At that time I did not know.
It should be taken for granted, even ordinary to boring daily life.
It will really usher in an earth-shaking change because of the momentary start and end.
Then I am still trapped in the past, I am separated from the present, and I am floating in the future.
Where is the answer that should be sought?
※ATTETION※
This article contains descriptions of bloodshed to the extent of the original.
Be prepared to get caught up in it.
The increasingly sweltering weather marks the arrival of summer.
To use an analogy, it is as if the earth has stepped into the tropical season of the Amazon forest in an instant. When I noticed that the streets were already full of men, women and children roaming around freely in short-sleeved shorts.The moment you walk into a high-rise building, you will often be greeted by an indescribable cold wave from head to toe. While complaining about the intensity of the air-conditioning that may disrupt the normal functioning of your body, you can't help but want to feel more for a while.After all, the upper limit of heat is always beyond imagination, it will invade the room directly from the glass window regardless of obstacles, and extend the dry and breathless scorching heat in the interlayer of air and air.
When I realized that my mind had been idling for a long time, I quickly shook my head and refocused on the handout in front of me.
"……what."
Looking back and forth between the paper in hand and the slides in the distance, the completely divergent teaching content is enough to make people lose the strength to catch up.
The summer heat, which I can't even remember when I started to be dazed, can already be regarded as a kind of violence.
Most of the students in the classroom were flapping their palms feebly, but even this could not stop the sweat dripping down the neck from sticking to the gap between the skin and the shirt.Just sighing, I couldn't help picking up the neckline and shaking the weak wind back and forth, and the familiar melody that suddenly sounded lingered in the air of the classroom like salvation from heaven.
Ah, get out of class is already over...
After a while, there were all kinds of noisy noises from all directions, and some people quickly packed up their things and rushed out of the classroom door.
IM about the same…….
"Aha——! But at this time, the air conditioner is malfunctioning or something. Hope's Peak Academy is really unreliable!"
The sound was faster than my figure, and with a bang, the empty seat in front of me was occupied by a piece of chaotic white with afterimages.He tossed his hair dripping with drops of water very much, and held up the object on his right hand, stretched it out in front of my eyes, and deliberately dangled it... alas.
"We just finished class, right? When did Wang Majun buy popsicles...?"
I erected the textbook just now and flipped it neatly on the desk twice, and I was about to turn around and pack my schoolbag.
"Of course I skipped class and ran to buy it. Staying in a crazy hot classroom in this kind of weather and listening to lectures doesn't fit my image of an evil president at all!"
Well, it must be worth the loss if the hair is covered with sweat in the end.But I'll go buy a popsicle and eat it later. Having said that...
"Wang Majun, what do you want me to do?"
Looking back at those wisteria-colored pupils, the other party looked more puzzled than me.
"Ah, have you forgotten? The one who asked me out is Mo Yuanjiang, right?"
"Eh, ah, um...but that's the case."
The fact that I have been thinking all day today was so clearly stated by the person concerned, to be honest, my heart jumped a little.
The specific matter dates back to a week ago. In order to successfully make an appointment with Wang Majun who always avoids me for some reason, I entrusted Chunchuan classmate with the movie tickets I bought early.Although I was the one who asked her, I actually don't think Wang Majun would accept it easily. After all, we haven't communicated normally since that day in the ward.However, Wang Majun accepted it very simply, and even after that, he completely recovered his original attitude of laughing and going his own way as if nothing had happened, and now he would come to talk to me from time to time like this.
In the end, what happened during that period....
"After all, the date of the movie ticket is tomorrow. To save money, Moyuan-chan specially bought a 9:[-] am ticket for two people. I am so considerate, I wonder if I need to prepare something today... or something like that!"
As he spoke, he leaned on the back of the chair and stood up, and the movement of hooking his hands seemed to imply that since I packed up, I should go back quickly.
Facing that overly bright smile, I can't help but want to sigh, obviously the two people's homes are not in the same direction, and walking together after school can only stop at the station at most.Saying good-bye to Momota-kun and Chunchuan-kun beside me, I put my chair down and looked at Wang Ma-kun to indicate that I was ready.
"Well, it's not just because it's cheap..."
"Hmm! The honesty that doesn't deny saving money really touches me!"
The grinning Wang Majun ran to the front of the classroom door and slammed open the sliding door. Meng Ye, who was standing outside the door, was taken aback by his exaggerated movements, and when he turned his head, he was startled by his Yan Yi Screaming out, he finally frowned and pushed Wang Majun to the stairs before Chazhu came flying, and when he turned around, he took the popsicle in his mouth and urged him like a normal person.
"What else?"
"...In addition, there is still an afternoon to finish watching the movie. I think maybe we can go somewhere to play together..."
After all, it is Saturday, so it should be very free for us students.
"Hey, I'm going to attend an important ceremony tomorrow afternoon, so I'm not free."
"Eh?"
Important ceremony?
"——What a lie! Of course I have nothing to do all day long. In order to deepen our relationship with Mohara-chan, I deliberately turned down all the reservations for tomorrow!"
"Thank you, thank you?"
"Isn't it right to say 'I'm lying to you anyway?'?"
"You are also self-aware..."
Tiring conversations like this have become too habitual since I don't know when.
Stepping out of the school gate and stepping on the slightly noisy street, the people coming and going in the eyes are not only the students in uniforms, but also the office workers in suits and leather shoes. We, who are exempted from uniforms, seem a little strange to be caught in such a group. But so far, I don't really care about this kind of thing.
"Speaking of the most original sauce, what exactly is the movie to watch tomorrow?"
Throwing the eaten popsicle sticks to the trash can on the side of the road, Wang Majun flicked some wet fingers and rubbed them on the hem of his clothes.After noticing my sight, I stretched out my hand to my shirt without hesitation. Reflexively, I hurriedly moved two steps to the side and almost bumped into the office worker behind me.
"Be careful, the most original sauce!"
"It's not Wang Majun, you...! Forget it."
He lowered his head and opened his schoolbag to find the movie tickets that were neatly kept, and a familiar-looking note stretched out from the side.
"Is this it? The title says "Forever17"."
"Ah, that's right."
After receiving the ticket from Wang Majun, I carefully recalled the content of the novel I read earlier under the look of anticipation that might not seem deceiving.
"Well... This movie is adapted from the novel "Forever 17" of the same name. It tells the story of seven people trapped in an ocean amusement park tens of meters deep underwater to help each other find a way out. As time goes by, food, water, The air gradually decreased, and while facing the fear and threat of death, they also approached the truth of the incident step by step... probably such a story."
Following my words, I closed my eyes and thought for a while, Wang Majun took back the movie ticket from my hand with great interest.
"So that's it~ It seems that I really underestimated the most original sauce! It sounds like it told me the framework of the overall story, but in fact the real plot was not revealed at all."
"Yes. Although I have read the original novel, I can't deprive Tomorrow King Ma-kun of the fun."
