I really really love you

"When the exam time is up, candidates stop answering."

The female voice broadcast sounded in every classroom on campus, composing the prelude to early summer, but it became the final chapter of a period of time.

The young man stopped writing in response, and put it down, like a battle-tested veteran putting down his personal weapon, spreading his fighting spirit and breath in this scorching early summer.

Gu Yize walked out of the examination room and waited for the invigilator to finish counting the test papers, and waited for the school to release the trapped animals on the first floor.

In the corridor, everyone had different moods, some cheered like a bird out of a cage, some cried with deep sorrow, and some like Gu Yize just watched the pouring rain outside without thinking about anything.

The rain started from light to light, the raindrops gradually became larger, and finally turned into a downpour.

This rain is like a blessing, celebrating the release of these teenagers who have been restrained for a long time, and celebrating the end of the ten-year cold window.

This rain is like a warning, telling every teenager that you have walked out of the paradise that will never be seen again in this life. From now on, you have to face this world alone. Whether the world is good or evil, you have to face it by yourself .

The rain is so heavy that even an umbrella can't cover it, because there are some evils in the world that even omnipotent parents can't stop, because children without umbrellas have to run hard.

Gu Yize handed over the materials that he had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to the scrap dealer, and finally exchanged them for less than twenty, which happened to be the money for taking a taxi home from school, but he didn't want to go home now.

"Brother Gu, let's go." Xu Zhao hugged Gu Yize's shoulder from behind.

"Who are there?" Gu Yize asked as he put the money in his pocket.

Xu Zhao walked out with his arms around him, and said as he walked, "Seven, Jin Yue must have, and his two girlfriends, we also have a few who have a good time here."

Gu Yize nodded, "What's the plan?"

"Eat first, then go to the bar for a stroll, eat supper and sing K, high until dawn." Xu Zhao let go of Gu Yize, raised his hands and twisted.

Gu Yize suddenly felt that he shouldn't have agreed to him in the first place.

After eating, they wandered all the way to the bar, and Gu Yize went in last.

The lights in the bar were flickering, wishing to scare people's eyes. Under the lights, the hot girl in a bikini twisted like a water snake, showing off her proud figure like flipping banknotes.

Didn't see... alas... didn't see.

Gu Yize turned his head to the side of the bar, and looked at the little brother who was mixing drinks inside. The little brother was shaking handsomely and coolly. Gu Yize couldn't take his eyes off him. Suddenly, a chill came from the back of his neck.

"Little handsome guy, can I get to know you?" A beautiful young lady with heavy makeup came up to Gu Yize with a drink.

"Sorry, I have an owner." Gu Yize resisted the feeling of vomiting, and returned with goosebumps all over his body.

"Let's get to know each other." The young lady opened the WeChat and handed it to Gu Yize.

Gu Yize was not easy to evade, so he took the phone and typed Xu Zhao's WeChat account, then put the phone back into the young lady's hand, and slipped away on the excuse of going to the bathroom.

"Little handsome guy, remember to add me." The young lady shouted from behind.

It's not my business anymore.Gu Yize stepped out of the bar in a few steps, leaving a ruthless back for the young lady.

After leaving the bar, Gu Yize found a milk tea shop nearby, ordered a cup of milk tea and sat in the shop waiting for them to come out after their madness.

While waiting, Gu Yize's thoughts began to wander wildly. Thinking of the young lady just now, he began to recall the things that happened in middle school.

Gu Yize is the tallest one in their class. He thinks that he is good-looking, but he attracts the pursuit of a group of girls, including Xu Zhao's girlfriend Jin Yue.

Gu Yize knew that he was gay. He had no feelings for girls, and he didn't want to deceive others' feelings. He always deliberately kept a distance from girls, and deliberately acted indifferent, so that they could give up a person who could not belong to them.

At that time, after his QQ was posted on the post bar, many people came to add him, and he agreed out of politeness, but those people kept stalking and stalking, which made Gu Yize so annoying that he simply sent them Deleted all, and added some stupid questions to QQ verification to stop others.

How many hairs do I have?

Answer: as many roots as you love

How tall am I?

Answer: Love is as high as it is

When is my lunar birthday?

Answer: when and when love

Where is my home?

Answer: live wherever you like

who am I?

Answer: who is love

Since then, Gu Yize's QQ has returned to its former tranquility, adding people he knows well.

The flames were turned off online, but the flames of war were still unavoidable offline. For those diehards, Gu Yize might have finished making up all the lies in his life.

