For more than 20 years of his life, he has been groping in a room without a light source. With his immature hands and supplemented by strange or familiar voices, he described his paleness.

He stumbled and stumbled, vaguely aware that he had a great connection with this small world, but when he hit a wall and was injured, this small world didn't show much pain or itching.

Occasional greetings are also like a passing day.

Finally, accompanied by someone's earth-shattering words, a ray of light came belatedly, and shakily lit up just for him, illuminating a small area in front of his eyes.

Even after staying in the dark for a long time, he didn't feel glaring when he stared at the light.It was faint and elusive, just enough for him to see clearly his reasons for being inferior to others.

It's Sheng Xiao.

If another person came, he would definitely not be able to light this oil-cold and dry lamp, but he was grateful but also frustrated, he knew that it was this person who came, and he couldn't rely too much on it.

Hope and despair go hand in hand, both are prosperous, and he is tortured as a carrier until he is exhausted, kneeling in front of the tricky nature, speechless, and only bowing his head and bowing his head.

Shen Junbin's tears slid down his cheeks to his chin, and then flowed down his neck into the gap between the collar of his shirt. Some of them couldn't hold back, and they fell straight down as soon as they were touched by eyelashes.

Tears are water but not water. They are the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys that the human body is full of and can no longer contain. It turns the invisible into the tangible and pours out.After a while, they rustled and left several small watermarks on the collar and front of Shen Junbin's suit.

Because in the past, Shen Junbin's image in front of the majority of people was impregnable and almost impeccable, this sudden burst of crying was too shocking, but it taught Sheng Xiao not to tease him frivolously, and called him "poor little boy" .

He has fair skin and red eyes at the moment, just like a little white rabbit among tall buildings.

If he is really a rabbit, then forget it. It is not surprising that a rabbit shows a petite and weak side, but Shen Junbin is not.A pretentious big-tailed wolf suddenly becomes petite and weak, which is really a once-in-a-century phenomenon.

Sheng Xiao held his hand, carefully cared for the wound, and breathed.

After blowing for a while, he paused suddenly, raised his head and asked seriously, "You didn't bite this yourself, did you?"

"..." Shen Junbin didn't want to speak, but couldn't bear the rush of anger in his heart, and squeezed out two drops of the disturbing things from his eye sockets.

"Oh, you, why are you like this?" Sheng Xiao suddenly lost his temper and lost his mind, stretched out a finger into a hook to wipe away the tears on his face, and asked in a good voice, "Bullying!" You didn't cry when you were there, but you were crying, what's the matter with you?"

Shen Junbin took a deep breath, held back the remaining tears, pursed his lips and shook his head.

According to Sheng Xiao's analysis, he guessed that Shen Junbin probably wanted to express stubbornly: I didn't cry.

The location where they parked was not too far from the intersection. On the left side of the car, a large wave of vehicles passed by every once in a while according to the rhythm of the traffic lights.The drivers who had just passed the intersection were trapped by the signal lights for a long time, and were about to start a new round of driving fast. It is hard to imagine that anyone would stand still amidst the restless marching horses.

Sheng Xiao said: "It's too unsafe to park here, why don't you take a rest and let me drive?"

The two got out of the car and exchanged places.

After walking for two steps, and then being blown by the cold wind, Shen Junbin's fragility was affected by gravity and transpiration, and he obediently stopped venturing out.He sat on the co-pilot and looked at Sheng Xiao steadily, and he could get a smiling look from time to time.

It is obviously too violent to use such eyes only to comfort emotions. Encouraged by that smile, Shen Junbin developed the motivation to strike while the iron is hot, and clumsily and persistently expressed the question in his heart that he didn't quite understand: "In the future, you Do you still think being with me is the best?"

"In the future?" Sheng Xiao seemed quite surprised, and took the time to glance at him, "Is it about the future...Maybe after a while, you think I'm boring?"

"..." Shen Junbin suddenly realized that according to Sheng Xiao's confession, this person had never been on good terms with others for too long.

It can be seen from this that he may revert to his old ways at any time and repeat the same mistakes.

Shen Junbin sat upright immediately.

His brain was running fast, and suddenly he felt a lot of doubts. He couldn't help but want to ask, why did Sheng Xiao compare the failed marriage with the relationship between the two of them?

There are many successful examples around him, why doesn't he compare with couples who are living well?

Perhaps Sheng Xiao subconsciously categorized the relationship between the two men and the failed marriage?

Such a comparison can only show that he will not make a stupid choice.But how can he be on the same level as those old, weak and disabled soldiers in love?His range of choices and his fault tolerance rate are thousands of times higher than others.

Shen Junbin frowned and asked, "Have you ever thought about spending a long time with a man?"

Sheng Xiao drove the car calmly, and asked, "How long is long? What's the way?"

"Every day." Shen Junbin had an untimely urge to make a statement. He breathed a sigh of relief and tried to control himself so as not to speak too fiercely. "Even if it's not every day, it's most of the time we can be together. Except for not getting a certificate , and the rest are the same as ordinary couples. Two people sleep together, you can do it or not, but you can't have an unclear relationship with anyone except each other."

