A Grass's Bizarre Adventure in Wonderland

"I was 12 years old that year. I met you who fell into the water at the Lantern Festival and insisted on saving you regardless of the surrounding obstacles. Although I was severely reprimanded afterwards, I never regretted it," the man's words were full of nostalgia. Those clear eyes are so pure that I have never seen in this scheming palace, since then I have been thinking, how happy it would be if you could be by my side."

"I found out your identity very quickly, but I also knew that there is someone beside you who I will never be able to match, so I have worked hard to become good enough over the years, so good that even if I am between you He is inferior, and even ascended to the throne by any means, just to have enough strength to get you and possess everything about you." The man caressed Gongsun Yi's face, and threw out his thoughts that had been buried for many years: "I thought about it to get you. There are countless ways, but they were rejected one by one, until I couldn't bear an imperial decree and summoned you." The man paused, as if hesitating whether to continue.

"I wanted to treat you well and let you see how good I am and not inferior to Gongsun Xu, but when I saw your contemptuous eyes and words, I was really desperate. I have done so much for you? Not with him?" The man was suddenly emotional, and then deflated like a deflated ball, "Tell me, what's wrong with me? Why don't you even look at me? I'd rather die Don't want to be with me!"

"Every time I torture you, I also torture myself. God knows how much I want to stop when I see you in pain, but I know that your heart is not with me. All I can get is you. I even fantasize After such a long time, will you have a little affection for me even if it is only the size of an ant?" The man took off his shirt, revealing the shocking scars on his arm, "every time I hurt you, I will cut a knife on my arm to make up for it For your guilt, this pain is your revenge on me, just like the atrocities I inflicted on you."

The man re-dressed and lay next to Gongsun Yi, gently holding his hand, his voice suddenly soft: "I always thought that one day you would accept the reality and accept me, but I never thought that you would rather choose to die than conform to it." Reality, did I do something wrong? Am I doing something wrong..." The man seemed to ask himself, and then laughed at himself, "I didn't know I was wrong until I thought you were dead. You are absolutely wrong, what you snatch is what you snatch after all, and it will not belong to you at all.”

"Gongsun Yi, let me ask you, if you give me a chance to start over, will you accept me?"

"I won't." Gongsun Yi suddenly opened his eyes and withdrew his hand, and looked firmly at the man who was obviously stunned, "It's impossible in this life, in the next life, and in every lifetime."

"You say it again?!" I don't know when Gongsun Yi started to pretend to be asleep, and I don't know how many times he heard what was in his heart. Violating him, but seeing the death-defying eyes, he suddenly calmed down, straightened his clothes, pushed the door out, and didn't show up again for several days.

Every day, no one comes here except for the doctor who consults the doctor and the maid who delivers meals. The maid in charge of taking care of Gongsunyi's daily life works in 24-hour shifts. They say that the service is actually for monitoring, in case he commits suicide again.Being alone in this resplendent and resplendent warm pavilion with no one to bother her, coupled with the man's heartfelt words that day moved Gongsun Yi a little. Although she couldn't forgive what he had done, her mood had gradually calmed down. Gradually cleared up again.

It's not that he never thought of escaping, but the tight guard outside made it impossible for him to escape. Right now, he can only wait and see what happens to find the opportunity to escape, and Gongsun Xu will definitely come to rescue him.Hope defeated despair after all, and Gongsun Yi, who once again had a beautiful yearning for the future, is like a canary in a cage, and the ground is a prison.

"Are you asleep?" In the middle of the night, Gongsun Yi, who was tossing and turning and having difficulty falling asleep, was sitting by the window looking at the bright moon with some clothes on, when a tired voice suddenly came from outside the door.Gongsun Yi hesitated for a while, just about to open the door, the man said softly: "You don't need to open the door, I know you don't want to see me." The circles under his eyes revealed that he is actually not having a good time these days. Apart from the matter of Gongsun Yi, it is more because of Gongsun Xu's rebellion that has occupied half of the country in just a few days, and he still cannot make up his mind to send troops to encircle and suppress. Although he knew that he finally had the opportunity to get rid of Gongsun Xu in a righteous way, but he didn't want to make Gongsun Yi hate him even more. Several kinds of contradictions intertwined, tormenting this seemingly invincible man to haggard endlessly.

"If I appeared by your side one step earlier than Gongsun Xu, would you...would you be with me?" The man smiled bitterly when he didn't get an answer, "I know it's meaningless to talk to you now, I'm here In your eyes, you are a person who is not as good as a beast, I know."

Standing behind the door, Gongsun Yi listened to the emperor, who used to be aloof, humbly seeking comfort from him, with mixed feelings in his heart.

