catch the dream

Zhou Sheng said: "In this way, he can roughly guess the pain in his heart. Get up, let's go to the rooftop."

Zhou Sheng reached out his hand to Yu Hao, wearing black fingerless gloves, he pulled Yu Hao up forcefully.Go up the stairs on the third floor to the roof of the hotel.From here, most of the rainforest can be seen, and Yu Hao can see clearly that there is a huge waterfall in the center of the rainforest under the dark sky.

On the other side of the waterfall, there is an enclosed area, which seems to be a stone city.

"That's some kind of pyramid in South America." Zhou Sheng said suspiciously, "Maybe it's also a scenic spot they visited, and I'm not familiar with them. When you look at this conscious world again, what do you feel?"

Yu Hao stood under the pitch-black sky, the dark clouds formed a heavy pressure, fires broke out in all directions, the sky rained fire and punishment frequently, and many places in the forest were on fire, burning with lightning.

"It's collapsing." This was Yu Hao's first feeling, "Why are there so many lightning bolts? I remember it also appeared in Shi Ni's dream."

Zhou Sheng said: "Lightning represents the master's anger. He is destroying his own conscious world. Those lightning bolts are the release of Kaikai's emotions."

Yu Hao said: "Is he destroying his own world?"

Zhou Sheng said calmly: "Yes, this is the key."

Yu Hao suddenly turned his head and looked at Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng looked into the distance and said, "He has already realized that he is about to lose control."

Yu Hao thought of the asphalt-covered jaguar chasing him, and murmured: "So he set these fires himself! He wants to burn the monsters here! Where is he?"

Zhou Sheng said: "This place is too big. As long as he hides in the forest, no one can find him. He can only come out by himself. Are you sure that when you appeared, you were really not in his safe haven?"

Yu Hao replied: "I'm very sure! It's impossible for someone to use that suspension bridge as a safe haven!"

"What's nearby?" Zhou Sheng said.

Yu Hao narrowed his eyes, and Zhou Sheng said, "Theoretically, Safe Haven can also be self-destructed."

Yu Hao: "What?! You never told me this!"

Zhou Sheng said calmly: "Assuming a person makes up his mind not to seek asylum from now on, and abandons the only safe haven, then this place will temporarily disappear or be destroyed in the conscious world. Is this the reason?"

Yu Hao instantly remembered the ruins he saw when he ran across the suspension bridge.

"You have to find a way to help him rebuild the safe haven, and then call him to wait in the safe haven." Zhou Sheng said, "Otherwise, bring back his memories and let him come back to this hotel, only him We can only find this guy if we show up... Yu Hao, he's about to wake up."

The surrounding scenery began to blur, and the distant mountains gradually distorted, disappearing into the air like fog. This was the first time Yu Hao saw the whole process of waking up from a dream.From the border of the subconscious towards the central point, the whole world quickly disappears.

The time to enter the rainforest world was very short, perhaps because Chen Yekai suffered from insomnia for a long time, and did not fall asleep until it was almost dawn, and Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng also waited for a long time beside the Golden Crow Wheel.

It didn't take long for them to search for the whereabouts of Chen Yekai who stayed in the dream.

"Are you ready?" Zhou Sheng raised his hand, which glowed with golden light, and said, "Get ready for breakfast."

"What will happen if you are ejected by the master?" Yu Hao asked.

"It's nothing." Zhou Sheng said, "I'll have a headache after waking up, and feel like being woken up suddenly in the middle of my sleep."

No wonder Zhou Sheng always lay down on the table to sleep, Yu Hao suddenly noticed a noise in the rainforest again, and said, "What is that?"

Zhou Sheng turned his head and realized something was wrong.

In the hidden place of the tropical rainforest, there were dull footsteps, and trees collapsed along the way, as if a path had been cleared.

"He came towards us." Yu Hao said.

"Like a big thing." Zhou Sheng said, "It's getting faster and faster, but don't be afraid of it now."

The huge monster hiding in the rainforest had a very clear path, heading straight for the small hotel where the two of them were staying. Zhou Sheng said, "The next time you come in, be prepared to fight. In reality, it's up to you!"

