I seem to have a crush on the little follower

When Xie Haotian flew all the way back to the pond from the train station, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon. The mobilization meeting of the new senior year had just ended, and the principal's familiar voice of admonition was coming from the playground.

"Fuck, I'll fuck you."

While gritting his teeth and holding his legs with his hands, he frantically took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and sent a voice to the dialog box of WeChat: "Take a photo and send it to me! Speed!"

Tens of seconds later, the opposite party replied quickly.

[Flat head: The teacher is behind, I dare not take pictures, boss!I've seen brother Zou's, and if you look at the banner at the school gate, it should...it should be right! 】

Xie Haotian glanced at the screen of the mobile phone, as if someone hit the back of the head with a sap, he paused, and then he noticed the bright red banner on the complex building at the entrance, before he had time to look up, On the other side, a dialog box popped up quickly.

[Flat head: Fuck, boss, isn't it, are you back? ! 】

Xie Haotian was suddenly agitated, he didn't reply, he turned off the phone screen with a "snap", and threw it back into his pocket.

He stood outside the iron gate of the school, holding on to the railing with both hands, and his arrogant brows were tightly frowned. He raised his head from the gap in the iron railing, and the moment he raised his eyes, there was a banner dozens of meters away. On the road, the first word that caught his eye was "Zou Ye".

"Welcome 2011 Liberal Arts Champion Zou Ye from Tangkou District to participate in our school's 2014 college entrance examination mobilization meeting." Xie Haotian raised the corners of his mouth, and unconsciously closed his mouth after reading.

He suddenly wanted to leave, but his whole body was as stiff as a piece of iron, and his legs were too heavy to move. Even when his throat wanted to make a sound, he moved for a long time before he let out a sneer like a broken bellows.

"Really capable." He grinned.

Xie Haotian narrowed his eyes, stared at the banner, readjusted his posture, and leaned obliquely on the words at the entrance of Tangzhong, smiling heartlessly on his face, but his left hand was about to clenched into a fist. It was just clenched tightly, and then loosened again.

This scene is somewhat familiar, and it was at this time a year ago.

The memory jumps, and I return to the classroom of the third year of high school.

Xie Haotian was wearing the red school uniform in the middle of the pond, and leaned against the wall sideways. He didn't care that the blue wall covering on the wall had fallen off quite a bit, but he just sat casually, with one foot resting on the leg of the stool at the same table, The other foot stretched out long enough that it almost reached the aisle.

Although he had shaved his yellow hair down to size, sometimes the things between his brows and eyes couldn't be deceiving.

His innate hostility can't be concealed even with sunglasses on, which makes most of the students dare not talk to this transfer student who looks a little different within the first week of school, especially the girls. Every time there was a fierce look in his eyes, he couldn't help but shut his mouth.

"Really?" The girl in the back row opened her mouth, her eyes narrowed into a beautiful arc because of surprise: "Did you listen to what the head teacher said?"

The representative of the Chinese class who was sitting at the same table as the girls pushed his glasses: "Yes, I studied in Australia, and it was the last class. I heard... the college entrance examination scores seemed to be in the top [-] in the province, which is very good."

The girl was surprised: "Really, can you invite me here?"

Representative of the Chinese class: "That's not true, but I heard that I was able to come because I was late to sign up because of something at home. I will come back to our school next week to participate in the mobilization meeting, and ah... seems quite handsome!"

"Damn it, hahahaha——"

The two were chatting happily, and before they could finish their conversation, the table was shaken with a "slap", the two girls were startled, and when they looked up, they faced Xie Haotian with a cannibalistic expression .

"What's wrong, classmate?" The girl shrank back.

Xie Haotian's expression didn't change at all, but his voice could be heard trembling: "You said, are there any students who went to study in Australia and came back to participate in the mobilization meeting?"

The girl's voice was small: "Yes..."

Xie Haotian leaned sideways, propped his hands on the back table, his condescending aura was like a gangster collecting protection fees, and his tone made it impossible for anyone to refuse to answer:

"Male? Top [-] provinces?"

The girl nodded incomprehensibly.

"Which class was it from last year?" Xie Haotian lowered his voice and asked.

"I don't know..." The class representative shook his head.

