cat and mouse love affair

you are leaving "

I was concentrating on gnawing my bones, but I didn't expect him to suddenly bring up this matter.

"Uh, maybe? I came here to take care of you. Now that you are well, I should go back to the dormitory."

You obviously made such a big determination during the exam just now, why did you get discouraged at this time?

"Don't you think it's more convenient to live just the two of us than in a dormitory? Don't you want to have your own home?"

It sounds like he doesn't want me to leave.

"There are only four people in my dormitory, almost."

"How can it be the same? A dormitory is a dormitory, not your own place. Would you clean the house as carefully as you do here? You won't have me waiting for you after school every day, right? How can it be similar?"

Although it is noisy every day, in my conscience, in just a few days, I have already become quite attached to this "home" that only belongs to the two of us.

Every morning, I would pull the reluctant Robin out of bed, listen to him mumbling and making mistakes, watch him procrastinately wash and eat, and then rush to race with me to class.After the training, we will talk about the stadium and the new things in the school, while discussing where to eat, maybe we can go shopping together after eating.Occasionally we would quarrel over some trivial matters, but every time he pulled his face down and begged for peace.There are many, many more... I have to admit, these make me happy and happy.

However, there is only one reason for me to leave, and I don't want to do anything irreparable.

"Robin, are we best buddies?"

"of course?"

"What do you think of me as a person?" Now I need to face this question because I can't take it anymore.

"Ah? Why did you ask that suddenly?" Robin was taken aback for a moment, and then said a little embarrassedly. "Didn't I tell you all about it when I looked at the moon that day! It's just...it's pretty good anyway..."

Seeing that I wasn't fooled, he turned serious, and then put on a serious expression.

"I think you have a sunny personality and good popularity. You seem to be able to get along with everyone quickly. And then you are very smart. I didn't see you working hard to get good grades. Hmm--and you play well, we The cooperation is perfect, haha, let's take the last time as an example..."

He wandered off while talking, so I had to interrupt him.

"Actually, you don't know everything about me. I'm not as good as you think."

I don't know why, but I suddenly want to show myself in front of Robin without reservation.

"In fact, I'm quite cold and arrogant in my bones, and I don't like to study. Not only did I not get good grades before, but my middle school classmates regarded me as a punk."

I lifted up my clothes and directed him to find the unknown marks.

"Look at me, here, and here, it's all from my junior high school fight. Here, this is from high school. And..."

Robin stared blankly, and I saw him swallow.

"I don't care what you were like before, I just know that you are my best friend now." Robin also became serious, and he interrupted me, his voice also raised. "Wouldn't we get to know you better by living together? Besides, it's very common for good brothers to share a house. Isn't it true for several of our team?"

"That's different! I'm not like them..."

"What? Why don't I understand?"

"I'm not a good person! My mind is full of messy thoughts, you'd better stay away from me!" I yelled at him, obviously I had guilt in my heart, but I used this method to cover it up.

"No, I think you're a nice person. Apart from being angry, violent, super narcissistic, and too lazy to exaggerate, you don't seem to have any major shortcomings."

Hematemesis, are you comforting?I knew that this Er Que couldn't be serious for a few minutes!

"You are enough! Do you want me to use violence now?"

I crackled my knuckles at him with a face full of beatings.

"Just kidding, I really think you're a nice person. You see, I haven't found a roommate after renting a house for so long. I just want to live with you."

Although he still had a playful smile on his face, his piercing eyes were full of sincerity.But I can't tell him that I have unreasonable thoughts about him, and I don't want to stay because I feel uncomfortable, right?

"Actually, what you said is correct. I am quite violent, have a bad temper, and love to cause trouble..."

"I know, I know, it's the guy who said about your first love behind his back, right? He should hit him, it's not your fault."

"Don't interrupt, listen to me! This fight is actually what I asked for, maybe one day I will provoke someone, and then you will be implicated." Robin wanted to interrupt again, but I didn't tell him. he chance. "Also, I'm lazy. I never do housework at home, because I haven't had to do it since I was a child. So in the past few days, I have been sweeping, mopping, wiping the table, and washing dishes every day, which makes me very tired. Are you willing to serve me unconditionally like this?"