He paused, and then said: "The length of time—a lifetime."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Junbin had already regretted it, because this day sounded like a prison disaster that he had hoped for endlessly from the very beginning, like a worthless child who was determined to be born with one thought and had to be supported unconditionally throughout his life.Apart from himself, no one would be willing to sign such a contract.

Compared with Sheng Xiao's colorful life of a golden boy and a jade girl, the difference is too much, and it can't even be regarded as a low match.

But what he cares most about is not "how to get along" - he predicts that he can accept whether it takes time to go back and forth every day or whether he can avoid people.What he cared about was "how long" Sheng Xiao planned to be with him.

This question is a hurdle, and without getting a clear answer, his thinking will be caught by this hurdle, and he will never be able to cross it.He knew that he had missed some key points, but he couldn't figure out where the missing point was. He hesitated whether he should add "I will take care of you", and worried that if he said so suddenly, Sheng Xiao would be disappointed. I think this is unlucky.

Sheng Xiao didn't know if he really didn't understand or he wanted to resolve his embarrassment, so he said "um" with a nasal cavity, and asked with a smile, "Are you going to live with me?"

Shen Junbin didn't want to laugh at all.He turned his face out of the window full of contradictions, so as not to scare people away with his strong desire for knowledge: "No, I just ask, have you ever thought about it."

"Oh, I've thought about it." Sheng Xiao licked his lips, and said with an unserious smile, "I thought about it, but after thinking about it carefully, I still don't want it."

Shen Junbin turned back immediately in shock: "Why?"

"When we were first together, it was fresh. Everything about mine was good. I didn't take a shower in time. People said I smelled like a man. I let it... Forget it. When I hiccupped, people said it smelled good. If you wait for a long time, it won't work." Sheng Xiao lamented exaggeratedly, "People think they can't turn over while sleeping, so they won't let me hug them, and they think my head is heavy, so they don't want to hug me."

This does not match the historical records collected so far by Shen Junbin.He said coldly: "Really? Who have you lived with?"

"Who else could it be?" Sheng Xiao was surprised that he was so forgetful, "Isn't it you I'm talking about? I'll leave after you sleep now, and sometimes I have some opinions, but because I'm a guest, I reluctantly bear with me. If we really live together, won't I be scolded by you all day long? Mr. Shen, it's not easy for me to go to work, why do you make both of us tired? I don't want it, I don't want it. "

Shen Junbin: "..."

In many cases, the excuses spoken by adults are not the root cause, but just to make things easier for both parties.There is a rule in social etiquette called "tactful refusal". For example, if you don't want to eat with someone, you should say "something at home", if you refuse a person's pursuit, you should say "I'm concentrating on my studies", if you don't want to chat, say "I'm going to take a shower." ", Manpower said "very sorry" to the job seekers who looked down on it.

The person who was told should have self-knowledge, just hear the answer clearly, and don't break the casserole to ask the end.

Shen Junbin didn't know what else to say.

Perhaps Sheng Xiao was willing to find excuses, and refused with a smile, which is already a great deal of face.

There is still a long way to the hotel, Shen Junbin played back the dialogue between the two in his mind.Sheng Xiao's answer was obviously mature and to the point. He expressed his appreciation just to the point, but he didn't make any promises for a long time. He affirmed their current "occasionally together" relationship, and he didn't draw the distance between them too close.

It cannot be said that he is a realistic egoist. It can only be said that he is an experienced and calm investor who understands the truth that it is not necessary to hold a stock if he is optimistic about it. They all listened and were ready to pay for it, and he himself would not give up everything easily.

Now it's rare for Sheng Xiao to open a position and buy a little bit, how can he ask the person who holds a stock if he can never sell it?

Sheng Xiao was in a daze for a moment, probably thinking "Are you an idiot or do you think I am an idiot".

Shen Junbin vaguely figured out the reason, but there was no way to solve it, so he could only hold his seat belt and pressed his face against the glass depressedly, feeling annoyed that he was so corrupted by his greed when it was supposed to be a day of dancing.

The hairs all over his body exploded, and he would bite whoever came to provoke him at this moment.

Sheng Xiao was very quick with his car, and he was able to operate it freely in a short while.When entering the store, I passed the staff inspection post, and the security guard took a look: "Manager Sheng?"

"Hey." Sheng Xiao rolled down the car window, and greeted his familiar colleagues generously, "Hello. I happened to bump into Boss Shen outside today, so let's drive by his car."

The security supervisor greeted Shen Junbin as if he completely forgot that he was the owner of the car, and asked Sheng Xiao directly: "Is this car exciting?"

Sheng Xiao said with a smile: "That's needless to say? Four-wheel drive, it turns when you touch it, and I almost drove out of Licheng with a kick of the accelerator. A good car is a good car, and it's really different from the Jinbei you bought."

He talked and laughed happily with people, and seemed to have completely forgotten their conversation that ended without a problem.

Shen Junbin expected that someone would provoke him at this time and he might be bombed, but he didn't expect that no one provoked him, and he also had a tendency to be bombed.

