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The neon light is flickering, the music is spreading, the figures of people on the stage are intertwined, and someone is doing that ambiguous movement in the dark corner.

"Can you speak louder?" The man across the small round table smiled, looking presumptuous and dissolute.

He smiled with a cigarette in his mouth, raised his hand to hold the man's arm that was still about to reach into the sleeve of his coat, stretched out the other hand to hold the back of his head and forced him to lean his head down to him, and leaned into his ear and said : "You fucking owe~ why?"

The man laughed twice, tilted his head slightly and pressed against his side face, and said in a slow voice, "I owe, what the hell can you do?" "Mr. Zheng."

When Zheng Yan got up, he saw Wen Jujing in the kitchen. He was wearing a floral apron, which looked like a good man at home.

He yawned and walked over to lean against the door, "What are you doing?"

The man looked back at him and smiled, his eyes were full of tiny crystal-like rays of light, "Porridge, can't you smell it? Master."

Zheng Yan walked over and hugged him, "I'm not that old, little brother."

Wen Jujing smiled and said nothing.

After Zheng Yan finished his porridge, he leaned on the chair with his hands clasped and looked at the man eating with his head down, "In the future..."

Wen Jujing raised her head and smiled at him knowingly, and cut off his words before he finished speaking, "Don't worry, Mr. Zheng, I will treat it as nothing in the future."

"Who told you to pretend it's okay." Zheng Yan looked at him with a playful look on his face.

Wen Jujing did not speak, quietly waiting for his next words.

"Since you came to seduce me again, I can't let you down, can I?" There was a coquettish smile on the corner of his mouth.

Wen Jujing pursed her lips tightly, staring at him with a dim light in her eyes without saying a word.

"How about being a p~ friend? Wen Jujing."

Wen Jujing lowered her head with a smile, sipped the porridge and said with a light smile, "Boss Zheng really understands me."

"What to drink?" Wen Jujing followed Zheng Yan to the drink shop.

"Look at it." Zheng Yan walked in without looking back.

Wen Jujing stood where he was and watched the man go to a table and sit down.He took out his phone and looked at it, and there was an unread text message, "I'm back, when will you be free, come out for a meal?" It was from Gu Wu.

He looked up at the man and found that he was looking down at his phone.It was just after three o'clock in the afternoon, Zheng Yan's position was well lit, the sunlight scattered around him through the glass, when Wen Jujing looked over, he felt that the place touched by his sight was bright, and even reached a state of burning.He just felt a sudden fire in his heart, forcing him step by step to go to that person, tell him, beg him.But he didn't do that in the end. He took out the earphones and put them on his ears, turned around and walked towards the ordering place.

"American coffee, seven points sweet, you sometimes have a stomachache recently, so I didn't add ice for you." Wen Jujing put the drink on the table.

Zheng Yan withdrew his gaze from the window, his eyes looked very dazed, as if something had just taken his soul away. "I just met an acquaintance."

Wen Jujing inserted the straw in, bowed her head and gave a grace.He took a sip and realized he had ordered black tea by mistake again.

"I told him we are bed~partners."

The person on the other side spoke frivolously, Wen Jujing lowered his head to suppress the throbbing pain in his heart, and hummed.

"He seemed annoyed and said I shouldn't have said that."

Wen Jujing looked up at Zheng Yan, and found that there was a bit of bitterness in his mocking expression, "Then are you going to coax him?" He asked.

"Why should I coax him?" Zheng Yan cupped his fists and raised his eyebrows, seemingly puzzled.

"Because you seem to care."

The person on the opposite side sneered, and put down the coffee in his hand, "You see it very accurately." His tone was a little bit of a smile, and I don't know if it was a joke or the truth.

"Such a long bed ~ partner, I have some understanding." Wen Jujing lowered her head.

Zheng Yan smiled and did not speak.

Wen Jujing remembered that he hadn't replied to the text message just now, so he took out his mobile phone and typed a few words to send it.

"There's still a lot of business."

Wen Jujing smiled and put the phone back in his pocket and looked at Zheng Yan, "A friend came back from outside and asked me to have dinner."

Zheng Yan probably had no interest in this, so he gave a perfunctory oh.

"Come over tonight?"

"Let's talk." Zheng Yan turned his head and looked out the window, looking a little absent-minded.

Wen Jujing followed his gaze and only saw a woman in a red dress pulling a little boy into the ZARA clothing store opposite, nothing else.

He retracted his eyes and lowered his head to drink his drink.No one spoke for a while.