"uh-huh?"
The pace of walking side by side suddenly accelerated two steps and came to me,
"Au-Au-Zaiyuan-chan still wants to take care of my mood? Hehehe, you are so arrogant!"
Next, he slammed the movie ticket against the tip of my nose with a volley of fingers, and the chasing gaze did not allow me to take even a small step back or forward.On the ticket paper, in front of his line of sight, opposite to the breeze floating, he raised the corners of his mouth confidently.
"If you want to cover the limelight of the evil president, Mo Yuan-chan is more than 100 years too early! It's better to say that I am going to prepare a big surprise for Mo Yuan-chan!"
Under the confident tone is the joy and playfulness that cannot be hidden. After finishing speaking, he narrowed his eyes and showed me a big smile.
Presumably the "surprise" that Wang Majun said is definitely not the kind of surprise I understand. Even the best detective in the world today is absolutely unable to deduce how things will develop tomorrow.
But involuntarily, there is always a feeling of relief somewhere in my heart.
Everything is the same as usual, I am still being played around by Wang Majun, and he looks at me chasing me with a smile.It has almost become a habit now, and I don't intend to dwell on how unreasonable and unfair it is.
But this way I finally have a chance to confirm,
——Is the mood I felt at that time a mistake of impulse, or is it the truth that has been accumulated in my heart for a long time.
"Well, I'll be looking forward to it."
He tried his best to put on a smile that he was gradually getting used to, and Wang Majun raised his eyebrows as if he was satisfied with this, and put the movie ticket back into his pocket again.
"Then gather in front of the cinema at 10:[-] tomorrow!"
"The movie starts at 9 o'clock...!"
***
Saturday morning at eight twenty.
After arriving at the entrance of the cinema four or 10 minutes earlier, what appeared in front of my eyes was a somewhat unexpected barren scene.
Hmm... But thinking about it, there must not be many people who go out after 8 o'clock in the morning on weekends. If there are, most of them are poor social people who have to work overtime.
Reconfirmed the time on the watch, 22:[-].Looking up, on the road in front of me, there are only family cars sweeping by from time to time, pedestrians walking leisurely, and the cleaner uncle who is about to sweep to my feet.
"Ah, sorry, please continue...!"
Jumping to dodge the broom, I took two steps to the side, and the wavering in my heart caused me to subconsciously tighten the strap of my satchel.
Some nervousness is inevitable, after all, this is the first time I invite someone out to watch a movie... No, after all, it is the first time I invite someone out to do something, let alone that Wang Majun.Although I also tried to pick out my few sets of private clothes before going out, but I still wore the simplest black T-shirt and jeans when I thought of the possibility of Wang Majun covering his mouth and laughing wildly after seeing it.I looked in the mirror again and again in the toilet to make sure that my hair didn’t curl up strangely. After confirming that everything was ready, I picked up the long necklace that was on the table the night before and hung it around my neck—it was a necklace, but it was just a necklace. It's just a cowhide rope with a ring on it.The ring shining with silver may not have much value in the eyes of others, but to me, the meaning it contains is difficult to explain in simple words.
He lowered his head again to confirm the time, 28:[-].
Hmm...it's still early, should I buy some food before Wang Majun comes?I don't know what combination to choose for hot dogs, but for drinks, I would probably order grape-flavored Fanta.
Just when I was thinking about some irrelevant things, I caught a glimpse of something shaking from side to side on the other side of the road.He raised his head and looked at the past, and saw the familiar face at a glance.
"Ah, Wang Majun...!"
I also raised my hand to wave to him, and he put down his hand and looked over with a smile.The pedestrian's street lights were still red, so he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and pressed it for a while, and a pleasant notification sound came from my mobile phone.
Wang Majun: Yo!The most original sauce is really rustic today! ('?з?)?
Huh... I was still laughed at in the end....
Me: Isn’t Wang Majun also a white T-shirt and cropped pants (like some kind of belt hanging?) and... er, a black and white checkered cape...?
Wang Majun: Bingo——!Today, I deliberately changed to a longer style to make a difference from usual, huh?By the way, it’s too hot, too, so hurry up and buy me something to drink——
Me: If it’s hot, don’t wear a shawl at first….The green light is coming soon, why don't we go buy together.
If you look carefully, you can find that there is a big "IAMAMERICAN" printed on the front of Wang Majun's T-shirt. No, no matter how you think about it, it is a lie.
The moment the street light turned green, the mobile phone that had been planning to put it away vibrated with a new message.
Wang Majun: Most original sauce, you haven't forgotten the surprise I said, have you?
Ah, come to think of it....
I quickly raised my head and stared carefully at Wang Majun who was walking forward.
Does surprise mean something?But at first glance, there is nothing particularly suspicious, or maybe he hid it in the backpack from the beginning?Well, just ask me directly in a while.Even if Wang Majun doesn't intend to simply tell me, he will always show it to me at a certain stage.
So what should I do now...
"...?"
In an instant, an indescribable sense of disobedience hit me.
It doesn't seem right to say that it was an attack. After all, my body and mind have not suffered any physical damage. It is more like feeling and thinking, something that takes over in just a moment.
"I……"
I'm refusing, looking away from Wang Ma-kun...?
Walking briskly, he was not far in front of my eyes at this moment, and the fact that he showed a strong sense of presence cannot be denied.But this is not the case, not because of any objective elements, even the act of looking at the phone is impossible, as if subjective thinking is refusing me to take action.
"……Eh?"
So when I noticed something in the corner of my eye that was speeding into my view, I didn't realize for a moment what it was.After all, this is too unrealistic, beyond the scope of imagination, and I was stunned in place before I heard my doubtful voice a step later.The slowness was only for a moment, and so was the stagnation of thinking. When I realized what it was, my stiff body didn't have time to step out and reach out, and the shout that broke through my throat had completely changed its tone.
"Mr. Wang Ma! Danger—"
Boom————!
His eyes wide open in doubt was the last scene I saw, and the next moment even the position where he was standing was hit by an iron metal cuboid.The too unrealistic scene only lasted for a second, and there was nothing left on the zebra crossing in front of my eyes after the wind and dust passed.
...No, there is, there is something.
Scattered metal and glass shards, like the wreckage of a mobile phone squeezed by heavy objects, reflect the light of the morning sun.
That is, that is, Wang Majun's....
Starting from the bottom of the crushed mobile phone, pink drag marks stretched crookedly to the left, and the pen and ink, which was less emotional than calligraphy, finally converged under the medium-sized truck about ten meters away.
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah……
"Wang... um...!"
The words that I want to scream are stuck in my throat and I can't make a sound normally. The more I want to pull out the sound, the more I just drag out a weak moan. The nerves beat faster and faster.
No, hurry up, hurry up...!
