The number one heartbreaker in Hong Kong and black

Ryosuke Araki stretched out his hand to Osamu Dazai, and the person lying on the bed handed it over. He stood up with strength and winked at him.

At this moment, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped.

Araki Ryosuke said in his mind: "Cave King?"

But there was no response. It seemed that the other party also knew that he should not stay at the scene at this time, and he did not know when he had left.

Osamu Dazai: "Let's go, let's go!"

As he spoke, he pushed Ryosuke Araki out of the room. However, he himself was not in a hurry to go out. Instead, he pressed Ryosuke Araki's head and walked slowly over, letting Nakahara Naka The clothes outside were taken away, and then neatly placed on the sofa.

"—Chuya!" Osamu Dazai said proudly, "Let's go!"

"Bastard Dazai—"

Araki Ryosuke: "..." Do you know that you will be beaten like this.

Before Nakahara Nakaya let out the dragon roar again, Osamu Dazai immediately pushed open the door, took Ryosuke Araki by the hand and ran out, they ran to the corridor, and this guy seemed to have ADHD when passing by the chaotic room Knocked, and then ran to the room of Ayatsuji Xingren and Jono Caiju to repeat the same trick.

Ryosuke Araki didn't know what to say, he turned his head and made an apologetic expression to Ranpo and Ayatsuji who opened the door.

But before he had time to say more, Osamu Dazai led him down the stairs and out of Xiongying's dormitory.

"...Hoo," he let out a gasp, raised his head, and pointed to the pitch-black night, "Ryosuke, look, the whole Xiongying is very quiet!"

Indeed, it was getting late, at this time there were not many students walking around in the Xiongying Campus.Osamu Dazai let go of his hand, and the two walked side by side on the way out of the school gate. Ryosuke Araki glanced at him sideways. One side of Osamu Dazai's hair was raised, which made him stretch out his hand to help him. one time.

This feeling is too real, Osamu Dazai's body temperature is a little low, but it is a human touch... He couldn't help but think of the desire he tried to touch the cheek in the other party's dream before.What's incredible is that on this night similar to that day, he was really able to touch Osamu Dazai with his finger this time.

What Araki Ryosuke never told others is that he doesn't remember his birthday at all... His so-called birthday is the day Dazai Osamu picked him up, and the day he got rid of his identity as a heroic spirit and became a human being. The beginning of his new life.

No matter who was the first to look at each other on that rainy night, Ryosuke Araki did meet Dazai Osamu's kite-colored eyes.

But at this moment he was actively watching him, the street lamps along the road cast colored light into Osamu Dazai's eyes, his eyes were shining brightly, like a kaleidoscope spinning the whole world, so beautiful but so crazy... It is the root that attracts Ryosuke Araki.

He could hardly take his eyes off, watching the other person's breath bring up the white mist of winter.

Osamu Dazai let him move, his eyes were bright, he covered Ryosuke Araki's with his hand, grabbed it, and said enthusiastically, "Speaking of it, Ryosuke, have you ever smoked?"

Araki Ryosuke's mind immediately flashed the cigarette that Mori Ogai handed him that night.

"No."

"I have……"

"No smoking." Araki Ryosuke warned, "This is not good for your health, and I hate people who can smoke."

Dazai narrowed his eyes and smiled.He put his index finger and middle finger on his lips, and then he took a breath, and a puff of mist immediately came out, pretending to pose as a smoker.

"Will you hate me then?" he said childishly while playing, "I'm smoking now."

Araki Ryosuke: "You don't count, you didn't even start a fire."

Osamu Dazai immediately came over, found the right moment, kissed him on the cheek again, dubbed "Pa Da", and then withdrew his body, satisfied: "Well, I am seriously lighting the fire."

Then, his hand slipped down again, grabbed Araki Ryosuke's hand, and quietly inserted his fingers into the gap.

"...Well, Ryosuke, I understand, the reason why you gave me the handle of Mr. Mori's cigarette." Dazai Osamu said, "Have you thought about it for me? I haven't even thought about whether to leave Hong Kong Woolen cloth."

