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Putting down the phone, Sheng Xiao drank two sips of water and fell asleep again. He didn't really wake up until the middle of the night.In the haze, he reached out his hand to touch it, and found that the half of the bed he deliberately vacated was cold, as cold as another world.

Shen Junbin really didn't come.

It's not that Shen Junbin never rejected him.

It's not a day in Licheng, and it's not a day for catering to be busy. In the past, when Shen Junbin couldn't get away, he would reply briefly with "No" or "Busy". Come to warm the bed, Shen Junbin will reply "Fuck off" in disgust.But no matter how hard you say it, in the dead of night when the moon is in the middle of the sky, the person who should come will still come shyly.

Sheng Xiao has always thought that this is Shen Junbin's little interest. If he wants to promote, he will first suppress, and if he wants to refuse, he will first flatly reject his request, so that his expectations will be lowered, his sense of emptiness will be enlarged, and then it will be an unexpected surprise. .He lay under the quilt, almost took off his clothes very politely, and calmly waited for the little white rabbit to knock on the door, making it worthwhile for him to come anytime.

Unexpectedly, the little white rabbit would not come.

Sheng Xiao looked down at his heart, and inadvertently discovered that even if he was rejected, the expectations there were not low at all.

It's ignorantly warming up, waiting for someone to ring the doorbell.

For a few minutes, Sheng Xiao was very angry.He was not only angry with the unrestrained spitting of dirty water, but also angry that Shen Junbin listened to one-sided words and disregarded human life, which was so cruel and ruthless.He had known for a long time that as long as someone said that he was indiscreet, the audience would definitely believe it, but he didn't expect that Shen Junbin would not be able to tell right from wrong.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt furious, he jumped up from the bed, took out a piece of paper and slapped it on the table, and began to count how many histories he had, so that Ren Yuan could say convincingly that he was heartless and ungrateful.He wanted to write down every detail of his past and the past, explaining the ins and outs in detail, and flung it in front of Shen Junbin coldly, so that the person who showed him the face of the past would be ashamed.

Sheng Xiao was wrapped in a quilt, showing a hand, and angrily pulled off the cap of the pen.

However, when the tip of the pen was less than one centimeter from the paper, he suddenly began to forget the words.

Can't blame him.

It's actually because Chinese parents have different ideas of naming names, and the meanings are everywhere. Even if he is their head teacher, I am afraid that he will not be able to remember their names one by one after so many years.

No, it's impossible.

Sheng Xiao thought perplexedly, this used to be a memory of his youth, how could it be possible that others would start to forget things before reaching middle age?

But the girl's face was still bright and vivid at first glance deep in his memory, but when he wanted to take a closer look, it looked like an old photo on old photo paper with limited resolution and could not be enlarged.

Unwilling to reconcile, he racked his brains to recall, pondered for a long time, and finally could only roughly describe: those in Class Three, Class Five, those in his own school, those in Second Middle School, the one who often wears a flowery skirt, or Xiaobai The one who always came to cheerlead when they played football, the one who always brought him water, the one who had his name tattooed on his wrist...

In the end, it all converged into Ren Yuan's words: You forgot their appearance, their names, or, there was no time to think about them at all.

Ren Yuan's confident and contemptuous smile seemed to be saying silently: You will definitely, that's the kind of person you are.

Sheng Xiao silently put down his pen.

He originally thought that Shen Junbin was not giving him face by leaving in a huff, and that the matter had gone on for a day and it was a fuss, but now he put himself in his shoes and thought about it, if Shen Junbin brought a person, the person pointed at him and said: "Play with him!" Play, go home early after playing enough. Don't forget, there are more than a dozen girlfriends waiting for you at home."

He will probably teach that guy to be a man on the spot.

His ambition to win a game back came and went quickly. As early as when he forgot to write, he had already seen that something was wrong, so he took a step ahead.

He was left speechless with the empty blank paper.

Maybe he didn't know the true face of Mount Lu while he was in it, but outsiders could already see it clearly—although like everyone else he didn't like being called Bo Xingrou, he was actually the kind of person he despised.

The most tragic thing is that he himself has been depraved to the point of depravity, but the Three Views still stand firm, and he began to criticize him the moment he was convicted, which made him both guilty and short of breath.

