catch the dream

It was a cool night, so cold that there was even a chill. It was clearly the end of summer, but it already felt like winter.The temperature in Ying city dropped rapidly, and Yu Hao felt that in the middle of the night, Zhou Sheng threw a quilt over him and covered him up.

When he turned his head, he was half asleep and half awake, and saw Zhou Sheng holding his mobile phone, lying on the bed and texting, and the light from the screen illuminated his handsome profile.

Waking up again, the sky was already dawn, and Yu Hao found himself covered with the autumn quilt that Zhou Sheng found out from the closet, but Zhou Sheng had gone nowhere.The anger from last night had completely dissipated, Yu Hao sat on the bed with a bit of remorse, thinking of his anger last night, he only felt embarrassed and tired.

"Can you go out?" Fu Liqun was sending a WeChat message, and looked up at Yu Hao.

"It's completely healed." Yu Hao jumped out of bed to wash up, and said, "Just hungry, where's Zhou Sheng?"

Fu Liqun said: "I disappeared early in the morning, did you pick someone up?"

Yu Hao was very energetic today, a minor illness came and went quickly, Yu Hao and Fu Liqun had breakfast, and felt that he was alive again.

Everyone gathered in front of the subway station at the foot of the mountain, and Yu Hao saw Zhou Sheng and Huang Jingya.Everyone nodded and greeted Huang Jingya politely. Although the group of college students was not as crowded as when watching Zhou Sheng's game, it felt much more lively than before, because the boys in the physical education class who went out today all brought their girlfriends.

"Step on his shoes!"

"Step on the young master's new shoes! Come on!"

A group of people started to step on Zhou Sheng's new shoes, and Zhou Sheng said angrily, "Get out! Get out!"

Inside the subway, a large group of people started booing, and the security guard was startled, thinking that something had happened, Zhou Sheng roared, as if he was really angry.

"Who dares! Cut off friendship!" Zhou Sheng said angrily, "True cut off friendship! Don't think I'm joking!"

The scene was a bit embarrassing, Zhou Sheng realized that he had lost his temper, and said casually, "Take brother's lead."

Fu Liqun was so frightened that he hid behind Cen Shan, and hurriedly said, "I've been wearing them for a month! They're not new shoes!"

Yu Hao: "..."

They occupied the entire carriage on the subway, and they were full of students in pairs. The scene was mighty and magnificent.

"Is it better?" Cen Shan patted Yu Hao's head, Yu Hao's expression was still a little tired, but he laughed and said, "It's completely healed."

"Why did you buy such an expensive gift for your brother?" Cen Shan said angrily again, "The idiot rubs against you every day, you will spoil him like this!"

Fu Liqun hugged the iron pipe on the subway, giggled, and said, "Brother will perform a pole dance for you?"

Cen Shan: "..."

Yu Hao smiled and said, "Zhou Sheng asked me to buy it."

The two of them turned their heads to look at Zhou Sheng who was not far away. Zhou Sheng was very handsome today, wearing Yu Hao's pair of jeans, a white T-shirt, his hair could be seen scratched with pomade, and he was carrying a one-shoulder sports bag. Putting his hands in his pockets, he looked like he hadn't woken up, he was extremely tired, and he kicked his feet obliquely forward. It was the first time he put on this pair of AJs, and Yu Hao realized that these shoes were really pretty and eye-catching, very eye-catching. Suitable for Zhou Sheng.

Someone gave up a seat to Huang Jingya, so Zhou Sheng leaned his back against Huang Jinya and stood beside Huang Jinya, chatting with her without saying a word, his expression was very irritable, and he occasionally responded with "um" or nodded, as if he couldn't listen What Huang Jinya said, she just stared at the passing subway platform in a daze.

"We can't do this in the future." Cen Shan taught again.

"Okay." Yu Hao smiled, "Understood."

When leaving the subway station, Yu Hao deliberately walked behind Zhou Sheng, keeping a distance from him.As we were walking, Zhou Sheng suddenly turned his head to look for him, and Yu Hao raised his hand to signal that I was there.Fu Liqun casually put his hand on Yu Hao's shoulder, Zhou Sheng's eyes were a little complicated, he only glanced at him and then turned away.

Yu Hao joked, "Sister-in-law, how many times do you think Zhou Sheng will take Jinya on the roller coaster today?"

