straight

At the end of dinner, Lingling's cell phone rang.She glanced at the incoming call, then glanced at Wei Jin, said with a smile, "Excuse me," and walked away with the phone.Wei Jin faintly heard "Allo".

Two minutes later, Lingling sat back in her seat, and the slightly drunk and lazy joy on her face had disappeared.She raised her glass and took another swig.Wei Jin saw it, weighed it and asked, "Are you all right?"

"It's nothing, just an acquaintance. Is it delicious?"

Wei Jin saw that it was probably a private matter, so it was inconvenient to ask further.I just speeded up my food and insisted on paying the bill.

Wei Jin sent Lingling back to her residence in a very gentlemanly manner. Unexpectedly, as soon as she got downstairs, there were menacing footsteps next to her.For a moment, he thought it was some bad guy, and he pulled Lingling behind him reflexively, and then he heard a roar: "C'estqui?"

The dim streetlights illuminated a tall and thin figure. The white boy approaching towards them had blond hair, a tough frame, and was wearing a motorcycle jacket. When he held Lingling's arm, he revealed the tattoo on the back of his hand.He asked again in French: "Who is this? Is this the guy you're with today?"

Lingling shook him off angrily: "This is my friend, I told you yesterday, what are you doubting!"

"Then why didn't you agree to introduce me to him? Also, you didn't say 'I love you too' before you hung up the phone just now! Don't you love me?"

Wei Jin was dumbfounded.

What about the son of an acquaintance of parents?This guy doesn't fit the description at all, does he?Could it be——

"Is he your lover?" The other party actually read the lines in his heart first, "If you don't love me anymore, I will quit, but don't lie to me, don't break my heart like this..."

Lingling was annoyed and funny: "What evidence did you use to reach this conclusion? Apologize to my friend."

"That——" Wei Jin tried in vain to explain, but the other party interrupted him roughly: "This guy's face clearly says that he has a crush on you, and I can tell it at a glance, why can't you feel it!"

"..." Wei Jin was speechless.

He was left on the sidelines, watching the two men argue without point like watching a soap opera.Seeing that Lingling was about to cry, Wei Jin finally stepped forward to stand between the two of them: "Stop arguing, I'm not interested in your girlfriend at all." He added before the boy could refute, " I'm not interested in all girls."

All disputes came to an abrupt end.

The boy was silent for a while, then patted him on the shoulder: "I'm sorry, buddy."

-

Lingling's boyfriend works at an animal shelter on the outskirts of Paris.Lingling once worked as a volunteer during the holiday, and he took the initiative to take her to see the injured and abandoned lion cub.He handed her the bottle, and he picked up the lion cub like a baby to feed her: "Don't be afraid, it won't bite yet."

"I fell in love with him right then." Lingling said with a smile.

He immediately put his arms around her: "Great, it seems that my plan has succeeded."

The two kissed each other passionately, Wei Jin lowered his head and bit the straw to drink the ice water.

Since the boy understood that Wei Jin was not a threat, he enthusiastically invited him to visit Paris the next day: "Are you planning to go alone? How lonely! I know the best restaurants and bookstores here, and the tour guide will not take Where you go..."

At that time, I should have imagined such a scene, Wei Jin thought as he sipped the ice water.

The tiredness between the two people on the opposite side finally came to an end, Wei Jin tried to pick up the topic just now: "Then does your family know?"

"Of course I don't know, I didn't tell them." Lingling said, "My parents don't agree with me being with white people, and his job doesn't meet their expectations."

"But your parents seem to think that you are with the son of an acquaintance..."

"Oh, that guy is also talking about a girlfriend who is not accepted at home. Once we got together, we decided to use this method to cover each other." Lingling said lightly.

"I admire you...with admiration." Wei Jin never expected that this standard model student's personality would collapse, "But one day we have to face it, right?"

"What do you face? The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. Maybe he will change his job by then, maybe my parents will change their mind after two years, or maybe he decides to move to China for me, or I decide to stay in China for him. France. Everything is uncertain now, and it would be a waste of life to worry so much in advance."

Wei Jin was thoughtful.Lingling's boyfriend touched him: "Do you have any troubles?"

"Oh yes, I've told you so much, you should also talk about yourself. Do you have a boyfriend?" Lingling asked.

This question directly hit Wei Jin's sore spot, he stared into the eyes of the two of them for a few seconds, and then said, "I guess there is."——The word "boyfriend" was as heavy as a thousand weights, and it weighed heavily on his heart , squeezing out a thick, dark, unspeakable sense of guilt.

He kept saying that homosexuality is not a disease and that homosexuality is not wrong, but deep down he couldn't excuse himself.When he was unable to respond to wishful thinking, he was content with it, indulging in the poetry and bitterness of self-fantasy, of course without the slightest guilt.However, Luo Yu's reaction changed everything.The deeper Luo Yu entered the play, the more clearly Wei Jin realized the crimes he had committed.

"Why? Because you broke him?" Lingling's boyfriend asked, "but he's an adult, and it's his own choice after all. And why do you think turning him gay is a bad thing? ?”

Wei Jin was surprised: "Why not? - Oh, maybe you can't imagine that in our environment, the pressure brought by sexual orientation is everywhere. My dream has always been to live in France, but he wants to stay in France. He is engaged in research in China, and with his foreign language talent, it is impossible..."

Wei Jin suddenly stopped talking.Because he suddenly discovered that he was actually planning a future with Luo Yu.The greed of the human heart knows no bounds.

"Actually, I think you may have over-idealized France." Lingling's boyfriend said with an expression that he couldn't bear to break other people's dreams.

-

It was early morning when Wei Jin returned to the school dormitory, and his Japanese roommate was snoring loudly.He sneaked into his bedroom lightly in the dark, fell on the bed and rubbed his eyes wearily.Witnessing the young couple showing their affection for a whole day, he felt that he was about to grow a needle's eye.

Wei Jin felt dizzy in his head, but he didn't feel sleepy for a while.The close relationship between Lingling and her boyfriend stimulated him. At this time, the night was quiet and calm, and the delusions in his heart grew wildly, breaking down the defense of reason little by little.Wei Jin stood up as if sleepwalking, and turned on the desk lamp and computer.

Luo Yu waved happily at the camera: "It's late over there, why are you looking for my video at this time?"

The sun is shining brightly in China, Luo Yu seems to have just taken a shower, with a towel around his neck, and his short, short hair glistens with water.Wei Jin asked him, "Did you go for a morning jog?"

"Yes, it's killing me. I have to get up earlier next time."

Wei Jin lowered his head and smiled: "I went to Paris to play."

"Awesome! See what? Did you see the Eiffel Tower?"

"Ah."

"Do you have a photo?"

"Yes." Wei Jin dug out the selfie with three layers of filters, and sent it from his phone.

Luo Yu didn't notice the existence of the filter at all, staring at the photo left and right, he seemed a little confused and said, "That's right. But where is the Eiffel Tower?"

"Ah?" Wei Jin took another look at himself, and sure enough there was no iron tower in the picture, only the parasols of the ice cream shop.He remembered that when he was frantically looking for a handsome angle, he completely forgot the original intention of the commemorative photo.

"...Wait, I'll find another one." Wei Jin blushed and said.

Luo Yu laughed and said, "Don't worry, I'll post it later. Look up and let me take a good look at you. I miss you."

Wei Jin's heartbeat missed at least three beats, and there was a feeling of weightlessness like a roller coaster.

"I miss you too..." he said.

Luo Yu was stunned, and suddenly raised his mobile phone: "Can you say it again? I want to record it."