sleep anchor

Chen Sui lived close by and refused to let Ren Xuan see him off. Ren Xuan was worried and stubbornly sent him downstairs.The night wind was blowing on his body, the moonlight was mixed with the sound of insects, and Chen Sui walked peacefully as if he had sobered up after leaving the house, the two of them had nothing to say along the way.

Chen Sui withdrew his arm first, and Ren Xuan reluctantly withdrew his hands wrapped around his waist. He clenched his hands into fists and put them back into his pockets, carefully preserving the last remaining warmth.Chen Sui coughed lightly, with a rare solemn tone, "My wife is at home, so I won't invite you to sit up."

Ren Xuan raised his eyes, his heart that had been clenched all night did not become more uncomfortable because of that address, he responded lightly, and waited for Chen Sui to turn around.Chen Sui didn't move, watching Ren Xuan standing under the street lamp, the golden light covered the top of his head with a furry fringe.Chen Sui's heart was very complicated, as if the pet he had been with for more than ten years was about to be given away suddenly, he turned around in a blurry mind, thinking that he should not be willing to part with it.

Chen Sui confirmed again that he was just reluctant to part with that loyalty.Before he left, he squeezed Ren Xuan's shoulder, and half embraced the stiff Ren Xuan into his arms, "Xuan'er, we will always be good brothers." Ren Xuan's nose rubbed against Chen Sui's shoulder, and he didn't Chen Sui let go when he could feel more, and waved goodbye to him, as usual.

Ren Xuan hailed a car to go home, he opened the door without turning on the light, and plunged into the bed.At first it was just trembling lightly, then gradually there was a sound, finally Ren Xuan couldn't control it, and cried heart-rendingly under the quilt.

He lived by the rules for 26 years, never indulged in a single day, and his first love, which he had suppressed in his heart for 13 years, was forced to come to an end.He hates himself for being cowardly and cowardly, for not being worthy of having Chen Sui, and he is also afraid of telling everyone about this deformed love in exchange for a "pervert".Ren Xuan struggled and blamed herself like this, until she was tired from crying, then she let herself go, and fell asleep half-consciously.

On a sunny afternoon, Ren Xuan was staring at the willow branches outside the window in a daze. Chen Sui, wearing a light blue sportswear, came from behind and patted Ren Xuan on the shoulder affectionately. "Ren Xuan, go play football on the playground!"

Ren Xuan turned around, and Chen Sui, who looked like a junior high school student, smiled at him. The skin exposed outside his shorts was tanned and shiny, Maocun stood on top of his head energetically, and his whole body exuded like a little tiger. spirit.

Another boy was holding a football, laughing and teasing: "Our school committee can't play this ball well." Chen Sui stepped forward and grabbed Ren Xuan's arm, pulling him to his side, his voice was loud and loud, as if he was afraid that others might not hear clearly Protect Ren Xuan by his side, "Ren Xuan is on my team."

After a game, Ren Xuan stood on the sidelines exhaustedly, out of breath.Chen Sui called his name and came over with two bottles of mineral water with ice.The body of the bottle was wet with water vapor, Ren Xuan reached out to pick it up, Chen Sui dodged his hand, and pressed the cold body of the bottle to Ren Xuan's thigh, the instant cold made him jump and dodge, Chen Sui succeeded and stood The side laughed.

Sweaty boys gathered around to replay the game. Chen Sui meticulously analyzed and listed the advantages and disadvantages of each position. Chen Sui on the court was much more attractive than himself in the examination room, like a guide, General admired by all.As soon as Chen Sui tilted his head, he saw Ren Xuan who was looking straight at him. He pretended to tilt his head inadvertently, and brushed back his erect stubble, splashing wet beads of sweat on Ren Xuan's face.

Ren Xuan dodged away with a smile, Chen Sui stuck behind and chased after him, the boys around him all hated Chen Sui as disgusting, Chen Sui grabbed Ren Xuan's arm, and asked him: "Am I disgusting?" Ren Xuan couldn't pull out his arm but still Uncompromising power, he nodded vigorously: "It's very disgusting." Chen Sui laughed and hugged Ren Xuan into his arms, burying his profile face into Ren Xuan's neck.The stubble scratched on Ren Xuan's neck and chin, but the itch that couldn't be scratched spread to the tip of Ren Xuan's heart.

