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On the day Chu Xun returned to China, Yu Hui picked him up.During his absence, Yu Hui has been helping him with various trivial matters, without any slack.Working alone is very boring. Fortunately, with Yu Hui's personality, he would have run away long ago if he was someone else.

"Tired?" Yu Hui kindly took Chu Xun's luggage.Chu Xun left in a hurry and brought almost nothing with him. After living there for several months, he brought back a suitcase.

"It's okay." Chu Xun didn't have the tiredness of the long-distance flight on his face, nor the joy of seeing Yu Hui. He was not a passionate person in the first place, but now he seemed to be a little colder.

"Then...then let's go home first." After not seeing Chu Xun for a long time, Yu Hui also felt a little unfamiliar.He later learned about Chu Xun's family affairs from Fang Huan's side, and he was too embarrassed to ask at this time, so he had to pretend that nothing had happened, and said out of words: "Huan Huan has been very busy recently, his new The product is about to go on the market, so I don’t have time to pick you up.”

"I know." Chu Xun replied lightly.

The atmosphere between the two of them was very silent all the way back. Yu Hui wanted to tell Chu Xun what happened when he was not in Beijing, such as the partners, the platform, and the fans who have always cared about him.Chu Xun showed a lack of interest, and responded with "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh", Yu Hui stopped talking a few times.

After Chu Xun got home, he took a shower, and stayed up until after dinner at night, then lay on the sofa at home and watched TV until eleven o'clock before going to bed.Jet lag is a painful thing, he didn't sleep for a few hours, and he woke up again at dawn.He went outside for morning exercises, and when he came back Yu Hui got up to make breakfast.

"You woke up really early." Yu Hui said, "Is it because you didn't sleep well?" Chu Xun is not a person with particularly good living habits. He often goes to bed late and wakes up late. Waking up early in the morning, Yu Hui always felt that something abnormal must be caused by a demon.

"No, I've been living at home recently, and my life is very regular, and I'll get used to it after a while." When Chu Xun said this, Yu Hui didn't continue to ask, but just nodded.

"I..." Chu Xun asked, "Is there something wrong with me? I always feel like you have something to say."

"It's nothing." Yu Hui said, "I have nothing to say, I just feel that you don't seem to want to talk."

Chu Xun said bluntly: "I left too hastily before and didn't have time to tell you that I returned to the United States this time to deal with my mother's funeral. Everything happened very suddenly. In fact, I haven't slowed down until now, and I feel very unreal. This paragraph The time has not come back, the main reason is that I want to spend more time with my dad, and by the way...think about what I will do in the future."

When Yu Hui heard this word, he felt a very bad premonition, and asked cautiously, "What is it?"

Chu Xun opened his mouth to speak, but stopped when he reached the edge of his mouth, shook his head, and said, "Let's talk about it after I make a decision."

Yu Hui asked: "Then do you want to resume work during this time? Several big brands are looking for you, and they have been waiting for a long time."

"Send it to me in a while, I'm not sure if there's anything wrong with shooting these things in my current state."

Yu Hui gave an "um" and lowered his head to eat.

Chu Xun kept looking at Yu Hui, which made Yu Hui feel a little uncomfortable, so he also looked up at Chu Xun.Chu Xun asked: "Xiaohui, do you have any plans for your career... or your future?"

This question came too suddenly, Yu Hui had no idea, shook his head honestly and said: "No."

"You should have it." Chu Xun said, "If you think about what you want to do in the future, you won't suddenly find that you have nothing."

The more Yu Hui listened, the more wrong he became, and he asked, "Did I do something wrong to make you angry?"

Chu Xun shook his head: "You have always done a good job. You are the best assistant I have ever met. I can't find anything wrong with you."

Yu Hui asked: "Then what are you asking me all of a sudden?" He was very worried that Chu Xun would give him an unacceptable answer. He waited for Chu Xun for so long before he came back. Was he waiting in vain? ?He knew the impact of his mother's death on the young Chu Xun. Under such an accident, any changes in Chu Xun were justified.

But everything was unknown, and Chu Xun didn't seem to intend to say it clearly. Yu Hui couldn't guess the answer, and he was very disturbed.

"It's nothing." Chu Xun smiled, "Just treat me as hysterical."

Yu Hui has been worried by Chu Xun's side for the past few days. After he gradually recovered to the state of life in Beijing, he relaxed a little.After Fang Huan was busy with more important work, he invited Chu Xun and Yu Hui out for dinner.He and Zhou Wei won it early, and the two of them were too bored to study the menu and play. After a while, Chu Xun arrived with Yu Hui in a hurry.

