don't you see the stars

I spent time with my younger brother, of course part of this happiness was because I could see Shen Ye, although Ji Xingchen was absolutely unwilling to admit it.

The moonlight outside the window tonight is not so bright.Ji Xingchen was lying on the bed, checking the time almost every 5 minutes, wishing that it would be six o'clock immediately, and wishing to go to the station immediately, but he didn't know why the time passed so slowly today.Due to excessive expectations, Ji Xingchen didn't fall asleep all night, thinking about all kinds of messy things over and over in his mind. Fortunately, the more confused his mind, the easier it is for people to fall asleep, but this sleep almost caused Ji Xingchen to fall asleep. time.

Shen Ye originally planned to pick up Ji Xingchen, but Ji Xingchen didn't agree, so Shen Ye had to wait at the station. There were still more than ten minutes left before departure, but Ji Xingchen was still there.

Shen Ye was a little worried, no one came, and he didn't answer the phone.Shen Ye was almost about to call the police when he saw Ji Xingchen running over in a hurry.

"I'm sorry, I, I overslept, no, I didn't miss the bus, right?" Ji Xingchen said out of breath.

Shen Ye took Ji Xingchen's backpack, supported Ji Xingchen and said, "It's okay, even if you're late, what should you do if you run in such a hurry and you're in danger, I'll pick you up if I knew."

Seeing Shen Ye criticizing himself with a black face, Ji Xingchen didn't feel scared, but felt warm in his heart, so he smirked and said, "I'm fine, let's get in the car first."

As Ji Xingchen said, he wanted his own backpack that time, because his ugly backpack looked out of place on Shen Ye's body.Shen Ye didn't give the backpack to Ji Xingchen, but walked in front with the bag on his back, pulling his own suitcase, and fiercely told Ji Xingchen to follow him closely so that he wouldn't get separated.

Ji Xingchen followed behind Shen Ye obediently. Shen Ye's tall figure completely blocked Ji Xingchen's line of sight and also blocked the crowd.

As soon as he got in the car, Ji Xingchen was looking for Ji Wuli's figure, Ji Xingchen thought that Shen Ye asked his younger brother to get in the car first and wait.Shen Ye said that he was supposed to take Ji Wuli to the exam by plane, but Shen Ye changed the plan to take the high-speed rail, so that he could take himself with him, but Ji Xingchen sat on the seat and did not find Ji Wuli before and after. Leave.

Shen Ye put away his luggage, sat next to Ji Xingchen, and handed over the snacks he had prepared in advance.Ji Xingchen whispered, "Isn't my brother sitting with us?"

"Ji Wuli leaves one day later than us. If he leaves with us, he will have to take a day off. Tomorrow he will fly with other students. Don't worry, there will be a special teacher accompanying him." Shen Ye explained.

Shen Ye had arranged for himself so well, there was nothing to worry about, Ji Xingchen looked at Shen Ye gratefully.

Shen Ye noticed Ji Xingchen's eyes, and said with a helpless smile, "Stop thinking about it, eat something and go back to sleep, leaving so early, I'm sleepy."

Ji Xingchen nodded, ate something indiscriminately, his stomach was no longer hungry, and his head stopped moving. Ji Xingchen heard the sound of his upper and lower eyelids fighting, and the sound of the fighting became smaller and smaller.

Suddenly feeling a shaking, Ji Xingchen opened his eyes. "Brother, where are mom and dad taking us to play?" Ji Wuli shook Ji Xingchen's shoulder.

When Ji Xingchen saw his younger brother's immature face, he couldn't believe it. He turned his head and saw his parents sitting next to him with a travel magazine on their knees. Also ask your own opinion from time to time.

Ji Xingchen couldn't hear what his parents were saying, but their faces were clearly next to him, "Mom, I miss you so much, Dad, look at me" Ji Xingchen said while crying uncontrollably .But no matter how much Ji Xingchen cried, his parents didn't notice him, nor did they answer.

"Chenchen, what's wrong with you! Chenchen" Shen Ye heard crying from around him, and the people around him were also looking this way curiously, Shen Ye hurriedly called Ji Xingchen's name in a low voice.

Shen Ye?How could there be his voice?Ji Xingchen opened his eyes in a trance, nothing was there just now, only Shen Ye who was full of worry appeared in front of him, and there were a few eyes beside him that cast curious glances at him.

Seeing him open his eyes, Shen Ye asked with concern, "Are you okay, did you have a nightmare?"

Ji Xingchen leaned on the back of the chair wearily, and said in a low voice that he was fine. Shen Ye saw that he was not energetic, so he didn't pursue him, but just handed over the handkerchief.

Ji Xingchen hurriedly wiped away his tears, it turned out that he was dreaming again, why are he still crying?Feeling ashamed, Ji Xingchen calmed down and glanced at Shen Ye secretly, and found a wet spot on the shoulder of his clothes.Ji Xingchen's face flushed with embarrassment. It was embarrassing for him to fall asleep on his shoulder just now, but he even wet his clothes from crying. What should I do? It's too embarrassing.