Exposed to the scorching heat of summer, his hands and feet trembled from the cold, and he tried to move his feet, but he stumbled hard and fell to the ground.He subconsciously maintained his efforts to stand up, only to realize that his breathing was too fast to the point of being sick, but no matter how hard he panted, he couldn't fully deliver the oxygen inhaled by the trembling to his weak limbs.
Calm down, calm down, I am the only one here now, I am the only one who can save Wang Majun...! !
Stumbling and rolling, I was in a panic, but even so, I dragged my feet desperately and ran over.But before I got close, the medium truck suddenly moved again.
"!?"
The direction of retreat was coming straight towards me, and the speed far exceeded my imagination, and I barely managed to avoid it for a moment.However, ignoring my panic about what I was going to do next, it maintained a very fast straight back and saw that it had opened a long distance.
hit and run……?How can this be...! ?
But now the most important thing is...!
I hurriedly turned my head to look at the place where the truck was originally,
"Ugh..."
The unexpected tragedy made people subconsciously cover their mouths.
At the end of the long-delayed bloodstain lay Wang Majun who did not move.A pool of blood flowed out around him, whether it was a white T-shirt, a black and white checkered scarf, or beige trousers, were gradually stained with that too eye-catching pink.Soaked in blood, his right leg and left hand were twisted to impossible angles for normal humans. The broken joints tore off the outer skin and inner muscles, revealing the horrifying white bones and even a glimpse of the buried corpse. A blood vessel that hops and hops in between.However, the most serious thing is probably the sunken purple-black part on his chest. The broken ribs may have damaged the heart or lungs again, if something is not done quickly...
"…………,cough……"
A hoarse voice spit out from Wang Majun's mouth accompanied by blood clots, and I hurriedly knelt beside him as if I had just woken up from a dream.
"Wang Ma-kun! Wang Ma-kun! Hold on...!!"
I don't know what to say, the little medical knowledge I know can't deal with such serious accident injuries.Tremblingly, he took out his mobile phone and called 120. Every second of waiting for the other party's response was unbearable.
"Hi, hello...! Please, please......... Is it 120...? My friend was hit by a car, right in front of the XX cinema...!"
The palm and the mobile phone next to the ear were rattling, and I didn't know if the other party understood what I was saying. In the end, I completely lost the touch of the mobile phone.
"......... Jia..."
"?... Wang Majun??"
Realizing that the other party was struggling to move his head, I hurriedly threw away the phone and moved closer to avoid his further exertion.
"What's the matter, Wang Ma-kun?! Is there anything you want to tell me?!... Something about the characteristics of the prisoner?!"
The misty eyes seem to be focused for a while before they can barely locate on my face. The bruising under the eyes and the eyelids that can't help but close at any time indicate that his condition is not good.
"...zuiyu...jiang..."
"I, I'm here!!"
It was a weak cry that could not even be considered a breath sound, and even more, it might have to be judged from the shape of the mouth.In order not to miss every word of Wang Majun, I tried my best to focus all my attention on him.
"... du, i..."
"Dui...?"
It seems that it takes a lot of effort to utter a single sound. Compared with the spoken words, Wang Majun obviously took up more time when he was unable to breathe.
"It's okay if you don't say anything...!!"
However, he didn't follow my advice, even though he didn't even have much strength left to shake his head, his unreserved eyes still looked at me without moving away.
"bu......qi..."
"sorry……?"
After saying these three words, Wang Majun raised the corners of his mouth as if he had completed some important task, and smiled happily.
"……cough,……"
"..."
sorry……?
………….
"what……"
The tightly clenched palms were embedded in the nails, and they couldn't even feel the pain, so they went straight to go deeper.
"Why do you say such things at such a time..."
It's not because the expectations failed, and it's not because it has nothing to do with the status quo, but because this possibility has never been considered at all.
After all, he is not the kind of person who can say such things, obviously there are many other things to talk about, such as the prisoner who hit Wang Majun, what is wrong with his health, etc., before the ambulance arrives , maybe I can help.
"...Why, Wang Majun wants to apologize..."
Obviously so far he has never apologized to me from the bottom of his heart, never once made me believe his words easily, and has always played fun with me unilaterally, without giving me the slightest chance to understand the truth.
"Why, why...!!"
The voice was dyed with chaotic emotions, one drop, two drops, the transparent liquid splashed on Wang Majun's cheek and then slid down.He was neither angry nor complained about anything, just quietly looked at me who was crying directly above, and still smiled faintly.
"duibuqio,zuiyuanjiang"
"Don't say any more..."
The tears that blocked my vision made it impossible for me to even see Wang Majun's mouth shape clearly.
but…….
"Please, Wang Ma-kun, don't say things like you've given up..."
I won't believe it, I won't believe that this kind of words are the last words Wang Majun wants to leave to me, I haven't even received the surprise he carefully prepared, have I?
"Please, work harder, I'm here too, and I'll always be here."
Grabbing Wang Majun's right hand, which was colder than usual, I tried to warm it up with the temperature of both hands.If the temperature of the hand is not enough, blow hot air with your mouth, if it is still not enough, pull it in front of you and hug it tightly.
I won't give up, I won't give up.
Until the sound of the ambulance approached, I just wanted to try my best to regain the gradually lost temperature of Wang Majun.While telling him not to give up, it was more like telling himself.
......
bastard....
***
In retrospect he often seems to make jokes that don't seem like jokes.
"Anyway, Mohara-chan definitely doesn't have the guts to fuck you. If that's the case, let me kill you."
Then I would retort very angrily, don't really say that even if it's a joke, we will definitely be able to xx together.
"Hehehe, it would be great if that unrealistic fantasy can really come true!"
The tone was full of sarcasm and malice, as if we were not partners in the same situation, but unequal enemies.
Then I realized I was crying, crying silently in front of him who was not moving.Why did I cry to him, why did I cry so sadly, I don't know, I don't understand, maybe I forgot, or maybe I didn't remember from the beginning.Only the piece of paper that was tightly held in the hand suddenly pierced into the palm of the hand caused pain, and the crumpled ball was smoothed out, and only three words were written on it——
"sorry"
Then I woke up, yelled and sat up in a panic, trying to grab something, but with my outstretched right hand, I only touched a sliver of silver exposed from the gap in the curtain.After realizing that this is my own dormitory, I panted excitedly and made the cold sweat on my forehead fall straight down. This is not the first time such a thing has happened.
I'm not sure if I should classify it as a nightmare, I have no memory of what was in the dream, it seemed to be something that happened in another world far away from me.
But only the last note, the last apology, is the only intersection between dream and reality.I'm afraid that what happened in reality was subconsciously reflected in the dream. After all, even today I still can't forget that sentence, that expression, and it won't just quietly exit from my memory like this.
When I came to the door, I stared at the plaque standing on one side for a long time, but I couldn't read the simple sentences that were strung together no matter how I tried to read them.