That's right, Araki Ryosuke left him with this consideration.Probably because he had the ability similar to clairvoyance when he was a heroic spirit, so he got his life experience when he looked at Osamu Dazai in the rainy night, and Osamu Dazai was a manga game controller, so he mistook himself Is a time traveler.

He probably had a vague impression that Osamu Dazai would defect to Hong Kong.

In fact, when Mori Ogai asked him to pretend to defect, he already knew that he was destined to not be able to stay in Hong Kong and Hei, and after that he might not be able to stretch his hand so long, so what should he do if Osamu Dazai defected, so he Have doubts.

And Mori Ogai... Heh, now that I think about it, he took the initiative to give him the handle to test Dazai Osamu's position in his heart.If he gave Osamu Dazai the evidence to give him the ability to protect himself, then the answer would be obvious, he cared about him.Ah, it's over, no wonder Mori Ogai laughed so disgustingly at that time.

"What are you thinking?"

Araki Ryosuke: "...I was thinking, how did I get hurt, and when did I start caring about you."

Damn Mori Ogai...

——Then the only way to appease this anger is to pay Osamu Dazai compensation to him, hmph.

Ryosuke Araki's sudden straight ball made Osamu Dazai's eyes widen. He was a little uncomfortable, so he blinked, found some words to change the subject, and said in a sticky tone on purpose: "Ryosuke said that on purpose, because Do you hate me? During this time, you have changed a lot. "

"I've never changed."

"I know...it's just," Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, avoiding his sight, his voice almost whispered, "My choice is only you, but your choice seems to be more than me..."

Why?In the beginning, it was obviously just a story of the two of them.

But gradually, they were interspersed with a series of follow-up troubles of the battle of the leaders and the Holy Grail. They changed from a simple line to many lines, and gradually moved towards the opposite.If Osamu Dazai is really afraid of something, then this is the root of his retreat, and he cannot accept the possible opposite ending.

He always said that he picked Ryosuke Araki back to Gang Hei, but in fact, they joined Hong Kong Hei at the same time.Because when they met, Mori Ogai had just sent him an invitation. He disdained to associate with humans full of desires, but Ryosuke Araki, who was a heroic spirit but turned into a human, was really interesting.

Osamu Dazai really wanted to see how he would develop as a non-human mixed among humans, so he decided to let them join the gangsters together. If this is the first step of the thousand-layer routine, he has thoroughly put himself The routine has entered... Osamu Dazai should have figured this out a long time ago.

So, after saying this, he laughed lowly at himself.

His voice was too low, and he spoke so fast that Araki Ryosuke didn't have time to hear what he was saying clearly.

"Say it again?"

"No." Osamu Dazai resisted, and he decided to bury the truth in his heart forever, "Actually, I've been wanting to ask, but the outline of Ryosuke's facial features doesn't look like a person from his own country, completely—completely guess I don't know where they are from."

Araki Ryosuke thought for a while: "I should be a Roman...Of course, I'm not sure."

After all, the memory of the previous kings was gone, but judging from the pronunciation of their conversation, it seemed to be in Latin, so he guessed that.

"What about you? Dazai, I don't know where you are from." He asked back.

This made Ryosuke Araki very curious, because from his memory, Osamu Dazai came to the metropolis of Yokohama alone. He is obviously not an orphan, because he uses delicate words and is definitely well-educated. So where is his family?And why was Mori Ogai picked up by Mori Ogai after an attempted suicide?

His past of joining Hong Kong Black was completely blank, as if he had been completely hidden by someone.

This...is so similar to Araki Ryosuke.

Ryosuke Araki suddenly felt that his heart became softer, like a piece of snow falling on the ground, because this shows that their experiences after joining Gang Hei are overlapping, and they started their career in the strange city of Yokohama at the same time. A new story, the gears of fate are so tightly meshed.