Wen Jujing gritted her teeth, her forehead was covered with fine sweat.Zheng Yan was probably in a bad mood, he acted fiercely and anxiously, not using his usual skills.

After it was over, his legs started shaking when he went to the shower.

The person on the bed laughed muffledly with a cigarette in his mouth, and apologized without sincerity, "I'm sorry, I tried a little harder."

Wen Jujing looked back at him, and found that he was staring at him with a smile on his lips and playful eyes, he moved his lips, "It's nothing, I'm also very happy." After he finished speaking, he turned around and continued to walk to the bathroom .

Zheng Yan watched the man move slowly, and knew that he had indeed passed his day today.

But the mood is irritable and unable to excrete, and the action is inevitably a bit too much.

As he thought about it, he remembered that Gu Wu called him Mr. Zheng in front of everyone this afternoon, as if he was so strange that he couldn't be more strange.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he got, a puff of smoke went into his throat, and he coughed.The man came back after taking a shower, and when he heard the movement, a glass of water was poured for him. When Zheng Yan took it, he took a look at the man, and felt that his face was extremely pale.

"Bleeding? Why is your face so pale?"

"It's just a little tired." The man got on the bed and lay on his back while replying, no emotion could be heard in his words.

Zheng Yan watched him slowly close his eyes, thinking about when he would break up with Wen Jujing.Although he didn't have any idea of ​​guarding his body like a jade for anyone, since the child he likes has returned, he should live a better life.

"Come to my house?" Zheng Yan sat in the car and hesitated in which direction to drive the car, thinking whether he should go to his company to pick him up since he was asked to come home.

"No." The person on the other side of the phone replied softly.

"Then I'll find someone else." He teased.

"Pay attention to your body." The person on the other end spoke calmly, unable to hear any emotion.

"I'm very energetic, do you want to try?"

There was the sound of rushing water, "I'm sorry, I've been busy recently, and I guess it's hard to fulfill my obligations as a bed partner."

"what do you mean..."

"Well, maybe I'm getting old, and I feel my body is hollowed out. I really don't dare to do this anymore, Mr. Zheng."

"You want to break up?"

The person over there chuckled softly, "Isn't it too serious to break up, the two of us,,,, aren't we just bed companions?"

Zheng Yan tapped the steering wheel lightly, and looked at the congested traffic in front with some irritability. "Alright." He said, and hung up the phone.He was still thinking about how to find a good time to say goodbye to that person, but he didn't expect that person to propose it more decisively than him.

Is this time-conscious or ruthless?

Zheng Yan shook his head with a smile as he thought about it, he was originally a loafer hooked up in a bar, so why bother thinking about it.

Not worth thinking about.

It's fine, of course.

Zheng Yan walked into the reception room, and was a little surprised that he didn't see the expected person.

Although he was puzzled in his heart, he didn't show anything on his face. He smiled and walked forward, "I wonder when this case was transferred to Mr. Shen?"

"Oh, Xiaowen has been quite busy recently, so he entrusted this case to me. Mr. Zheng, don't dislike me for being unqualified." The middle-aged man on the sofa stood up with a smile and shook hands with him.

"Mr. Shen, don't think that our order is too small to perform well." He replied with a smile, and stretched out his hand to signal the middle-aged man to sit down.

A person walked towards him, his hair dyed sorrel was meticulously groomed, and he looked energetic and dry.

It seems to be doing well.

He walked up with a smile on his lips.

"Mr. Zheng." He was very polite with a coat in his hand.

"Here to eat?" He raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile.

The person opposite hummed, and said as if he was in a hurry, "Mr. Zheng, come here for dinner, I won't delay you."

He was about to leave after speaking, Zheng Yan reached out and grabbed his clothes subconsciously, but he didn't understand what he wanted to do.He turned his mind quickly and asked, "Why didn't you handle that case later?"

"I can't do it, it's difficult. Brother Shen is a master at synthesizing that thing, so I passed it on to him." Wen Jujing explained, as if he was afraid that he would be worried, so he added, "Don't worry, Brother Shen is One of the top talents in our company." He said as he withdrew his arm from his hand, "Boss Zheng, I'm leaving first."

Wen Jujing put on a business-like tone, and Zheng Yan was not in the mood anymore, so he stretched out his hand and let him go to signal that he could leave.

When I entered the private room, half of the meal was over, and several people respectfully called Mr. Zheng hello.

Zheng Yan smiled, "I am no longer a teacher."

"A teacher for a day, a teacher for life." A yellow-haired boy opposite him said.