Akamatsu-san was the first to notice my figure, and when her eyes met, she hurriedly walked two steps to my side.As always, she opened her mouth slightly to say something, her eyes moved but she fell silent again.I don't know what to say, but the impression that comes to my mind is that the dark clothes that I usually don't wear are also very suitable for her.
"...It's okay, don't worry about me, Akamatsu-san."
I don't know if I succeeded in laughing, but I made up my mind and stepped into the gate of the venue.
The scale of the room is much smaller than I imagined, and the few figures standing here and there are all classmates in the class.If you think about it carefully, it is also possible that many people will come.After signing the list at the reception, he was suddenly patted on the back.
Turning around, as expected, I saw a familiar and reassuring face.
"what……"
"what?"
Noticing my gaze, Momota-kun also raised his eyes and rubbed his hair that was rarely smoothed down.
"Well, after all, the occasion is there. Anyway, I have to..."
"Um……"
Baitian-kun didn't say anything more, and I lowered my head and didn't mention anything.
After a certain number of people gathered scatteredly, each of us was distributed a bouquet of white chrysanthemums for offering sacrifices.In fact, I was aware of everyone's gaze, and they seemed to be silently telling you to go first, come first, and don't care about our care and consideration, but I declined one by one, not because of humility, but because of me... …not yet mentally prepared.
The first one who walked up cautiously holding the flowers was Mengye. She stared at the people inside for a while, rubbed the corners of her eyes that were already a little red, stretched out her hand and described some kind of magic with the flower branch as a stick, and finally gently Add white flowers to one side of the bouquet.When classmate Anji came forward, he offered his prayers sincerely. Kun Taijun was crying before he approached. Classmate Iruma stepped back and kicked the ground very angrily. KI-BO Jun watched silently from the side with some indescribable sadness.
Chabashira-kun, Amami-kun, Tojo-kun, Shinguji-kun, Hoshi-kun, Shirogane-kun, Akamatsu-kun, Momota-kun, the last one who came to me and stopped was Chunchuan-san.
"You're the only one left, and no one will bother you if you want to say something."
"……thanks."
"...that's not something to be thankful for."
As she said that, she stepped out of the venue, and when I raised my head again, all I saw was the person surrounded by huge flowers, the large portrait hanging in the middle of the wall, and the person drawn on it. banner up.
"Farewell Ceremony for the Remains of Oma Kokichi"
see?Obviously I know every word, but when they are combined into such a sentence, they become completely different.
Patting my stiff legs, I stood up and took a step forward. The faint dizziness was put aside, and I subconsciously clenched the bouquet of white chrysanthemums in my hand.
I'm the only one left....
...I still have words that I have to convey to him.
At the same time as he opened his mouth, a moderate amount of cool air poured in, and the sentences he had already thought up in his mind were gradually formed by the wind.
"...I'm sorry Wang Majun, I'm not very clear about medical matters until now... So here I have to talk about things within my ability, are you willing to listen?"
In line with the slow pace, try to speak in a normal tone, just like the conversation that has been going on all the time, to provoke the topic.
"About the medium-sized truck that hit you, although I tried my best to investigate, I still couldn't find it. At that time, I was too concerned about your injuries and forgot to write down the license plate number of the truck. This was my biggest failure as a detective. Well... Afterwards, I also tried to find the police to obtain the surveillance video of that period, but unfortunately, the surveillance on that section of the road had failed due to aging since the day before, and I failed to capture conclusive evidence."
The elegant piano music that doesn't suit him is playing farewell. If he can hear it himself, he will definitely ask Akamatsu-san to play a more passionate march for him.
"At that time, I was the only witness on the street. If I didn't find anything, I'm afraid others won't be able to find it either. Whether it was an accident or a murder, whether the escape was intentional or accidental, I even ran to ask Mr. Chunchuan if Know something, but the answer is no. All I know is that you were not rescued in the end, and I don't know anything other than that."
Finally, when I came to the flower group, I could see his appearance clearly, with his hands crossed in front of his body, Wang Majun was lying in the cradle of the flower group like this.Not responding to my footsteps, not being shaken by my words, quietly... not like him at all.
"I... really tried my best, Mr. Wang Ma. I wanted to find out the truth about your death, and the reason why you had to die. I tried my best to search and ask others for these seven days, regardless of the truth of your death. I begged with a face, and I was so low-pitched that I didn't even feel dignified. But even so, even so, I still couldn't find any clues, nothing, nothing... nothing..."
The calm tone couldn't help but produce ups and downs, but the eye sockets are still dry, maybe I've shed all the tears in the past few days.
"This kind of thing is too much...Why is it like this? No matter when you are alive or after you die, you refuse to let me know your truth. I can't even help but wonder if it was you who deliberately Hide all the clues, want to see me in a hurry and make fun of it, otherwise why can't I track down anything, why can't I catch even a little clue..."
How many times have I even imagined in my heart that maybe after I finish this monologue and give up and present flowers for him, Wang Majun will suddenly sit up and shout, "You've been fooled! Stupid!" Then I showed my usual scary smile and waited to see my terrified expression and my stupid appearance of slumping on the ground.After all, he is that Wang Majun, that hopeless Wang Majun, who has never been beyond everyone's expectations, never acted according to anyone's script, and never cared how much trouble he caused others.
So my right hand that picked up the white chrysanthemum trembled a little, and when I placed it next to Wang Majun's face, it even touched his fair skin.But Wang Majun was not startled and sat up, and he didn't even change his expression at all. He just lay there quietly with his eyes closed, with a paler face than usual, silent and quiet. As if ushered in the end of the world.
"..."
——Ah, obviously I already knew.
Why, are you such a willful person?
Why, you don't want to leave me even a little something to comfort me?
Not far behind me, the staff in black uniforms seemed to be waiting for me to finish the final conversation.They will finally lift the coffin and Wang Majun together, and send him to the end where he should go.
I don't want to watch the next thing, I already know what will happen after that.There are not many people in this world who can choose their own end, but even if there is no suicide note, I know what choice Wang Majun will make.He would never allow his body to be eroded by bacteria and gradually decayed. Since he was going to disappear in this world, he might as well burn everything up with a big fire, and then throw the ashes into the boundless sea.
"Hee hee! In this way, I have conquered the world in a real sense!"
The hallucinations in my ears told me like this, smiling so happily, I was not at all willing to wipe away the tears on my cheeks.
"……what."
tears?Sora's right hand caressed his face, and the moist touch was undoubtedly real.
What, it turns out that my tears haven't run out yet.
"...Woo,..."
The choked sob deep in the throat was pulled by tears, and the useless voice did not leak out.I tried to at least wipe my face so I wouldn't look too embarrassed, but neither my voice nor my tear ducts continued to obey my orders.
"I'm sorry, most original sauce"
Wang Majun's last words to me.
But an apology for what, and for what?In the end, I just want to use one sentence to apologize for everything so far, there must be a limit to being irresponsible.
