sleep anchor

In order to cope with the inspection, people in the overall situation have to put on a show whether they are busy or not.Although Ren Xuan's work intensity is much lighter than that of others, she also goes with the flow and walks with everyone for ten minutes late.

There was a centralized meeting on Wednesday, the venue was set in the auditorium, the leader asked Ren Xuan to check the seat list before get off work, and the titles of several colleagues needed to be changed.Ren Xuan copied the materials to a USB flash drive, and planned to work overtime at home at night, and then sent the files to the leader tomorrow morning.

After Ren Xuan washed the dishes and wiped his hands, he opened the door and entered the small bedroom. After turning on the computer for half an hour, he adjusted the new seating plan.He closed the document, stared at the desktop in a daze for a while, followed the trend, opened the browser, and boarded the M station.

There were a few rows of small print reminders on the upper right, Ren Xuan clicked on it casually, and clicked on the reply of "Little Red Riding Hood".

"The south wind knows what I want, blowing dreams to Xizhou."

This is probably the most gentle flattery to the sleeping ASMR anchor, and Ren Xuan finds it very useful.He clicked on the page of "Little Red Riding Hood", and only followed him as an anchor, and the few sporadic updates were all related to his contributions.Ren Xuan returned to the previous page, tapped the keyboard a few times, and wrote down a reply to "Little Red Riding Hood".

"The dream of sea water is long, you worry about me, and I worry about you."

After reading the comments, Ren Xuan continued to click on the next reminder, and the page jumped to the private message interface. After loading, he took a closer look and saw another message from "Little Red Riding Hood".

"Hi." Ren Xuan glanced at the time, it was probably when he and Cheng Yunfeng were at the barbecue restaurant last Friday.The difference between the two messages was a few hours after the interval, and the two messages were already in the early morning of the next day.

Ren Xuan read it carefully, and "Little Red Riding Hood" was asking him about his emotional troubles.He intuited that "Little Red Riding Hood" was a gentle and generous girl, who turned out to be troubled by liking for the same sex just like himself.

Ren Xuan will not rush to confess to the person he likes, even if he likes it for a long time, he will always keep it in his heart, so he will not persuade others to confess passionately, he knows that the price of impulsiveness is far more than being rejected.

The cost of coming out is too high, and you have to face the pressure from the work environment. Even your parents and relatives don’t understand it, let alone the pointers from other people around you. All these old accusations are not much better than a simple lovelorn.Especially the lovelorn is only for a moment, but these prejudices will follow her endlessly forever.

He doesn't know the age of "Little Red Riding Hood", but thinks she is a young and immature girl, seduced by what seems to be a sweet feeling, and she is passionate but careless about the consequences.

But what's wrong with her?Girls at this age should not fully appreciate the beauty or sourness of love, but they are classified as heterogeneous because they like the same sex, and they are forced to hide in a corner, bearing this injustice, but humbly unable to speak out.

"If you are not sure that the other party also likes the same sex, don't open your mouth. Otherwise, it will not only cause trouble for the other party, but also affect your own life. Once you successfully break the original heterosexuality and cannot guarantee that it will last, it is also a kind of immorality. .”

Ren Xuan felt that what she said was a bit blunt, and added a few words gently: "Love doesn't necessarily have to be hand in hand, knowing that the other party is happy and content is also a kind of peace in the heart. Sometimes feelings can only be seen from a distance, not played with It must be a bad thing, at least there won’t be too bad memories. But I will bless you no matter what, kind people deserve better love.”

Ren Xuan turned off the computer after dealing with the reminders on the website, went to the bookshelf to find a favorite documentary novel, and then went to the sofa in the living room.After brewing a cup of health-preserving tea bought by my mother, I turned on the reading light next to me and read a book.

After summer, the business of hot pot restaurants is not as good as in winter. People prefer to go to the side of the road to enjoy the natural wind, drink cold beer with barbecue, and the steam of hot pot and the powerful air conditioner seem a bit inconsistent.

Cheng Yunfeng saw off the last table of guests, closed the shop early, locked the shop with the waiter, and rode back to his small apartment.His parents originally wanted him to live at home, and the youngest son was the most favored, and they just wanted to keep him by his side to help him wash and cook.His elder brother had already married and had children and moved out. When he was going to get married and then bought a big house at once, the old man had been thinking about it all his life.

However, Cheng Yunfeng didn't want to stay at home. He knew that he hadn't got married yet, so his parents would easily discover the secret of his liking for the same sex.The cabinet will come out sooner or later, but he can't be so passive after being punctured. When he finds his true love partner, he must strike hard and kill anyone who is caught off guard.

He paid a down payment for a small apartment with his savings, and moved in after a simple decoration. He ran away quickly without waiting for his parents to stop him.His parents had no choice but to call him every few days to urge him to go home for dinner.

