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As his voice fell, the whole dream began to collapse, like a weathered and decayed wall, the fragments were peeled off to reveal the original appearance, Araki Ryosuke opened his eyes, feeling a burst of unreal trance, until a hand Stretched out in front of him and shook, his soul returned to his body.

It was Merlin, he even snapped his fingers in front of Ryosuke Araki, showing a comforting smile, then he blinked, poked his head over, cast his figure on him, and said, "How? What? So? Do you know what kind of wish you made now?"

His figure sounded very energetic, and only then did Ryosuke Araki have the sense of reality that he had returned to the original world.

Araki Ryosuke groaned, his head still felt a pain, and he turned his face to one side, only to see the flowing clouds outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.He didn't know when he was already in the room, and the lights here were a bit dim, and he could only see the faint glimmer of those clouds.

—he was lying on the ground?

He blinked sluggishly, a little unresponsive why he felt warm, and the back of his head was soft. Just after that, a hand suddenly landed on his forehead, helping him to gently brush away the broken hair, The movement naturally rubbed his earlobe, and then a familiar voice sounded with concern: "Do you feel better?"

Ryosuke Araki: "!"

Only at this time did he realize that he was actually lying in Arthur's arms, who was sitting on an army green cushion, letting him rest on his lap, with his hands on his cheeks.

He snapped back to his senses, screamed in his heart, and immediately put up his hands, and hurriedly got up under the eyes of Merlin with a clear smile.

This reaction made Arthur laugh, and he let out a muffled laugh: "What's the matter?"

The King of Knights let go, his hands were naturally propped on the ground, and he watched him with a smile on his lips.

Merlin: "Don't lie down for a while longer? This is the knee pillow of the King of Great Britain?! How many people dream of bliss? And I can guarantee that my king is still very happy haha..."

Before he could speak, Arthur spoke out one step ahead of him, eagerly retorting in a low voice, "Merlin!"

The flower magician Mei Linlu deliberately showed a hurt expression, but there was a teasing smile on the corner of his mouth: "Wow! What's going on? Am I not telling the truth? Could it be that the king will be punished for telling the truth?" Punishment? This is so unfair!"

To be honest, I don’t know if it’s because Merlin has already solved the Holy Grail’s conspiracy. After a short period of seriousness, this guy returned to his unhurried look, or Shou’s sloppy character, as if the whole thing is not right. As if it would pose a particularly large threat——

But when he thinks that Merlin is just a half-human, because of his half-nightmare relationship, his attitude towards feelings is actually very indifferent. His ability to show concern for Araki Ryosuke already represents that he has a very special position in his mind. .

Noticing Ryosuke Araki's gaze, Merlin looked at him: "You don't have to be so eager, you're too suspicious of disregarding the relationship. Ah... how should I put it, since my king feels sorry for what he said before I'm sorry, let him do something for you, the knee pillow is just to relieve your burden."

"Look here." Merlin spread his hands, his white hair fell on his shoulders, he pointed to the French windows, with a smile on his lips, "This is the training room of the Hero Department, there is no place to sleep comfortably, and you can't Let you just pass out on the grass in that forest, and it was raining outside before, so I brought you here."

It turned out to be the case.

No wonder he woke up to find himself indoors, in such dim light outside, lying in Arthur's warm arms.It has to be said that although the heroic spirits are no longer normal human beings, they still maintain the body temperature of ordinary people, as if they really exist, making people attached to them.

He turned his head to look at Arthur. The latter stared at him for a moment, and then looked away unnaturally, presumably because Merlin had hit on his idea.Ryosuke Araki thought for a while, and then he did something that is still unbelievable when he thinks about it now...

He lay back down slowly, slowly, then took Arthur's hand beside him and covered his forehead.

Ryosuke Araki: "Okay, I'm not feeling well, so let's just leave it at that."

Arthur: "...?!"

The King of Knights was stunned for a moment, but he quickly reacted and relaxed his body cooperatively.And Ryosuke Araki didn't think why he subconsciously made such a move, and an indescribable feeling of guilt surged into his mind, and he suddenly thought of Osamu Dazai.