"This kind of words, root
It should be taken for granted, even ordinary to boring daily life.
It will really usher in an earth-shaking change because of the momentary start and end.
Then I am still trapped in the past, I am separated from the present, and I am floating in the future.
Where is the answer that should be sought?
※ATTETION※
This article contains descriptions of bloodshed to the extent of the original.
Be prepared to get caught up in it.
The increasingly sweltering weather marks the arrival of summer.
To use an analogy, it is as if the earth has stepped into the tropical season of the Amazon forest in an instant. When I noticed that the streets were already full of men, women and children roaming around freely in short-sleeved shorts.The moment you walk into a high-rise building, you will often be greeted by an indescribable cold wave from head to toe. While complaining about the intensity of the air-conditioning that may disrupt the normal functioning of your body, you can't help but want to feel more for a while.After all, the upper limit of heat is always beyond imagination, it will invade the room directly from the glass window regardless of obstacles, and extend the dry and breathless scorching heat in the interlayer of air and air.
When I realized that my mind had been idling for a long time, I quickly shook my head and refocused on the handout in front of me.
"……what."
Looking back and forth between the paper in hand and the slides in the distance, the completely divergent teaching content is enough to make people lose the strength to catch up.
The summer heat, which I can't even remember when I started to be dazed, can already be regarded as a kind of violence.
Most of the students in the classroom were flapping their palms feebly, but even this could not stop the sweat dripping down the neck from sticking to the gap between the skin and the shirt.Just sighing, I couldn't help picking up the neckline and shaking the weak wind back and forth, and the familiar melody that suddenly sounded lingered in the air of the classroom like salvation from heaven.
Ah, get out of class is already over...
After a while, there were all kinds of noisy noises from all directions, and some people quickly packed up their things and rushed out of the classroom door.
IM about the same…….
"Aha——! But at this time, the air conditioner is malfunctioning or something. Hope's Peak Academy is really unreliable!"
The sound was faster than my figure, and with a bang, the empty seat in front of me was occupied by a piece of chaotic white with afterimages.He tossed his hair dripping with drops of water very much, and held up the object on his right hand, stretched it out in front of my eyes, and deliberately dangled it... alas.
"We just finished class, right? When did Wang Majun buy popsicles...?"
I erected the textbook just now and flipped it neatly on the desk twice, and I was about to turn around and pack my schoolbag.
"Of course I skipped class and ran to buy it. Staying in a crazy hot classroom in this kind of weather and listening to lectures doesn't fit my image of an evil president at all!"
Well, it must be worth the loss if the hair is covered with sweat in the end.But I'll go buy a popsicle and eat it later. Having said that...
"Wang Majun, what do you want me to do?"
Looking back at those wisteria-colored pupils, the other party looked more puzzled than me.
"Ah, have you forgotten? The one who asked me out is Mo Yuanjiang, right?"
"Eh, ah, um...but that's the case."
The fact that I have been thinking all day today was so clearly stated by the person concerned, to be honest, my heart jumped a little.
The specific matter dates back to a week ago. In order to successfully make an appointment with Wang Majun who always avoids me for some reason, I entrusted Chunchuan classmate with the movie tickets I bought early.Although I was the one who asked her, I actually don't think Wang Majun would accept it easily. After all, we haven't communicated normally since that day in the ward.However, Wang Majun accepted it very simply, and even after that, he completely recovered his original attitude of laughing and going his own way as if nothing had happened, and now he would come to talk to me from time to time like this.
In the end, what happened during that period....
"After all, the date of the movie ticket is tomorrow. To save money, Moyuan-chan specially bought a 9:[-] am ticket for two people. I am so considerate, I wonder if I need to prepare something today... or something like that!"
As he spoke, he leaned on the back of the chair and stood up, and the movement of hooking his hands seemed to imply that since I packed up, I should go back quickly.
Facing that overly bright smile, I can't help but want to sigh, obviously the two people's homes are not in the same direction, and walking together after school can only stop at the station at most.Saying good-bye to Momota-kun and Chunchuan-kun beside me, I put my chair down and looked at Wang Ma-kun to indicate that I was ready.
"Well, it's not just because it's cheap..."
"Hmm! The honesty that doesn't deny saving money really touches me!"
The grinning Wang Majun ran to the front of the classroom door and slammed open the sliding door. Meng Ye, who was standing outside the door, was taken aback by his exaggerated movements, and when he turned his head, he was startled by his Yan Yi Screaming out, he finally frowned and pushed Wang Majun to the stairs before Chazhu came flying, and when he turned around, he took the popsicle in his mouth and urged him like a normal person.
"What else?"
"...In addition, there is still an afternoon to finish watching the movie. I think maybe we can go somewhere to play together..."
After all, it is Saturday, so it should be very free for us students.
"Hey, I'm going to attend an important ceremony tomorrow afternoon, so I'm not free."
"Eh?"
Important ceremony?
"——What a lie! Of course I have nothing to do all day long. In order to deepen our relationship with Mohara-chan, I deliberately turned down all the reservations for tomorrow!"
"Thank you, thank you?"
"Isn't it right to say 'I'm lying to you anyway?'?"
"You are also self-aware..."
Tiring conversations like this have become too habitual since I don't know when.
Stepping out of the school gate and stepping on the slightly noisy street, the people coming and going in the eyes are not only the students in uniforms, but also the office workers in suits and leather shoes. We, who are exempted from uniforms, seem a little strange to be caught in such a group. But so far, I don't really care about this kind of thing.
"Speaking of the most original sauce, what exactly is the movie to watch tomorrow?"
Throwing the eaten popsicle sticks to the trash can on the side of the road, Wang Majun flicked some wet fingers and rubbed them on the hem of his clothes.After noticing my sight, I stretched out my hand to my shirt without hesitation. Reflexively, I hurriedly moved two steps to the side and almost bumped into the office worker behind me.
"Be careful, the most original sauce!"
"It's not Wang Majun, you...! Forget it."
He lowered his head and opened his schoolbag to find the movie tickets that were neatly kept, and a familiar-looking note stretched out from the side.
"Is this it? The title says "Forever17"."
"Ah, that's right."
After receiving the ticket from Wang Majun, I carefully recalled the content of the novel I read earlier under the look of anticipation that might not seem deceiving.
"Well... This movie is adapted from the novel "Forever 17" of the same name. It tells the story of seven people trapped in an ocean amusement park tens of meters deep underwater to help each other find a way out. As time goes by, food, water, The air gradually decreased, and while facing the fear and threat of death, they also approached the truth of the incident step by step... probably such a story."
Following my words, I closed my eyes and thought for a while, Wang Majun took back the movie ticket from my hand with great interest.
"So that's it~ It seems that I really underestimated the most original sauce! It sounds like it told me the framework of the overall story, but in fact the real plot was not revealed at all."
"Yes. Although I have read the original novel, I can't deprive Tomorrow King Ma-kun of the fun."