On the first night after waking up from suicide in Yokohama, Osamu Dazai met Ryosuke Araki.

On the same day, Ryosuke Araki, who ended the Holy Grail War in Yokohama, met Osamu Dazai.

"I grew up in Tsugaru." Dazai Osamu's expression became much gentler, as expected, his hometown is soft to everyone, "The rest are... secrets, Ryosuke."

He hopes that Ryosuke Araki can discover the stories before Hong Kong and Hei, because Osamu Dazai is not a book that is simply read and passed. He unfolds the pages of the book at will, and hides deeper stories in the paper, time and time again. , Impatient people leave after seeing it, but he is still waiting for someone to discover his secret.

After finishing speaking, Osamu Dazai suddenly stretched out his hand under the street lamp, where a layer of foggy orange light from the street lamp cast on him from top to bottom.

"……Snowing!"

Osamu Dazai let go of Ryosuke Araki's hand, and he stretched out both hands in the air, trying hard to hold the crystal snowflakes falling from the sky, his iris-colored eyes shone with pure joy, he He jumped happily on the spot. No one thought that his happiness would be so simple.

This is an unfathomable young mafia, the unforgivable black mud in the world, the little monster of Hong Kong gangsters, the beautiful skin but a rotten corpse... so many nicknames surround Osamu Dazai and demonize him, Gradually even he himself thought so, but in fact, who would have thought that he was only 15 years old.

Why is there so much injustice in the world that being too smart can become a crime of disgust.Who wouldn't want to be able to live easily?Those who don't need to think about these things are really lucky, because those who realize the truth too early are always feared and excluded by everyone, and they accuse him of being a monster in turn, which is really ridiculous.

It's strange how Osamu Dazai thinks he hates him like this.

He doesn't hate it.

Noticing his gaze, Osamu Dazai held the snowflakes in front of Ryosuke Araki, like some precious treasure, they quickly melted in his palm.

"--look!"

Araki Ryosuke stared at his palm, his heart was slightly touched, and an inexplicable warmth flowed through his heart: "...Well, I saw it."

"However, they can't be held at all." Osamu Dazai didn't even notice that he was showing disappointment, "Ah, they disappeared."

Complying with his own will, Ryosuke Araki raised his hand, and the snowflakes falling in mid-air stopped for a moment, they were like small Christmas light bulbs, floating up and down around Dazai Osamu, like many pieces staying for the breeze The soft clouds gently surrounded Osamu Dazai.

In the still snowflakes, Osamu Dazai smiled at him, although he was eager, but he lowered his hand and didn't try to touch it.

"You can touch it with your hands, don't worry," Ryosuke Araki saw through what he was thinking, so he said, "My ability is very special, and there is no way to eliminate your disqualification in the world."

"really?"

"I won't lie to you." Ryosuke Araki said, "Really."

Therefore, Osamu Dazai raised his arm carefully, and the moment his fingertips touched the snowflakes, the still snowflakes came to life again, and they revolved around Osamu Dazai under the control of Ryosuke Araki's ability, just like suddenly A pure white wind blows.

Osamu Dazai has never seen such a scene. In his eyes are whirling white flowers, composed of snowflakes that he likes and cannot stop from dissipating from his palm... He who has always been isolated from the strange phenomena of supernatural powers can finally stand unscrupulously. in it.

His ability is human disqualification, which can eliminate the effect of any supernatural power, but he needs to survive in a world surrounded by supernatural powers.

He seems to have stepped into a weird and strange space, which is incompatible with the people around him. Osamu Dazai is in it, but he is like an isolated island.If you don't work out scheming, you will die, if you don't learn to plan, you will be used. There are many times when you want to end your life, but it is not the peaceful death he wants.

Osamu Dazai wanted to die facing the vigorous sunshine, and to sleep forever in a place with flowers, instead of rotting away casually and being trampled by others.

He thought... at this moment, even if someone... let him die immediately, it doesn't matter, because he feels...

……very happy.

Like shimmering shards.