"I came here to say sorry to you, to apologize for my excessive behavior in the past. Someone will take you away tomorrow. Congratulations, you are free." The last straw finally broke the camel's back, and the man who made up his mind stood up. Standing up to pat the dust, he walked down the stairs step by step under the moonlight, and gradually left Gongsun Yi's world.

He promised to let himself go?Gongsun Yi, who never dreamed of it, opened the door and looked at the empty corridor, feeling a sense of loss in her heart.

Early the next morning, there was indeed a carriage waiting outside.Gongsun Yi looked deeply at Nuan Pavilion where she had stayed for a long time, and galloped away with the carriage without looking back.

"My lord, there are too many refugees ahead, we can't get through, come down and drink some water and have a rest." The galloping carriage stopped suddenly, and the coachman opened the curtain and said to Gongsun Yi.

"Did something happen?" Gongsun Yi, who knew nothing about the war, opened the water bag and took a sip in doubt, looking at the refugees who were walking slowly in the distance.

"Don't you know? The rebellion in Rongcheng is about to hit the capital! Today, the emperor's royal conscript said that he would personally eliminate the rebels. These refugees have escaped from war-torn places and plan to go to Fengcheng!"

The water bag in Gongsun Yi's hand fell to the ground with a plop, and she never thought that Gongsun Xu would go so far as to save herself. "Where are the rebels in Rongcheng now?" Gongsun Yi asked casually in order not to reveal her identity.

"The two armies are facing each other at Liwang Mountain. I'm afraid there will be a decisive battle there."

"Can you please take me there?" Gongsun Yi picked up the water bag and wiped it clean, and pleaded sincerely to the coachman.

The coachman wanted to refuse, but seeing such a fairy with clear eyes asking himself, he couldn't refuse no matter what, so he gritted his teeth and agreed.

On the edge of the battlefield where the gunpowder smoke still hasn’t cleared, a few crows that were sitting on the corpse and eating carrion were startled by the speeding carriage on the side of the road. , Thinking that all of this was caused by me, I couldn't help but clenched my fists secretly.

When it was dozens of miles away from Wangshan Mountain, the carriage was stopped by the soldiers in the checkpoint. When he saw Gongsun Yi in the carriage, his expression changed, and he whispered a few words to the people next to him. After a while, he brought a general who looked like a general. The man walked over, and the general observed Gongsun Yi carefully, then knelt down and saluted: "The last general, Yuli, see the second city lord!" Seeing this, the soldiers also knelt down and saluted, "Second city lord, you are back! You're going crazy! But Second City Lord, don't worry, we will avenge and kill that dog emperor for you!" The general said excitedly, completely unaware of Gongsun Yi's dejected expression. "Look at my head, I'm happy to be patronizing. This is not a place to talk, I'll take you to the city lord." After finishing speaking, he ordered a team of people to escort Gongsun Yi up the mountain.

It was already late when we arrived on the mountain. In the big camp where the bonfire was burning high, countless soldiers shuttled back and forth in an orderly manner. In the past, Gongsun Yi had already smiled back, but when he thought that these people would die because of him at any time, he felt very uncomfortable, so he hurriedly followed the general into the tent in the middle.

"So it can be divided into two teams. One team will force the enemy into the canyon, and then the other team that ambushed in the canyon will conduct an outflanking operation, so as to catch the turtle in one urn." Gongsun Xugang, who was discussing the strategy with the generals, looked up and saw Gongsun Yi who was standing in front of her perfectly.From disbelief to shock to ecstasy, the ever-changing expression of Gongsun Xu's heart was filled with a kind of joy called lost and found. He rushed to embrace Gongsun Yi desperately, felt the familiar temperature and let go suddenly, pressing his arms up and down. After looking at it for a while and seeing that it was unscathed, he was completely relieved, and then took him into his arms again, "You are finally back."

"I'm already back, so let's go back, brother." Gongsun Yi hugged Gongsun Xu back, summoning up the courage to speak out what was in his heart.

"Why?" Gongsun Xu let go of Gongsun Yi and asked suspiciously, "Don't you want revenge?"

"I think, but I don't want so many innocent people to waste their lives for nothing because of me." Gongsun Yi looked at Gongsun Xu with determination in his eyes, "I will kill him with my own hands, so you withdraw your troops. It's what you and I hate the most."

"Do you think I'll let a person who almost killed me and hurt you?" Gongsun Xu looked at Gongsun Yi incredulously, seeing that he was as unfamiliar with each other as he was, and his heart sank a bit.

"you've changed."

"You have changed." The two blurted out at the same time, and then fell into a dead silence.Seeing this, other people around quietly slipped down, and there were only two of them left in the brightly lit camp.