I exchange my innocence for ten years for your constant companion

The weather is starting to turn cold, on the way to the fitness club.I sat behind him and started to feel cold.Mainly cold hands.

I have suffered from chilblain on my hands and ears since I was a child, and it develops almost every year, and sometimes it will fester.My grandma always said, grandson, you have to protect your hands, if they don’t get chilblains for a year, they won’t grow any more!I always responded and was very careful, but even if it was going to grow, I felt very helpless.

After sleeping in his bed that time, I felt something was wrong with me.When I went to bed at night, I saw that his bed was empty, and I felt empty in my heart; if I saw him lying on the bed, I felt inexplicably safe and at ease in my heart.

Even when I sit on his back seat and look at his back, I want to hug him.But I didn't dare to hug her, my heart was itchy and uncomfortable.

In the spirit of not letting my hands get cold and frostbitten anymore, I mustered up the courage to put my hands into the pockets of his coat.Can't hug, let's just make do with it and see his reaction.

Him: "Well? What are you doing?"

I was discouraged, and there was nothing left of the previous courage: "I... a little cold... cold hands, can I put it in your pocket?"

He: "Well, it's up to you. It's a bit cold, I'm going to buy the kind of gloves tied to the little electric donkey, the kind that are also found on ordinary motorcycles."

Me: "Yeah, I know. I need to buy that, otherwise it will be even colder to ride in winter."

He sneezed, and I pressed against his back, put my arms around his waist, and helped him wrap his coat around his body to prevent the cold wind from directly blowing into his arms.His jacket was not zipped up, and he rode a small electric donkey again, and the cold wind poured directly into his arms.

Him: "Huh?"

Me: "In this way, the wind will not blow in, and you will be warmer."

He: "Uh, don't do that. Did you see that I sneezed just now? It's okay. I'm not cold. I'll be there in a while."

Me: "Oh, um."

I let go of my hand a little, but still tried to control his wind-dancing coat against him.

Well, indeed, after a while, the fitness club arrived.

Return to the dormitory at night.I couldn't sleep and rolled around in bed. It's eleven o'clock.We are all in the dormitory and haven't slept yet.

Me: "When are you going to sleep? I can't sleep. Morning, I can't sleep. Can't sleep, can't sleep~~"

I deliberately said wronged: "Chen, I want to go to sleep with you, I want to go to sleep with you in your bed."

Chen: "Huh? Can you fall asleep in my bed?"

I solemnly said: "Yes!"

Chen sat on the bed and looked at his phone: "What's wrong with you?"

I crawled towards him: "Let me go up, Chen?"

Chen saw me crawling towards him on my bed: "Don't make trouble, lie on your own bed and sleep."

Me: "No, I want to sleep on your bed for a long time."

Huihui turns off the computer, goes to bed, and watches the show: "Haha, Youwei, go straight up, what are you afraid of? Haha"

Me: "Chen, I'm here"

I sat on the edge of my bed, put my feet on his bed, and looked at him beggingly and aggrievedly. He looked at me, and then looked at his phone.

Chen: "Put your feet down and go back to sleep on your own bed."

Me: "Morning~, morning~, morning~"

morning:"……"

I'm going to make a big move: "Chen, I like you!"

Chen: "What about your Lei? What about your Lei?"

Me: "Uh, I don't know. I asked Jingjing and Binbin, and they said that Lei probably doesn't have that kind of interest in me. I have observed it carefully for a long time these days, so she probably likes me."

Chen: "Then why did she give you something?"

I thought for a while, but couldn't figure it out: "I don't know."

morning:"……"

Me: "Chen, I like you, let me sleep with you."

Chen turned off the phone and lay down to sleep.

Me: "Morning~, morning~, morning~"

Chen: "Stop making trouble, lie down and go back to sleep. Look, Xiao Ming is already asleep."

I:"……"

Xiao Ming: "Uh... I haven't slept yet, I'm listening to you two talking."

morning:"……"

Me: "Chen~, Chen~, I like you, let me go there~"

Huihui: "Chen, you've got something to do, haha"

Chen: "Don't bother with him, he just can't sleep by himself, and he doesn't want us to sleep."

I:"……"

I sat on the edge of my bed hugging the quilt.Chen lay down for a while, then sat up.I thought there was a turnaround.

He moved to the edge of the bed and glared at my feet on the edge of his bed.I feel like he's going to hit me the next moment, and I feel like I'm pulling my feet back into my own bed.

He is very satisfied with my action: "En"

He got out of bed and brought up something.He deliberately showed it to me, and gave me a strange look: "I don't feel at ease when I lie down."

I get it.He took his folding gun to the bed!

He put the knife away and put it on the bedside. Before putting it away, he shook it for me: "It's more reassuring. If you come over, I'll use it on you!"

I felt a chill in my lower abdomen, hugged the quilt and curled up on the head of my bed, crying, "Don't do this..."

I hugged the quilt, and after a while, I confirmed that he would not come over and stab me there.Lay yourself out on your own bed, and sleep!

After a while, unable to sleep, I sent him a message.

Me: "Chen, why don't you let me sleep on your bed?"

Chen: "What do you think?"

after awhile.

He said that he didn't like other people sharing a quilt or a bed with him, and that his relatives came to his house to spend the night, and he never had such a thing, but I can't remember the details.Anyway, I tried my best to stop my thought.

I still remember a sentence, he asked me to go to a psychological teacher for consultation when I had time.

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