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Xue Jin originally thought he was quite righteous, but when Gu Zhilin asked him to go to his house for dinner, he immediately became cowardly again.

"...Why are you going to your house?"

Gu Zhilin was very calm: "My mother sent some seafood, which can't be eaten by one person."

Xue Jin hesitated: "You do it yourself?"

"Ah."

He thought of the well-equipped kitchen at Gu Zhilin's house again, and was a little unhappy for no reason, so he still refused: "Forget it, I'm taking Lucas with me, just eat outside, don't mess up your house gone."

Gu Zhilin didn't force, agreed, and then made an appointment with him at a restaurant with a moderate distance and where dogs were allowed.

In fact, they all knew that Lucas was just an excuse, he was very obedient, and there was no problem staying at home for a few hours by himself, and Yang Zixi usually left him at home when he went to work.But Xue Jin said so, and Gu Zhilin agreed, and found a restaurant that could take care of pets, so that Lucasto could be taken care of by the waiter during meals.

The meal was relatively peaceful, there were not many people in the restaurant, and Lucas was also in charge of not disturbing them. Xue Jin was not interested in the food, so he picked and picked and ate half of it, and put it down if he didn't feel right chopsticks.

Gu Zhilin was eating attentively, he seemed to be equally serious about everything he did, Xue Jin watched him twice during the interval of playing mobile games, and found that he was treating the grilled fish on the plate with the attitude of peeling shrimp that day, and found it incomprehensible—— —The taste is obviously not very good, why eat so carefully?

But he didn't say anything, and after Gu Zhilin finished eating, he called the waiter to collect the table, and then briefly discussed the next plan: he planned to take a trip to Fengshi and visit the victim girl's home in person.

"In her own home, she will always feel safer than outside. Her parents would not be very willing to let me meet with my daughter alone, but they are not at home usually... The girl's mobile phone number has changed, I dare not act rashly Call the family landline, so I still have to come to the door once, at least explain your identity to her, otherwise there will probably be no chance to communicate."

He visited Xiangxiang last time, and he probably told his good friend about it when he came to Xiangxiang. He hoped that this trip would not be in vain.

Gu Zhilin didn't express any opinions. Xue Jin's ability to communicate with women is indeed excellent. Last time he talked with Xiangxiang for an afternoon, it was not beyond his expectation that he would come up with something. Can really ask anything.

So he didn't object to this somewhat rash and daring plan, he just said, "I'll go with you."

Xue Jin froze for a moment, this answer made him a little unresponsive.

"What are you going to do with me? Fengshi is not far away. I can go back and forth on the same day, and I can go there on Monday."

Gu Zhilin still has to go to work, and he happens to be taking a break recently, why does this person waste his time going with him?Isn't it good to split up?

"I'll go back and see my mother." Gu Zhilin said, "Fengshi High-speed Railway Station is in the west of the city, and Liu Sha's house is in the east of the city. It's convenient to drive. Let's go together."

The matter was settled in such a muddle, Xue Jin had no objection, and he also thought it was troublesome to take the high-speed rail, so it would be better if someone drove.

But he wasn't going to confuse the other question so vaguely. After finishing the business, he didn't prepare to leave immediately. Instead, he put away his cell phone and looked up at Gu Zhilin seriously.

"Ask you something." Xue Jin said.

Gu Zhilin looked at him and motioned for him to speak.

They sat in a corner against the wall, a very remote location, there is no kitchen or sideboard nearby, and it is quite far from the small amusement park where pets are kept, the waiter will not come here without ringing the bell, Xue Jin I made up my mind to ask him about this when I was a child, so I chose such a position on purpose.

But Gu Zhilin didn't know, he thought he was going to ask something about work, so he was defenseless.

Xue Jin put his right hand on the table and asked him with his chin: "Gu Zhilin, do you like me?"

Asking this is not a whim, it was rare for Xue Jin to calm down and think about the relationship between him and Gu Zhilin seriously, and he had to admit that Yang Zixi was right: he had to think carefully, going on like this is not an option.

But to be honest, he didn't quite understand what he thought of Gu Zhilin.Gu Zhilin is different from his previous dating partners. Xue Jin has always admired him on a superficial level—including but not limited to his appearance, stature and ability, but he never seems to have a heart-wrenching feeling for him.

He doesn't know what's going on, after all, Gu Zhilin is pretty smooth, except for a little dispute on the issue of superiors and inferiors, he can basically be regarded as an ideal partner.Probably because the previous impression is too deep-rooted, and I have known each other for too long, so there is less freshness?

In fact, the relationship between him and Gu Zhilin's sex buddy started a bit bleak. At that time, not long after he came back from abroad, Luo Shan dragged him to a certain reception. He had a good time, so he drank a little too much.As soon as he entered, he found Gu Zhilin, but there were other friends there all the time, and he had nothing to say to him, so he pretended to be blind all the way to the end of the reception.

In the end, Luo Shan suddenly remembered that they were classmates, so he pulled Xue Jin, who was almost drunk, to chat with Gu Zhilin. The content of the conversation was nothing more than hypocritical "long time no see" and "how are you doing?" No meaning.

He still felt that Gu Zhilin was a boring person, and the freshness accumulated after not seeing him for a long time was quickly worn away, and soon Xue Jin got tired of communicating with the expressionless Gu Zhilin, pretended to be drunk and left.