At the same time, the ever-disappearing dream world spread to the place where the two were standing. Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng disappeared at the same time with a "buzz". dot twinkle--

——Chen Yekai woke up from his dream.

He breathed a sigh of relief, surrounded by messy sealed cardboard boxes and dust.He lay quietly, staring blankly at the ceiling, turned over and curled up on the sofa.For some unknown reason, countless pasts flashed across the dream like a revolving lantern in this night.

The messy small hotel, the naked body, the fair skin of the teenager, the entangled flesh, and the heavy breathing.To Chen Yekai that afternoon, the most impressive thing was Long Sheng's ruddy lips and white teeth, as well as the warm and stimulating feeling of his body.

Their sweat almost soaked the sheets, and the sunlight pouring in through the window through the thick leaves and dark curtains shone on his bare back, dazzling like a dream.

They had loved each other so much, so much that Chen Yekai lost the whole outside world in a trance. At the age of 21, he tried to have sex with a 19-year-old boy for the first time, which was also the first time in his life.When Long Sheng looked at him, it was as if he was looking at a scorching sun that only belonged to him.

Chen Yekai also controlled himself, suppressed himself, and wanted to build a dam to block those unreasonable feelings, but it finally collapsed, and the moment of collapse was like the Iguazu Falls, roaring and crashing from all directions. Then, releasing all his emotions, Chen Yekai fucked him crazily, just like the moment it exploded in Longsheng's body, he didn't even believe that his heart could hold such a fierce and vast love, until now, the turbulent Feelings are still within reach.

"What do you like about me?" Chen Yekai also asked Long Sheng.

Long Sheng thought about it for a long time, and finally answered him seriously with a sentence in Spanish. Later, Chen Yekai asked a few people, and everyone had the same reaction, laughing uproariously and refusing to answer.

Later, a Chinese student answered him with a smile. That slang term has several meanings in Spanish, but he was sure that the meaning of Long Sheng was translated into Chinese, which is: "It's good to have a big weapon." Chen Yekai blushed suddenly. .

Thinking of the past four years after losing Longsheng, all of this seems to have happened yesterday, every detail, every word, even the feeling of the sun behind the curtains shining on his bare back, mixed with sweat Kiss, still very real.

The doorbell rang twice.

"Here we come." Chen Yekai whispered.

The doorbell rang again.

"coming!"

Chen Yekai replied exhaustedly, picked up the water glass next to the sofa, drank the remaining water, and went to open the door. Several couriers were waiting at the door, carried his carton downstairs, handed over the order, Get him to sign.

Chen Yekai stood in front of the door for a while.

When the door was about to close, one hand supported the door frame, and then slowly pushed the door open, revealing Yu Hao's pale and restless face.

"Morning." Yu Hao said.

"Morning." Chen Yekai said in a low voice. From Yu Hao's expression, he realized that he was in a bad state today, so he quickly wiped his face with his hands, and turned to wash up.

Yu Hao came uninvited, went to the side and opened the curtains, with a "crash", the dazzling sunlight shone into the empty dormitory.

Yu Hao opened all the curtains, the sun was burning Chen Yekai's soul, he resisted it with his hands, and gradually got used to the warm sun of late spring.After lowering his head to wash, Chen Yekai turned on the hot water, bent over to wash his hair in front of the sink, the hot water ran through his ears and into his eyes, he stretched out his hand to grab it a few times, and Yu Hao handed him a towel.

"Thank you." Chen Yekai put the passport in his backpack.

Yu Hao pulled out the chair and sat down in front of the dining table.

"Have you had breakfast?" Chen Yekai said.

Yu Hao didn't answer, but just looked at Chen Yekai quietly.

Chen Yekai replied, "What would you like to drink?" Then he realized, and said, "The coffee machine has been sent away."

Yu Hao looked at the empty dormitory. He and Chen Yekai sat on both sides of the dining table. In the empty world, there was only sunlight, and Chen Yekai never looked at Yu Hao, only staring at the table in a daze.

