sleep anchor

"I'm broken in love, Xiaofeng." Ren Xuan muttered repeatedly, the wind didn't blow away the alcohol, and his head became more and more confused.

Cheng Yunfeng seemed to have something stuck in his throat, unable to spit out or swallow.He arched his back, trying to make Ren Xuan more comfortable, and asked in a coaxing voice, as if he was afraid of waking him up: "Why? Tell me."

Cheng Yunfeng felt the arms around his waist tighten a little, and then Ren Xuan replied lightly: "He is going to get married and will get a certificate at the end of the year. He also wants me to be his best man, but I don't want to go to his wedding at all."

It's not a thing, green tea whore.Cheng Yunfeng cursed secretly in his heart, but he didn't want Ren Xuan to be sad when the words came to his lips, "Then don't go, who are you going to blame?"

Ren Xuan didn't reply as if he agreed. He seldom stood on the opposite side of Chen Sui, maybe because someone supported him this time.Ren Xuan went on chattering again: "I have liked him for 13 years, I dare not say it, I thought he would know, but in the end I still want to marry someone else. I am afraid that if I say it, I can't even be friends, don't say it, look I can’t do it anymore.”

Cheng Yunfeng didn't know whether to call Ren Xuan cowardly or pure, he didn't even dare to say a confession to someone he liked for so long.He matures late, has a special sexuality, his hormones are all volatile on the court, and he doesn't have that kind of impulse for love, but he always feels that he is the kind of person who likes one day and dares to go up and hold hands tomorrow.But after hearing Ren Xuan's words, he was a little skeptical. What he really likes is because of this kind of awkward, concealed honesty.

What kind of fairy should she be to fascinate Ren Xuan like this, Cheng Yunfeng was curious, but an inexplicable hostility arose, degrading her to nothing, and the words came out with a sour taste: "What a bad eye." Even Ren Xuan didn't like it.

"Don't say that, he's pretty good." Ren Xuan's tone was aggrieved, "We are not suitable, and he is right."

Under the street lamp, Ren Xuan misunderstood the meaning, thinking that Cheng Yunfeng said that he had poor eyesight, so he couldn't help defending Chen Sui with a few words.Cheng Yunfeng was even angrier when he heard that, the way Ren Xuan was holding it in his palm like a baby to protect him, he was addicted to the spare tire.

"Okay, don't let me talk about it." Cheng Yunfeng twisted the accelerator, and the restless engine penetrated the quiet night, leaving only two red taillights, and gradually disappeared at the end of the road.

Cheng Yunfeng rode straight to the downstairs of Ren Xuan's house, stopped the car and stepped down first.Ren Xuan's Jiu Jin was on his head, and the soles of his feet were shaking. Cheng Yunfeng took a step forward to support his shoulders, and got off the car with a half hug.

Ren Xuan was mainly sleepy, accompanied by a little dizziness. When he took off his helmet, he bumped his glasses crookedly, and they hung halfway on the bridge of his nose.He took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes, the drooping eye corners were reddened by his rubbing, looking a little pitiful.

Cheng Yunfeng thought about it all the way, blaming himself for his bad tone, and because he was riding so fast, Ren Xuan must be feeling uncomfortable.He doesn't know how to comfort people, but he really wants to hug Ren Xuan. Under the flickering street lights and only the sound of insects in the middle of the night, it's not so strange for two men to embrace each other.

Just as Cheng Yunfeng raised his hand, a black wild cat jumped out of the flower bed, meowed at him twice from a distance of more than ten meters, and swished into another flower bed.

Cheng Yunfeng turned his arm and put his hand back into his trouser pocket guiltily. He sniffed and lowered his head, not daring to look into Ren Xuan's eyes. "Don't think about it all the time. They are going to get married. If you are not happy, don't go. For those who are not worth it, quickly forget about it."

"Hmm." Ren Xuan put his glasses back on, raised his head slightly to look at Cheng Yunfeng, and showed a defenseless smile with the corners of his mouth bent.Ren Xuan's stature of 1.7 meters is not short, but Cheng Yunfeng is too tall and has a strong figure. Standing with his back to the light just covers him in the shadow.

"Thank you." Ren Xuan nodded slightly, took a step forward and hugged Cheng Yunfeng, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and breathed a faint smell of tobacco.Cheng Yunfeng froze, but his heart was beating wildly. As long as Ren Xuan paid attention, he could hear the heartbeat coming out of the wall.

