The heart is beating [Fifth Personality]

"Do, what do you do?" I sat on the iron cage and asked nervously. Jack's abnormal approach made me retreat uncomfortably, trying to distance myself from him.

He didn't explain anything to me. The previous question was like talking to himself. He directly raised his right hand and pushed it on my shoulder, pushing me down on the iron cage net.

The iron mesh cage under my back was buzzing and trembling, and I was forced to change my posture and lie on my back. Now I could clearly see the restrained madness in his eyes without raising my head.

The slenderness of his body is fully reflected at this moment. Standing up and bending down slightly, I can be imprisoned in the shadow of his body. He even needs to lower his head and retract his chin to put his eyes on my chest. .

At this moment, whether it was the strange posture or the sense of oppression he brought, I felt a strong threat, and all the fear gathered on the top of my head, like a basin of ice water poured my heart out.

I struggled to get up, wanted to push him away, wanted to stay away from him, but he directly pressed my shoulders and imprisoned my whole body.

I put my hands on his chest to push him away, and kicked my legs in the air to get out of the predicament, but I was like a fish on a chopping board, struggling and resisting was useless, he was a mountain, stable Press down firmly.

I didn't know what he was trying to do, but I couldn't stand this posture, and shouted at him: "Let me go! Let me go!" I heard some crying in my resistance, which was lacklustre and even a little cowardly. .

I thought I could only accept it passively, but to my surprise, he really let me go.

He let go of his hand all of a sudden, and even before I could react, he had already pulled me up and sat down, then backed away from between my legs, took a step back and took the initiative to distance himself from me by one step.

But I hoped that he could be farther away from me. Subconsciously, I reached out and pushed against his waist, trying to widen the distance between us. I touched his hard and cold body, and I thought I couldn't push him, but I didn't expect him to take two steps back following my movement.

Then, he held my two hands on his stomach, and his tone was inexplicably apologetic and innocent: "I...just want to hear my heartbeat..."

I withdrew my hand in an instant, and after I was freed from the restraint, I jumped to the ground and started running desperately towards the exit of the basement.

No matter what he wants to do to me, I can't stand him doing this to me. I'd rather he hack me to death with a knife than push me down like he's going to rape me, although I understand that I treat him It's not that kind of demand, but it's a woman's instinct. No woman can bear a strange man pressing on her body like this.

What a moment of harmonious coexistence is all my own illusion!

But when I completely lost my mind, I made a wrong choice.

I shouldn't have run to the basement exit, I shouldn't have run, my running to the basement exit angered him.

"Are you running again!?" I was caught by him before I reached the stairwell.

He grabbed my shoulders, grabbed my two hands and locked them in front of my chest, and pressed me against the wall with his hard body. I heard his angry and crazy roar reverberating throughout the basement.

"You promised that you would not leave me, you lied to me! You lied to me again!?"

I was caught between the wall and his body, both were so cold and hard, I regretted that moment, I shouldn't have run, this is a very bad time, I shouldn't have provoked him at this moment.

But the posture just now... I can't control my instinct!

I looked at his pupils full of anger, at his pale and gloomy mask, and from the corner of my eyes, I saw his scissors hands slowly raised up, and the five pocket knives glowed with sharp light.

I opened my mouth, suppressed my fear, and my brain began to work rapidly.I absolutely can't piss him off now, it doesn't do me any good, and I have to calm him down.

No matter what, I have to let him calm down first!

I endured his weight on me, and immediately opened my mouth to explain my subconscious escape: "I... I'm scared, you treat me like that, I'm scared. I don't really want to run, I will stay with you Beside, I didn't lie to you."

Jack stared at me stubbornly, apparently I didn't just let it go, his eyes scanned my face several times, and his strength against me didn't decrease at all.

I looked straight into his eyes, full of sincerity and reassurance, and continued to repeat my promise to him: "I really won't run away again, I have no ability to run away. You can catch me as soon as you reach out, I can't escape Fell. I didn't really want to run, I was just too scared, believe me, I didn't want to run away..."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I saw that the storm in his eyes gradually calmed down, but it wasn't enough, he still didn't let me go, whether it was my body against the wall or my hand, he No slack at all.

I forced myself to think calmly, I must find a way to let him let go of me as soon as possible, but what should I do?

I put my two hands held by him on my chest with all my strength, and put his hands on my own chest together. I still looked straight into his eyes full of comfort, as if I didn't care at all. Like not being afraid, taking the initiative will narrow the distance between us.

"Don't you like to hear my heartbeat? Can you touch it? Can you feel it? My heart beats for you, my heart beats for you, my heart beats for you..."

I said this sentence repeatedly, but he was indifferent and still didn't want to let go of me at all. I saw his huge scissors hand still stopped in mid-air. At this moment, I felt that my comfort and retreat were useless .

"My heart beats for you, my heart beats for you..."

I looked into his eyes, looked at his mask, looked over his top hat, and I saw the dark and long stairwell, which seemed to be like my future, dark and dark.

I still keep my eyes on Jack, but I feel as if I can't see anything. The despair of lying on the ground and being drenched in the rain seems to have returned.

I repeated this sentence desperately, and in the end I didn't know whether it was to hypnotize him or myself.The worry, fear, fear and pressure after coming here can no longer be suppressed for some reason at this moment, and they all collapsed and erupted into a flood.

I cried involuntarily while talking, my voice became choked, my eyes became hot, sore, sore and swollen, and the tears blurred my vision until I couldn't see what was in front of me at all. He repeated that sentence vaguely.

My indistinct cries echoed throughout the basement.

Jack just looked at me in silence for a long, long time, as if after a long time, he finally made a move.He took a step back, slowly let go of my hand and withdrew from my chest, then stretched his hand around my waist and brought me into his arms, the huge sharp scissor hand also moved behind me carefully, single Hold me tightly in your arms.

However, I was mentally broken and didn't realize his soft heart. I followed his movements and buried myself in his arms, crying, desperately venting all my negative emotions.

The hardships of life, the despair of being driven to nowhere by the patients, the desperate struggle, and all the fear and panic after coming here, all seemed to burst out with uncontrollable tears.

At this moment, I don't want to pay attention to this weird game, I don't want to keep my mind and think about how to escape next, and I don't want to care about whose arms I am buried crying.

I just want to cry seriously.

The author has something to say: This chapter is the peak point of all the negative emotions of the heroine, just let it out, and it won’t be so uncomfortable after that, she will accept Jack bit by bit, and then happyendding! ! !

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By the way, confiscated all of your student cards, want to get on the bus? hiahiahia~~~~

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(づ￣[-]￣)づThanks to "Maruko" for the mines, okay~~