"Don't you have anything to say?" Yu Hao asked suddenly.

Chen Yekai replied: "The plane at 09:30, I thought of [-]:[-], I will find you out again, and say goodbye, you came early."

Yu Hao: "What if I have classes?"

Chen Yekai: "You haven't had class all day today."

Yu Hao: "What if I go out?"

Chen Yekai: "You won't leave school, you will pay attention to your phone all day today, waiting for my message."

After a simple conversation, the two fell silent again.Chen Yekai smiled sadly, "Thank you so much that night."

Yu Hao couldn't help teasing him: "You're welcome, this tablecloth is pretty." After all, when the two of them met today, they just stared at the tablecloth in a daze.

Chen Yekai knew what Yu Hao meant, and he laughed when he heard this. His brows and eyes were handsome, his smile was contagious, and he had very shallow dimples.Even if Yu Hao didn't feel tempted towards him, he still felt happy seeing a handsome guy like this.If I have such a big brother, I should be very proud of it.

The two looked at the tablecloth on the dining table together, and Chen Yekai said: "A person with great ability is like a magician, grabbing the tablecloth and pulling it cleanly, everything on the table is still there, but the tablecloth is gone. "

"Are you talking about dating?" Yu Hao said.

"A period of life, a period of memory, it's all like this." Chen Yekai finally looked at Yu Hao squarely and said, "Yu Hao."

"The world is far wider than you imagined. After leaving the campus and entering the society, I believe you will meet people who like you and you also like. This road is difficult, but it is not as difficult as imagined. It is important The best thing is, don’t torture yourself.”

Yu Hao's heart was pounding, he knew that Chen Yekai must have seen that he liked Zhou Sheng.

"Teacher Chen." Yu Hao looked at Chen Yekai, "Can I ask a question? Why did you resign? Can you tell me the truth?"

After a brief silence, Chen Yekai replied: "Because in this life, there are too many things that I can't change. It made me gradually realize that everything can be started from scratch without changing the environment."

"For example?" Yu Hao said, and tried his best to suppress what Zhou Sheng asked him to ask about the truth about the Liang Jinmin incident.

Chen Yekai said: "For example, Zhongchuan Longsheng, have you heard of this name?"

Yu Hao: "!!!"

Yu Hao didn't expect that Chen Yekai would take the initiative to bring up this question, and immediately became nervous, but Chen Yekai smiled and said, "It's okay, I can't hide it, did you search me on the Internet?"

Yu Hao looked blank, and said, "No."

Now it was Chen Yekai's turn to be a little surprised.

What Yu Hao was most worried about was not entirely about Long Sheng, but about Chen Yekai's aggressive behavior with a scalpel that night, but Chen Yekai obviously didn't want to mention it anymore, and it was quite dangerous to fall into such a mental state.

"Really not?"

Yu Hao recalled the past, and said, "Yes, I remembered, I searched, but I only found your English name as Nikcy, and you used to be...a Chinese student at Columbia University."

"Several years ago." Chen Yekai replied, "That was when I was still an undergraduate student."

"There's really nothing else." Yu Hao took out his phone, and showed Chen Yekai the search history. Chen Yekai waved his hand with a smile, and said, "I believe in you."

"Who is Long Sheng?" Yu Hao said.

After the words were finished, the doorbell rang suddenly, Yu Hao got up and opened the door, Zhou Sheng came in with McDonald's breakfast, Chen Yekai seemed to have guessed it a long time ago, and smiled: "Why didn't you come, so you went to buy breakfast. "

"And you knew I would come?" Zhou Sheng took out the coffee and M's breakfast, and gave them to Chen Yekai.

"You two are always inseparable." Chen Yekai said, "Yu Hao is here, there is no reason for you not to come."

"At first I really didn't want to come, I thought yesterday was my farewell." Zhou Sheng lifted the lid of the coffee cup, added sugar and milk, stirred it, and handed it to Yu Hao.

"Today still doesn't count. I don't like saying goodbye formally." Chen Yekai laughed, "As long as you don't say goodbye, it's like it's not over yet."