"I am willing." Robin looked at me upright, without any trace of joking.

"What?" I was really stupid, I didn't expect him to say that at all, and he had a serious expression on his face.

"I said I would!" He frowned slightly and emphasized his tone. "Haonan, I also told you that night that I don't want to lose you. It's not that I don't want to lose you. I just want to play a more important role in your life."

Robin raised the corner of his mouth as if mocking himself. "You must not know, I used to be very different from now, I don't like to laugh, I don't like to talk to people, even in the team, there are very few people who can cooperate with me. I often suffer from insomnia at night, and I can't find any reason at the time. , I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and then I stood on the balcony and looked at the night sky in a daze. I waited until dawn, but I still felt dark and cold in my heart. I study psychology, and I know this is my childhood. Solitary experiences. Don’t you always wonder why people say I’m cool? That’s how it came about.”

After he finished speaking, he stood up, opened his arms and turned around in front of me. "What do you think of me now?"

The current Robin is enthusiastic, cheerful, and has a very good temper. When I was tired of being with him, I almost never saw him really angry. He is a very easy-going person.

Seeing the disbelieving look in my eyes, he smiled again. "I like who I am now. You know what? It's you who made me change!" He looked at me with firm eyes. "It is your enthusiasm and cheerfulness that infected me. You are simple, straightforward, and so sincere to everyone. I saw that you can talk so well with the person you met for the first time, and I saw that you can be friends with anyone , I don’t know how envious I am. You are like a luminous body, no matter what environment you are in, you are the focus. Every time I am with you, your breath shines into my heart like sunshine, and slowly, I become more and more The more I want to be with you. But I'm worried..." He hesitated. "Did I tell you about my best friend from middle school that night? I was worried that you were like him. So I wanted to be more involved in your life and play a bigger role in your life. Am I being selfish?"

I couldn't speak, I just shook my head feebly.I never knew he had such feelings for me.

"Remember the night when we went to Jiuzhaigou where there was a thunderstorm? Didn't you ask me the next day why I didn't go back to my bed when the rain stopped in the middle of the night? I didn't answer, because I was embarrassed to tell you because I felt at ease when you were around , I slept well that night." Robin's voice trembled with excitement. "I really want to know you better, I really want to be your good friend and brother for life, but why do you always refuse to fully open your heart to me?"

"No, Robin, I'm not as innocent as you think, I..." In fact, I'm much dirtier than you imagined.

"I said, I would like to know all about you, I..."

He didn't go on, to be precise, he couldn't go on, because I kissed his lips.I clearly saw his wide-open, terrified eyes, but he didn't resist, just stood there motionless.

After a long time, like a century, I let go of him and said calmly: "Now do you still think that I am the simple, straightforward, and shining Chen Haonan? This is the real me, can you accept it?" After speaking, I want to turn around and leave.

Robin took my hand, expecting something from him, but he didn't.

I laughed at myself: "Your eyes should be fine, right? I'll move out tomorrow, I'll pick up things tomorrow, and I'll go back to sleep with my mother tonight."

It was stuffy and hot outside, with no wind.It's finally here...

Robin ([-])

"What are you looking at? Boy! Have you never seen a handsome guy?" Robin, who was sitting on my right hand at the airport and playing with his mobile phone, finally couldn't bear my staring eyes and said angrily.

"What? You can't even look at it? Don't you still have to buy a ticket?"

The little ghost raised his eyebrows and gave us both a sideways look, made a bored expression, and then continued to play PSP.

The phone rang and there was a new text message. I opened it and it was from this guy sitting to my right.

"Mice, what are you looking at? Is it lustful again? It's not good for such a big crowd, isn't it?"

I rely on!Replied a word casually - "Get out!"

But the guy winked at me ambiguously when he received the reply.

I'm dizzy...

I keep texting him. "Do you remember what day it is?"

"Haha, can you still forget? Forgot that you still punched me to death? You violent man."

After eating, I helped my aunt clean up the table as usual. When I came out, my mother also