Cen Shan suddenly laughed and said, "The last time you hadn't moved into their dormitory, the three of us came to play in the playground, and he sat alone twelve times."

Yu Hao: "..."

Yu Hao had been to this amusement park many times, and it was the place where he and Zhou Sheng worked part-time during the Chinese New Year.When Fu Liqun went to collect the tickets, Cen Shan took out two lucky charms and handed them to Yu Hao.

"The talismans you prayed for in Hokkaido." Cen Shan said with a smile, "One for you and one for Zhou Sheng."

Yu Hao hurriedly thanked him and took it seriously. When he looked at Zhou Sheng again, he saw Zhou Sheng on the bench, drinking from a bottle of Red Bull, sitting side by side with Huang Jinya.

"I'll give it to him when I go back." Yu Hao said, "Is it a love talisman?"

"Yes, I'm asking for love." Cen Shan smiled softly, and the two sat on the bench, Yu Hao felt that if he was a straight man, he might really have a crush on Cen Shan, this sister-in-law is really a wonderful wife.

"Didn't it say the sun will rise today?" Cen Shan said, "It's still cloudy."

Yu Hao looked up at the sky, it had been raining for several days in a row, the clouds were densely covered, layer upon layer, a little white light faintly appeared in the clouds, and the wind started to blow.

"Sister-in-law, are you cold?" Yu Hao asked.

Cen Shan waved her hand. Fu Liqun came back and handed out admission tickets. Everyone took the tickets one after another and got up to enter the park. There were quite a lot of people on the last day of summer vacation.Yu Hao hasn't been here for almost half a year, remembering the last time he brought Shi Ni here to play, he was very kind to this place.

He took pictures of Zhou Sheng and Huang Jinya with his mobile phone, especially when they were queuing.Many rides are carried by two people. Yu Hao originally wanted to be alone, and his classmates were all lovers, so he planned to go to the single aisle. Cen Shan and Fu Liqun kept pulling Yu Hao.

When queuing up, the line turned back and forth, Yu Hao often passed Zhou Sheng and Huang Jinya, and occasionally picked up his phone to take a picture of them, while Zhou Sheng looked up at Yu Hao while patiently listening to Huang Jinya's words.Yu Hao smiled at him, signaling them to leave him alone.

"I don't want to ride a roller coaster..." Cen Shan looked depressed, "I really don't like it, can you two go?"

"Come on." Fu Liqun said, "It's not scary."

Yu Hao said: "Yes, sister-in-law, it feels scary when you stand in line, but it's just like that when you sit on it."

Cen Shan's expression looked as if she was about to go to the execution ground, Fu Liqun raised his phone: "I'll take a picture hahaha!"

Yu Hao and Cen Shan raised their heads together, Fu Liqun adjusted the selfie mode, the mobile phone reflected the three people in line, Yu Hao suddenly saw Zhou Sheng in the background, turned around not far away, staring at him in a daze.

With a sound of "click", Fu Liqun pressed the phone and took this photo. Cen Shan's bright and sweet smile disappeared without a trace in an instant, and she lamented, "Can I not sit down!"

"It's coming soon!" Yu Hao laughed, "Hold on!"

The line came to the end, Yu Hao said: "I just have a cold, I'm afraid I'll get a headache if I sit, so I won't sit, you guys play." Then he got out from under the rope.

"Yu Hao!"

Behind the line, it was Zhou Sheng who stopped him.

"Where are you going?" Zhou Sheng asked, "Are you leaving?"

Yu Hao smiled and said, "I'll wait for you outside!"

"Let's go to the Ferris wheel later." Zhou Sheng said.

Yu Hao nodded, and the roller coaster started with a "bang", and Yu Hao could hear Cen Shan's desperate scream from a distance of hundreds of meters, he just thought it was so funny.He walked to the exit and waited for them to come down, and kept reminding himself not to be too sad, otherwise it would make everyone unhappy.

But sometimes Yu Hao also found out that in fact, his own mood can't really affect anyone, sometimes people always think of themselves too important, maybe today Zhou Sheng, Fu Liqun and Cen Shan didn't care too much His mood, but having a good time?

"Yu Hao!" the manager shouted outside the chicken wing grill booth.

Yu Hao said "Hey" and greeted him with a smile. The manager was very impressed with them and said, "I saw Zhou Sheng, come and play."