Ji Xingchen sneaked a look at Shen Ye, then quickly closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, and sneaked another look worryingly.Shen Ye saw everything and was so stupid.Shen Ye didn't know whether he should make a distressed expression, or should he laugh?

An embarrassing thing happened, Ji Xingchen didn't say a word, he couldn't even look directly at Shen Ye.After getting out of the car, on the way to the hotel, Shen Ye didn't ask any questions, but took his things and led the way. Ji Xingchen followed quietly behind without saying a word.

Walking to the hotel, Shen Ye asked Ji Xingchen to go to the chair in the lobby to rest for a while, and then went to check in by himself.

Ji Xingchen was worrying about how to talk to Shen Ye, anyway, let's hide for a while.Unfortunately, Ji Xingchen couldn't hide for long, because Shen Ye quickly checked in and was already walking towards him.

"Funds are limited, so I can only squeeze you and me together." Shen Ye handed over the room card and said embarrassingly.

Ji Xingchen took it with great reluctance, he was about to die, what should he do, living in the same house with him, he was really going to die of embarrassment.

"Fuck, it's really you!"

Ji Xingchen was worrying about how to face Shen Ye, when he was in a daze, a well-dressed man approached Shen Ye and yelled loudly.

Shen Ye patted Ji Xingchen's shoulder, and said, "You go to rest first, and I'll come over after saying hello to my friend." After speaking, Shen Ye looked at that person, smiled, and punched that person on the shoulder, The man also excitedly gave Shen Ye a big hug.

Ji Xingchen nodded, walked towards the elevator, and glanced back. The man was talking to Shen Ye excitedly. Judging from Shen Ye's expression, he seemed very happy.It was the first time Ji Xingchen saw Shen Ye showing such an expression to others, and he felt an indescribable astringency in his heart.

In the years since that incident happened, this is the first time I have come out to stay in a hotel.Ji Xingchen walked into the room dejectedly, and found that there was only one bed in the room, and couldn't help but look even uglier.

Putting down his things, Ji Xingchen sat wearily on the carpet, his thoughts drifted back to a certain vacation when he was a teenager, and he couldn't help leaning against the bed and thinking blankly.

At some point, Shen Ye came over and interrupted Ji Xingchen's thoughts. "Where's your friend?" Ji Xingchen raised his head and asked.

"He might be fooling around somewhere again, don't worry about him." Shen Ye saw that Ji Xingchen's expression was still grim, and said casually, "But I bought a good bottle of wine from him, let's have a drink with me."

"But I don't know how to drink." Ji Xingchen looked at Shen Ye with some embarrassment.

"You can learn if you don't know." Shen Ye pulled Ji Xingchen up from the carpet, pulled him to sit in front of the window, poured the wine, pushed the glass in front of Ji Xingchen, and said with a smile, "Some things have to be tried, maybe You'll love it right away."

"Okay." Ji Xingchen looked desperate, anyway, today is already very embarrassing, there is nothing to be afraid of, Ji Xingchen comforted himself while gulping down a full glass of wine.

Shen Ye watched Ji Xingchen's face flushed from choking, waiting for him to get drunk.As expected, Ji Xingchen soon became unclear.

Shen Ye wanted to know what was hidden in Ji Xingchen's heart, but he didn't want to touch his pain directly. This was the only way.

"Chenchen, would you like to tell your story, whether you are happy or unhappy, I want to hear it from you." Shen Ye asked tentatively.

"Stories? I don't seem to know how to tell stories. Although I don't know how to tell stories, I have heard many stories." Ji Xingchen said with a blushing face.

"Anything is fine, you can talk about it as you like." Shen Ye looked at Ji Xingchen and said seriously.

Ji Xingchen stood up abruptly and shook a few times before he stood still. Shen Ye was afraid that he would fall, so he helped him sit on the bed.

Ji Xingchen gestured excitedly and said, "When we were young, our family went out to play, and we squeezed together on such a bed. Dad lay here and looked at his mobile phone, and mother lay over there, telling stories to Xiao Li and me. Dad put down the phone and listened Mom said, pat me gently, pat Xiaoli, just like this." Ji Xingchen said, and patted the pillow to demonstrate to Shen Ye.

"I see, don't get excited, sit down." Shen Ye took Ji Xingchen's slapping hand.

"It's all gone, Shen Ye, do you know? There is no one to tell Xiaoli and me a story, and there is nothing left." Ji Xingchen's voice became softer as he spoke, and finally turned into a sad cry.

Shen Ye's heart felt as if someone had pulled him hard, it hurt so much, he was self-defeating again, and he agreed not to make him cry anymore, why did he cry so sad again.Ji Xingchen hugged his knees and covered his head completely in his arms. Seeing his appearance, Shen Ye couldn't help pulling him into his arms, and gently patted him from behind, comforting his emotions like coaxing a child.

Ji Xingchen cried and cried, tired from crying, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he slowly fell into a drowsy sleep.

With a gloomy face, Shen Ye supported Ji Xingchen to lie down, and gently covered him with the quilt.