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The staple food of the New Year's Eve dinner was dumplings, and Mama Li cooked a table of dishes. Their cousins ​​ate at Li Yuebai's house tonight, because the elders were worried about watching the Spring Festival Gala, so they finished after eight o'clock and didn't drink too much wine.

Li Yuebai moved the fireworks to the roof in the evening, and the northeast wind was blowing very cold at the moment, and the wind was covered with snow beads. Li Yuebai took his mobile phone and lighter and went up to the roof. He put on the hat of his down jacket and stood on the roof Video with Cen Sen, but the surroundings are too dark, there are no stars and no moon, there are only fireworks blooming in the sky in the distance, and it will return to the silent night in a flash.Cen Sen's side is very bright, and the background is still his study.

Li Yuebai breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "I'm starting to release it, watch it." He bent down and clicked one, raised the phone camera to the sky, and asked loudly amidst the sound of firecrackers: "Did you see it?"

Cen Sen replied loudly: "I see."

Li Yuebai put another one, then sat down on the floor, hugged the phone and said, "I miss you so much."

The sound of firecrackers was too loud for Cen Sen to hear clearly. On the screen, fireworks were blooming in the sky behind Li Yuebai. The fleeting gleam lit up his face in an instant, and he could see the deep affection in his eyes. "What did you say?" Cen Sen asked loudly.

The neighbor next door also joined the ranks of setting off fireworks, and the surrounding noise became louder and louder. Li Yuebai shouted loudly: "I said I miss you so much, did you hear me?"

Cen Sen heard clearly this time, "I miss you too."

Li Yuebai: "Then give me a kiss."

Cen Sen slapped the screen, "Is it all right?"

Li Yuebai also responded with a kiss, but he was still not satisfied, "Not only do I want to kiss, but I also want to hug."

Cen Sen jokingly said, "Hold your phone." His eyes were full of smiles.

Li Yuebai: "The phone is cold, it's not as comfortable as holding it with you. I really miss you." He sighed again, staring at the person on the screen with shining eyes.

From his voice, Cen Sen could hear the faint melancholy beyond lovesickness, and comforted him, "Hey, I'll go see you sometime after the new year, and bear with it." At the same time, he confessed about Ling Feng face to face. planned.

Li Yuebai's eyes suddenly brightened, "Really? You are so kind, I love you so much."

Li Yuebai's back was facing the direction of the stairs. Because the surrounding was too noisy, his mother was still cleaning up the dishes in the kitchen when he went upstairs. He didn't expect that his mother would go upstairs to watch him set off fireworks, and she was eavesdropping. He made a video call with Cen Sen.

When Li's mother heard this, she couldn't hold back her fear and asked, "Mingming, who are you chatting with?"

Li Yuebai was startled, his hands almost fell to the ground, he turned around and said, "Mom, when did you come up? Why are you making no sound when you walk."

The video has not been hung up yet, and Cen Sen can still be seen in the video. Mother Li stared at the person on the phone and asked, "Who is he?"

Li Yuebai hurriedly hung up the phone and turned off the video. He had been thinking about coming out, but now that it was about to happen, he was a little scared. He hesitated for a while, thinking that since his mother had already found out, why not tell the truth, anyway, sooner or later This has to happen, "My boyfriend."

Mother Li's expression was a little dull, and she asked in surprise, "What boyfriend?"

Li Yuebai: "You should have heard it all. It's the kind of boyfriend in a lover's relationship."

Mother Li didn't know whether she was incapable of accepting it, or she hadn't recovered from the shock, "Are you telling the truth?"

Li Yuebai: "It's true, I like men, not girls."

Mother Li's mind slowly turned around. She remembered calling her sister in the morning, and her sister said that the woman's side reported that Li Yuebai had never contacted the girls she met, but she saw Li Yuebai holding the phone all day long. I'm sending messages to people, are they all sent to this man?

Faced with the sudden change, Li's mother couldn't react for a while. She stared at Li Yuebai for a while, then turned and walked to the stairs. There were still more than half of the fireworks off. Don't let him go, catch up and help his mother go downstairs.

After the mother and son returned to the yard, Li's mother suddenly burst into tears without warning. Li Yuebai couldn't cope with his mother's reaction, and tried to persuade him at a loss: "Mom, why are you crying? Stop crying." But the more he persuaded her, the more she cried.

Li's father heard crying coming out of the house, and asked what was going on. Li's mother cried out what she had just heard. Li Yuebai was still a little afraid of his father. He had been beaten in his childhood, even if he was no longer beaten, even He has grown taller than his father, but when he sees him looking at him like that, he is still instinctively terrified.

Father Li didn't pull the belt this time, nor did he look for the triangular string, but raised his foot and kicked towards him, Li Yuebai was kicked staggeringly, almost fell down.

His cell phone rang just in time, and Li's mother came to her senses and ran up to grab his cell phone, "That man must have called. What kind of ecstasy soup did he give you? How can you like a man?"

Li Yuebai wanted to protect the phone, but failed. His mother snatched it and fell to the ground with all her strength. The screen of the phone dimmed and the glass shattered all over the floor, but it still kept ringing stubbornly.

Before Li Yuebai could pick up the broken cell phone, his father grabbed him by the collar and dragged him into the house, and then began to lecture and curse him endlessly, trying to reverse the disaster that had already happened.