Sheng Xiao sat quietly for a long time, wrapped the quilt tightly, carefully picked up the pen, and tried to write the three characters "Shen Junbin" on the paper.

I wrote it many times as soon as I wrote it.

Recently, Shen Junbin's store has been too busy, and he has never planned to go out.In fact, if he hadn't glanced at the chat records before leaving, he would have forgotten whether he said he was going to the Health Bureau or the Industry and Commerce Bureau.

Probably some part of the circuit in his brain was disconnected again, and the big screen of his memo suddenly stopped, and it was completely dark.

Once Sheng Xiao is not at peace, he can't move forward boldly, he has to stop and find out what's going on here, and then he understands why the predecessors said "home and everything prosper".

It's just that he doesn't know whether he will need to worry about this "family matter" from now on.

He drove around aimlessly on the edge of the Lianhua New District, choosing a road that was free from traffic jams and extended in all directions, so that he could reach that person's door anytime, anywhere with his mind.

The sky was gray and cold, and the road in the afternoon was a bit sluggish. He was close to his destination at three o'clock, but he turned a corner, found a parking lot, and pulled himself into a parking space in a corner with great difficulty. for a while.

In order not to go too early, it would appear that he was impatient.

Soon he felt that his behavior was ridiculous.

Life has a life, can An Neng walk and sigh and sit and worry?

Sheng Xiao waited obediently at the door, watching the driver turn his head smoothly.

He gently opened the car door and sat in, smiling all the way until he was reminded indifferently: "Seat belt."

After driving for a while, Shen Junbin embarrassed him as if he had settled down after eating the weight, and he didn't even pant for breath.

Sheng Xiao couldn't help it: "Shen Junbin, say something, don't treat me like this."

"Okay." Shen Junbin responded in a low voice, turned his face to the rearview mirror, left the passenger with a head back, and asked straightforwardly, "How did you and your predecessors separate?"

"..." Sheng Xiao swallowed dryly, and murmured, "I can't remember."

"Forgot all of them?" Shen Junbin was overwhelmed by his ruthlessness and shamelessness, and was extremely surprised, but smiled because his horizons were broadened, "Can't remember any of them?"

Sheng Xiao: "Hey, isn't it, she was young back then."

It's not that he really can't remember, but when he thinks of the reasons for "together" and "let's break up" when he was studying, he really finds it hard to say, probably because of a sentence, a piece of clothing, inconsistent walking steps, etc. Wait for the boring stuff.

In contrast, the grievance Shen Junbin suffered yesterday is already a sufficient reason to break up, and he is already too guilty.

In order to avoid any comparison, and to prevent the description from getting darker, Sheng Xiao said with a heartbroken face: "How long ago did that happen? You know, when I was in school, I was reciting books and doing questions all day long. , I forgot everything I learned, so why don’t we just forget everything about that time.”

Shen Junbin sneered, obviously not agreeing.

He said: "If I ask you something, you can just tell the truth, and say what you think. Otherwise, if you talk for a long time, it will be the same as if you didn't say anything. It's a waste of time."

Sheng Xiao also cherished the second chance to answer the question, clenched his fists, and said earnestly, "Okay, tell me."

While driving the car, Shen Junbin asked, "Do you think it's better to be with a man or a woman?"

"Ah?" Sheng Xiao tried to find the key to the answer from his face, "Are you talking about us?"

"No, I'm just talking about it." Shen Junbin remained expressionless, "Sometimes I have to think about it, don't I?"

Sheng Xiao resentfully said, "Oh."

Shen Junbin's face clearly shows the ruthlessness of "what do you say when you like you, and what do you say when you don't like you", so he can only force himself to maintain his demeanor: "Women. With women, Life is easier."

Shen Junbin remained calm: "Really?"

Sheng Xiao said casually: "From a social point of view, people have the obligation to reproduce. Otherwise, if everyone doesn't shoulder this obligation, human society will come to an end. If you think about it this way, it must be better for men and women to be together."

Shen Junbin also echoed: "Yes."