Yu Hao went over to exchange some pleasantries with him, and the manager asked them why they didn't come to work during the summer vacation.Not long after, a group of people came down, Cen Shan couldn't help panting, Yu Hao said to the manager, "This is my sister-in-law."

"Zhou Sheng!" The manager saw Zhou Sheng and Huang Jinya, and said with a smile, "Okay, boy, have you got a girlfriend yet? Let me introduce you?"

"It's not a girlfriend." Zhou Sheng said in public, "If you ask again, your store will be demolished."

Everyone was a little embarrassed at once, so Yu Hao could only pretend not to hear, Zhou Sheng said again: "Old Gao Gang played [-] cups, I'll come and get them later, Yu Hao, you pay the money."

"Is sister-in-law alright?" Yu Hao observed Cen Shan's expression, afraid that she would be frightened.

"One more time." Cen Shan took a deep breath, "Let's go! My sister likes it!"

Fu Liqun: "..."

Everyone laughed wildly at the same time, and Fu Liqun said: "It's enough once... Hey! Wait! Wife!"

Cen Shan directly dragged Fu Liqun away, Yu Hao laughed so hard that he took out his phone to take a picture of Cen Shan and Fu Liqun, and sang, "Just once, I will accompany you forever..."

"Go on the Ferris wheel." Someone suggested.

"Or move around freely?" Zhou Sheng said, "My brother and sister-in-law have all run away."

Xia Lei said, "Are you going to have dinner together tonight?"

Zhou Sheng thought about it, everyone seemed to listen to him, Zhou Sheng glanced at Yu Hao, and then said: "No, remember to get drinks later."

So everyone went to look for the project to play, but the nearest game was the Ferris wheel, and there were not many people in line, so everyone rushed to grab a seat.

The Ferris wheel was full of couples sitting on it, and Zhou Sheng shouted again, "Yu Hao!"

"I'm going to get a drink." Yu Hao said.

Zhou Sheng looked at Yu Hao, then at Huang Jinya, and finally said, "All right."

When Yu Hao arrived outside the restaurant, he saw Zhou Sheng taking Huang Jinya to row the Ferris wheel. The little brother put drinks one by one on the counter, and Yu Hao started counting and took out his mobile phone to pay the bill.

Looking at the students queuing up in the distance, the manager saw Zhou Sheng and Huang Jinya entering the Ferris wheel, and was very emotional: "It's nice to be young, has Yu Hao fallen in love?"

"No." Yu Hao smiled sadly, two, four, six...the amusement park released a couple's printed cup during the summer vacation, and inside it was a special "Love Match", buy one get one free, Yu Hao counted Ordered, nineteen people, Zhou Sheng only ordered eighteen cups, nine pairs.

"enough?"

"enough."

The manager asked again: "Should you be singular?"

"I'm single, what should I drink this for?" Yu Hao smiled and put two drinks together, took them to the bench, and waited for them to come and get them.

After riding the Ferris wheel, the rest of the people came over to get drinks one after another, and some went to buy hot dogs, and each said, "Thank you, master."

"Young Master, you're welcome." Yu Hao answered dumbfounded.

He sat on the bench for a while, and started flipping through Zhou Sheng's photos on his phone. There were many photos of Zhou Sheng in Yu Hao's phone, and most of the time he took them in the open, and Zhou Sheng ignored him when he saw them.Yu Hao flipped through the pages one by one, and saw himself secretly taking pictures of Zhou Sheng sleeping.

Fu Liqun sent over the group photo of the queue, and Yu Hao saw the photo, standing at the corner of the queue, staring at his own Zhou Sheng.

Zhou Sheng's eyes were a little lonely.

Yu Hao thought to himself, Zhou Sheng should also like him a little bit, but they couldn't tell the difference.If he was asked to define this relationship on this historic day, Yu Hao felt that Zhou Sheng liked him even more than a friend or a good brother.Just like that night, Zhou Sheng asked him: "Say it yourself, what are you?"

Yu Hao couldn't answer this question, neither could Zhou Sheng.

Ever since he fell in love with Zhou Sheng, he often watched the emotional sharing of many people on the Internet. In every emotional experience, the gay who fell in love with the straight male brother ended up on different sides due to graduation and job transfer. After many years, no matter how deep the relationship is , No matter how inseparable the past is, with the other party building a family and raising children, it gradually becomes the best memory.