When Cen Sen heard Li's mother's question, he knew something was wrong. Li Yuebai's straightforward nature, he must tell the truth, and then he couldn't help but say that the video was hung up. His mother said yes, and he tried to send a message, but he didn't receive a reply after a while, so he couldn't help calling, but no one answered the phone, Cen Sen had a bad feeling in his heart, Not only the hands and feet are cold, but even the back is also cold.He dialed again, and the phone beeped twice before turning to a busy tone.

Cen Sen squeezed the sweat from the tip of his nose, and dialed again, the reply was that the user you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later.Is it off or is it really on a call?What if Yuebai really said it?What will they do to him?Will you hit him?Predicting the worst outcome, Cen Sen held his cell phone out of the study restlessly, but he ignored Cen's mother asking him to watch TV and went straight back to the bedroom.

Cen Sen tried to send two more messages to Li Yuebai, but after waiting for a few minutes for no reply, he called Zheng Chen's phone impatiently.

Zheng Chen ordered a New Year's Eve dinner outside. His parents, parents-in-law and the whole family had just finished eating, and he and his wife were about to send the elders of the two families back home.

"Chenzi, are you busy?"

Zheng Chen put the Bluetooth headset into his ear, fastened his seat belt, saw in the rearview mirror that the parents in the back row had already sat down, and slowly drove away from the parking lot, "I just finished eating, I'm going to see my parents Go home and tell me something."

Cen Sen: "You can drive. I'm fine. Well, it's the first day of the new year in two or three hours. Happy New Year." He felt that he was a bit ill and went to the doctor. Even if Zheng Chen had a phone number from the factory administration department, It is impossible for the administrator to go back to the factory to help him look up the detailed address of Li Yuebai's home after Chinese New Year, not to mention that their factory is in a mess, and they didn't even mention whether they registered their home address when they joined the company.

Zheng Chen asked in surprise, "Are you all right?"

Cen Sen took a deep breath, "I'm really fine, I'm just bored, I want to chat with you, you can just drive, slow down on the road."

Zheng Chen: "Okay, I'll call you when I get home, happy new year!"

Cen Sen lowered his head and searched for air tickets on his mobile phone. The city where Li Yuebai's hometown is located has no airport, so he can only go to their provincial capital or nearby cities. However, the flights to all cities within [-] kilometers away from their city are sold out on the first day of the new year. , There are no tickets for the second year of junior high school, and there are still a few tickets for the third year of junior high school. Cen Sen booked one without thinking about it. Why are there so many people traveling on the first and second day of the new year?Shouldn't you celebrate the New Year at home?His thoughts wandered without a trace, and when he heard the sound of snow grapples hitting the glass, his heart was also rustling, as if a wind and snow were blowing past.

When he arrived in their city, he didn't have their home address. If he couldn't be contacted all the time, he still couldn't see him. If he could, his parents would be furious, and he would only add fuel to the fire in the past, right?But he doesn't want to worry about these things now, he just wants to be closer to Li Yuebai.

The weather forecast says that the snow will cover a wide area, and several provinces across the country will experience the first snowfall of the Lunar New Year on New Year's Eve.A small town thousands of miles away has grown up. There is a lamp hanging under the eaves of Li Yuebai's house. There is no light pollution here, and the night sky is pitch black. Under the dark sky, the lamp can only light up a small piece of night sky. The light bulb is here. Years, the light is a little yellow, the snowflakes swirled by the wind swirl and fall around the lampshade, laying a white layer on the ground in the yard, and a layer of white on the roof where no one can see, piles of unfired fireworks There, it was covered with thin snow.

The inside of the room is not much warmer than the outside, and the fluorescent light is blindingly white. Mother Li has never been able to accept the fact that his son likes men, thinking that he was misled/seduced by others, and was extremely vicious towards Li Yuebai and the man who seduced/seduced Li Yuebai Cursing and slandering, every curse word is inseparable from the next three ways, the endless foul language finally angered Li Yuebai, he stood up suddenly, his voice was not loud, and said coldly: "Stop cursing, I Die now, anyway, I won't be able to do what you want in this life, so you can have another one."

Li's mother was yelled at by him, but she didn't stop insulting, let alone stop him.

Father Li's face was gloomy, and he watched Li Yuebai get up and leave indifferently.He felt that he had aged a lot overnight, because he found that he could no longer touch the child. When he was a child, he could control him with fists and kicks. Once he pulled the belt, the child would be obedient.Now that the fist hit him, he didn't react much, and he looked unrepentant!

Li Yuebai searched for a while in several drawers and cabinets, and took out a box of medicine and a bottle of white wine. He unscrewed the wine and drank a few swigs, then took out the medicine in the medicine box, about a dozen pills , lying in the palm of his hand, he took a look, raised his arm and slapped it into his mouth, then picked up the wine bottle and served it with white wine.

Mother Li watched her son swallow, and seemed to have regained her senses. She cried and asked, "Obviously, what are you doing? Are you trying to force you and your father to death? We worked so hard to give birth to you and raise you. I'm sorry, you want to treat us like this? You are unfilial now that you are dead, you know?" She picked up the medicine box next to her son, took a look, covered her face and began to cry, cried twice and then pushed Father Li, "Hurry up and drive to the hospital."

Li Yuebai paused and said: "No need, I won't go." After speaking, he turned his head and went back to the room, and slammed the door.

Li's mother smashed the door but couldn't open it, so she took out her mobile phone and called someone tremblingly.