The two boys were face to face, wet and sweaty, Ren Xuan smiled and hid, and then simply wrapped his arms around Chen Sui's waist and rubbed himself.The boys at the side saw them having fun, and laughed and stuck to them. Chen Sui hugged Ren Xuan and hid aside, disgusting while hiding: "You are so disgusting."

In the blink of an eye, three days before the college entrance examination, Chen Suigao was half the height of Ren Xuan, and his facial features became tougher.After school, the two sat on a bench in the park with their schoolbags on their backs. The setting sun was half hanging in the sky, and the surroundings were warm.

"Are you going to apply for the university in the provincial capital with me?" Chen Sui was sitting beside him in his school uniform with his arms wide open and his legs wide open.

"Well, Ningda University is not far from the Sports Institute. I looked at the map and found that they are all in the newly planned university campus." Ren Xuan gently separated his legs, and his knees barely touched the side of Chen Sui's legs.

"Your grades are so good, you were able to go to Beijing, but in order to accompany me to take the exam to the provincial capital, I feel wronged."

"It's okay. It's boring to study abroad alone. It's better to take the exam together and take care of each other."

Chen Sui turned his head, nodded slightly and looked at Ren Xuan.Sensing the gaze from the side, Ren Xuan also turned her head.Chen Sui stared at him without moving, his eyes were sparkling, shining like a galaxy, as if he had a thousand times of affection, but he couldn't speak.Ren Xuan lost his soul staring at those eyes, the hidden desire burst out of his chest, and he couldn't hold back anymore.

Ren Xuan gently closed his eyes, and with full courage, just like what he wanted to do thousands of times, he slowly stuck in Chen Sui's direction.Everything was so beautiful and real, Chen Sui's taste seemed to melt into Ren Xuan's mouth, and at the moment when they were about to fit together, Chen Sui avoided it.

Chen Sui suddenly turned into an adult, sitting opposite him in a familiar sportswear, gently shaking his shoulders, and excitedly told him: "Xuan'er, I'm getting married!"

Ren Xuan sat up from the bed, opened her eyes in horror, it was a dream.

Ren Xuan glanced at the scattered tissues on the bedside again. The curtains that were closed in time in the future, the glare of the sun, the unchanging coat and the swollen eyes all reminded him of what happened last night. Chen Sui is getting married. Dream.

Ren Xuan reluctantly got up to wash up, he looked at himself in the mirror, with red and swollen eyelids and iron-gray complexion, he decided not to make it difficult for himself, and willfully hid for a day, licking his wounds.Ren Xuan asked for a day off, and the leader readily approved it. His voice sounded bad, and the leader told him to take care of his health.Ren Xuan hung up the phone and collapsed on the sofa, recalling what a long night it was.

He was not the only one who couldn't sleep well during the long night, and Cheng Yunfeng also tossed and turned for half the night.

He closed the shop and went home to take a shower, turned off the light and lay down on the bed early, staring at the ceiling in a daze.Cheng Yunfeng tried hard to fall asleep, but [-] thoughts rushed into his head in an instant, making him unable to fall asleep.He sighed helplessly, took out the earphones from under the pillow, and gently inserted them into his ears.

He opened the app on station M on his mobile phone, and clicked on the only anchor he followed, "Broken Broken".This anchor is very lazy, with more than 30 fans, 5 audio clips, and will only be updated once a quarter.Cheng Yunfeng can proficiently recite the order of appearance of the props in each audio, but the magic is that only the voice of this anchor can calm him down at night.

The voice of "Coax Broken" is very gentle, always sounding with a smile, but he rarely speaks during recording.Cheng Yunfeng clicked on the one with the most "coax broken" voice, put down the phone, and closed his eyes quietly.

After a burst of rhythmic oral trigger sounds ended, Cheng Yunfeng began to count the seconds in his heart, "Are you sleeping with your quilt?" It came from close to the left ear, half of Cheng Yunfeng's face was numb, and then came from the right ear With a chuckle, Cheng Yunfeng reached an intracranial orgasm①.

①Intracranial orgasm: Refers to the pleasant and unique stimulation produced by the human body in the brain, scalp, back or other parts of the body through perceptual stimuli such as sight, hearing, touch, and smell.