Carry the handle and tell me not to leave after school

Hang Yiwei never expected to be "come out of the closet". He originally wanted to wait for him to grow up, graduate from college, and work. He has the ability to convince Hang's mother that homosexuality is not an unforgivable crime, and marriage is not just for completion' task', he brought Xiao Yin home as a boyfriend.

However, Hang Ma's attitude at the moment is clear and clear, every word she utters is like a sword, and the knife scrapes against Hang Yiwei's heart.

"Don't contact him in the future." Hang's mother took a deep breath. He wanted Hang Yiwei to study hard, get into a good university in the future, and get ahead, but he didn't bet on Hang Yiwei's future.

Hang Yiwei clenched his hands, and looked at the smooth floor with lowered eyebrows. The unique smell of disinfectant in the hospital wafted in the air, making people dizzy and dizzy. He felt that his eyes could not be opened due to the smoke.

A little sour, want to blink.

It's not a quarrel, it's just advice. Hang Ma's attitude is very gentle, maybe because she thinks that friends at this age have nothing to do with love and have no feelings, so there's no need to make it so ugly.

It may also be that Xiao Yin gave her a really good impression. The only thing he did wrong was to have a "play house" love affair with her son.

It was already 02:30 in the afternoon after Hang Ma's infusion, and she ate the hospital's box lunch for lunch.

During the meal, the two of them probably thought of the days when Xiao Yin specially helped Hang Yiwei cook. Hang Ma had a hard time eating this meal. She has lived for so many years, whether it is true or false, how could she not be able to tell? .

It's just too hard.

"Dahang, you are with a man, what about the child? Don't you want it? Then one day you have a quarrel and the two of you have no relationship. At that time, your mother will die. What will you do by yourself? Find another one." Is there a good girl with you at that time? When you are seventy or eighty years old, you have no companion, no children and grandchildren, how are you going to live?"

This is what Hang Ma said to Hang Yiwei when the two were on their way back.When she said this, her voice was very soft, with lingering sorrow and sighs.

These problems were like mountains, one after another, they were pressed on Hang Yiwei's shoulders, making him a little breathless.

Teenagers didn’t think about the future, as long as there is love, they can pledge each other forever, and it’s a rare and common thing to last forever. Cuteness is something beyond ideology, and there is no logic at all. People who love to death today, will tomorrow You can also forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

Is it a gamble to take love as a guarantee?

"A lifetime is so long." Hang Ma said.

Hang Yiwei was sitting on the stool in the living room, Xiao Dayuan jumped out of the cat litter when he saw him, and jumped onto his lap with a few long steps.

The soft touch rubbed against his bosom, Hang Yiwei looked down at Xiao Dayuan, Xiao Dayuan opened a pair of big glass-colored eyes, and meowed twice, Hang Yiwei couldn't help but reached out and touched the bottom of it. head.

Xiao Dayuan was so comfortable being touched by him, he found a comfortable position in his arms, stretched his legs, then slowly circled himself into a ball, and fell asleep in his arms.

It is really a cute animal, it will give you a quiet environment quietly, no matter how much it loves you, it will maintain its own rhythm, and it will give you enough private space; but it will also gently rub against you when you are sad. Beside you, let you touch its soft little head, who can resist the softness as light as a cicada's wing, like touching a cloud with one hand.

Hang Ma came out of the bedroom and saw Hang Yiwei stroking the cat. She frowned slightly. She walked towards the kitchen and said, "Let's send it back sometime."

Hang Yiwei's arms froze, he lowered his head and looked at Zhengxiang who was sleeping on Xiao Dayuan's lap, "I agree."

"Our family doesn't have cats." Hang's mother took a look at Hang Yiwei, "If you don't want to send it away, I can only throw it away."

Hang Yiwei held Xiao Dayuan in his arms and pressed his lips into a line. He sat on the stool for a while, and the circles of his eyes turned red at a visible speed.

It's so hard, it's so hard to take care of a kitten.

Hang Ma took out the spare ribs from the refrigerator. The spare ribs were cut and washed, and then boiled in a pot with plain water. Resting in bed she felt more tired.

After she put the seasonings in place, put the ribs in the pot and started to simmer slowly, there was a sound of the door slamming outside, and when she went out to look again, Xiao Dayuan and its cat food, cat litter, and cat litter were all gone in the living room No, Hang Yiwei is not there either.

Hang Ma pressed her forehead, tears fell out of her eyes unexpectedly, and fell to the ground one by one. When she reacted, she immediately raised her hand and wiped her face. After taking a deep breath, only the reddish eye sockets remained.

Hang Yiwei put Xiao Dayuan in a cat cage, took his belongings and found a taxi to Xiao Yin's house.

Fortunately, he has always had the key to Xiao Yin's house, otherwise he really doesn't know where to send Xiao Dayuan.

It's just that I have to come here every day.