Xie Haotian frowned, and his Adam's apple slid up and down a few times: "What's your name?"

The class representative shook his head in embarrassment: "I really don't know about the others... The head teacher didn't say anything."

Xie Haotian stared at the two of them for a long while, seeing that they both looked cautiously embarrassed, his eyes suddenly lowered, staring at the table without focus, after a few seconds, he trembled and did not speak.

The two girls were yelled at for no reason, and then left out for no reason, but when the two of them felt embarrassed and wanted to leave, Xie Haotian turned back with a blank expression.

He slumped down on the stool, making a lot of noise, but compared to the din between classes, it was easily overlooked by this group of unfamiliar people. Xie Haotian rested his head on the edge of the table, and hung his hands weakly. On either side of the legs, the mouth is slightly open.

He is back?

Will I see him myself?

What will you say when you see it?

The corners of Xie Haotian's dry lips twitched twice, and a sound like a sneer came out of his throat.

Thinking too much, whoever saw it, must say something fucking, right?

He stayed in the juvenile detention center for 1 year and 57 days, and it was another summer vacation after he came out. The old contact information of the person in the phone was still lying quietly, as if dead, but it was vivid in the record keeping it.

Xie Haotian tried many times to delete it, but in the end he always convinced himself with a reason of "whether his number is still in the address book or not. My shit".

Fuck. My shit.

Zou Ye, even if you are dead, even if you never come back, even if you f*ckingly change your nationality, it's all fucked up. My shit!

Xie Haotian clenched his left hand tightly, and the thick calluses on his fingertips rubbed against his palm, a little itchy, but his nails sank into the flesh, causing a tingling pain, as if the flesh had been cut.

He doesn't like the violin, and that kind of elegant and "posture" things are not suitable for him. When he was a child, his father forced him to learn for seven years, and he was tired of learning. All fell to ashes.

And the reason why he picked up this thing again was because of Zou Ye.

Living together at that time, Zou Ye always liked to listen to some light music to decompress. He didn’t listen to much Chinese classical music, and mostly liked the tunes with a strong old western color. Xie Haotian flipped through his playlist several times After reading it back and forth several times, he found that the one he listened to the most was a very unpopular violin piece, the sound quality was poor, and it came and went, like a live recording of a concert, but he just liked to listen to it.

Xie Haotian struggled to find the score at that time, but he couldn't find it after searching the entire Internet. He gritted his teeth and decided to write the score by himself.

I wrote down the score for a month and practiced it for two months. When Zou Ye played it to him on his birthday, Zou Ye's face that hadn't changed almost collapsed. The man with the piano pressed down on the floor, his body pressed against each other through the clothes, his domineering lips blocked his breathing, and even his thoughts were messed up by Zou Ye's kiss.

Xie Haotian closed his eyes, suppressed the memories, glanced at his fingertips from the corner of his eye, and after a few seconds, he laughed helplessly.

After waiting in fear for a week, he sat in the last row of the entire playground at the mobilization meeting, and simply stood up on the ground, staring intently at the boys walking towards the podium.

That is, on this day, he went through the familiar path with Zhou Fan again, reviewing and asking the parents to join the rostrum for public execution.

He's used to being shameless, no matter how many people he loses, it's not a problem.

But the most ridiculous thing is that he grabbed the collar of the Chinese class representative in front of the whole school, and yelled at the helpless little girl: "Didn't you fucking say it was from the previous class? Who the fuck?!"

Why is Zhou Fan's classmate standing on the rostrum, that is, his former classmate?

Xie Haotian was so angry that he rushed towards the team without even thinking about it. With a red neck, he quickly pushed aside all the students who were sitting upright, and rushed straight across the crowd, dragging the class representative out of the first row , Seeing this, the audience was in an uproar.

"Yes... it was last time." The little girl's glasses were hanging on the tip of her nose, her body was lifted up, her voice was small, she almost didn't cry.

Xie Haotian grabbed the girl's collar with one hand, his eyes were red, the bloodshot eyes were clearly visible, and even the veins on his neck were faintly visible, with one hand clenched into a fist, as if he was going to run away at any time, scaring the girls around screamed and ran away.

He only laughed at himself when he was standing in the principal's office after the trouble. The girl was right, that boy was indeed from the previous class for him at this moment.