The reception was a by-product of an exchange meeting of the Lawyers Association, and it was held in Fengshi. Xue Jin felt that he was almost done drinking, and was too lazy to continue socializing, so he greeted Luo Shan and left the venue to go back to his room.Then he met Gu Zhilin who also left early at the elevator entrance, and forgot to talk about something, anyway, he entered a room in a daze, and rolled into a bed.

The process of your love and my willingness is not important, anyway, Xue Jin is very happy, and thinks that Gu Zhilin's skills are not bad, so he woke up the next day, facing the other party's proposal to establish a relationship with friends, he agreed without much hesitation.

Xue Jin once thought that this relationship could last longer because they were very compatible in bed, but in the end it ended embarrassingly for various reasons - the main reason was him, but everyone knew that the relationship between them There are so many issues that it's hard not to talk about anything but sex, but if you do talk about it, something will happen.

Sometimes it is difficult to restrain one's temper, Xue Jin has not restrained himself much except facing his family, Gu Zhilin is obviously not one of them.He used to think that such things as sex friends could be exchanged according to circumstances, but in the current situation, it is clear that he and Gu Zhilin were somehow bound, or he found someone to help him.

Xue Jin thought about this question for a long time, and finally came to the conclusion: he might be a bit reluctant to take care of him.

"Gu Zhilin, do you like me?"

he asked.

The air conditioner is on in the restaurant, and the lighting is warm yellow. Asking this question in such an environment, the atmosphere is so good that it is almost like a confession.

But this is just a simple interrogative sentence, Xue Jin's eyes told Gu Zhilin so.

So he nodded equally bluntly.

Xue Jin was stunned for a moment, and found that the typed manuscript was suddenly deleted by himself with one click, and it took him a long time to find his voice: "You... are you serious? Since when did you start?"

Gu Zhilin looked at him, and said calmly: "It's a bit long ago, I can't remember clearly."

Xue Jin looked at him as if he had discovered a new world, and felt that his ears were a little hot for no reason, and belatedly realized that it might be a bit wrong for him to take the initiative to bring this up.

He originally thought that Gu Zhilin would deny or refuse to answer, and thought about how to talk to him, but when it came to the actual operation, he realized that it was himself who was caught off guard.Gu Zhilin was very calm, as if he had expected that he would ask such a question, and had prepared the answer in advance; and it seemed that he was so calm that he didn't need to hide it, as long as he opened his mouth to ask, the answer could be handed to him at any time.

He felt a little itchy like a cat scratching in his heart, he took another look at Gu Zhilin, and asked hesitantly, "After I return to China?"

Xue Jin doesn't think that his charm is so great that he can make people fall in love for several years, it can't be the same as before.

Sure enough, Gu Zhilin smiled and followed his words: "After that."

He still didn't answer Xue Jin's question directly, but he didn't want to say the specific time.But the layer of window paper between them is almost transparent, even if the details are missing, the affirmative answer alone is enough to puncture it.

After a while, Xue Jin pursed his lips in embarrassment, and whispered, "I... really don't know."

There have never been many people who like him, but Gu Zhilin seems to have kept his liking for him as an unimportant detail, and when asked by him, he never shied away. What should be done.

He had already lost the confidence to ask "Do you like me" just now, Xue Jin raised his eyes to look at Gu Zhilin, and couldn't help asking: "Then why haven't you said it?"

Gu Zhilin asked back: "What will happen to you?"

"..."

"Look, that's why I won't say anything."

Seeing his confident appearance, Xue Jin was not convinced, and subconsciously said: "What do you know, what if I like you too?"

Gu Zhilin shook his head.

"You don't like me, I can see that."

He stretched out his hand to pinch Xue Jin's chin, leaned over to kiss him under the cover of the green plants, then backed away under Xue Jin's surprised gaze, and said seriously: "You have never been shy when you kissed me before."

"Why should I be shy?" Xue Jin asked inexplicably.

Isn't it commonplace to kiss and go to bed with friends with benefits, what's there to be shy about?

Gu Zhilin didn't let go, shifted the hand pinching his chin, and fiddled with his earlobe: "But you are shy now."

Xue Jin had one side of his ear pierced. Although he no longer wears ear studs, the piercing has not yet closed. His touch seems to have given some hints for no reason, and the atmosphere has become even weirder.

The waiter who came to deliver desserts to them was shocked by the atmosphere, carefully put down the plate, said "Please take it easy" and ran away.Being interrupted by such an interruption, Xue Jin finally realized that something was wrong, and leaned back to avoid Gu Zhilin's hand.

"Why are you crazy, do you want to come out in public?"

"I don't care." Gu Zhilin said, "The last time my mother came over, I already told her about it."

"..." Xue Jin truly felt that this person might be sick, "Last time?"

This retrospect did not make vague words anymore, and gave an accurate definition of the so-called "last time": "When Li Yuanyuan and I were photographed, my mother came to Jiangcheng because she saw the newspaper."

Xue Jin was completely speechless.

He looked at Gu Zhilin's expressionless face, and felt that he couldn't figure out what this person was thinking at any time, and the brain circuits of the two were not on the same track at all: "Is it necessary? Your mother heard that this is uncomfortable, right?" .”

"Others don't care, but I don't want people who care to misunderstand."

Gu Zhilin spoke cryptically, Xue Jin didn't realize it at first, but after two seconds of stunned, he remembered that he also explained Li Yuanyuan's matter to himself, and suddenly understood what he wanted to say.

After turning the corner, he was angry and funny, and couldn't help but said, "Gu Zhilin, don't you know how to talk well? I almost got sick from your anger that day, and now you tell me that you are still talking to me because of that shitty thing." Mom came out?"