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At the end of the intermission, the two teams returned to the field.Ren Xuan was still sitting where he was before, but there was another backpack at his feet. Cheng Yunfeng took out a towel from the bag to wipe off his sweat, and put it next to Ren Xuan's bag.

In the second half, Ren Xuan no longer paid attention to how Cheng Yunfeng kicked the ball, and still followed him with his eyes, but his head was full of wild thoughts.

Cheng Yunfeng has no shortage of friends, nor is he lonely, and he finds excuses to meet up several times, and it is definitely not just the morality of doing business.Maybe because of a tiny moment, he didn't realize that Cheng Yunfeng had a little embarrassing feeling for him.

Ren Xuan introspected that he had never seriously understood Cheng Yunfeng, the clothes he wore and the moments of eye contact revealed clues in retrospect, but he never thought deeply about it.Cheng Yunfeng never overstepped the rules, probably he had the same worries in his heart, having been in love with others for many years and now switching identities, Ren Xuan couldn't help feeling a little bit more distressed.

The setting sun will also set, illuminating the sky beautifully, leaving only the last blush, and the referee blew the final whistle.

Both sides are friends who often meet, the game ended with a peaceful handshake, and the team is no longer clearly divided into two piles, but interspersed with two-color jerseys to discuss the route home together.

Cheng Yunfeng trotted to Ren Xuan's side, took off his shirt without saying a word, wiped it casually, and stuffed it into his bag.Ren Xuan looked at those muscles and couldn't stop thinking of the touch of his palm just now, he turned his head stiffly and stared at the scattered small stones by his feet.

Cheng Yunfeng took out a clean T-shirt from the bottom of his bag and put it on. It was still dark in punk color, but it was a little loose, and it didn't match the sweaty shorts on his lower body.

"I wanted to win the game and open your eyes, but I didn't play well, and the game was tied." Cheng Yunfeng bent down, leaned over and whispered to Ren Xuan: "Their team is not at this level usually, and they lost ten games. Nine times, today I really recite it."

"You have good stamina, strong confrontation, and good awareness. You are a very good central defender." Ren Xuan praised unhurriedly, without stopping to move, and brought Cheng Yunfeng's bag over, stuffing it bulging Pull out the dirty clothes and refold them.

Cheng Yunfeng felt a little embarrassed watching Ren Xuan help him tidy up his things. The dirty clothes were sticky and still smelled of sweat. He wanted to snatch them back but he was willing for Ren Xuan to touch his things.Cheng Yunfeng squatted at Ren Xuan's feet, like a big black dog staring at his master to clean up his toys, one carefully tidying up and the other staring at people.

"The evaluation is very professional, did you play football before?" Cheng Yunfeng pouted his chin and looked up at Ren Xuan.

"I kicked it occasionally in school, but it wasn't good." Ren Xuan pursed his lips, unwilling to mention the past.He put the clothes and towels away, and another corner of the clothes popped out from the hem. He pulled it hard, and it turned out to be a pair of clean but wrinkled shorts.

Cheng Yunfeng took it abruptly, stuffed it back into the bag, and pulled the zipper to the end regardless of where Ren Xuan put it away.He raised his chin and picked at the girl not far away: "If it wasn't for the girl, I would have just taken off my pants and changed. Too many people would be troublesome."

Cheng Yunfeng did not mention Ren Xuan and forgot his deceitful excuses, he crossed his arms and looked down at Cheng Yunfeng for a rare time, full of the attitude of asking a crime: "Didn't you say that everyone brought their families with them when they asked for marriage in the temple? Where? Or are you looking for a little ghost that I can't see?"

"No," Cheng Yunfeng quibbled guiltily, and when he was tired from squatting, he simply sat down on the ground, crossed his legs and looked up at Ren Xuan. "Originally there were all of them, but last week they were all gone, and today there are only two left. It seems that feudal superstition is not reliable, and we have to believe in science."

Ren Xuan didn't want to break up with him, and stood up to leave, Cheng Yunfeng immediately got up and followed behind, never leaving.The two of them walked to the gate of the fence, and the gatekeeper thoughtfully opened most of it. Cheng Yunfeng was about to pick up the motorcycle when Ren Xuan stopped him. "Xiaofeng, why don't we stop riding?"

I used to be able to ride a motorcycle with my arms around Cheng Yunfeng's waist because I thought he was a normal straight man, but now I let him sit next to Cheng Yunfeng, just thinking about it makes my skin crawl.Ren Xuan didn't want Cheng Yunfeng to feel that something was wrong, so he explained forcefully: "If you are sweating before blowing the air, you will catch a cold easily."