"Only when we say goodbye can we really see each other." Yu Hao said, "So we still have to say 'goodbye'."

This sentence seemed to have touched Chen Yekai, and he fell into silence again.

"Let's talk if you want to talk." Yu Hao replied, "Don't worry about it."

This was what Chen Yekai said to Yu Hao when they first met.After Zhou Sheng had breakfast, he packed up his things and said, "I'm going to class."

"Sit down." Chen Yekai said, "You don't have class today, why pretend?"

Zhou Sheng threw away the trash, went back to the dining table and sat down, Chen Yekai fell into a long silence again.

"I believe in you." Yu Hao said suddenly, this was also the first time Chen Yekai said it to him.

"What do you know? What do you believe in me? Just trust me." Chen Yekai said with a smile.

Yu Hao replied: "No matter what you say, we will believe it."

They each held a cup of coffee. Chen Yekai took a sip of black coffee and said, "Sometimes seeing you is like seeing Zhong Chuan Longsheng. You two are the same height, and when you first met, you were the same melancholy little prince. He is mine. Junior, majoring in anthropology, he is a student of Mr. Liang, an undergraduate student, Mr. Liang rarely takes undergraduates..."

Both Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng listened quietly.

Chen Yekai's father is a very famous barrister, and his mother is a housewife. Chen Yekai has had top-notch educational resources since he was a child. At the age of 17, he had finished all high school courses and was admitted to Columbia University .What his father and mother expected of him was to study abroad, return to China to get married, find a loving wife, and live happily ever after.

And since he was a child, he has never been in a serious relationship, and he always remembers what his family taught him-to leave all the feelings in his life to the people he wants to spend his life with.Although there are many suitors since childhood, Chen Yekai spends most of his time on reading and studying.

It took him only two and a half years to graduate from his undergraduate degree. At the age of 20, he was admitted to Lin Xun's graduate school, and after meeting Lin Xun and Liang Jinmin, he served as Liang Jinmin's teaching assistant.

He is simply the child in the newspaper, a model of a good life.When Yu Hao heard about Chen Yekai's past, he couldn't help thinking.

When working as a teaching assistant, Chen Yekai often helped Liang Jinmin grade papers and read students' papers, so he got to know the name Zhongchuan Longsheng.Longsheng's father is Chinese and his mother is Japanese. The youngest daughter of the owner of a multinational company happens to be an employee of the company and is responsible for receiving the chairman's family, so she falls in love with Longsheng's mother.

After returning to Japan, Nakagawa Tianxiu gave birth to a very good-looking mixed-race child, and Longsheng also acquired another identity, giving birth to a child out of wedlock.

Longsheng is a lonely child. His parents' transnational marriage, coupled with his uncle's dislike, dislike for his father, ridicule and disdain for the love between the two, and the eyes of relatives, etc., cultivated him from childhood to childhood. He had a very closed mind, and finally his grandfather gave him a sum of money and sent him to study abroad, and Long Sheng was finally able to escape that "suffocating place".

Chen Yekai walked into his life, but he didn't realize how his own existence illuminated Zhongchuan Longsheng's world.After they got acquainted, Chen Yekai began to take care of Longsheng from time to time as a senior. Gradually, the relationship between the two gradually became deeper.

It wasn't until Chen Yekai realized that Longsheng fell in love with him that it was too late. He began to be infatuated with Longsheng's melancholy and quiet temperament, and his sense of dependence on himself. In the whole world, he is the only one who is himself. The only feeling of anticipation.

Zhou Sheng: "..."

Yu Hao suddenly and vaguely realized the deep meaning of what Chen Yekai said today. This was not just a memory of him, but also something he wanted to tell Zhou Sheng, so that they could face their own emotions.

Yu Hao seemed to know Chen Yekai again, and the undercurrent in his heart was surging, and all that was stirred up was gratitude to him.

He wanted to say thank you to Chen Yekai, but Chen Yekai seemed to have read it from his eyes and responded with a simple smile.