But, I have good looks!

"Okay, it's okay, it's okay, don't cry." Because there are too many emotions involved, even after the director shouted, Jing Ran couldn't get out of the play for a while, or in other words, His consciousness is clear, but the tears are like a faucet that has been unscrewed, and he can't stop it.

Although Shao Xian, who had just finished a rivalry with him, also joined the scene, but after all, he was the film king, so he quickly calmed down his mood, and together with Zhang Meng comforted Jing Ran in turn.

In fact, this kind of thing is not uncommon in the entertainment circle, such as Jing Ran is actually quite good, but because of too much investment, and empathy with the characters in the plot, so that the mood fluctuates too much, and some Out of control is out of control.

However, some actors, because of the needs of the role, constantly research and analyze, integrate themselves with the role, and are still unable to play until the filming is over, so they have to turn to the help of a psychiatrist. When you play a play and live with a certain characteristic of the character for the rest of your life, the consequences will be more dire.

More than ten years ago, there used to be an amazingly talented actor in the circle. Not only was his appearance unforgettable, but his acting skills were also extremely spiritual. He could be called the face of the circle at that time. The Chinese film industry has brought classic works one after another, and those works are still very classic even after more than ten years.

But the superstar died young in the end, ending his star-studded life in the bathtub of his private villa.And the reason why this superstar committed suicide was because he was too involved in the play and was never able to appear in the play, blending with the character he played.

That character suffers from severe depression, and at the end of the film, he chooses to end his life in the bathtub at home.

After the film was finally released, it received extremely high praise, and various awards were given away, becoming an indelible classic in Huaguo. However, the price for this was an outstanding actor with amazing talents.

It’s fine if you take the initiative to enter the play, but there are many uneasy and kind people in this circle. In order to make their works more perfect, some directors deliberately guide actors into the play, so that the characters in the movie will be more perfect , the shooting effect will be better, but in the end it will cause great harm to the actor's body and spirit. If this effect is not handled properly, it will even affect the actor's life.

Fang Kuncheng has also been in the director circle for so many years. It is not uncommon for such a director to pursue the effect and disregard the personal and psychological safety of the actors, but he himself is very disdainful of this approach.

Therefore, not only will he never deliberately guide his actors into the play, but he will immediately give the actors time to adjust and recover when they find that their emotions are not right.

Seeing that Jing Ran's condition is not right now, Fang Kuncheng didn't say anything, just gave Jing Ran a day off with a big hand.

Although "Black and White" is about to wrap up, Jing Ran, the male number three, is busy, but Fang Kuncheng still gives Jing Ran a vacation.Even if Jing Ran refused, he was still forcibly removed from the crew by Director Fang.

Since the days of cooperating with Jing Ran, as a director, Fang Kuncheng is most aware of the changes in actors. Jing Ran is really a very hardworking and excellent actor. Fang Kuncheng has a hunch that Jing Ran will definitely be there soon. There is one person in the circle who has doubled his own achievements.

Fang Kuncheng himself would feel very sorry for such a good youngster, if there are any sequelae caused by filming his own scenes.

Therefore, Fang Kuncheng not only threw Jing Ran out of the set, but also called Jing Ran's manager, Jiang Huai, to explain the situation.

Therefore, Jing Ran received a condolence call from Jiang Huai before he left the set, and after he repeatedly assured that he was absolutely fine, he finally dispelled the idea of ​​Jiang Huai flying over immediately.

After leaving the crew, Jing Ran walked on the road in a daze. It is undeniable that in order to shape the role of Yu Zhou, he really put a lot of thought into it, so his mood was actually affected to some extent. The scene is a very important scene in the whole film, and Jing Ran has been preparing for this scene for a long time.

However, after the filming was finished and his emotions were vented, he was already much better. In addition, his body is a mermaid, so he could sing himself a song to soothe his emotions, and he didn't need a psychiatrist at all.

Although Jing Ran is tone deaf, the witty Jing Ran decided to sing a simple nursery rhyme to himself, and the effect is the same anyway.

But Jingran's nursery rhyme just found the tune, when he found a car parked in front of him, and this car was very familiar, and then, a more familiar person got out of the car, not his family Mr. who.

Just when Jing Ran thought Lin Xingyan would say something, Lin Xingyan just took a deep look at him with those deep eyes, and opened the co-pilot's door for him, without saying a word.

Knowing that he had made a mistake, Xiao Tuyu was made a little bit square by Lin Xingyan's attitude. He felt as if he had overturned a bucket in his heart. He was flustered, his eyes widened, and he looked at Lin Xingyan pitifully.

But Lin Xingyan, who was always very talkative, didn't buy it this time. The car drove very fast on the road, and the scenery outside the car window passed by quickly. It took about an hour for the car to finally stop.

Jing Ran followed behind Lin Xingyan, and when he saw clearly what this place was, he was obviously a little dazed.

I saw a few words neatly written on the top of the huge iron gate: City C Compulsory Drug Rehabilitation Center.

Almost immediately after seeing these words, a face appeared in Jing Ran's mind. He looked at Lin Xingyan at the side, and after seeing Lin Xingyan nodding, he immediately understood that his guess was correct.

Lin Xingyan took Jing Ran's hand and walked towards the iron gate, saying as he walked, "Let's go, let's go in."

Jing Ran obediently followed behind Lin Xingyan. He lowered his head and silently watched Lin Xingyan go through a series of procedures under the reminder of the staff. Finally, the staff of the drug rehabilitation center led him to a quiet small room .