I came along the Lianhua Avenue just now, the whole way is a big straight line, what a fart of four-wheel drive, Shen Junbin, who was left aside in the cold, thought to himself.

Sheng Xiao is now a "buddy" who chats with his colleagues regardless of his position, and when he gets on the job, he will be a professional manager with a well-documented manner.There is no doubt that as long as he wants to, he can play the role just right, and at the same time he can retract freely and know how to cooperate.

Sheng Xiao has always dealt with the supercilious glances cast at him with ease, ignoring, playing tricks, even rolling on the bed, doing everything he can.With all his plans, Shen Junbin didn't say a few harsh words to him.

He never believed that after careful consideration, Sheng Xiao would really be afraid of such a trivial matter as "being outnumbered", and give up his original plan.

Unless, this guy didn't plan at all.

When he got out of the car, he felt unwilling, and asked again coldly: "You never wanted to live with someone else, did you?"

Seeing Shen Junbin's bewildered face, Sheng Xiao was in a strange mood. He unexpectedly experienced the joy of teachers holding a standard answer that was only one line away but not telling the students the truth.

He didn't evade, but pointed his finger in the air like a point: "Didn't you say it? I thought about it. Of course, I don't always think about it. After all, this kind of thing has to be a very caring person to be worthy of my consideration." .I just thought about it once, just as I told you."

He bowed his hands behind his back and listened attentively: "Do you have any ideas?"

In a period of time, people will have a blind spot in thinking, no matter how smart you are, you can't get out, and Shen Junbin is deeply trapped in it.

He was suspicious that Sheng Xiao would say "I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore" after listening to it, his expression was not very good, he lost his voice and fell silent, and walked past that person.

It was getting dark in a flash, Sheng Xiao wandered to the western restaurant in full clothes.

There were no customers in the restaurant for the time being, and Shen Junbin was reading the report in front of the bar with a file folder.

Sheng Xiao stepped forward and greeted respectfully: "Mr. Shen, hello."

Shen Junbin glanced at him, but turned a blind eye to him.

It's unbelievable, Sheng Xiao raised his eyebrows.

He is on duty now, he is the manager on duty, and the imperial envoy who holds Shang Fang's sword, how can Shen Junbin not give him face like this?Although the waiters in the restaurant are preparing meals in an orderly manner, God bestows people with two eyes, that is, to make people stop looking at the place in front of them - they can be assigned to be responsible for one-on-one customer service, Which of these waiters didn't show their cleverness during the training period to be assigned here?Whose eyes can't see three or four ways?

The fine for irregular greetings is usually ten to twenty. For Director Shen, the fine of 20 yuan is too light, and he will not even blink.

But it won't do for him to be defiant again and again.

Standing by the bar, Sheng Xiao stared at Shen Junbin non-stop. Spring and winter came, and three autumns had passed, but there was still no response.

He couldn't help sighing sadly: the work is too difficult to carry out.

Baixiang's "sentencing standard" is unscientific and should vary from person to person.For example, Director Shen has been so defiant several times, how can he be deducted ten yuan?If you want to detain him, you have to detain him so badly that you have to sell yourself to pay off the debt.

Sheng Xiao looked up and down calmly, calculating how much director Shen's "one time" would be worth.

But Shen Junbin's performance is seriously affected by emotions, and it is really not stable. Sometimes it is not worth a hundred, and it depends on him to turn the tide. Sometimes he is omnipotent and delicious.

It was too difficult, Sheng Xiao sighed again.

It is very difficult to make Director Shen have the consciousness to change his past mistakes, and he can only try with all his heart.

If it doesn't work, try again.

Shen Junbin showed others with a cold face, which made them unhappy, and did not make him any better.Sheng Xiao sighed beside him, he felt uncomfortable all over his body, endured it for a while, angrily pulled out a sticky note from the bar counter, wrote two words heavily with a pen like gnashing his teeth, and pushed it over.

Sheng Xiao.

Sheng Xiao took the note, looked at it from a distance for a few seconds, took out a pen from his pocket, and pushed it back to him with a few "swish, swish, swish".

When the note was passed back face down, Director Shen condescendingly flipped it over, and saw his name written beside the word "Sheng Xiao".

In addition, Sheng Xiao drew an exaggerated, vulgar and red-faced heart shape, encircling the two names together.

Shen Junbin reacted quickly with two fingers and folded the paper, his palms were sweating.He thought to himself that he should sneer uglyly at such a childish thing to show his contempt, but he felt tired and couldn't laugh anymore.A thought similar to "You are so powerful, you are willing to bow down" came to his mind, and in the next second, he wanted to tear up this piece of paper again, and cursed, "What kind of bastard are you? You worry about it every day."

Sheng Xiao took a step closer to him, and the two of them were almost standing side by side.

"What's the matter with you? Huh?" Sheng Xiao said, "I'm just waiting for you to say that you don't hate me anymore. Who knows that you are so cruel, and you just won't let go."

Shen Junbin: "...What are you referring to?"

"What else can it be?" Sheng Xiao stretched out a hand, making a request for a handshake, "I have to be strict with myself, so that you won't be angry when you see it. If you think it's okay, I'll find a place, let's The two make do with each other."

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