Hang Yiwei opened the door and let Xiao Dayuan in. Xiao Yin's house has already been cleaned up, because he won't come back for a long time, Xiao Yin put away all the small things to avoid dust.The room decorated in a modern minimalist style is extremely empty and not popular at all.

Hang Yiwei stood sluggishly in the room for a while, but he didn't cry, he just felt panicked.

He was a little angry, angry with himself, angry that he couldn't refute Hang Ma, and was speechless when Hang Ma asked him a few words.Those thinking patterns related to growth and experience made him unable to refute, he could not find an excuse, and he had no confidence.

How to refute a life that I have never experienced, and that I cannot even peep at.

Hang Yiwei spread the cat litter for Xiao Dayuan, poured the cat food, prepared the water to drink, and left. Xiao Dayuan was very calm when he was there, after all, he was in a field he was familiar with.

In the past, Xiao Yin would leave him alone at home twelve hours a day, and he was used to thinking that Xiao Yin would come back after a while.

Hang Yiwei walked back all the way.

Without that bit of pride and stubbornness, the young man who was tightly wrapped by the cruelty of reality blended into the crowd without being seen.

When he went back, he met Lin Fengya outside the alley.

Lin Fengya was sitting outside the canteen in front of Zhao Sihan's billiards court, chatting happily with the owner's son, seeing her coming, Lin Fengya immediately called out, "Brother Hang!"

The girl rushed out alive and kicking.

"Where did you go? My brother asked me to bring you something. He didn't have a chance to give it to you yesterday."

Hang Yiwei heard Xiao Yin's eyes sinking, and his brows furrowed uglyly. He looked at the box that Lin Fengya handed over, and it was a mobile phone box.

"Ah, this is a letter." Lin Fengya took out a wax-stamped white envelope from her Mori girl's canvas bag, fearing that it was to guard against Lin Fengya.

Hang Yiwei squeezed his hands, said thank you, and took the things.

Lin Fengya was stunned, "What's wrong with Brother Hang?"

"It's okay." Hang Yiwei shook his head, "I'll take you back."

Lin Fengya waved her hand immediately, "No, no, no. Cao Yao sent me here."

"Oh." Hang Yiwei was not surprised by the people who didn't see Cao Yao, after all, he and Cao Yao had always disliked each other.

"Brother Hang, are you okay?" Lin Fengya raised her eyes worriedly, trying to discern the truth from Hang Yiwei's face carefully.

Hang Yiwei took a step back subconsciously, turning his face away, "Go back early, don't play around with Cao Yao." Hang Yiwei frowned, "I have something to do today, so I'll go back first."

He walked away almost quickly.

Lin Fengya sniffed, took out her small fan from her bag and fanned her face. She thought to herself, could it be because she and her brother are going to be in a long-distance relationship?

Hang Yiwei didn't stop on the street, the window of his house was facing the street, he walked all the way to the corridor before stopping, the letter and a mobile phone case were hot in the palm of his hand.

He looked down at the letter in his hand. He was sitting in the corridor, and then the light that came in from the window carefully tore open the envelope. The action was for fear of damaging a corner of the envelope, so that he could not keep it.

The letter paper inside the envelope is a little pink, and the first sentence is, "The mobile phone is not as expensive as your round trip in the future."

The letter was written by Xiao Yin because he was worried that Hang Yiwei would not accept his mobile phone.Just writing and writing, he himself couldn't help expressing his little thoughts about Hang Yiwei.

'I dreamed about you last night, they made me strong, and you told me that nothing really matters. '

"Hanghang, you took me back to your past and lived in the place where you grew up. Do you make up for my absence in your life?"If you can count, when you grow up, may I invite you to walk the road I have traveled, and the scenery I experienced along the way, I hope you can see them one by one. '

'Hanghang, we will be more than 700 kilometers apart in the future, but as long as you think that you can see the sky when you look up, you will feel that you are still by my side, close at hand. '

'You are lucky for three lives. '

When some people talk about love, they can make people feel love without even saying a word of like.

It is the kind of love that is silent but penetrates into the bone marrow.

Hang Yiwei's eye sockets were sore and uncomfortable, he raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and wiped out his hot tears. He sat on the steps with his back straight, puffing out his cheeks and thinking endlessly.

It's too foul, Xiao Xueba relied on his own study to do well, so he just talked about love so desperately.

How dare he admit defeat to the reality, how calmly he gave up on him.

He is the luck of his three lives.

Beep beep... Just as Hang Yiwei wiped away his tears, the phone in the box rang.

Lin Fengya delivered the things to Hang Yiwei, and immediately reported to her superiors about work. Xiao Yin made this call because he counted Hang Yiwei's normal walking speed, and only when he returned home and then returned to his bedroom.

After all, he is Hang Yiwei's underground lover, so it's not good to be too ostentatious.