Who let him be dazzled by someone for a moment, forgetting that he had retained a grade, and that Zou Ye was now a senior who was two grades older than himself.

How funny.

A small chat of an unrelated person can be misinterpreted by him for so long, and it made him furious in front of more than 1000 people. How did Xie Huo, who was famous in Tangkou District at the time, become the childish appearance he is now? up.

Memories were like a piece of rag, Xie Haotian wiped his face irritably, and dragged himself back to reality.

The school gate in Tangzhong has been opened, Xie Haotian leaned against the gate with a dull face, attracting many passing students to look sideways.

He turned his head, glanced at the red crowd that was rushing out of the school, gritted his teeth, dived into the crowd, faced the direction of the students, and climbed straight up the steps inside the school gate against the flow.

The students on the playground had almost left, only some basketball players and a few students stayed behind. Xie Haotian walked into the playground by accident, and when he wanted to leave again, his arm was already held by another person.

Xie Haotian was shocked in his heart, for a moment he even felt his legs tremble a little, and he didn't dare to turn his head back.

The person who pulled him was pleasantly surprised: "Boss, you are really here!"

The moment Xie Haotian heard the voice, he wanted to curse someone, he turned around, and punched Pingtou's body: "Fuck off, I'm going back, and I still have a dinner appointment with you Zhou Fan tonight."

"Ah?" The crewmember leaned forward, "I just saw Brother Zou go to the teaching building, boss, why don't you go?"

Xie Haotian rolled his eyes: "I'm sick? What are you doing?"

Pingtou was puzzled: "Then you came back to see Brother Zou, didn't you?"

Xie Haotian wanted to tear his mouth apart: "Fart, I'm fucking back to pick up things, so I'll take a look at you."

Pingtou said, "What do I see?"

Xie Haotian slapped him on the forehead, and walked away without giving him any chance to lift his foot: "So I'm gone, you should get rid of me as soon as possible, don't stop me."

Flat-headed and aggrieved: "Oh..."

As a result, an hour later, Xie Haotian was smoking a cigarette, sitting on the table at the corner of the carport at the school entrance, squinting his eyes and crossing his legs, staring at a certain floor of the opposite building.

After a while, steady footsteps gradually approached. The man stretched out his hand, originally reflexively trying to smoke the cigarette in his hand, but his hand stopped in mid-air, and then he clenched his fist and retracted it.

Xie Haotian raised his eyebrows, turned his eyes back, and moved his gaze to this man whom he hadn't seen for more than two years. After returning from studying abroad, he became much more capable.

The originally unruly hair was combed into a neat big back, and the black shirt was tied into the black suit pants. He looked straight and handsome, and he was handsome and confident that a high-achieving student should have.

Xie Haotian looked at him casually, took a big provocative mouthful, then narrowed his eyes and slowly spat it out.

Zou Ye frowned: "You came back just to smoke?"

"Don't worry about me," Xie Haotian took another puff happily, "I'll wait for my little brother here."

Taking advantage of his height and standing, Zou Ye looked at him condescendingly: "He left an hour ago, this is your fourth one."

Xie Haotian smiled, raised his hand to put out the cigarette, raised his eyebrows at him, tilted his head and held the cigarette in one hand, like a gangster who doesn't do serious things and molests good women all day long.

Xie Haotian let out a sigh: "It's quite detailed."

Zou Ye frowned even more when he heard the sound, staring fixedly at Xie Haotian's expression, as if he wanted to stare at someone, but his protective shell was too hard, so hard that Zou Ye couldn't see the real mood in his heart at all. what is it.

Zou Ye said, "I hate seeing your expression the most."

Xie Haotian laughed a few times, and put one leg on the table: "Coincidentally, I am too."

Zou Ye frowned and didn't speak, even though Xie Haotian was behind his back, he could see the forbearing expression on his face, like the depression before the volcanic eruption.

It was Xie Haotian who proposed the breakup at the beginning, Zou Ye did not expect that even when Xie Haotian said these two words, he himself was stunned for a full 20 seconds.

The last time we met was at the juvenile prison, when his mother brought Zhou Fan and Zou Ye to visit him. After the two finished talking, Zhou Fan deliberately called Xie's mother aside and chatted with their backs. Only then slowly picked up the receiver hanging on the glass.

