Carry the handle and tell me not to leave after school

At that moment, even breathing was still.

Hang Yiwei's eyes kept blinking, and Xiao Yin in front of him gradually became clear. He subconsciously raised his hand and wiped his lips with the back of his hand.

Xiao Yin narrowed his eyes, and he raised his hand to pinch the back of Hang Yiwei's neck, and pulled him hard towards his body, Hang Yiwei suddenly bumped into Xiao Yin's arms.

"Hanghang, if I wipe again next time, I won't kiss you like this." Xiao Yin lowered his head and looked at Hang Yiwei with a smile.

Hang Yiwei glared at him, thanks to the momentum from his numb feet, otherwise Xiao Yin would really be angry if he pulled him like this!

"Eat." Xiao Yin completely ignored his glaring eyes, and dragged him towards the dining table.

"Have you decided what major you want to study?"

"Hmm... I want to study Chinese language and literature."

Xiao Yin glanced at him, "Have you figured it out?"

Hang Yiwei nodded.He read the advertising copy for almost an afternoon today. He couldn't resist the charm of advertising. He wanted to challenge a certain rejected product to reposition, repackage, and then push it to the market to bring the rejected product back to life.

He suddenly felt that he seemed to have found the value of life.

"The Chinese language and literature major of C University is relatively good." Xiao Yin pushed the noodles on the table in front of Hang Yiwei.

Hang Yiwei was stunned for a moment, "Big C?"

Xiao Yin raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong?"

"University C is not in the same province as the University A you are going to take." Hang Yiwei said without thinking.

Xiao Yin's hand holding the chopsticks paused for a moment.

He slowly raised his eyes to look at Hang Yiwei, with a faint smile on his lips.

Hang Yiwei felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by him like this. He frowned and impatiently poked the noodles in the bowl, "Hey, see what I'm doing, eat your noodles."

Xiao Yin: "Hanghang, do you want to be in the same school as me?"

Hang Yiwei choked on the tomato, and coughed loudly. He quickly picked up the cup and drank several sips of water before he calmed down.

Like that, I was quite scared.

"It's not impossible, it's just that the Chinese language major of A major is not as good as that of C major." Xiao Yin looked at Hang Yiwei seriously, "I think you should put your future first."

After a hundred years of life, who knows that this person is the right person at the moment.Just because you like it now doesn't mean you'll like it later.With so many variables in life, he didn't want to delay Hang Yiwei.

Hang Yiwei frowned slightly, suddenly he didn't know what to say.

What Xiao Yin said was right, he should put the future first. From the very beginning when he knew Xiao Yin, Xiao Yin taught him with this position, that's right, "teach him".Sometimes when he calms down, he can't understand Xiao Yin's meaning. At most, he can attribute Xiao Yin's actions to "idle". Knowing that Xiao Yin is sincerely treating him well.

But at the moment, Xiao Yin was still doing it for his own good, but he felt that he couldn't accept it calmly. "After my college entrance examination, you are a sophomore."

This is what Xiao Yin said when he asked Xiao Yin whether to study literature or theory.

Xiao Yin picked up the cup he just drank, took a sip of water unhurriedly, and then said calmly, "I can also be a senior."

After dinner, Hang Yiwei came back from Xiao Yin's place.

Before leaving, Xiao Yin gave him a card, saying that the card was the money he earned from writing for his grandfather last time, and the card was issued by Xiao Yin's ID card.He didn't ask how much money he had, he only wrote a few words this time, and it will never be more than last time.

After he went back, he found that Hang Ma was just about to go out with something.

Hang Yiwei was a little surprised, "It's so late today?" Normally, Hang's mother left early.

"There is no stall today. I'll go to the hospital to see Song Chen." Hang Ma said and pushed him aside.

Hang Yiwei was stunned for a moment, "What's wrong, Brother Chen?"

"Don't worry about it, you go to bed early, and you have to go to class early tomorrow morning."

"It's still early, I'll go with you, I'll take a look and I'll be right back."

Hang Ma sighed, "You might as well go and see your Brother Zhao if you have the time."

When Hang Yiwei heard this sentence, his heart skipped a beat.

He suddenly thought of the way Zhao Sihan and Song Chen kissed that night in the depths of the narrow alley.His lips trembled, "Brother Zhao, what's wrong with him?"

Hang Ma was so preoccupied with her own affairs that she didn't notice that Hang Yiwei's expression was wrong.

She sighed again, which seemed to let out all the sadness and helplessness, but after all, there were too many sad and helpless things, and Hang Ma's lung capacity was not enough, so she didn't sigh completely.

"Your brother Zhao's father chased him to the billiard room today with a knife, and Song Chen blocked him." Hang Ma said very briefly.

The more Hang Yiwei listened, the more his heart sank.

"Why, Uncle Zhao?"

Hang Ma took a look at him and frowned, "Why don't you know?"

Hang Yiwei couldn't help but want to shrink back, and he guessed why.

that kiss.