Just like these photos, let it stay forever. After many years, when we meet again, mentioning this past event, at least we will leave each other with beauty and happiness.

Yu Hao looked up at the height of the Ferris wheel. In the dark cloudy sky on the top of the car, the clouds gradually dispersed.

"Hey." Cen Shan came back, sat beside Yu Hao, and took a deep breath.

"I can't do it anymore." Fu Liqun said, "Let me slow down for a while."

Cen Shan said: "Yu Hao, give your brother some drinks to calm down the shock, we will continue later."

Yu Hao: "Hahahahahaha!"

Fu Liqun said: "My center of gravity is high! The brain is hypoxic! Don't come!"

Cen Shan said: "You said it yourself, I can sit with me as many times as I want."

Fu Liqun could only say: "Okay, fine, I'll fight with you today. Thank you, Young Mistress, for the treat."

"Young mistress is up there." Yu Hao said, "Don't make fun of me."

Cen Shan glanced at Fu Liqun reproachfully, and Fu Liqun laughed again. The two drank some drinks, and Cen Shan asked, "Haven't you come down yet? It's been an hour."

Yu Hao thought he was right, he didn't notice the exit of the Ferris wheel just now, Zhou Sheng should have finished his ride long ago, forget it.

"Go and ride the Ferris wheel." Yu Hao said, "I'll sit here for a while."

"Yes, yes, yes." Fu Liqun hurriedly said, "Combine work with rest."

Cen Shan got up and dragged Fu Liqun away, Yu Hao looked around again, thinking that Zhou Sheng should have gone to play with Huang Jinya, looked down at his phone, but Zhou Sheng sent a message.

【Where are you? 】

Yu Hao took a picture of the drinks around him with his mobile phone, and there were still six glasses left to take away, so Zhou Sheng replied: 【Wait for me. 】

In the sky, dark clouds were churning, light rain was flying in the wind, and scattered raindrops fell on Yu Hao's face.

"Haven't you finished?" Zhou Sheng sat on the side of the bench, breathing a bit short of breath, as if he just ran.

"Chaoyang and Brother Jun took their daughter-in-law to nowhere." Yu Hao said, "I guess they are still queuing up, where is Jinya?"

Yu Hao originally wanted to say "Where's your young mistress", just to make fun of Zhou Sheng by the way, but he knew that Zhou Sheng didn't like others to say that, so he restrained himself a bit.

"Going back." Zhou Sheng took a drink and drank it, "I just sent her away, is it cold? You just have a cold, wear my coat?"

Yu Hao: "It's okay."

"Go on the Ferris wheel?" Zhou Sheng said, "I don't care about them, throw the drinks here, drink it or not."

Yu Hao said: "I'm not going, I'll be back later."

Zhou Sheng took off the lid of the drink cup to look at Yu Hao, and drank half of the cup in one gulp, obviously very thirsty.

"You should also drink the other glass." Yu Hao smiled.

Zhou Sheng put down his cup and turned his head to look at the couples coming and going in the playground.

"I want to ride the Ferris wheel with you again." Zhou Sheng tilted his head, looked into Yu Hao's eyes, and said seriously.

Yu Hao: "..."

Zhou Sheng's tone was very serious, as if they met each other in a dream on the first day.

"Then let's go." Yu Hao smiled, and had something to say, just to make a formal conclusion, although he knew that each other should be very clear in their hearts.

Zhou Sheng got up first to line up, Yu Hao followed behind, Fu Liqun and Cen Shan just came down not long after, Cen Shan whistled melodiously towards them.

"Sister-in-law really let herself go today." Zhou Sheng laughed.

Yu Hao said, "You can accompany her to ride the roller coaster later, until the amusement park closes."

Zhou Sheng: "If you don't like to sit, just say it, don't keep teasing me, can't life be a little bit fun?"

"I didn't mean that." Yu Hao said.

"You've been trying to get angry at me in different ways these days." Zhou Sheng said, "You think I don't know?"

"Aren't you trying to get angry at me in a different way?" Yu Hao suddenly didn't know why, and he couldn't control himself a little bit. This anger came out of nowhere, and he was so impulsive that he was caught off guard.

"Forget it." Zhou Sheng said, "There will be a quarrel later."

Yu Hao didn't speak, the two lined up in front of the Ferris wheel, and the staff let them go, so Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng got into the box, sat down, and closed the door outside.

