Moon white

After all, it was during the Spring Festival, there were not many people in the hospital, and few people came to the restaurant to buy food. Only a middle-aged woman was sitting in the store and greeted the business. The replay of the New Year’s Gala a few days ago was playing on the TV. I saw someone coming in. She casually threw a handful of melon seeds into the fruit plate, "What do you want to eat?"

Cen Sen: "The patient has an upset stomach, please ask for a bowl of noodles, make them softer."

The boss turned and walked towards the back kitchen, "Eggs or shredded pork?"

There happened to be a young man eating a bowl of noodles in the store. Cen Sen poked his head to look, but he had no appetite at all. He asked with a smile, "Can I use your kitchen to make it myself?"

Boss: "You can do it if you want."

Cen Sen walked into the back kitchen on tiptoe with the boss. There were several buckets and basins on the floor, with almost no place to step down. The boss pointed him to the switch of the gas stove, and took the noodles out of the refrigerator and put them on the table. Cen Sen I feel speechless looking at the greasy pots and pans.He hesitated for a moment, took off his coat and folded it on the chair outside, unbuttoned the cuffs and rolled up the sleeves of his shirt together with the woolen sweater outside, then walked to the safe to pick vegetables.

Cen Sen cooks very quickly, but it takes a lot of time to clean the kitchen utensils. After the cooking is done, the boss heard that he will pack and take away, so he brought him two plastic disposable lunch boxes. Cen Sen had to put the noodles into plastic boxes inside.

When Cen Sen returned to the ward, Li Yuebai was watching a movie, he paused, "Is it cold outside?"

Cen Sen smiled and said, "Fortunately, it's still a little hot after cooking."

Li Yuebai: "You did it?"

Cen Sen opened the lunch box, put it on the table in front of Li Yuebai, picked up the chopsticks, "Well, I'm afraid that the boss will mess up the seasoning." He rolled up a noodle with the chopsticks, "Come on, open your mouth."

Li Yuebai laughed and ate. After eating, he said, "I can eat by myself, so give me the chopsticks. You should eat quickly too. The noodles won't taste good if soaked."

"is it okay?"

"Yes, I will eat all by myself at noon."

Cen Sen handed him the chopsticks, watched him take a bite, and asked, "Is it delicious?"

Li Yuebai: "It's delicious, much better than what they bought for me at noon."

Li Yuebai originally lived in a three-person ward, but there were fewer people in the hospital at the end of the year, and the other two beds were empty. After dinner, Cen Sen watched a movie with Li Yuebai, and the nurse came to make rounds, asked a few words and left , Cen Sen closed the door, bent down and picked up the hot water bottle and said, "I'll go get some water and scrub you."

Cen Sen came back with boiling water, took a basin to the bathroom to get cold water, mixed it with boiling water, twisted a hot towel, first wiped Li Yuebai's face and hands, then his body, and helped him go after wiping He went to the bathroom, and after placing Li Yuebai in the bed, he washed himself briefly, and then sat down beside the bed.

Li Yuebai moved to the side, patted his side, "Come up."

Cen Sen: "There's an empty bed over there. I'm not sleepy now. If I'm sleepy, I'll go to sleep by myself. Go to bed quickly."

Li Yuebai: "There are railings, so I won't fall off, come up, and give me a warm bed."

Cen Sen asked nervously, "Are you cold? I felt a little cold when I touched your feet just now."

Li Yuebai let out a "hmm", and lifted the quilt, Cen Sen took off his coat and trousers, got under the quilt and took Li Yuebai into his arms. He leaned against the bed, trying to make as much space as possible, for fear that Li Yuebai would not sleep well.

"You're wearing long johns." Li Yuebai laughed.

"Thicker than long johns, they are thermal pants." Cen Sen put his palm on Li Yuebai's stomach lightly, "Is it not uncomfortable here?"

Li Yuebai turned over and faced Cen Sen: "No." He nestled himself in Cen Sen's arms, lay quietly for a while, and suddenly said, "I haven't seen my dad since I went back to the ward, he should I’m very angry. I don’t know if I will talk to me in the future. In fact, I didn’t want to die that night, otherwise I wouldn’t have taken the medicine in front of them. I did. This time I broke their hearts. They are probably very disappointed with me now. I feel a little bit... chilled towards them. I drank the medicine at the time, my mother was very anxious, and my father sat indifferent , My mother asked him to drive me to the hospital, but he didn't move, and finally my mother called my cousin and they drove over. You said, did he really want me to die at that time? "

No kind of emotion in the world can withstand exhaustion, and family affection is no exception. The temptation at a critical moment and the suspicion and verification afterwards are especially hurtful. The blood that breaks the bones and tendons becomes an unscrupulous reliance in conflicts. Parents can Use it, and if you don’t obey it, you will be deducted. I gave birth to you and raised you. If you don’t listen to me, it’s a big hat of disobedience. You can directly punish your heart. Children can also use it, and send out messages such as: I didn’t want to come here In this world, you brought me, why can't you treat me better?Such questioning.Often the people closest to each other will hurt each other the most. Knowing how to stab a knife hurts more, how to punish one's heart more thoroughly, can be polite to outsiders.

Cen Sen didn't know what to say. In the matter of coming out, Li Yuebai and his parents may not be wrong, maybe they are both wrong, maybe one side is more wrong, but it is clear that both sides suffer.He has no way of judging, no position, let alone the insight and ability to clarify all this.He could only hug Li Yuebai tightly, "I will treat you very well in the future..."