At this time, he heard Araki Ryosuke's voice, and he said, "Dazai, do you like it?"

Osamu Dazai replied: "...I like it."

"really?"

"Well... I really like it."

Osamu Dazai came back to his senses, he ran out from the snowflakes surrounding him, came to Ryosuke Araki, hugged him, and buried his head on his shoulder: "I like..."

"I like it very much, I like it very much..."

My favorite heart was beating so fast that I didn't know what to do.

Araki Ryosuke was taken aback for a moment, he was at a loss and didn't know how to respond to his actions, the Snow Flower he was controlling lost control and returned to the state of free fall, gradually, he relaxed and hugged Osamu Dazai back, The latter made him almost out of breath.

"Shall we go eat?" Araki Ryosuke turned his head and said, Dazai Osamu's black hair made his cheeks itch, "Aren't you hungry?"

"..."

Osamu Dazai said, "I'm not hungry, I just want you to come out."

At this moment, he is simply too honest.If it weren't for the fact that there is no magic world here, Ryosuke Araki would have thought that Osamu Dazai had taken some veritaserum.

"Because it's my birthday tomorrow?"

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai slowly let go of him, and replied childishly: "That's right, it's just the two of us, this is our anniversary."

"Don't want others..."

Ryosuke Araki laughed, showing a sly expression: "I guessed it."

So the movement of leaving the school gate also changed, Osamu Dazai took his hand again, and they simply walked around Xiongying's campus to pass the time.

...Is this a date?

But no one said it, because Osamu Dazai was thinking about the birthday gift he hadn't given yet, while Ryosuke Araki wondered whether Osamu Dazai really understood what he did wrong. There is no challenge.

I don't know how long the time has passed, Araki Ryosuke glanced at his watch and found that it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening.

"Let's go back to the dormitory." He thought for a while, "If you don't want to be crowded with Zhongya, then I'll sleep in the middle."

"I'm a cheapskate." Osamu Dazai said stubbornly, "Don't go back tonight, right?"

Originally, he was already prepared for the other party's rejection, but he heard Ryosuke Araki's voice: "Okay."

"...?"

"I said, okay." Araki Ryosuke said, the clock is almost at twelve o'clock, as if everything is about to start again, a new day is about to start, "You don't want to be the first one in the early morning to say happy birthday to me People? Isn't this your original plan?"

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes wide: "I..."

He clasped Osamu Dazai's hand with his backhand, and stared into his eyes: "If you have anything else you want to tell me, just tell me. I'm just an ordinary person, you see, I'm always the same as you and Ranpo's schemes. I didn't realize it until later, so, can you be a little patient with me?"

Patience is never one-sided, and Ryosuke Araki doesn't think he is a perfect person, and he has many shortcomings...too soft, easily influenced by others, and always behaves abnormally cold and ruthless in certain places, even being swayed by the Holy Grail Take advantage, he's also a thoroughly bad guy, and he's grateful that those around him forgave him.

"Sometimes, I can tell what you're thinking with my intuition, but more often than not, I might miss what you really want to express. Of course, I'm not worth a damn for you smart people." But if I don't understand, you can talk until I understand, don't walk away alone or choose to remain silent, okay?"

In the warm orange light of the street lamp, they looked at each other silently.

Osamu Dazai finally realized the source of their quarrel before, which made Ryosuke Araki give up liking him. This was like sparks that ignited suddenly. His heart was pounding, and he realized one thing more clearly...that is , It's true, he still didn't think about giving up on him.

He put his hand on his chest and pressed it, as if this would stop his heartbeat from accelerating, and the memories of the past came to mind uncontrollably.

It was a Hong Kong gangster mission, and the local arms dealer in Yokohama who was negotiating with them was a man with the same disgusting hobbies as the previous leader.Osamu Dazai hated the way he looked at Ryosuke Araki, and he also hated the order from the former leader to ask Osamu Dazai to contact him. In the end, he changed into a black suit and went.