Ren Xuan couldn't tell what he wanted to be thankful for, a meal, a glass of wine, a few rides, or an unclear confession in the car.No matter what the reason is, Cheng Yunfeng is the only audience for his ulterior thoughts, he doesn't ask the bottom line or criticize from above, keeps a proper distance, and supports him in a biased way.

Ren Xuan was suddenly a little reluctant to let go of this friend who fell from the sky, and held him for a long time with the strength of alcohol before letting go.

Ren Xuan straightened her clothes, ready to say goodbye to Cheng Yunfeng and go home.But Cheng Yunfeng was left with constant tinnitus and abnormal heartbeat.His mouth was dry and angry, but his palms were a little cold because of nervousness. "Go upstairs and be careful," Cheng Yunfeng swallowed, and his Adam's apple slipped visibly, "If you have a headache tomorrow morning, drink plenty of hot water and sleep when you get home."

Ren Xuan nodded, laughed at his long-windedness, waved his hands to signal him to hurry up, and then went up the stairs joltingly.Cheng Yunfeng still stood where he was, staring at the only light in the building, and then rode away with confidence.

Cheng Yunfeng lying on the bed after washing was exceptionally awake, it was already one o'clock in the morning but he didn't feel sleepy at all.He leaned against the pillow with a bedside lamp on, and absently swiped at his phone.

He habitually opened the M station, and the private message sent to "Xiaosha" was not answered, and the new video was not updated again, as if he had returned to the previous unilateral interaction overnight.

Cheng Yunfeng stared blankly at the private message interface until the screen went dark and automatically locked for the final struggle.He pressed his thumb lightly, and the screen brightened again, and he tapped quickly on the dialog box, sending out a paragraph of text from time to time.

"Anchor, I met someone I like, but I'm not sure if he can accept homosexuality, do you think I should confess?"

"He just broke up in love, and if I take advantage of it at this time, will my chances of winning be better?"

The system avatar of "Shattered" has a motionless business smile, which is a bit creepy after staring at it for a long time. "Ah, falling in love is so annoying." Cheng Yunfeng stuffed the phone back under the pillow, stretched his arms and turned off the desk lamp, and lay sprawled on the big bed.

When Cheng Yunfeng was woken up by the alarm, his head was buzzing. It was almost three o'clock when he fell asleep last night, and he simply cleaned up and went to the store to help.It was even worse for Ren Xuan, who happened to work overtime on the weekend to prepare for the provincial inspection, and everyone was busy for the next half month.

Ren Xuan was suffering from a hangover, and his temples still ached after washing. He picked up the clothes that smelled of alcohol and tobacco that he changed last night, and stuffed them into the washing machine.Ren Xuan went out as usual, went to the breakfast stand to buy good things, and then went to the office to have breakfast.While waiting for the boss to pack the bag, the memory of getting drunk the night before gradually became clearer, and I couldn't stop vomiting out.

He seemed to tell Cheng Yunfeng that he was broken in love, and nonchalantly talked about Chen Sui's getting married, Ren Xuan scratched his hair angrily, drinking was really a mistake.

As he walked towards the unit, he thought about whether there were any mistakes in what he said, whether he had exposed his abnormal sexual orientation.The conversation was recalled over and over several times, but there were no flaws, but Cheng Yunfeng was thinking of him in everything he said, and comforted him in a rough voice, so there was no irony and tenderness.Ren Xuan thought it was funny, and curled up the corners of his mouth to give a small smile.

As soon as he turned into the gate of the Environmental Protection Bureau, he ran into a colleague who had gone out together when he got off work the day before. The eldest brother from the same department greeted Ren Xuan and warmly moved to his side.

"Xiao Ren's complexion is not good. You didn't sleep well last night. It seems that you didn't drink less?" The elder brother had a smile on his face, but the words were a temptation within the system.

No one will directly ask you who is the youth who drove you away on a motorcycle, but a few greetings that seem to be concerned will find out what they want to know, and then chat behind your back while making up your mind, and soon you will have A new background that even I don't know.

"The son of my parents' neighbor picked me up for dinner last night. It happened that there are always scammers in the neighborhood who cheat the elderly into buying money. He wanted to discuss with me how to prevent the elderly from being cheated. I persuaded my dad to drink two more glasses. I didn't sleep well." Ren Xuan made up a piece of nonsense without blinking, which was extremely reasonable.

The eldest brother couldn't tell any flaws, he returned to his seat with a grin, made tea, started up and had breakfast, and was busy with various things at the workstation.