Mother Li came over in the afternoon of the next day, and the little cousin was with her.When they came, Cen Sen happened to come back with a thermos. He went to buy ribs and yams early in the morning, and bought two casseroles, one large and one small, in the supermarket, and put them in the store yesterday to make soup. Porridge.

Cen Sen rushed to call Auntie, but Li's mother still didn't say anything, she turned her face to look at Li Yuebai who was lying on the bed, and the little cousin hurriedly smiled at him, "Thank you for your hard work." Cen Sen also smiled back.

Cen Sen bought a thermos cup, bowls, chopsticks, and spoons. He unscrewed the cup, first filled a bowl of porridge for Li Yuebai, and scooped up half a bowl of soup for him to keep cool. The little cousin looked closer and asked with a smile. Said: "Brother, where did you buy this porridge? We didn't see such porridge when we went to buy it yesterday."

Cen Sen: "I bought the ingredients and borrowed the stove from the restaurant to cook it myself."

"It smells good." The little cousin turned around and saw the mobile phone on the table, and asked, "Second brother, when did you buy the mobile phone?"

Li Yuebai glanced at Cen Sen, "Cen Sen bought it."

The little cousin picked it up and looked at it, then put it back, "I said we can't buy this new style here now."

After Li Yuebai had finished eating, Cen Sen packed up the dishes and took them to wash. Mother Li saw the door was closed, so she walked around the ward and saw that the sundries were neatly tidied up, and Li Yuebai's changed clothes were also washed. Well, hanging in the bathroom, the gray expression on his face improved slightly, "Very attentive, better than me in serving you."

She didn't address her by any address, and she didn't even say "he" to Cen Sen, but obedient people knew what she was talking about. The little cousin blinked at Li Yuebai with stars in her eyes, and Li Yuebai smiled bitterly. Mom sat down in front of the hospital bed, and said in his mother's voice: "He is very good at taking care of people."

Li's mother's face immediately collapsed again, "What's the use of taking care of others, a big man won't give me grandchildren."

Li Yuebai was a little speechless. Cen Sen, who came back from washing the dishes, happened to be walking outside the door. He also heard this sentence, and immediately stopped in his tracks.

Li Yuebai saw that there was something alive in his mother's words, and said with a smile: "If you want to have children, you don't have to get married."

Mother Li asked in surprise: "What do you mean? Which girl you don't marry and they will give birth to you. Do you still want to deceive other people's feelings?"

Li Yuebai said: "I didn't mean that, surrogacy is now available abroad."

Mother Li didn't say anything, and after a while, she said, "How much does it cost?"

Li Yuebai didn't know either, but in order to make his mother happy, he said casually, "Hundreds of thousands."

Cen Sen opened the door and came in when there was no conversation in the ward. He put away the washed dishes, took out two paper cups from the drawer, and poured two glasses of water, "Auntie, drink some water."

The water has been delivered to her, and Mother Li has to pick it up if she doesn't want to, but she still has a bad face.

The atmosphere was embarrassing, the little cousin smiled and got up to cheer up the atmosphere and said, "I take it myself, the water here is too alkaline, brother, are you used to drinking it?"

Cen Sen said with a smile: "It's okay, the water quality in City A is not good, and many people install a water purifier at home."

Little cousin: "Brother, you work in city A, which is quite far from my second brother."

Cen Sen: "Well, yes, I heard from Yuebai that you are studying in XX university."

Little cousin: "Well, I just graduated from freshman year."

After sitting and chatting for a while, Cen Sen got up and said, "Auntie, have you had your lunch yet?"

Mother Li still didn't answer, but the little cousin rushed to say, "We came here after dinner."

Cen Sen said: "Then I'll go out to eat, Yuebai, do you want to go to the bathroom now?"

Li Yuebai: "No, you should hurry up and eat."

Cen Sen came out of the hospital and received a call from Zheng Chen, "How is it over there? Their family didn't make things difficult for you, did they?" Cen Sen had already briefly told him what happened here before.

Cen Sen sat down on the edge of a flower bed by the side of the road, with a tired look on his face, "No, actually I didn't see a few people from their family. When I came here yesterday, his mother and two cousins ​​were there, and the cousins ​​are all very well. Yes, that is, his mother has been ignoring me and not looking at me."

Zheng Chen: "If you don't embarrass yourself, you're already considered pretty good."

Cen Sen looked at the billboard in the distance and sighed, "Yes, yes."

Zheng Chen: "Then when do you plan to come back?"

Cen Sen: "Wait for him to leave the hospital."

Zheng Chen: "Okay, let Li Gong take good care of it."

Cen Sen didn't have much appetite, nor was he in a good mood. He hung up the phone and stretched his legs and sat on the edge of a strange street in a cold winter. He had already guessed when Li Yuebai told him that he was going to come out. It will be like this. It seems that it is a contest between Li Yuebai and his parents. What hurts is the family relationship between them, but their feelings are also consumed in this contest. Li Yuebai will definitely feel ashamed of his mother's attitude towards him, Cen Sen would also feel guilty for causing estrangement between their parents and children. Fortunately, the future will be long, and he can slowly manage and make up for it.

Cen Sen sat for a while, shivering from the cold, and then he got up and walked to a supermarket on the corner of the street, where he bought bread and yogurt to deal with his lunch, and then walked slowly to the hospital with his trembling shoulders in his arms. go.