But if it wasn't for him to negotiate, it would have been Ryosuke Araki.

Osamu Dazai is a cheapskate, how could he allow this to happen?So he might as well go by himself.

Mori Ogai always said that he was asking about some boring things, but those contents were not boring to him. Just mentioning that the leader touched Araki Ryosuke's hand, he would feel sick and nauseous. It also became one of the reasons why he and Mori Ogai formed an accomplice.

Although he didn't have any physical contact with that man, when Ryosuke Araki drove to pick him up, he couldn't restrain his anger. Even Osamu Dazai was frightened by his suppressed anger expression , because Ryosuke Araki went straight to the man, and shot him down in front of everyone.

Blood splattered all over the floor, and the man's body fell down limply, landing on the edge of Ryosuke Araki's shoe.

"This is the mission." Osamu Dazai said, "You screwed up."

"Go to the fucking mission." Araki Ryosuke said, the people around him were stunned, "I am the young master of Hong Kong gangsters, do you understand what it means? It means that I am unhappy and I can kill if I want to."

Osamu Dazai really liked his reckless appearance, so he watched intently, trying to remember everything in his mind.

But then, he suddenly realized that Araki Ryosuke was so angry because he liked him.

Oops, it shouldn’t be like this, Osamu Dazai began to shrink back, because of this fact, he felt timidity and fear that he had never had before—he couldn’t accept his observation that the ending of the non-human getting along diary was like this—— It was him, Dazai Osamu, who made the god Ryosuke Araki into a complete human being.

"I just did what I had to do," he could only repeat, panic consuming him.

Osamu Dazai subconsciously put on a sneering expression to disguise himself because of the emotional tension, knowing that he was looking that insignificant again.

If Araki Ryosuke starts to be bound by personal feelings, then everything is Dazai Osamu's fault, he can't bear this responsibility, why would he let things go bad like this.He didn't want him to become a pitiful human being, because human beings would be worthless if they were alive. This was Osamu Dazai's disqualification in the world.

Araki Ryosuke: "Are you proud of this kind of thing? Do you think you can joke about it?"

Osamu Dazai chose to remain silent at the time, and this seemed to make Ryosuke Araki understand another meaning, so he snorted coldly and said, "Why do I expect anything from you?"

Afterwards, Ryosuke Araki got in the car and drove away, leaving Dazai Osamu and his subordinates where they were. After that, his attitude towards him also changed. The original cold divinity was restored.

Osamu Dazai should have felt relieved, isn't that what he wanted?But why did he care more and more about this matter.

There are 1000 million ways to obtain information, but he chose to deceive the girl named Yuxing, and used Nakahara Chuya to let Araki Ryosuke know, and then took the opportunity to kiss him on the cheek and observe his reaction.When he was dragged into the room at the auction, he pretended not to care and mentioned the incident.

And now, he understands.

"I promise you. And that matter... Ryosuke, actually I don't... I don't think it's proud to play with other people's feelings." Dazai Osamu said, he lowered his head, the hem of the kimono made a bell sound, He's like a stray cat thrown aside, "If that's what you want to hear."

An awkward silence.

He didn't hear an answer, so, after a moment, Osamu Dazai raised his head.

He keenly heard the faint sound of the ticking of the watch, and the hands moved to twelve.

In front of him, Ryosuke Araki showed him a big smile: "A new day has begun, and you can wish me a happy birthday, Dazai. Then, it's an agreement, don't hide from each other anymore. Only this time you are going to give me a happy birthday." What kind of birthday gift do I have? ... Also, what was your bet with me last time?"

He didn't forget that Osamu Dazai said that if he found out what he was doing, he would give him something very precious.

"It's me, myself, okay?" Osamu Dazai said.

Araki Ryosuke immediately reacted, this time he ran towards him and crashed into the opponent's arms, Dazai Osamu caught him, hugged him for half a circle, then put him on the ground, Touched the tip of his nose with the tip of his nose: "Happy birthday."

"anything else?"

"……like you."