pockets on my body, but I couldn't find a word.He didn't know even half a word of English - the first sentence he learned was Thank You - and in order to make ends meet, he found a cheap loading and unloading job on the docks, crammed into the crowded cabin and took the wages from the foreman When I was there, I remembered a sentence under my ears and eyes.

When he has income, he can live in a dormitory near the pier, occupy his own bed in a narrow room, and spend countless hungry and cold nights with people of the same race and different colors.When there was a strike or a bad life, he couldn't even pay the rent and was kicked out of the dormitory. He huddled with the homeless on the street, wrapped himself in newspapers discarded by others, and survived the long frosty night.

If he's lucky, he'll get a slice of bread from the monk's charity stand.If he didn't even have this, he would take an awl, smash the frozen drinking water, and swallow the ice slag to satisfy his hunger.

After three years, he gradually learned English.Because he was humble and hardworking enough, the sailors gradually got to know him and were willing to hire him to help them.From the time when Lou Qianxian's father earned and spent the first sum of money, he formed a very clear concept in his heart, wealth is something that either gets bigger and bigger, or consumes less and less, it cannot last forever of value.

So, he decided to give it a go and started an investment that was very risky for cheap labor like him.

It was at that time that Lou Qianxian's mother met Lou Qianxian's father—a scruffy, ragged, unsmiling young man who was extremely serious.Lou Qianxian's parents cherish this acquaintance very much, and they are willing to share this past with the infant Lou Qianxian.Not long ago, Lou Qianxian secretly asked her mother, why that beautiful woman with platinum-blond hair and ocean-colored eyes fell in love with her father.

"I saw hope in his eyes."

The brilliance of hope is like the vast galaxy, even in the darkness of death, the stars are still shining.

Lou Qianxian remembered what his father once said, the more information and knowledge you can get in a place where dragons and snakes are mixed together, and those who are used to being looked down upon by others, like tramps and sailors, may not have the knowledge about the world contained in them. It is less than the nobles protected in the ivory tower, but everyone understands different aspects of the world.

Through observation, Lou Qianxian discovered the anomaly in the North Courtyard without much effort.What's interesting is that, without him trying to find out, the other party has already come to the door in person——Before Lou Qingyi dragged his family into the Louzhai, Luo Lan found everyone except the old man, Uncle Qi. Lan trusts almost blindly, so much so that he has never delved into the backgrounds of these people who linger in the mansion all day—the smiling guardhouse Qianxian in front of him is quite impressive.

"I'm going down to Luxuan." The nurse cupped his fists at him heartlessly.When he smiled, he showed a small canine tooth, "When I woke up this morning, I suddenly felt that the sky was clear and full of energy. I have a hunch that maybe the young master is talking about me."

In the follow-up conversation, Lu Xuan revealed the truth frankly, "Before I officially became a nurse, I was a bandit." Lou Qianxian was finally surprised this time, and Lu Xuan was a little proud.It's no wonder that he was a man in his twenties, but he was born with thin skin and tender flesh, and his face was younger than he actually was.If he claimed to be a down-and-out scholar named Luosunshan, he might be able to take the position of a private school teacher. After all, he was born with the appearance of a scholar, with a kind face and kind eyes, which is easy to accept after all.

"It's not just me, many guarding brothers also come from the same stockade." Lu Xuan pondered for a while, and decided to recruit from the truth.

If you can live in a fair and honest manner, who would want to bear the infamy of being yelled at by everyone.Lu Xuan is from Cantonese, and he grew up in a remote and desolate village.The ancestors of the Lu family were not native Cantonese. The reason why they opened up the impoverished barren mountains and took root was largely due to avoiding wars and disputes.

The village has grown to a certain size.They not only dug wells and fish ponds, but also opened up channels to divert water from the mountains into the village for irrigating the vegetable fields.Looking from a distance, there are many houses, and the rules are like a chessboard.Farming and fishing are the lifeblood of the villagers. Therefore, it can be said that the consecutive natural disasters three years ago caused fatal damage to the villagers.

The crops were lost, and the food reserves of every household decreased day by day, until one day, when everyone could not open the pot, they finally waited for the relief supplies allocated by the imperial court.The scooters rumbled into the village, and the villagers were full of hope. They lifted the white cloth and untied the bulging dark brown coarse sacks. Most of the gray-yellow rice grains were mixed with rough gravel.

After tightening his trousers and twisting for a long time, the child's tall rice bag contained less than one-third of the rice grains.Corrupt officials in charge of disaster relief have already wiped out all the money and money.The people in the village have little knowledge, don't know how to write pleadings, and have nowhere to ask for help.Later, even the effort of making appearances was saved. How could I know that my homeland had reached the stage of changing children and eating.

"Master Lou Qianxian. You know, I once had a three-year-old little sister who was chattering and I even sewed flowery skirts for her. When my parents and I were starving to death, my sister disappeared." Lu Xuan showed a paper-like pale smile, "Our family made a meal of braised pork that day."

Tragedy cannot go on forever.Lu Xuan and the young men in the village began to lie dormant on the road that the government's carriage must pass, grabbing a government's carriage, which can maintain their village's food for half a month, and this trip is not a long-term plan.Soon, revenge came.

"I will never forget the smell of kerosene." Lu Xuan said, "The place where we stayed was ten miles away from the village. The whole village was drenched in kerosene. They lit the torches and waited for us to rush back. Watch them light the fire."

Lou Qianxian was silent for a long time, clenched and loosened his fists.

"The fire spread quickly, the sky and the ground are not half an inch red." Lu Xuan said, a ray of light suddenly flashed in his eyes, "I thought everything was over, but at this moment, it was snowing The sky was full of wind and snow, and the monstrous flames were all condensed—you know that it is impossible to snow in Guangdong—I didn’t expect that I could survive.”

"The old man in the village said that I am light-headed, and in a fleeting moment," Lu Xuan was very sincere, and whispered, "I saw the second young master."

They looked at each other speechlessly.

"Can I trust you, Lu Xuan?"

"You can trust Er Shao."