The furnishings in the room are very simple, with only two rows of public seats and a water dispenser for people to receive water.When they entered, there were already several people sitting in the room in twos and threes.

Among these people, some are old women with gray hair, some are middle-aged women with children, and there are a few young people who seem to be in their early twenties.Each of them was very quiet, staring closely at the iron door in the corner of the room, with a bit of forbearance and excitement in their expressions.

Not long after the two of them sat down, the iron door in the corner of the room made a soft 'squeak', and a short man came out behind the staff, with a handbag in his hand, When he saw the middle-aged woman with the child on the seat, the originally dazed eyes suddenly regained their spirit.

And the middle-aged woman looked very excited, she stood up from her seat suddenly with the child in her arms, and walked towards the man, her eyes were red.

It was only then that Jing Ran realized that these people were all here to pick up relatives and friends who had successfully detoxified.

However, not everyone is like this short middle-aged man, someone is waiting to pick him up, and more are released, and those who have successfully detoxified leave alone.

Jing Ran and Lin Xingyan waited in the room for a long time, from [-] o'clock until [-]:[-], almost all the people in the room had left. At this moment, they heard another knock on the door. The familiar figure pushed the door open and entered.

It's Qin Shuo.

It has been a long time since that incident broke out. It has been so long that except for those diehard fans of Qin Shuo, few people will mention his name again.

Looking at Qin Shuo in front of him, although his hair was shaved very short and he was much thinner than before, in his eyes, Jing Ran once again saw that flying look, just like their first time. It was as dazzling and eye-catching as the first time we met, without a trace of haze.

Qin Shuo obviously saw them too, his expression was slightly startled, and then the corners of his lips curled into a slight arc, and then, the arc became bigger and bigger, turning into a bright smile, and he walked quickly to the room between the two of them. In front of him, he solemnly bowed to the two of them and said sincerely, "Thank you."

This thank you is not only thanking but also thanking them for taking time out of their busy schedules to pick him up, and also thanking the two for helping him when he fell into the abyss.

Qin Shuo has always kept this friendship in his heart, and will never forget it.

After the three of them came out of the drug rehabilitation center, Lin Xingyan drove them to a very remote private restaurant with stylish decoration.

During the dinner, the conversation between the three was very pleasant, and because of this conversation with Qin Shuo, Jing Ran knew that Qin Shuo had really let go of it completely. Gloomy and hostile, a little more open-minded and hearty, the spirit looks much better than before.

When Lin Xingyan asked about Qin Shuo's plans for the future, Qin Shuo's eyes seemed to have countless stars shining brightly and dazzlingly.He really loves music, that is his dream, and it is the original intention that he has pursued and strived for all his life.

He won't give up his music, but he doesn't plan to be on the stage again. He wants to open his own music studio, completely retreat behind the scenes, write his own songs, and play his own music.

After he told Lin Xingyan and Jing Ran about his plan, both of them agreed with his decision very much. Lin Xingyan even decided on the spot that Qin Shuo's studio could be affiliated with Fanxing, and Fanxing would provide him with certain funds and Technical support, and will not interfere too much with his creation, as long as he produces five songs for one person under the company every year.

Such a condition is extremely rare even in the entire industry, only a very small number of top music producers can enjoy such treatment, and now, Lin Xingyan agreed so easily.

In fact, Lin Xingyan and Jing Ran discussed this matter while waiting for Qin Shuo to come out of the drug rehabilitation center. The reason why they would give such generous conditions is actually very simple, because Qin Shuo deserves it.

If Qin Shuo wants to continue to return to the stage, although it is somewhat difficult, it is not impossible, but if Qin Shuo wants to retreat behind the scenes, it is extremely simple.

Qin Shuo is really a very talented and musical person. Both Lin Xingyan and Jing Ran are convinced that as long as he is given some time, he will definitely be able to have his own place in the music scene, and he will be no worse than anyone else.

Because of the chat, the lunch that started relatively late took a long time, and it didn't end until after three o'clock in the afternoon.

After parting with Qin Shuo, Lin Xingyan turned the steering wheel and went to a children's supermarket to buy a lot of things, and brought Jingran to a very familiar place, the Sunflower Orphanage.

If you say that Jing Ran was a little puzzled before, but after seeing Lin Xingyan's hands and feet stiff when surrounded by a group of children, Jing Ran finally understood Lin Xingyan's purpose today.

His big brother Lin is so clumsy and wants him to see the most beautiful things in this world, new life and hope.

Qin Shuo's new life, and the children's bright future and hope like the rising sun.

I hope he will not be immersed in his own world, thus ignoring the beauty around him.

Lin Xingyan always said that Jingran is like a little sun, warm and bright, illuminating his heart that has been lonely for thousands of years, but in Jingran's heart, Lin Xingyan is not the same.

Because of the sound, Jing Ran was always excluded by his tribe when he was in the deep sea. Although he could pretend to be fierce so that other mermaids would not dare to bully him, but...

He is always different, he is an outlier in the group, he is not expected.

It wasn't until meeting Lin Xingyan that Jing Ran knew for the first time that it was so wonderful to be cared about, cherished, and put on top of his heart.

The beauty made him feel that no matter how much wronged and tribulation he had experienced before, it didn't matter.

If all the hardships I have gone through are to meet you, then I will be happy.