Sheng Xiao looked out the window blankly: "When two people are together, it's impossible to hide it from the family all the time, right? How do you bring him home? Who gave birth to a child and went out for a few years, and came back and said that he was gay, and the family couldn't Explode the pot? It’s not good if you have a bad heart. If you mention it, something will happen. The country still encourages having a second child. It is estimated that the marriage policy will not be liberalized for a while. If two men hold a wedding, it will be troublesome? It has no legal effect. The mood of the guests who came to watch the ceremony is also very delicate. It would seem uninteresting not to bless it, but if it is blessed, it will push people into the fire pit that everyone blames? But if you find a wife who is well-matched, then It’s different, once the two of them get married, they will live a more nourishing life, and they will have one or two children, and the family will be happy to see them, and the two elders will live longer without injections or medicines.”

Shen Junbin nodded, and smiled commendably: "Well, you are right about being responsible for the family."

"It's easy to fall in love, isn't it?" Sheng Xiao propped his head on his hands, "The two of you can go on a date, you can walk on the road, hug your waist, hold your hands, and feed each other like hemiplegia. It’s pretty, the men who walked by on the street all had eyeballs falling down. If two gays are together, it’s still rare to dare to tell the world? Some people have eyeballs along the way, but I don’t know what to think .”

"What you're thinking about is gay, AIDS, and rotten ass." A hard rock was stuck in his throat, but Shen Junbin smiled softly, "So in your heart, you think the best choice is to find someone to talk to. A woman whose looks and family background match yours, hold a wedding that can be seen by others, and after marriage, the husband will sing along with the wife, and it is best to live a life that excites others, and you will be happy."

"Boss Shen, don't look down on it, it's hard." Sheng Xiao rubbed one temple slowly, "Look at Boss Feng, he followed a poor boy when he was young, and he's still an idiot who can't help himself. It is estimated that except for the first few years of marriage, the two of them have never been happy together for half their lives. This also caught up with her husband cheating on someone who is not as good as her, which made her stay in the store every day and didn't want to go home. And I A friend—not Ren Yuan, it’s another one who grew up together—it’s right that the wife he’s looking for is well-matched. I'm fluttering. I'm not saying it's right for him to come out to play, but I know him very well. His requirements are really not high, as long as he can talk. If the two of them have something to say, he will definitely not come out to mess around. He may not be in a good mood when he is done like this. You see, with such a small request, it is quite difficult to find the right one, isn't it? Isn't this kind of marriage ruining a person's life? It is not much better than homosexuality. .”

Shen Junbin was so blocked by the stone that he couldn't speak, so he slowed down the speed of the car and took a look at him.

"Is it better to be with a man or with a woman? This question depends on the individual. If you ask me, I really can't generalize." Sheng Xiao was very embarrassed, "For example, I think that being with you Just the best."

Shen Junbin stopped the car close to the curb, stared at the person who was speaking, and had a strong urge in his heart, wanting to open his mouth to ask "is it true or not".

But on the one hand, he can't speak, and on the other hand, liars throughout the ages will not admit that he is lying, and it is nothing if he asks a good answer.

"Really." Sheng Xiao seemed to understand his thoughts, and emphasized consciously.

Shen Junbin shuddered all over in an instant, gripping the steering wheel tightly with horror.

Facing Shen Junbin's gaze, Sheng Xiao's face became hot from the inside out: "After getting to know you, I still feel quite uncomfortable if another man accidentally touches me. You ate the same, can you imagine? And I never thought of comparing you with women. Maybe there will be a small probability event in a person’s life. It’s a coincidence that you can meet such a person, so you don’t The method is simply to judge him by male and female, whether he is good or not, and how easy he is, and I don’t have time to think about it. I just know that when I see him, I hear in my heart, 'It's over, I'm going to follow this kid's way'."

While speaking, he caught a glimpse of Shen Junbin's fingers from the corner of his eye, and asked, "What's wrong with your hand?"

Shen Junbin's panic when he first heard it had just dissipated, and his heart was throbbing involuntarily. The throbbing made him feel sore from his heart to his palms, and he had long forgotten the pain of pinching his fingers.

He shook his head and said in a hoarse voice, "It's nothing."

"Show me." Sheng Xiao slowly stretched out his hand, covering his hand, "Turn over."

Shen Junbin originally wanted to get out of the way, but as soon as their hands touched, his eye sockets immediately became unbearably hot, and his whole body lost all strength.The grievances and sorrows in my heart that I didn't intend to show to others also violated the rules without authorization, rushing out and converging into two lines, which was so hot that it almost burned him.

He let Sheng Xiao hold his hand, turned his palm over, and moved that finger cooperatively: "Here, I hurt."