If it was really impossible to make up a lie, Gu Yize would bring Xu Zhao out to deal with them. With Xu Zhao's stubbornness, he not only settled them, but also gained Gu Yize's biggest fan - Jin Yue.

Perhaps this is Gu Yize's biggest emotional gain. Although he didn't get someone to accompany him, Xu Zhao and Jin Yue did. Now Xu Zhao and Jin Yue are his good friends.

After thinking about it, Xu Zhao and Jin Yue appeared in front of Gu Yize.

"I won't listen, I won't listen." Jin Yue walked ahead with a look of jealousy.

Xu Zhao who followed behind chased Jin Yue innocently and helplessly.

"What's wrong?" Gu Yize asked with a smile.

"I just went in and twisted around for a few minutes, and I actually hooked up with another woman." Jin Yue turned her head away from Xu Zhao with her mouth curled, and snorted a few times.

"I really didn't, and I don't know why he added me on WeChat." Xu Zhao still had an innocent face.

Gu Yize suddenly remembered what he was doing, and quickly asked Xu Zhao to show him the phone. It was indeed the young lady, so Gu Yize had no choice but to explain it to them.

After hearing this, Xu Zhao felt sorry for Gu Yize and said how good it would be for such a beautiful young lady to keep and develop herself.

Jin Yue clicked his tongue, and then began to complain: "I used to think you were a very nice person, but I didn't expect you to harm Xu Zhao of my family. You are no longer the school girl Gu Yize in my heart."

Gu Yize smiled, the aura that Jin Yue once put on his head was taken back by Jin Yue, and it was added to Xu Zhao's head, how wonderful.

In KTV, Jin Yue and Xu Zhao dominated Mai, singing love songs, and vowed to sing a few single dogs to death. Although Gu Yize was a little envious, he had a leisurely time. Anyway, he came to KTV as a companion without singing. Eat snacks and drink drinks.

After singing a song, Jin Yue was going to the bathroom, Xu Zhao turned to look for Gu Yize, he put his arm around Gu Yize's shoulder, picked up a can of wine, "Come on, my dear, I finally liberated, let go and drink."

"Honey" is what Xu Zhao called Gu Yize after Xu Zhao and Gu Yize were at the same table.

After being with Jin Yue, Jin Yue forbade Xu Zhao to call others like that again, but Xu Zhao would still call Gu Yize like that in private.

Now Xu Zhao put his arms around Gu Yize's shoulders and called my dear, but Gu Yize still reacted a bit.

It's not that he didn't think about Xu Zhao, even when Xu Zhao called "Dear", scenes of fantasies appeared in his mind, but they were shattered by his straightforwardness again and again.

The strong air from the air conditioner woke Gu Yize up. He shivered, took the beer in Xu Zhao's hand, clinked glasses with Xu Zhao, and drank it down in one gulp.

He had never drank a can of wine in one breath, without even a drink, but this time he drank it, and he poured it into his stomach with the wine with a little remembrance for Xu Zhao.

After drinking, Gu Yize was shivered by the cold wind again. The temperature of the air conditioner was too low. Gu Yize didn't want to stay here any longer. He said a few words to Xu Zhao and left the KTV.

In the early morning of early summer, it was still slightly cold, but it was much better than the severe cold of KTV. The sky was full of stars, the traffic on the road was sparse, and Gu Yize walked aimlessly.

He and Xu Zhao are at the same table, and they have been at the same table intermittently for three years.

The first time the teacher arranged seats, they became tablemates and friends.

Afterwards, seats were selected based on grades. Gu Yize's grades were better than Xu Zhao's, but the two would always discuss it in advance and then sit at the same table. Although there were occasional failures, most of the time they were sitting at the same table.

After sitting at the same table, Gu Yize plucked Xu Zhao's leg hair, and Xu Zhao pulled Gu Yize's hair. They touched each other's thighs from time to time, and even touched each other's place...

These, to a straight man, are just a joke with a good brother, but to another person it's totally different.

Gu Yize once had a crush on Xu Zhao, but he never showed it. He became an actor with good acting skills in front of him, because he once said that he didn't like such people.

After Xu Zhao and Jin Yue got together, Gu Yize's affection for Xu Zhao gradually faded, and he became willing to be friends and wish them a long time.

I don't know what happened tonight, how could the old love rekindle, how could my heart be moved, could it be because of the atmosphere?Is it because I haven't met love for a long time?

It seems that I need to find someone, someone I love to accompany me on the next journey.

Gu Yize hopes to find someone he likes, and then also likes himself.

He hopes to have such a person in college.