honey like

Chapter 17

Gu Junxi and Chen Xi lived happily every day, but Lu Xiu didn't feel the sweetness of being in love. Being with someone who didn't love him so much and pretending to really love him made him feel very tired, but he was still in front of Gu Junxi. Pretending to be very happy.

Later, Luxiu suddenly found that she lost interest in almost everything, the things she once wanted to do, and she was even unwilling to do those things.

Lu Xiu doesn't know why, the opposite of depression is not happiness, but vitality.

What people often miss when they talk about depression is that you know it's all absurd, even when you're depressed you know it's absurd, you know it's not a big deal at all, Yet you have been taken over by it and cannot find any way out.

So Lu Xiu began to feel that he was doing less and less, thinking less and less, as if the whole person was worthless, and then anxiety came, but the only reason why he never committed suicide was because he didn't want to hurt the people around him. people.

The strange self-esteem in youth will ferment into other feelings in many cases. It is unclear, but it is enough to affect the rest of a person's life.

Until the graduation season, Gu Junxi went abroad to study for graduate school, and agreed to marry Chen Xi five years later.

At the time of parting, Luxiu learned the truth about her life experience from her biological mother, Liu Shufen. The Lumang who loved him very much in childhood and died trying to save him was not his biological father. His biological father had just come out of prison.

Under the double blow of knowing her life experience and Gu Junxi's parting, Lu Xiu was completely drunk on the day of the break-up meal during the graduation season.

He said he hated alcohol, but fell in love with being drunk.

At this time, Gu Junxi discovered that Lu Xiu had been taking medicine for depression, and he also knew Lu Xiu's deep love for him.

He just regarded himself as the father of his original family, the father who passed away when he was a child.

What troubles patients with depression is not the disease itself, but their paranoia about some facts, and they will pay more attention to some facts than ordinary people.

Depression is exhausting. It consumes nearly all of your time and energy, and keeping silent about it will only make the symptoms worse.

Depression is a byproduct of love.

After waking up, Lu Xiu, who had already been prone to depression, finally had a mental breakdown and despair. The unloved Lu Xiu committed suicide by jumping off the building and preparing to leave this world.

"I don't want to die, but I can't think of any other way to forget you. Unless I die, I will always love you..." Lu Xiu said this with tears and jumped down.

After the rescue, he became a vegetative state, and was transferred to a mental hospital for observation.

There is really that kind of feeling of selflessness in the world, but I am afraid that there is only one time in a person's life, and selflessness once is enough to understand, some injuries will really hurt the heart, this kind of experience, once is enough, only a fool will repeat it over and over again To those hurting feelings.

The world is cruel, isn't it?No matter how much you fight against it, it operates silently.

After Gu Junxi sighed, he chose to keep this memory on the university campus and went abroad to study in graduate school.

Ten years later, Gu Junxi, who had a successful career, returned to China. When he saw the yellowed but still handsome ID photo in his wallet, it was the photo of Lu Xiu when he was a freshman in college. Heavy memories of ten years ago flooded his mind.

So Gu Junxi went to the mental hospital to visit his old classmate, saw Lu Xiu who was still unconscious, Gu Junxi lowered his head and kissed him, at this time Lu Xiu came to his senses, the two looked at each other and smiled calmly.

Not every story has a later story, more of it is like a dream, ending without a problem...

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The author has something to say: I would like to give this document to the girl I met before graduating from university. You like to read novels on Jinjiang, so I posted this short story here. I hope you can read it. The banquet, but the book also said, where in the world do not meet, see you again if you are destined, sprinkle flowers ~ sprinkle flowers ~ ~