"Zi-"

There was a murmur in the receiver, mixed with the voice of the person next to him.

Since the fight and hospitalization, the two of them tacitly did not mention this matter. They didn't want to talk about it until this might be their last chance, but they didn't know how to say it.

"Cough..." Xie Haotian coughed, reminding him to look at the time on the wall.

Zou Ye understood, lowered his eyes for a second, and said to the phone, "I'll be leaving in two days."

Xie Haotian stared at him through the glass: "Australia?"

"Ah."

"Okay." Xie Haotian nodded.

Seeing this, Zou Ye frowned: "It's gone?"

"No more," Xie Haotian shrugged, "Oh yes, there is one more thing."

"what?"

"Let's break up," Xie Haotian grinned, "We two, let's break up."

"..."

Zou Ye didn't say a word, he wasn't too surprised when he heard these two words, but his pupils trembled violently, as if he finally said it.

Xie Haotian shook his body: "Is that okay? Save me from worrying about me every day, and I'll bother you again. It's a lot, right?"

Zou Ye was silent for a few seconds, then looked up at him: "You really think so?"

"Yes." Xie Haotian said.

"Seriously...?" Zou Ye hesitated.

Seeing this, Xie Haotian lowered his head and laughed, and when he looked up again, his eyes were a little red, he smiled indifferently: "It's serious."

Zou Ye didn't speak any more, and finally Xie Haotian got tired of waiting, so he just put down the phone, patted his ass and left without looking back, but Zou Ye still held the receiver, sitting on the chair without moving.

Xie Haotian knew that Zou Ye must have thought about breaking up, and also thought that one day one of the two would bring it up, but when he was hit so hard suddenly, it made people a little confused, just like himself at the time, When I left that room, I sat in the corridor of the dormitory and almost passed out from crying.

Who is Xie Huo, who can cry for a man one day, so fucking funny.

Who is he, Zou Ye, and why should he be stumbled by this trash...

When water and fire are in harmony, either the water takes a step back and chooses to dry up, or the fire bows its head and chooses to extinguish.

That day, the shadow of the man on the opposite side of the glass gradually overlapped with the handsome man in front of him. Xie Haotian glanced at it, and deliberately turned his head away. His feet were off the ground, pretending to be swaying leisurely.

"You are sad." Zou Ye said.

These words are not like asking questions, but more like declarative sentences, with a hint of urgency, like a child asking for credit.The person in front of me desperately wants to express, I see through your heart, and finally see the real you.

"Huh? Are you okay?" Xie Haotian sneered.

"You were shaking like this when you said you were breaking up last time." Zou Ye continued.

When Xie Haotian heard this sentence, he suddenly raised his eyes and stared at Zou Ye. The man's gaze was as deep as the sea, but it was extremely silent, so dark that there was no trace of pollution. He just looked at himself quietly. The pair hadn't seen each other for two years. The eyes are enough to make oneself sink.

Xie Haotian hastily supported himself with his arms, he jumped off the table and stood a few meters away from Zou Ye.

The sunlight cast through the clouds was a bit harsh, and the trees on both sides of the school gate seemed useless.

Xie Haotian's pale eyebrows frowned, he blocked the sun with his hands, and waved at Zou Ye: "Let's go."

"Wait." Zou Ye suddenly called out.

Xie Haotian stopped in his tracks immediately, his eyes stared blankly at a certain point in the air, as if he was expecting something, he turned around stiffly, and could even hear the rattle of his bones due to tension.

Zou Ye's Adam's apple was rolling, he looked at Xie Haotian's fluttering coat corner, and said after a while, "Goodbye."

Xie Haotian stared at the man's tense facial expression, smiled softly, clenched and released his left hand, finally turned around again, and strode forward.

Xie Haotian raised his arm and waved vigorously without turning his head: "It's gone, take care!"

The author has something to say: one is low self-esteem and worrying, the other is silent and excellent, both in personality and thinking are incompatible, if a relationship is only because of love and the proportion of comfort is too small, let each other go Bar.

There are many kinds of love, but not all of them are absolute possession.

ps: This is the end of Xie Haotian's entire ending, ah, I'm so sad, I beat myself up.