How should I put it, he is also in a coma, he is lying comfortably in the arms of King Arthur, and Osamu Dazai in Yokohama may not be as lucky as him, he is probably lying on the concrete floor, if Chuya is still If there is some compassion, he may be moved to the dormitory, but no matter how you say it, it is not as good as his current treatment.

Arthur paused, and said gently: "Do you need me to cover your eyes for you? The light is not very comfortable, will it feel dazzling?"

……Oops!Feel more guilty!

"Come on, go on." He said, pulling Arthur's hand, and the other's fingers ran through his black hair. He could feel that Arthur's mood had improved. This is really a king who is easy to satisfy, " I'll just lie down and talk, do you mind?"

Merlin laughed: "I don't mind, but I feel a little bit excluded."

Saying this, he heard the sound of groping for the fabric in his ear, and felt a warm breath coming. Araki Ryosuke's arm hanging by his side touched the soft satin. He subconsciously tightened his fingers and found himself Grabbed the cloth as smooth as water.

"It's my robe." The corner of the clothes was gently pulled away, and Merlin said, he grabbed Ryosuke Araki's finger, and put it in his hand to play with, "Brother Merlin also sat down unceremoniously." If I stand alone, I always feel like an outsider."

Araki Ryosuke: "...Okay."

Although Merlin said so, his eyes were covered by Arthur's hand, so he couldn't see how they were sitting now. His mind uncontrollably came up with various possible postures of the three of them at this time, always feeling Either way, it's weird—

No, forget it, that's not the point.

"Don't worry, I remembered to lock the door." Merlin said as if he had seen through what he was thinking.

Oh... Araki Ryosuke was silent for a moment, but he realized again, wait, but what does this have to do with locking the door? !

"...I said it! I said it's down to business." He decided to turn to the right route, not to be misled by Merlin, "I went to Osamu Dazai's dream, and then I came to a few conclusions, about My own words..."

Arthur: "You don't have to force yourself to say what you don't want to say."

Merlin squeezed his fingers, as if silently agreeing with Arthur's words, which gave Araki Ryosuke courage.

It has to be said that Araki Ryosuke was relieved by their reaction. He is not a person who likes to lie, but there are some things he does not want to say completely, even if he knows that Arthur and Merlin have no malice towards him, but some things It is not allowed to be known to others. This is what is called a secret.

So he sorted out his thoughts, and slowly said the information he got.

First, his wish is to abandon human feelings—probably because he was deeply hurt by everyone, so he doesn't want to feel this feeling anymore.

It made him feel weird to say such words. If a person says "I'm hurt", then his sadness level will be discounted, because when the sadness reaches a certain level, those words are no matter what. Out of the throat, grief becomes something private.

Although the sufferer may be tempted to confide in others, because human beings live in groups, but others will look down on you because of this, and think that what you can say is no big deal, they can't understand your true feelings, they can only hypocritically agree , so this sadness was downplayed.

Araki Ryosuke is equivalent to the person who listens at this moment, the only special thing is that the person who speaks is the original self.

If it's because the Grail stripped him of his emotions and made him apathetic, then it might have worked, and for him, watching that memory was like watching a movie starring himself, only with the same There was no special touch on the face, and those sorrows melted silently after a night like falling snow.

He couldn't help but start to judge his original self—probably he was really a coward.

The person who gets the Holy Grail has many wishes, to bring the subjugated country back to the glorious era, correct the wrong history, and make himself the strongest warrior... Compared with this, his wishes are simply too private and small, like is a wish a loser would make.

Now that he mentioned the Holy Grail wishing, it led to the second message he got at this moment, that is, the Holy Grail is indeed a polluted version, it fully utilized Araki Ryosuke's wish, and then achieved the ending it wanted, using His small expectations were fulfilled in an evil way.

He wanted to get rid of human emotions, out of human body, and the Holy Grail turned him into a human, which is so ironic.

The Holy Grail deliberately misinterpreted his wish: if he no longer has human emotions, he can be split into two points. Since he doesn’t want to have emotions, he must first have them before losing them, thus turning him into a human being full of emotions. If you want to get rid of feelings, you need other help, so the Holy Grail hid in his body along the way, suppressing his feelings.

In this case……

Ryosuke Araki realized the danger belatedly.

No wonder, no wonder that after talking to Ayatsuji pedestrian, his thinking has changed very extreme. I am afraid that there is also a hand guided by the Holy Grail, right?