"uh-huh?"
The pace of walking side by side suddenly accelerated two steps and came to me,
"Au-Au-Zaiyuan-chan still wants to take care of my mood? Hehehe, you are so arrogant!"
Next, he slammed the movie ticket against the tip of my nose with a volley of fingers, and the chasing gaze did not allow me to take even a small step back or forward.On the ticket paper, in front of his line of sight, opposite to the breeze floating, he raised the corners of his mouth confidently.
"If you want to cover the limelight of the evil president, Mo Yuan-chan is more than 100 years too early! It's better to say that I am going to prepare a big surprise for Mo Yuan-chan!"
Under the confident tone is the joy and playfulness that cannot be hidden. After finishing speaking, he narrowed his eyes and showed me a big smile.
Presumably the "surprise" that Wang Majun said is definitely not the kind of surprise I understand. Even the best detective in the world today is absolutely unable to deduce how things will develop tomorrow.
But involuntarily, there is always a feeling of relief somewhere in my heart.
Everything is the same as usual, I am still being played around by Wang Majun, and he looks at me chasing me with a smile.It has almost become a habit now, and I don't intend to dwell on how unreasonable and unfair it is.
But this way I finally have a chance to confirm,
——Is the mood I felt at that time a mistake of impulse, or is it the truth that has been accumulated in my heart for a long time.
"Well, I'll be looking forward to it."
He tried his best to put on a smile that he was gradually getting used to, and Wang Majun raised his eyebrows as if he was satisfied with this, and put the movie ticket back into his pocket again.
"Then gather in front of the cinema at 10:[-] tomorrow!"
"The movie starts at 9 o'clock...!"
***
Saturday morning at eight twenty.
After arriving at the entrance of the cinema four or 10 minutes earlier, what appeared in front of my eyes was a somewhat unexpected barren scene.
Hmm... But thinking about it, there must not be many people who go out after 8 o'clock in the morning on weekends. If there are, most of them are poor social people who have to work overtime.
Reconfirmed the time on the watch, 22:[-].Looking up, on the road in front of me, there are only family cars sweeping by from time to time, pedestrians walking leisurely, and the cleaner uncle who is about to sweep to my feet.
"Ah, sorry, please continue...!"
Jumping to dodge the broom, I took two steps to the side, and the wavering in my heart caused me to subconsciously tighten the strap of my satchel.
Some nervousness is inevitable, after all, this is the first time I invite someone out to watch a movie... No, after all, it is the first time I invite someone out to do something, let alone that Wang Majun.Although I also tried to pick out my few sets of private clothes before going out, but I still wore the simplest black T-shirt and jeans when I thought of the possibility of Wang Majun covering his mouth and laughing wildly after seeing it.I looked in the mirror again and again in the toilet to make sure that my hair didn’t curl up strangely. After confirming that everything was ready, I picked up the long necklace that was on the table the night before and hung it around my neck—it was a necklace, but it was just a necklace. It's just a cowhide rope with a ring on it.The ring shining with silver may not have much value in the eyes of others, but to me, the meaning it contains is difficult to explain in simple words.
He lowered his head again to confirm the time, 28:[-].
Hmm...it's still early, should I buy some food before Wang Majun comes?I don't know what combination to choose for hot dogs, but for drinks, I would probably order grape-flavored Fanta.
Just when I was thinking about some irrelevant things, I caught a glimpse of something shaking from side to side on the other side of the road.He raised his head and looked at the past, and saw the familiar face at a glance.
"Ah, Wang Majun...!"
I also raised my hand to wave to him, and he put down his hand and looked over with a smile.The pedestrian's street lights were still red, so he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and pressed it for a while, and a pleasant notification sound came from my mobile phone.
Wang Majun: Yo!The most original sauce is really rustic today! ('?з?)?
Huh... I was still laughed at in the end....
Me: Isn’t Wang Majun also a white T-shirt and cropped pants (like some kind of belt hanging?) and... er, a black and white checkered cape...?
Wang Majun: Bingo——!Today, I deliberately changed to a longer style to make a difference from usual, huh?By the way, it’s too hot, too, so hurry up and buy me something to drink——
Me: If it’s hot, don’t wear a shawl at first….The green light is coming soon, why don't we go buy together.
If you look carefully, you can find that there is a big "IAMAMERICAN" printed on the front of Wang Majun's T-shirt. No, no matter how you think about it, it is a lie.
The moment the street light turned green, the mobile phone that had been planning to put it away vibrated with a new message.
Wang Majun: Most original sauce, you haven't forgotten the surprise I said, have you?
Ah, come to think of it....
I quickly raised my head and stared carefully at Wang Majun who was walking forward.
Does surprise mean something?But at first glance, there is nothing particularly suspicious, or maybe he hid it in the backpack from the beginning?Well, just ask me directly in a while.Even if Wang Majun doesn't intend to simply tell me, he will always show it to me at a certain stage.
So what should I do now...
"...?"
In an instant, an indescribable sense of disobedience hit me.
It doesn't seem right to say that it was an attack. After all, my body and mind have not suffered any physical damage. It is more like feeling and thinking, something that takes over in just a moment.
"I……"
I'm refusing, looking away from Wang Ma-kun...?
Walking briskly, he was not far in front of my eyes at this moment, and the fact that he showed a strong sense of presence cannot be denied.But this is not the case, not because of any objective elements, even the act of looking at the phone is impossible, as if subjective thinking is refusing me to take action.
"……Eh?"
So when I noticed something in the corner of my eye that was speeding into my view, I didn't realize for a moment what it was.After all, this is too unrealistic, beyond the scope of imagination, and I was stunned in place before I heard my doubtful voice a step later.The slowness was only for a moment, and so was the stagnation of thinking. When I realized what it was, my stiff body didn't have time to step out and reach out, and the shout that broke through my throat had completely changed its tone.
"Mr. Wang Ma! Danger—"
Boom————!
His eyes wide open in doubt was the last scene I saw, and the next moment even the position where he was standing was hit by an iron metal cuboid.The too unrealistic scene only lasted for a second, and there was nothing left on the zebra crossing in front of my eyes after the wind and dust passed.
...No, there is, there is something.
Scattered metal and glass shards, like the wreckage of a mobile phone squeezed by heavy objects, reflect the light of the morning sun.
That is, that is, Wang Majun's....
Starting from the bottom of the crushed mobile phone, pink drag marks stretched crookedly to the left, and the pen and ink, which was less emotional than calligraphy, finally converged under the medium-sized truck about ten meters away.
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah……
"Wang... um...!"
The words that I want to scream are stuck in my throat and I can't make a sound normally. The more I want to pull out the sound, the more I just drag out a weak moan. The nerves beat faster and faster.
No, hurry up, hurry up...!
