I really really love you

After Shen Xingquan took a shower, he came out wrapped in a towel, while Gu Yize had already tucked into the bed and played with his mobile phone.

Shen Xingquan quietly took out the things in the bag and put them next to the bed, dried his hair with a hair dryer, retracted into the bed,

Shen Xingquan snatched Gu Yize's phone and put it aside, turned over to get on top of Gu Yize, supported his body with his arms, and kissed Gu Yize.

Shen Xingquan's tongue stuck into Gu Yize's mouth. This time, Gu Yize was no longer as tender as the first time. He opened his teeth and sucked Shen Xingquan's tongue.

The kiss was long and intense, and after missing for many days, Gu Yize was numb from the kiss, his face was flushed, and he almost suffocated. When he felt that he was about to die, he pushed Shen Xingquan, and Shen Xingquan just realized. After kissing for a long time, I immediately withdraw it.

At this moment, the emotions were at their peak, Shen Xingquan suppressed the rising fire in his body, and asked provocatively: "Is it time to try the taste of a real car? Are you willing?"

Gu Yize also had a fire in his body, but he still thought about those things, so he just nodded with a blushing face.

Shen Xingquan fished out the prepared condom and oil from the side of the bed, knelt down and put it on, when his arms were stretched back again, when he saw Gu Yize's blushing face and thin body, Shen Xingquan suddenly felt distressed, he couldn't bear it, He was afraid that he would hurt him, this was the person he cared about most, and he didn't want him to suffer even the slightest grievance.

Shen Xingquan thought about it, then turned over and lay back.

Seeing Shen Xingquan lying back in a moment of nervousness, Gu Yize doubted Shen Xingquan's ability for a moment.

"Come on." Shen Xingquan spoke first.

"???" Gu Yize had a question mark on his face. He really hadn't really thought about the role assignment before, and never thought that he would be the next one. Now he was fully prepared in his heart, but the other party changed his mind again.

"Why?" Gu Yize had come to this point, so he had to ask clearly.

"I'm afraid I'll hurt you." Shen Xingquan said softly, his eyes full of distress.

Gu Yize no longer knew how he was feeling.

"It will hurt the first time." Gu Yize became proactive, "This time I owe you one."

After speaking, Gu Yize kissed Shen Xingquan.

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An hour later, Gu Yize's slender fingers gripped the bed sheet tightly, and the fingertips turned red. His stomach was already full of fragrance, and his teeth were about to be bitten off by him. He had to pretend to be calm on the surface, afraid that Shen Xingquan would be afraid of his pain.

He was really in pain, not completely in pain, anyway, it was a feeling that life would be worse than death. He wanted to end it sooner, but Shen Xingquan was afraid that he would hurt, so he was cautious and procrastinated. Gu Yize was almost annoyed to death.

"Hurry up." Gu Yize finally couldn't help it anymore, and his irritability erupted together with a painful expression.

"Why don't I solve it myself." Shen Xingquan stopped and was concerned.

"I want you to hurry up." Gu Yize yelled at him again, showing that caring too much about himself is not a good thing.

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After 5 minutes, Gu Yize finally came back to life, but the down there was still very uncomfortable. He was lying on the bed like a dead fish, with nothing to love.

Shen Xingquan originally wanted to ask Gu Yize to take a bath, but seeing Gu Yize's appearance, he felt distressed and blamed himself, so he gave up the idea and went to take a bath by himself.

After Shen Xingquan took a shower, he poured a basin of hot water, dipped a towel in the hot water and wiped it off for Gu Yize, and then dried it with a dry towel.

After finishing, Shen Xingquan went back to sleep on the bed, stretched out his hand to hold Gu Yize in his arms, and let Gu Yize rest on his arm.

Although Gu Yize was exhausted, he still couldn't sleep and felt a little uncomfortable.When he closed his eyes and couldn't relieve his pain, Shen Xingquan had already let out a heavy snort, and it seemed that the perpetrator had fallen asleep.

Gu Yize leaned against Shen Xingquan's chest, closed his eyes, slowly fell asleep as if it had been a long time, as if it hadn't been long.

Gu Yize knew that he hadn't slept for a long time, and a pain came from his side, which was more severe than the pain in his lower body. Gu Yize had no choice but to cover his waist, grin his teeth and wait, to see if it would be as painful as it was two days ago.

This kind of pain was so piercing and severe that Gu Yize could not cover it with his hands, nor could he grab it. He wished he could leave this world immediately and not suffer from these tortures anymore.

He slowly sat up from Shen Xingquan's arms, bent sideways, expecting to relieve the pain, but the pain was still intense, compared to the pain here, the pain below was nothing worth mentioning.

Gu Yize endured for 10 minutes, feeling that he was about to collapse, so he pushed Shen Xingquan, "Brother Quan, Brother Quan."

Pushed by him, Shen Xingquan was first startled, then subconsciously reached out to turn on the light.

Shen Xingquan's bleary sleepy eyes flashed light, seeing Gu Yize's pale face with pain, and his expression of extreme pain, he immediately woke up, wondering if it was the sin he did last night, feeling distressed and blaming himself.

"What's wrong?" Shen Xingquan sat up and hugged Gu Yize.

"It should be a kidney stone." Gu Yize knew that his pain point was in the kidney, and it was extremely painful. In addition, his parents and uncle had both had stones, so he probably judged that he was a stone.