And he completely concealed his experience before becoming a heroic spirit. Ryosuke Araki thought it was unnecessary to say it. He just told Merlin and Arthur the above analysis in a few brief sentences. The two heroic spirits listened carefully , did not interrupt or question, and fulfilled his promise.

"..."

After listening to his explanation, Merlin groaned: "...I don't know what to do with this? Such a wish..."

He stared at Ryosuke Araki with complicated eyes, as if he was wondering why, but even so, he didn't ask aloud.

"Sure enough, you still have to ask humans for help, right?"

From his sentence, it is obvious that the human beings that Merlin mentioned are not all human beings, but a specific "someone".

Arthur was also lost in thought, and a face flashed in his mind, so he hesitated and said slowly: "...you mean—"

"That's right, my king and I should think of one person!"

After the voice fell, Merlin gathered and held Araki Ryosuke's hand, and said with affirmation: "Of course, I went to find Lixiang! Although I don't know when she is at this time, if it is her, I should be able to think of how to do it. Let’s do it? Because she always has wonderful ideas that us heroic spirits can’t think of!”

This is a strange yet familiar name.

"Lixiang...?" It sounded like a girl's name, Araki Ryosuke felt at a loss, "Do I know her?"

Merlin's laughter came from the top of his head: "Well, it's okay, she made a wish every day to bring you to her Chaldea, but she didn't succeed once, I told her about your treasure. The appearance of resentment is too familiar. Oh, yes, her name is Fujimaru Tachika, and she is the last human master after the destruction of human civilization in the future."

"...she knows my real name?"

Merlin let out a sigh, and for some reason held back a smile: "Probably, I saw some messages about you from her, but I didn't find the name. But Tachika Fujimaru is really a knowledgeable person who can't be seen from the outside. Master, cough cough, don't let her hear me... Anyway, when most of us show up for the first time, she found out our real names from history, it's really surprising."

——Sounds like a pretty amazing existence.

"Okay, my king, let's go." Merlin changed into a relaxed voice, and there was another sound of fabric rubbing, "Don't be too sad, I probably won't be away for a long time..."

"And aren't there Sherlock Holmes and the Earl here? We—"

Before he finished speaking, the door of the training room that was supposed to be locked was slammed open with a crashing sound.

"Hey, does this count as a secret meeting of our Class A?" A lively voice said emotionally, "It's unbelievable to think that we will have a sleepover in the forest next week! I'm so happy. I can't concentrate, will I meet the girls from Class B then?!"

"Haha, as expected of Shangming, he always thinks of impossible things, but he's a man!"

"If you say that, I will be angry! What is impossible!"

"...don't be noisy," it was a very familiar, cute-sounding voice, although the volume was a bit low, but it was very prominent, especially recognizable, and Araki Ryosuke immediately recognized that it belonged to the man named Green Valley The boy's voice from Chujiu said, "Xiaosheng and Mr. Hong are not here, what do they think?"

"I--"

"..."

Then, as if he had finally seen the scene in the training room clearly, the originally noisy classroom door fell into a dead silence.

"Ah, Mr. Arthur?" Someone said in disbelief.

Ryosuke Araki: "..."

He didn't know what these two people were thinking, anyway, he felt a little suffocated.

In an unspeakable silence, Ryosuke Araki pulled away Arthur's hand that covered his eyes, and finally saw the posture of the three of them clearly at this moment, and the doubts he had suppressed before were answered.

Ryosuke Araki's expression became more and more subtle, while the expression of Izuku Midori, who was standing at the door looking at him, became more and more frightened.

Arthur was holding him, the windbreaker he had taken off covered his body, he was pillowing on Arthur's knee, and Merlin was sitting on the other side of him, pulling his fingers without letting go, while the other Putting his hands on Arthur's shoulders, he surrounded Ryosuke Araki - the composition is a wonderful stable triangle, world, world, name, painting.

Midoriya Izuku closed his eyes abruptly, bowed, and shouted in panic: "That, that—yes! No! Get up!"

He slammed the door shut, shaking the door frame so hard that he shut the door with his classmates who were still in a daze, and quickly cut off their sight.

Saved, Midoriya Izuku thought sadly.