"Brother Chu Xun!" Fang Huan stood up and hugged Chu Xun. He hadn't seen him for a long time. He also missed Chu Xun a little, and he couldn't help being intimate in his gestures, "I miss you so much!"

"Me too." Chu Xun smiled faintly, peeled Fang Huan off his body, and gestured to Zhou Weiying with his eyes.He doesn't care what Zhou Weiying thinks of himself, and he doesn't care much about Zhou Weiying.It's just that Fang Huan is already with the other party, and from Fang Huan's expression, it can be inferred that he has been living a good life recently.Since people are happy and happy, there is really no need for me to cause trouble, and there is no need to do things that lead to misunderstanding.

"I'm so sorry, brother." Fang Huan said, "I'm too busy to pick you up in time."

Chu Xun said: "I'm not a celebrity, why, do I still need someone to pick me up? It's enough for Xiaohui to pick me up."

Fang Huan said: "If you want to become a star, you must be popular all over the country. Those small traffic are not your opponent." He poked Zhou Weiying with his arm, "Is it? Gold medal retired agent?"

Zhou Weiying gave a deadpan "Yes".

Yu Hui said, "Let's order first."

The people at this table are very attractive, the men are too handsome, they will always attract the attention of the girls, but the one who attracts the most attention is Fang Huan, with a delicate wine red smoke, half tied up The ball head, with a series of small cross earrings hanging on the two ears, looks lively and rebellious.

Most people looking at him are actually wondering whether he is a man or a woman.

"Didn't you bring me some American native products?" Fang Huan asked Chu Xun, "Why did you come here with empty hands?"

Chu Xun said: "What local products can the United States have? Didn't you get the PR package the first time when the new makeup came out?"

"Oh, why are you so boring?" Fang Huan began to play tricks, "Since you didn't bring me a gift, then you have to take a promotional photo for me for the new lipstick I want to wear!"

"Okay." Chu Xun said.

"When is it?" Yu Hui, as Chu Xun's assistant, always asked about the time arrangement habitually.Fang Huan roughly talked about his plan, and Yu Hui said: "Brother Xun has two cooperation talks, I don't know if there is any conflict in time."

Chu Xun said: "Then you push it for me."

"Ah?" Yu Hui was stunned, and Fang Huan who was sitting opposite was also stunned.Although Fang Huan knew that Chu Xun was a very casual person, he wouldn't have trouble with money, so he said, "I can arrange my time easily, so I can make do with you."

Chu Xun said: "It's okay, I don't need to pick up anything else, just follow yours first."

"Then I'm too flattered, right?" Fang Huan was a little entangled, "Brother, you make me feel like I'm doing something bad. Not to mention squeezing your labor force for free, it also affects your other jobs."

Yu Hui also whispered to Chu Xun: "The brand has been waiting for you for a long time, isn't that good?"

"Anyway, everything is just talking, and it doesn't count until the contract is signed." Chu Xun is quite firm, "I don't think these are important to me now, but doing what I want to do is important."

Fang Huan asked: "Then what do you want to do?"

Chu Xun shook his head.

The three of them were all in their 20s, and Zhou Weiying was not of the same generation as them. He silently listened to the unfocused conversation of the three of them, and he had silently summed up the answer in his heart—he felt that Chu Xun had something on his mind.

At this age, whether it is life experience or experience in the world, it is just beginning to accumulate, and it is easy to be affected by some big things and small things. The so-called maturity is calculated from this time.In fact, even at his age, he knew little about life, and there were still many unanswered questions.But compared to these twenty-year-old children, the fog of distress has gradually dissipated, and it no longer surrounds him day and night.

The ancients said that there is no confusion at forty, and Zhou Weiying, from his own point of view, also felt that there was some truth in it.In his opinion, Chu Xun is a pampered young master. He has never experienced any ups and downs and setbacks in his education. The sudden death of his relatives can even affect his temper and character, making him start to examine his life.

Zhou Weiying guessed right, but he had no position to talk to Chu Xun directly, so he chose to remain silent.

Chu Xun has indeed thought about many issues in the past few months, the most important point is what he has been doing all the time.

"My dad wants me to go back to the United States." Chu Xun suddenly said this while eating, everyone at the table looked at him, and he continued as if nothing happened, "He thinks I can't do this anymore I’m not working properly. My mother supported me before, so he turned a blind eye. And in the end, my mother doesn’t think it’s right for me to do this. Her starting point is only for me to be happy. That's good. Now that my mother is gone, my dad really hopes that I can do something serious, or have a complete life plan. Of course, it's best to stay by his side."