Exposed to the scorching heat of summer, his hands and feet trembled from the cold, and he tried to move his feet, but he stumbled hard and fell to the ground.He subconsciously maintained his efforts to stand up, only to realize that his breathing was too fast to the point of being sick, but no matter how hard he panted, he couldn't fully deliver the oxygen inhaled by the trembling to his weak limbs.
Calm down, calm down, I am the only one here now, I am the only one who can save Wang Majun...! !
Stumbling and rolling, I was in a panic, but even so, I dragged my feet desperately and ran over.But before I got close, the medium truck suddenly moved again.
"!?"
The direction of retreat was coming straight towards me, and the speed far exceeded my imagination, and I barely managed to avoid it for a moment.However, ignoring my panic about what I was going to do next, it maintained a very fast straight back and saw that it had opened a long distance.
hit and run……?How can this be...! ?
But now the most important thing is...!
I hurriedly turned my head to look at the place where the truck was originally,
"Ugh..."
The unexpected tragedy made people subconsciously cover their mouths.
At the end of the long-delayed bloodstain lay Wang Majun who did not move.A pool of blood flowed out around him, whether it was a white T-shirt, a black and white checkered scarf, or beige trousers, were gradually stained with that too eye-catching pink.Soaked in blood, his right leg and left hand were twisted to impossible angles for normal humans. The broken joints tore off the outer skin and inner muscles, revealing the horrifying white bones and even a glimpse of the buried corpse. A blood vessel that hops and hops in between.However, the most serious thing is probably the sunken purple-black part on his chest. The broken ribs may have damaged the heart or lungs again, if something is not done quickly...
"…………,cough……"
A hoarse voice spit out from Wang Majun's mouth accompanied by blood clots, and I hurriedly knelt beside him as if I had just woken up from a dream.
"Wang Ma-kun! Wang Ma-kun! Hold on...!!"
I don't know what to say, the little medical knowledge I know can't deal with such serious accident injuries.Tremblingly, he took out his mobile phone and called 120. Every second of waiting for the other party's response was unbearable.
"Hi, hello...! Please, please......... Is it 120...? My friend was hit by a car, right in front of the XX cinema...!"
The palm and the mobile phone next to the ear were rattling, and I didn't know if the other party understood what I was saying. In the end, I completely lost the touch of the mobile phone.
"......... Jia..."
"?... Wang Majun??"
Realizing that the other party was struggling to move his head, I hurriedly threw away the phone and moved closer to avoid his further exertion.
"What's the matter, Wang Ma-kun?! Is there anything you want to tell me?!... Something about the characteristics of the prisoner?!"
The misty eyes seem to be focused for a while before they can barely locate on my face. The bruising under the eyes and the eyelids that can't help but close at any time indicate that his condition is not good.
"...zuiyu...jiang..."
"I, I'm here!!"
It was a weak cry that could not even be considered a breath sound, and even more, it might have to be judged from the shape of the mouth.In order not to miss every word of Wang Majun, I tried my best to focus all my attention on him.
"... du, i..."
"Dui...?"
It seems that it takes a lot of effort to utter a single sound. Compared with the spoken words, Wang Majun obviously took up more time when he was unable to breathe.
"It's okay if you don't say anything...!!"
However, he didn't follow my advice, even though he didn't even have much strength left to shake his head, his unreserved eyes still looked at me without moving away.
"bu......qi..."
"sorry……?"
After saying these three words, Wang Majun raised the corners of his mouth as if he had completed some important task, and smiled happily.
"……cough,……"
"..."
sorry……?
………….
"what……"
The tightly clenched palms were embedded in the nails, and they couldn't even feel the pain, so they went straight to go deeper.
"Why do you say such things at such a time..."
It's not because the expectations failed, and it's not because it has nothing to do with the status quo, but because this possibility has never been considered at all.
After all, he is not the kind of person who can say such things, obviously there are many other things to talk about, such as the prisoner who hit Wang Majun, what is wrong with his health, etc., before the ambulance arrives , maybe I can help.
"...Why, Wang Majun wants to apologize..."
Obviously so far he has never apologized to me from the bottom of his heart, never once made me believe his words easily, and has always played fun with me unilaterally, without giving me the slightest chance to understand the truth.
"Why, why...!!"
The voice was dyed with chaotic emotions, one drop, two drops, the transparent liquid splashed on Wang Majun's cheek and then slid down.He was neither angry nor complained about anything, just quietly looked at me who was crying directly above, and still smiled faintly.
"duibuqio,zuiyuanjiang"
"Don't say any more..."
The tears that blocked my vision made it impossible for me to even see Wang Majun's mouth shape clearly.
but…….
"Please, Wang Ma-kun, don't say things like you've given up..."
I won't believe it, I won't believe that this kind of words are the last words Wang Majun wants to leave to me, I haven't even received the surprise he carefully prepared, have I?
"Please, work harder, I'm here too, and I'll always be here."
Grabbing Wang Majun's right hand, which was colder than usual, I tried to warm it up with the temperature of both hands.If the temperature of the hand is not enough, blow hot air with your mouth, if it is still not enough, pull it in front of you and hug it tightly.
I won't give up, I won't give up.
Until the sound of the ambulance approached, I just wanted to try my best to regain the gradually lost temperature of Wang Majun.While telling him not to give up, it was more like telling himself.
......
bastard....
***
In retrospect he often seems to make jokes that don't seem like jokes.
"Anyway, Mohara-chan definitely doesn't have the guts to fuck you. If that's the case, let me kill you."
Then I would retort very angrily, don't really say that even if it's a joke, we will definitely be able to xx together.
"Hehehe, it would be great if that unrealistic fantasy can really come true!"
The tone was full of sarcasm and malice, as if we were not partners in the same situation, but unequal enemies.
Then I realized I was crying, crying silently in front of him who was not moving.Why did I cry to him, why did I cry so sadly, I don't know, I don't understand, maybe I forgot, or maybe I didn't remember from the beginning.Only the piece of paper that was tightly held in the hand suddenly pierced into the palm of the hand caused pain, and the crumpled ball was smoothed out, and only three words were written on it——
"sorry"
Then I woke up, yelled and sat up in a panic, trying to grab something, but with my outstretched right hand, I only touched a sliver of silver exposed from the gap in the curtain.After realizing that this is my own dormitory, I panted excitedly and made the cold sweat on my forehead fall straight down. This is not the first time such a thing has happened.
I'm not sure if I should classify it as a nightmare, I have no memory of what was in the dream, it seemed to be something that happened in another world far away from me.
But only the last note, the last apology, is the only intersection between dream and reality.I'm afraid that what happened in reality was subconsciously reflected in the dream. After all, even today I still can't forget that sentence, that expression, and it won't just quietly exit from my memory like this.
When I came to the door, I stared at the plaque standing on one side for a long time, but I couldn't read the simple sentences that were strung together no matter how I tried to read them.