"Go to the hospital." Shen Xingquan let go of Gu Yize and began to put on his clothes. No matter what it was, it hurt so much that he had to go to the hospital.

"Call 120!" Shen Xingquan quickly put on his clothes and picked up his phone.

"Don't..." Gu Yize gasped in pain, struggling to speak, "First see if there is a taxi, if it doesn't work, then call 120." Gu Yize still can't do 120 for a stone.

Shen Xingquan immediately hailed a car from the taxi-hailing app, then helped Gu Yize put on his clothes and scarf, and went out to wait for the car.

Gu Yize walked down with his waist supported all the time, Shen Xingquan was on the sidelines anxiously, wanted to hug Gu Yize down, but Gu Yize pushed him away, saying that he could walk.

After waiting on the side of the road for a while, but the car hadn't arrived yet, Gu Yize squatted on the side of the road with his waist supported.

Over there, Shen Xingquan received a call from the driver, who should have asked where they were. After explaining, Shen Xingquan said in an extremely impatient tone, "Please, please hurry up." The delay was very long.

It was the first time for Gu Yize to see Shen Xingquan speak in such an impatient tone in front of him, his heart was warm but the pain continued.

Shen Xingquan squatted down and hugged Gu Yize, wrapped Gu Yize in his down, blamed himself and felt distressed, leaned against his face and said, "It's my fault."

Gu Yize knew he was right, but he didn't want to talk, so he turned his head and kissed Shen Xingquan on the cheek.

The car finally arrived, and Gu Yize sat on the car, leaning on Shen Xingquan's shoulder, being held in Shen Xingquan's arms, and he didn't care what the driver thought of the two boys who were hugging him to the hospital late at night.

Gu Yize finally made it to the hospital, and heard that the driver's charge was [-] more than usual. When he suffered from kidney pain, he couldn't help but feel pain for a while, and then hurriedly opened the door to go out. The pain was so painful that he was dying.

After entering the hospital, Gu Yize lay down on a chair in the lobby and asked Shen Xingquan to register. Shen Xingquan did not finish writing Gu Yize's information smoothly, registered, and helped Gu Yize to the emergency room.

The doctor asked a few questions, then walked behind Gu Yize, and slammed Gu Yize on the back. Shen Xingquan watched from behind, subconsciously raised his hand, and saw Gu Yize stand up suddenly, making the appearance of vomiting. The doctor seemed to have met him. Pointing to the trash can at the door, Gu Yize stalked over, and Shen Xingquan hurriedly followed to support Gu Yize's back.

After Gu Yize vomited, a comfortable and sour feeling came out, and the kidney pain still didn't ease.

Seeing that Gu Yize had finished vomiting, Shen Xingquan didn't touch the paper and didn't care about staining his clothes. He took his sleeve to help Gu Yize wipe his mouth, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Gu Yize nodded, returned to his seat, the doctor sighed: "Stone, so young."

"Doctor, see if you can help him relieve the pain first." Shen Xingquan felt distressed when he heard that, thinking that Gu Yize was in severe pain now, he wanted to ask the doctor to help him relieve the pain first.

"Go to the photo first, and then come to me to prescribe medicine." The doctor handed the list to Shen Xingquan, "Go to the fourth floor."

Shen Xingquan went to pay the money now, picked up Gu Yize who was lying on the chair, and rushed to the fourth floor.

After the doctor fumbled and took the photos, they went back to the first floor. Shen Xingquan let Gu Yize lie on the chair, and ran around by himself, prescribing and taking medicine.

From the beginning of the pain to the time when he got the medicine, Gu Yize was in pain for two and a half hours. Every moment was painful, and he didn't want to give up his body all the time.

Drop by drop, this is the second bottle, and Gu Yize's pain still hasn't been relieved, he stares at each drop of the medicine, expecting that this drop is a miracle medicine that can relieve the pain that is worse than death.

Shen Xingquan has been watching by the bed, holding Gu Yize's hand tightly, asking from time to time if it still hurts, and always pays attention to whether the medicine is finished, and immediately rings the bell when it is almost finished, calling the nurse sister.

It took about three bottles before Gu Yize's pain began to ease. It happened that a burst of drowsiness struck, and Gu Yize fell asleep with his eyes closed.

Not daring to fall asleep, Gu Yize woke up every once in a while to check if the medicine was finished and to see Brother Quan who had been staring at him.

Shen Xingquan watched Gu Yize wake up from time to time, touched his face: "Sleep well, I'll watch."

"I'm afraid that if you fall asleep, you won't be by my side."

"No, I will always be with you." Shen Xingquan held Gu Yize's hand tightly.

Gu Yize fell asleep again, this time he had a dream, a dream that he had never had before.

Under the warm autumn sun, the autumn wind blows the dead leaves slightly, and the golden rice sways gently with the wind.

The two old men held each other's wrinkled hands and sat in the rocking chair to bask in the sun.

The wind blows the dead leaves off, and they fly a few circles in the air before falling on the soft soil.

The two old men slowly closed their eyes, and the faint breath gradually dissipated, but their hands were tightly held in the air.

Two people are together all their lives until they go to another world.

"Aze, Aze." Shen Xingquan called Gu Yize softly, "The needle is about to be pulled out."

Gu Yize was woken up, thinking about the dream just now, he couldn't see the faces of the two old people clearly, but he believed that it was him and Brother Quan, it must be, it must be.

After going through this night, Gu Yize decided to give the rest of his life to this boy in front of him, this man, his brother Quan, and his lover.