"You can say it." "Come on, let me introduce you, Mr. Zheng, this is my roommate when I was a graduate student, and this is Meng Zikun."

Probably met many times in the school of pharmacy before, Zheng Yan had some impressions of the two people in front of him, he nodded, "I have impressions, are,,, teachers' students of Xu Ming?"

"Oh, Teacher Zheng has a good memory."

"This is Sun Haicheng." Gu Wu said, pointing to the man with a cropped cut next to Meng Zikun.

Zheng Yan nodded.

"There's another one. I just left on something. I don't know if you've met her."

"Oh? Just left, what clothes are you wearing?" Zheng Yan asked casually.

"White sweater, chestnut hair, have you met?" Gu Wu asked.

Zheng Yan's heart trembled, he raised his eyes and asked, "What's his name?"

"Wen Jujing." "Do you remember?"

"I don't remember much."

"Wen Jujing, do you remember?"

Just as he was about to reply, he said the opposite of what he imagined, "I don't really remember."

No, I remember, I remember him!He wanted to yell out, but the ceiling suddenly shattered and fell down. Zheng Yan yelled, and suddenly woke up from the bed.

He reached out to touch the cigarette beside the bed and lit it in the dark.He secretly laughed at himself in the dream, why was he so anxious to tell others that he remembered.So what if you forget it, and what does it mean if you remember it.

It's really not like myself.

The sky in the distance is black and white, and it is almost dawn.He leaned against the bed and smoked, thinking that Wen Jujing would get married in a few weeks.

What is he going to give him?Pay him back double the money he borrowed?a house?a car?As he thought about it, his heart ached as if he was reluctant to part with the money.

He put out his hand to put out the cigarette, and wanted to call Wen Jujing to ask him what he wanted, a house or a car, he would definitely be angry, he couldn't help laughing when he thought about it.After laughing twice, I realized how weird I was.

Even if he is angry, he won't treat me anymore.He suddenly realized.

That person is about to become someone else's.After he falls down again, no one will turn around to help him.

His heart ached as if he had been cut by a knife.

He clearly realized that he was reluctant to give up this person who was worthy of his treasure.

Why is he reluctant?Because this person was kind to him, because he gave him a hand.

Besides that, is there anything else?He couldn't figure it out.He clearly realized that this person was gentle and almost cowardly, as timid as a mouse.Even now, he still despises this weak part of his character.What he likes is Gu Wu's kind of sunny, confident, unrestrained and calm little boy.

He can only admit that he doesn't like Wen Jujing, but he is reluctant to let go.

But it would be selfish if he really didn't let go.

Turning the corner of the street, he was surprised to see Gu Wu and a young woman with a big belly beside him.

"Zheng Yan."

"Long time no see." He greeted her with a smile, he turned his head to look at the woman as he said, "How many months?"

"The due date is a few weeks away."

"Congratulations." Zheng Yan smiled and blessed.

"Thank you." "Are you here to buy something?"

"Well, an acquaintance is getting married." He forced a smile when he said this.

"Recently?"

"Yes."

"It seems that there is some auspicious day recently. I also have a good friend who is getting married."

Zheng Yan curled his lips and smiled, "Is it Wen Jujing?"

"How do you know?" Gu Wu looked at it with some surprise, and the woman beside him gently pinched his palm, indicating that he could leave.

"What I want to buy is a gift for him." After he finished speaking, he patted Gu Wu's shoulder, "I'm leaving first, we can talk when I have time."

He looked at the assortment of tableware in front of him, thought for a while, and decided to ask the man for his own opinion.

He hadn't called him for a long time, and the moment the phone was connected, his voice trembled, "It's me."

"I know, has Mr. Zheng eaten?"

"No."

"What do you find me for?"

"I'm buying you a present."

"Thank you so much for that."

Zheng Yan closed his eyes in pain and asked, "Do you like ceramic or glass tableware?"

"This? Let me ask Xiaolan."

"Who is Xiaolan?"

"My fiancee."

"I'm asking you." His uncontrollable tone began to turn cold.

The person over there was silent as if thinking about it. After a while, he said, "Let's make it glass."

He wanted to run to take the man in the groom's attire away, but the floor under his feet suddenly broke and formed a cliff.

Desperate to jump over it, he only falls into the cliff.

The person on the bed woke up suddenly. He took out his mobile phone and looked at it. At [-]:[-] in the morning, he had another nightmare.

He stared at the ceiling with his eyes open. After a long time, he suddenly got up, put on his clothes and rushed out with the car keys.