Everyone was digesting the meaning of these words, Fang Huan asked suspiciously: "Then what is 'Zhengye'?"

Chu Xun said: "Maybe it's to help him in his company, or to find a stable job. In short, it's not like it is now, life is very disorderly."

"What's wrong with being a blogger? It's not that you don't make money. Why do you want to be stable?" Fang Huan muttered, "What about you? What do you think?"

Chu Xun put down his chopsticks, let out a long breath, and said, "After my mother left, I felt that my dad aged a lot overnight. He is rich, and he also pays great attention to maintenance and fitness. The actual age is much younger. But when I look at him now, I feel that time is fast forwarded on him. Do you know that feeling? Just don’t know when you look back, he is no longer the one in the memory. Gaoshan. Every time I look at him, I start to reflect on why I didn’t spend more time with them, but chose to leave. Now that I realize this, it seems that a lot of time was wasted in the middle. I always Think, what the hell am I doing? Is what I'm doing really meaningful?"

"Is it meaningful to go to work in a serious dress every day?" Fang Huan really couldn't understand Chu Xun's worries in this regard, and he didn't understand why Chu Xun began to think about such unnutritive issues.His family concept is very weak, old age and death have nothing to do with him.Even if there is, he is far from the age of thinking.

On the contrary, Zhou Weiying understands this kind of mood best, so he was always unwilling to confront his parents before, and maintained an attitude of putting up with it as much as he could.He felt that Fang Huan was taking it for granted, so he patted Fang Huan lightly with his hand hidden under the table, telling him not to say a few words.At this moment, Fang Huan remembered that Zhou Weiying had won, and dragged Zhou Weiying and said, "Tell my brother, do you live happily every day like you used to?"

"Fang Huan..." Zhou Weiying didn't know that he was pulled out to block the gun, "I don't think the problem can be generalized like this, just listen to what he has to say."

Fang Huan moved his mouth, Zhou Weiying said so, so he had no choice but to be quiet.

Chu Xun watched the interaction between the two, and smiled unconsciously, feeling embarrassed.What an arrogant person Fang Huan is, what he wants to say is out of anyone else's control.But after being with Zhou Weiying, he felt that Fang Huan seemed to have grown up a lot.

No longer so lawless, no matter what.

At the same time, he also felt some subtle sadness in his heart, feeling that Fang Huan could not help but fall into the mortal world for love, and willingly became an obedient and sensible person in Zhou Weiying's hands, far from the arrogant and sharp child he used to be.

They are all passengers who will never return in time. They can only choose to get off at a certain station in the future or continue the journey, and there is no possibility of reversal.

Recently, Chu Xun often thinks of these illusory things.

"In the original, I would definitely be disgusted by what my dad said to me." Chu Xun said slowly, "Now, I'm starting to wonder if what he said is right, maybe I should really go back to the United States , go back to him and plan your life well.”

Yu Hui's chopsticks were hovering in the air, not knowing whether to go down or take them back.Chu Xun glanced at him and helped him put the piece of meat directly under the chopsticks into the bowl.

"Thank you." Yu Hui withdrew his hand.

Fang Huan didn't notice what was wrong with Yu Hui, and asked Chu Xun, "So are you planning to return to real life?"

"Just thinking about it." Chu Xun smiled bitterly, "Because I can't find a reason to convince myself now, Huanhuan, I'm quite entangled."

Fang Huan was in a dilemma now, and he couldn't find a way to comfort Chu Xun.He still has a goal in his heart, which stems from his experience from childhood to adulthood, but Chu Xun does not have this kind of experience.Chu Xun's greatest motivation and belief originally came from his mother, but his mother has passed away, and Chu Xun has nothing left.

He comes from a superior family, was born in a prestigious school, and has an outstanding appearance.His family relationship is good, he grew up carefree, even if he lies at home every day, he can still spend a good life.So he should have no goals, no plans, no ideals.

He walked in a daze for more than 20 years, and found out that he had not done anything well.

Fang Huan tilted his head to look at Zhou Weiying, hoping that Zhou Weiying could say a few words. Zhou Weiying guessed Fang Huan's intentions, and then shook his head.

This was an unpleasant topic, and everyone changed the topic in a tacit understanding afterwards, which can be regarded as maintaining the atmosphere of the party.

After the meal, the two groups broke up, and after leaving Fang Huan's chatty chatterbox, the atmosphere between Chu Xun and Yu Hui became much quieter.

Chu Xun didn't know what to say, Yu Hui kept his head in suspense, and after a long time, he seemed to muster up his courage and asked Chu Xun: "Brother Xun, if you do other things in the future, do you still want me?"