Cheng Yunfeng washed off the sweat and greasy accumulated all day, and sat on the bed naked in shorts. The night wind blew on his body from the window, and his whole body felt refreshed.He leaned against the bed and watched the sports news for a while, the time passed quickly, and soon he felt a little sleepy.He plugged in the earphones on his phone, ready to listen to the ASMR audio and fall asleep.

The M site was opened, and the app was restarted from the background, and a series of in-site reminders popped up after the screen was opened.The prompt sound frequently hits the eardrum through the earphone, which is a bit irritating and sharp.Cheng Yunfeng also clicked on the comment first, and saw a line of poems neatly listed under the reply: "The dream of sea water is long, you are worried, and I am also worried."

You are worried and I am also worried, like a hint of love in the air, teasing his sensitive nerves.If the anchor who soothed his desire in the middle of the night read this poem in his ear with that intoxicated voice, Cheng Yunfeng would definitely try to meet him in the future.Even if the north and the south are separated, there is only one answer and one reply.But now he has Ren Xuan, a friend who is only fond of him and reluctantly hangs up, but he still maintains that kind of innocent loyalty.

Cheng Yunfeng didn't reply, and exited the message page, like a scumbag who wanted to change his mind, he had no face to "coax broken" to reply.The red dot was still on on the private message interface, and Cheng Yunfeng clicked in again. After reading the "coax broken" reply line by line, he felt a sense of relaxation.

"Coax Broken" interpreted his words carefully like a true friend, just the right persuasion and a warm blessing.Cheng Yunfeng read it a few times, inexplicably felt that the words of "coaxing broken" did not seem to be just for him, but the empathetic tone was more like exhorting himself.He recalled that the label of "Xiao Sui" was "male orientation", and later realized that "Xiao Sui" had always been a fellow.

Cheng Yunfeng thinks about it carefully and thinks that "coaxing broken" is right, he can't affect the trajectory of Ren Xuan's life because of his own wishful thinking.If Ren Xuan just didn't accept it, that's all. Once he was curious and wanted to try, or accepted him for other reasons, but the end result was not satisfactory, how would Ren Xuan deal with herself in the days to come?

Cheng Yunfeng lay on the bed tossing and turning, the more he thought about it, the more annoying he became, his depressed thoughts were in a mess, and he didn't sleep well all night.

He resisted the urge to see Ren Xuan, and quietly did not contact him for a week.

In the blink of an eye, the weekend was approaching, and Ren Xuan was killing time in the office. He always felt that his accustomed life seemed to be less adjusted, and then he suddenly realized that Cheng Yunfeng seemed to have not contacted him for a long time.He hesitated to simply send a greeting, but he had no choice but to think about the draft for too long, so he dragged it over.

Cheng Yunfeng stayed in the hotel on pins and needles until Friday, tried to pick up the phone several times to contact Ren Xuan, but finally put it back again.He sat by the window and looked at the road in a daze. A takeaway electric car that was turning was knocked down by a car and fell to the side of the road.Cheng Yunfeng wanted to go out to help, but the delivery man stood up by himself, the injury was not serious.The two drivers negotiated for a while through the car window, and after less than ten minutes, they went their separate ways.

A not-so-serious traffic accident reminded Cheng Yunfeng of himself.He is also a member of cycling, and he will also encounter danger on the road. If one day he is injured and can no longer stand up, will it be impossible for Ren Xuan to know that he has also loved him from the bottom of his heart.

Cheng Yunfeng suddenly convinced himself, regardless of whether he confesses his love or not, or whether they can be together, at least when he is still healthy, no matter what his status is, he wants to be by Ren Xuan's side for a little longer.

At this moment, Ren Xuan was staring at the document in a daze, and the phone beside him vibrated. He opened it and saw that he really couldn't talk about people during the day, and it was Cheng Yunfeng's news. "I have a football game tomorrow, can you come and see?"

Ren Xuan glanced at the calendar, she had to work overtime on Saturday. "I have to work overtime, maybe I don't have time."

"The rest of the team brought their family members, but I was the only one. There was no one to pass water during the intermission."

What Cheng Yunfeng said was pitiful, but Ren Xuan was unmoved. "Who handed you water before you met me?"

"At the beginning of the year, they went to Wanshan Temple to ask for marriage. I thought it was stupid and didn't go. In the end, they all had a partner. I am the only fool up to now."

"I didn't have any family members before, it doesn't matter, now I don't have one, you have to support me." Cheng Yunfeng began to play tricks, although he was not good at it, but he dared to talk nonsense.

"Oh. Let me take a look." Ren Xuan was intentionally inaccurate, and was happy to see Cheng Yunfeng's foolishness, his nonsense and cuteness.

"At five o'clock in the evening, the Municipal Bureau Stadium, you said you were my friend, and the gatekeeper let you in."