Beads of sweat were still dripping down from the temples, Cheng Yunfeng wiped it off casually.Sticking together with the smell of sweat, it really doesn't feel so good.He immediately turned around and took out his mobile phone: "Then I will call a car."

"Stop barking, and it's not far away. I'll go back after walking." Ren Xuan adjusted his backpack, and waited for Cheng Yunfeng to catch up and walked to the door side by side.

Passing by the guard's sentry box, Cheng Yunfeng opened the window and walked in: "Uncle Qi, I've left my car with you overnight, and I'll pick it up tomorrow."

The doorman, Uncle Qi, took his eyes away from the small TV, looked at Ren Xuan behind him again, and said in a tone that the old man loved the junior: "Young man is gentle, I don't believe it is your friend, pay more attention to this when you go to school." If you are such a friend, you will be admitted to a good school not long ago."

"No matter how hard I study, I won't be good enough for your little niece." After Cheng Yunfeng smiled and closed the window, Uncle Qi cursed angrily: "Stinky boy!"

The road at the entrance of the Municipal Bureau Stadium is newly built. There are spacious and flat crosswalks and the most expensive decorative green plants on the side of the road. The lush branches and leaves support the top of the head, and you can feel cool without the contrast of the sun.

Cheng Yunfeng carried the bag on his shoulder, and walked side by side with Ren Xuan. The street lights dragged the figure into a slender figure, and the hour hand changed from short to long, overlapping and then separating regularly.

"Uncle Qi is an old neighbor of my parents. He lived in a courtyard when he was a child and watched me grow up. Later, he insisted on introducing someone to me, his little niece. Thanks to my poor study, her family looked down on me , that little girl just took the college entrance examination this year, so it's really terrible." Cheng Yunfeng spoke shyly at the words that seemed to show off, and occasionally glanced sideways at Ren Xuan's reaction.

"Four or five years old, just the right age." Before Ren Xuan could continue, Cheng Yunfeng interrupted him first: "What is appropriate?" The previous anxious momentum weakened again, and he felt aggrieved: "I don't like girls. .”

Ren Xuan lowered his head, kicked the stones and walked without making a sound for a long time.Cheng Yunfeng couldn't figure out what was going on in his mind, so he was thinking about it anxiously.Suddenly a thought popped into his head, Ren Xuan didn't want to ride a bike with him, worried that the cold might be just an excuse, maybe it was because he knew that he liked men, and he had a conflict in his heart.

Cheng Yunfeng is a single-minded person, he just wanted to get to the bottom of it, so he slammed into Ren Xuan's shoulder, Ren Xuan didn't hide, and turned to look at him suspiciously.

"You know I like men, do you dislike me?" Cheng Yunfeng asked fiercely, but his eyes were full of cautious fragility.

"What do I dislike about you? It's a very normal thing." Ren Xuan stopped and stood still, with her back straight, as if she was saying something solemn.

Cheng Yunfeng also stopped and tilted his head to look at him, "Normal".Cheng Yunfeng thought about many answers, but he never thought that Ren Xuan would use the word "normal" to describe this matter.

Ren Xuan saw his doubts, and explained in a straight voice: "Homosexuality is not dirty, not bad, and it is not a disease. Why is it abnormal?" One sentence seemed to give him courage. It was no longer an explanation for someone, but more like It is to convince himself.

Ren Xuan's fingertips turned white while holding the bag, as if swearing solemnly: "I am gay, and I like men too."

This is the first time he has uttered a secret that has been hidden for a long time. It is like a person suffocating underwater taking a breath of oxygen, feeling refreshed from the bottom of his heart, and living again.

Standing opposite Cheng Yunfeng turned from shock to surprise, and the possibility of bringing his dead crush back to life, he even wanted to go to a temple he had never visited before to make a wish and kneel down one by one to the gods who could be named.

"Ren, Ren Xuan, are you serious, or are you kidding me?" Cheng Yunfeng was so excited that his tongue was trembling, and the bag on his shoulders was thrown to his legs.

"You are so big, there is nothing to coax." Ren Xuan also got excited, pushed Cheng Yunfeng's arm and walked forward together.

Cheng Yunfeng raised his foot and followed closely beside Ren Xuan, holding the bag in his right hand and protecting Ren Xuan on the left.The two people's arms occasionally rubbed against each other as they swung, but their shadows were tightly stacked together.