This is the largest Ferris wheel in Central China, and it takes half an hour to turn around once. There is still music playing in the box, Zhou Sheng turned off the music casually, looked at Yu Hao, and Yu Hao looked sideways out of the window.

"Look at the scenery." Yu Hao smiled, "What do you see me doing?"

Zhou Sheng said: "I haven't gone up yet, look at Mao."

Yu Hao said: "Let's stay with Jing Ya well."

"Don't you like her?" Zhou Sheng asked.

Yu Hao said softly: "No, I like her very much, as long as she is someone you like, I like everyone."

Hearing this, Zhou Sheng's eyes turned red instantly, and when Yu Hao said it himself, he also had a strong feeling that tears were about to come out.

Zhou Sheng took a deep breath, tried his best to calm down, and said, "But I don't like her, what should I do?"

Yu Hao didn't know whether to laugh or cry for a while, he forced a smile and said, "You still take her out if you don't like it? I know you are afraid that I will care, it really doesn't matter..."

Suddenly, Yu Hao's voice stopped, and the whole world was extremely quiet.

Zhou Sheng took out a silver, heart-shaped metal music box from his bag, like a beautiful jewel, with a pair of angel wings stamped on the surface.

Yu Hao didn't speak, and stared blankly at Zhou Sheng winding up the music box.Zhou Sheng turned it over, and the head-up captions of Zhou Sheng's "Z" and Yu Hao's "Y" were burned on the back. While winding up the wind, Zhou Sheng raised his eyes nervously, stared at Yu Hao's eyes, and was so nervous that his fingers were all in the air. Trembling, the tinkle sounded, it was the song "Little Lucky" that Yu Hao once sang.

It turns out that you are the luck I want to keep the most. It turns out that we were so close to love...

"Here you are." Zhou Sheng handed the music box to Yu Hao and said, "I made it with my own hands. I made it for three months, just to...today...to give it...to you, you Will you take it? You will, won't you?"

Yu Hao subconsciously took the music box, and looked at Zhou Sheng a little at a loss.

Zhou Sheng said, "I want to say... Yu Hao, I... I..."

Yu Hao's breathing became rapid. In the sky, the strong wind swept through the dark clouds, the thick clouds receded, the Ferris wheel rose high into the sky, and the sun just fell down unexpectedly.

"I...I think I'm in love with you." Zhou Sheng looked into Yu Hao's eyes and said, "Yu Hao, do you still like me? I've been preparing for a long time, but... I don't know how to say it, I said that day , what I want to discuss with you... is... do we want to try together... If you don't dislike me, I want to be with you, I think I... I will never... And... besides you, I won't fall in love with anyone else."

It was very quiet in the ferris wheel box, only the sound of the music box, and tears almost welled up in Yu Hao's eyes.

"I was bent by you." Zhou Sheng's eyes turned red at last, he laughed, and said, "Damn, do you love me or not, give me an answer! Cry? Talk!"

Yu Hao held the music box with one hand in front of his nose, couldn't help sobbing, and nodded. Zhou Sheng stretched out his hand to hold it, covering Yu Hao's hand with one hand, and pressing the back of his neck with the other. The two of them pressed their foreheads together. together.

In the silence, Zhou Sheng said softly in a slightly hoarse voice:

"Yu Hao, I love you."

Ying City was gradually bathed in sunlight, from far to near, and in an instant, the sun filled the earth, and the Yunding Mountain in the distance cleared away the clouds and mists. In the box of the Ferris wheel, the sunlight shone obliquely on them, as if it brought Yu Hao into a dream.

Yu Hao choked up and said, "I've always liked you. I... can't do it, it's too sudden, Zhou Sheng."

"I know I haven't done well in many places, but I can't help it. My parents, my family, they are always like this. I want to overcome this. I want to take good care of you. I am willing to work hard. I want to put my totem Take it back first, turn it into this music box, and then hand it over to you, but it is too difficult, it is really too difficult, I have not succeeded yet. I am afraid that if I wait any longer, you have already...you have...or, we first Can we be together? I think, at least I know in my heart what I am fighting for."

Yu Hao could no longer hear Zhou Sheng's words, his consciousness was completely blank, and only Zhou Sheng's handsome face was in his eyes.

Zhou Sheng raised his eyes, looked at Yu Hao quietly, then leaned forward and kissed Yu Hao's side face.