Akamatsu-san was the first to notice my figure, and when her eyes met, she hurriedly walked two steps to my side.As always, she opened her mouth slightly to say something, her eyes moved but she fell silent again.I don't know what to say, but the impression that comes to my mind is that the dark clothes that I usually don't wear are also very suitable for her.
"...It's okay, don't worry about me, Akamatsu-san."
I don't know if I succeeded in laughing, but I made up my mind and stepped into the gate of the venue.
The scale of the room is much smaller than I imagined, and the few figures standing here and there are all classmates in the class.If you think about it carefully, it is also possible that many people will come.After signing the list at the reception, he was suddenly patted on the back.
Turning around, as expected, I saw a familiar and reassuring face.
"what……"
"what?"
Noticing my gaze, Momota-kun also raised his eyes and rubbed his hair that was rarely smoothed down.
"Well, after all, the occasion is there. Anyway, I have to..."
"Um……"
Baitian-kun didn't say anything more, and I lowered my head and didn't mention anything.
After a certain number of people gathered scatteredly, each of us was distributed a bouquet of white chrysanthemums for offering sacrifices.In fact, I was aware of everyone's gaze, and they seemed to be silently telling you to go first, come first, and don't care about our care and consideration, but I declined one by one, not because of humility, but because of me... …not yet mentally prepared.
The first one who walked up cautiously holding the flowers was Mengye. She stared at the people inside for a while, rubbed the corners of her eyes that were already a little red, stretched out her hand and described some kind of magic with the flower branch as a stick, and finally gently Add white flowers to one side of the bouquet.When classmate Anji came forward, he offered his prayers sincerely. Kun Taijun was crying before he approached. Classmate Iruma stepped back and kicked the ground very angrily. KI-BO Jun watched silently from the side with some indescribable sadness.
Chabashira-kun, Amami-kun, Tojo-kun, Shinguji-kun, Hoshi-kun, Shirogane-kun, Akamatsu-kun, Momota-kun, the last one who came to me and stopped was Chunchuan-san.
"You're the only one left, and no one will bother you if you want to say something."
"……thanks."
"...that's not something to be thankful for."
As she said that, she stepped out of the venue, and when I raised my head again, all I saw was the person surrounded by huge flowers, the large portrait hanging in the middle of the wall, and the person drawn on it. banner up.
"Farewell Ceremony for the Remains of Oma Kokichi"
see?Obviously I know every word, but when they are combined into such a sentence, they become completely different.
Patting my stiff legs, I stood up and took a step forward. The faint dizziness was put aside, and I subconsciously clenched the bouquet of white chrysanthemums in my hand.
I'm the only one left....
...I still have words that I have to convey to him.
At the same time as he opened his mouth, a moderate amount of cool air poured in, and the sentences he had already thought up in his mind were gradually formed by the wind.
"...I'm sorry Wang Majun, I'm not very clear about medical matters until now... So here I have to talk about things within my ability, are you willing to listen?"
In line with the slow pace, try to speak in a normal tone, just like the conversation that has been going on all the time, to provoke the topic.
"About the medium-sized truck that hit you, although I tried my best to investigate, I still couldn't find it. At that time, I was too concerned about your injuries and forgot to write down the license plate number of the truck. This was my biggest failure as a detective. Well... Afterwards, I also tried to find the police to obtain the surveillance video of that period, but unfortunately, the surveillance on that section of the road had failed due to aging since the day before, and I failed to capture conclusive evidence."
The elegant piano music that doesn't suit him is playing farewell. If he can hear it himself, he will definitely ask Akamatsu-san to play a more passionate march for him.
"At that time, I was the only witness on the street. If I didn't find anything, I'm afraid others won't be able to find it either. Whether it was an accident or a murder, whether the escape was intentional or accidental, I even ran to ask Mr. Chunchuan if Know something, but the answer is no. All I know is that you were not rescued in the end, and I don't know anything other than that."
Finally, when I came to the flower group, I could see his appearance clearly, with his hands crossed in front of his body, Wang Majun was lying in the cradle of the flower group like this.Not responding to my footsteps, not being shaken by my words, quietly... not like him at all.
"I... really tried my best, Mr. Wang Ma. I wanted to find out the truth about your death, and the reason why you had to die. I tried my best to search and ask others for these seven days, regardless of the truth of your death. I begged with a face, and I was so low-pitched that I didn't even feel dignified. But even so, even so, I still couldn't find any clues, nothing, nothing... nothing..."
The calm tone couldn't help but produce ups and downs, but the eye sockets are still dry, maybe I've shed all the tears in the past few days.
"This kind of thing is too much...Why is it like this? No matter when you are alive or after you die, you refuse to let me know your truth. I can't even help but wonder if it was you who deliberately Hide all the clues, want to see me in a hurry and make fun of it, otherwise why can't I track down anything, why can't I catch even a little clue..."
How many times have I even imagined in my heart that maybe after I finish this monologue and give up and present flowers for him, Wang Majun will suddenly sit up and shout, "You've been fooled! Stupid!" Then I showed my usual scary smile and waited to see my terrified expression and my stupid appearance of slumping on the ground.After all, he is that Wang Majun, that hopeless Wang Majun, who has never been beyond everyone's expectations, never acted according to anyone's script, and never cared how much trouble he caused others.
So my right hand that picked up the white chrysanthemum trembled a little, and when I placed it next to Wang Majun's face, it even touched his fair skin.But Wang Majun was not startled and sat up, and he didn't even change his expression at all. He just lay there quietly with his eyes closed, with a paler face than usual, silent and quiet. As if ushered in the end of the world.
"..."
——Ah, obviously I already knew.
Why, are you such a willful person?
Why, you don't want to leave me even a little something to comfort me?
Not far behind me, the staff in black uniforms seemed to be waiting for me to finish the final conversation.They will finally lift the coffin and Wang Majun together, and send him to the end where he should go.
I don't want to watch the next thing, I already know what will happen after that.There are not many people in this world who can choose their own end, but even if there is no suicide note, I know what choice Wang Majun will make.He would never allow his body to be eroded by bacteria and gradually decayed. Since he was going to disappear in this world, he might as well burn everything up with a big fire, and then throw the ashes into the boundless sea.
"Hee hee! In this way, I have conquered the world in a real sense!"
The hallucinations in my ears told me like this, smiling so happily, I was not at all willing to wipe away the tears on my cheeks.
"……what."
tears?Sora's right hand caressed his face, and the moist touch was undoubtedly real.
What, it turns out that my tears haven't run out yet.
"...Woo,..."
The choked sob deep in the throat was pulled by tears, and the useless voice did not leak out.I tried to at least wipe my face so I wouldn't look too embarrassed, but neither my voice nor my tear ducts continued to obey my orders.
"I'm sorry, most original sauce"
Wang Majun's last words to me.
But an apology for what, and for what?In the end, I just want to use one sentence to apologize for everything so far, there must be a limit to being irresponsible.
"This kind of words, root
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