Such an intimate 'friend'.

"Dahang, let me tell you, I don't care about your puppy love, as long as the one you're looking for is a woman. If you mess around like them, then you don't want to recognize me as a mother." Hang's mother said After wrapping the scarf around her neck, she told her to go to bed early and left.

She reminded such a sentence completely by the way, because she felt that Hang Yiwei knew that Song Chen was with Zhao Sihan, so she didn't see the paleness on Hang Yiwei's face.

With a bang, the door closed.

Hang Yiwei stood at the door awkwardly, he couldn't walk anymore.

After a long time, he felt a little cold, so he turned around and walked into the room with stiff legs. When he went out in the morning, he didn't close the window, and the room was full of air-conditioning.He shuddered, and walked over to close the window. Standing upstairs, he suddenly thought of Xiao Yin's figure standing at the front intersection waiting for him every time.

He may have been infected by the Xiao family's atmosphere, so he doesn't take the world seriously.

This area is full of low-rise buildings, the walls are mottled due to age, and the intertwined alleys are dark and damp. During the rainy season, he can only roll up his trousers and walk out with water dripping.

How can we not take the world seriously?

Aunt Wang, whose husband died on the first floor, said two more words to Zhang Ge, who was more than ten years younger than her and repaired cars in a car repair shop.

Men like men, which is unheard of for people here. They can only accept conventional heterosexuality, intercourse between men and women, having children, and raising offspring; Uncle Zhao can kill his own son with a knife. What kind of words would people who have nothing to do with themselves say?

secular.

public opinion.

Can kill.

Hang Yiwei took a deep breath, then turned around suddenly, grabbed the key and ran out.

He wanted to see Zhao Sihan, and he felt that he couldn't leave Zhao Sihan alone.

Zhao Sihan's house was two buildings away from his house. Zhao Sihan's house was on the seventh floor, and he knocked on the door after he went up.He had been here many times before, and it was Zhao Sihan's mother Fu Yun who pitied him for being alone at home and asked him to come over to eat something delicious.

He knocked twice, the door opened, and Fu Yun stood at the door.

Her hair was scattered behind her head, her eyes were downcast, and her face was particularly haggard.

"Aunt Fu..."

Fu Yun nodded slightly, and tucked the loose hair behind his ears, "Is there something wrong?"

Hang Yiwei pursed his lips into a line, "I think, find Brother Zhao."

Fu Yun gripped the doorknob tightly, she lowered her head and didn't even look at Hang Yiwei, "He's not here, you can come back another day." After saying this, Fu Yun seemed to have exhausted his etiquette, and stretched out his hand to slap The door was closed immediately.

Hang Yiwei wanted to say something, but in an instant, he looked at the closed door and didn't know what to say.

Fu Yun's refusal of his visit has already represented that Fu Yun thinks this is a shameful thing, and he should not see people.

He is nothing, he has not yet grown into an adult, so he can't break into the door, and he can't say a word in defense of Zhao Sihan, even if he does, he will probably only get one sentence.

What do children know.

When Hang Yiwei came home, he didn't sleep well that night, so that he overslept the next morning.

It was already 45:[-] when I got up, Hang Yiwei quickly washed his face and brushed his teeth, and went downstairs to see Xiao Yin standing at the intersection with his schoolbag on his back.

Hang Yiwei picked up his schoolbag and ran over quickly.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

Xiao Yin heard his voice and looked up at him, Hang Yiwei's cheeks and nose were red, he frowned slightly, and raised his hand to touch his face.

Hang Yiwei suddenly took a big step back, "Don't, don't touch me here, let's go first."

Hang Yiwei glanced left and right, then rushed forward.

Xiao Yin frowned.

After walking out of this area and walking to the street, Hang Yiwei panted and turned his head to look at Xiao Yin who was walking behind him unhurriedly.

"I'm late, you still walk so slowly." Hang Yiwei was a little anxious.

Xiao Yin walked up to him, squinted his eyes and looked at him, "What happened to you just now?"

Hang Yiwei frowned immediately when he heard this sentence.

"Ok?"

"I have an older brother, he is gay." Hang Yiwei took a deep breath, "Yesterday his father found out, and then went to him with a knife."

The look on Xiao Yin's face slowly turned cold, "Then?" Xiao Yin's deep voice was frighteningly cold.

Hang Yiwei was stunned for a moment, he looked at Xiao Yin, "Then...Brother Chen, who is my brother's lover, he helped him block it."

"What do you want to say?" Xiao Yin suddenly asked him directly.

Hang Yiwei was a little confused by his question.He just wanted to tell Xiao Yin about it, he didn't mean anything.

"Hanghang, I don't ask you to come out for me, but you can't be afraid, you know?" Xiao Yin stretched out his hand to touch Hang Yiwei's face, and carefully stroked his eyebrows with his fingertips, "You can't be scared now Just deny the future. If you dare to do this, I will lock you up."

Xiao Yin's fingertips trembled a little, "I don't want to go that far."