[Comprehensive] The white lotus in the dark Honmaru

Yue Qingli wandered aimlessly on the tidy streets, the sky was a bit gloomy, and the street lamps on both sides of the road were shining weakly in twos and threes.

The clear river water looked a little dark in the night, and it became lighter and lighter as it got farther away. It seemed that there was a person walking by the river.He walked towards the other party, wanting to ask where this is.Just now an uncle told him that there is a shop nearby that makes very delicious noodles.

But before he could get any closer, he saw the man by the river starting to walk into the river.Although the weather is not very cold now, it is not the season for swimming. He quickly ran to the river. He suspected that the other party was about to commit suicide.

The deeper you go, the deeper the water becomes, and the lighter it gets, when Li arrived, the water had already reached the man's neck.Although the sky was dark, Yue Qingli still recognized that the person was the girl he saw when he first arrived.

"Hey! Don't be impulsive!" Yue Qingli shouted at the other party anxiously, "Don't go any further, come back quickly."

The appearance of Yue Qingli startled the other party, and she hurried forward in a hurry, the river water covered her lips and almost covered her nose.

Yue Qingli took off his coat and shoes and jumped directly into the water.The river was icy, and Yue Qingli couldn't help shivering, but he had no time to care about these details at the moment.He swam forward with all his strength, trying to get close to the girl who had begun to struggle in the water.

"Help...uh...help me..."

Yue Qingli saw that the girl was struggling less and less in the water, so she must have run out of energy.He surfaced and took a deep breath, comforting, "Don't be afraid, I'm here to save you."

He held the girl's arm tightly with one hand, and pulled her to the shore with the other.At this moment, the girl might have figured it out, Yue Qingli didn't struggle any more when he stretched out his hand to pull him, and obediently followed her movements to swim to the shore.

Dragging a person to swim in the water is no better than swimming by yourself. The lighter it is, the easier it is to leave the shore. After getting off the shore, I was so tired that I knelt on the shore with my whole body wet and gasped for breath.Looking at the girl on the side, she was not much better than herself.

He sighed, picked up the jacket he took off and put it on the girl's shoulders, "Put it on first, don't catch a cold."

She shivered and huddled together, not daring to look up and leave.

The girl is Qingyuanzi. After being punished to stand today, she has no chance to enter the classroom again.Originally, she planned to go back after class, but as soon as she opened the classroom door, she saw Ueno Yui throwing her books downstairs in front of her.Helpless, she had to drag her tired body downstairs to find her book.

Their classroom is on the third floor, and downstairs is a small garbage dump.After the students clean up every day, they will dump the garbage there for centralized processing

When Qingyuan passed by, he was dismayed to find that the place was full of garbage.Probably because of too many fallen leaves, the trash can was filled in just a few hours.

If there is no book, I will definitely have to stand outside again.With that in mind, Kiyohara stretched out her hand and started rummaging through the trash for her book.

When she was halfway through the scroll, she suddenly heard her mobile phone ringing. It should be that there was a new message coming in.She straightened up, stretched out two fingers to pinch her mobile phone out, and then clicked in to have a look.

Seeing this, she froze in place.Because she saw herself...

This is a class group, and now someone upstairs took a picture of himself digging through the trash and posted it to the group.Kiyohara looked at the profile picture and recognized that it was Yui Ueno.

The news spread quickly, and there was a lot of ridicule and abuse in a short while.

[Sure enough, the fat pig and the garbage dump are a perfect match! 】

【Hahaha, look at her stupid look, I'm dying of laughter. 】

【It stinks, I really don't want her to come in for class】

【Then don't let her in! 】

【…】

Seeing the news that kept scrolling up, Qingyuan couldn't help but clenched her phone tightly.

The thoughts that I suppressed before came out again, those people would be fine if they could die, if only they could all die.

She knelt down and hugged her head, tears welling up uncontrollably.Can't cry!She told herself, then stood up and went on looking for her book.

In the end, she found her book among the fallen leaves. The book had been torn in two, and a lot of graffiti had been drawn on it.

She walked up with the book, and when she got to the classroom, classes had already started inside.She looked into the classroom with her head, but instead of going in, she chose to continue standing outside the door.Because the teacher who is currently in class hates her very much, it is definitely impossible to let her go in like this.

It wasn't until after school that she returned home with her trampled schoolbag and books torn in half.

Every time she goes home, she has to pass through that river. The river doesn't look big but it is very clear.In summer, the warm sun shines on the river, leaving sparkling light, reflecting the crimson sunset glow.Every time she was in a bad mood, she would sit by the river and watch the flowing river, as if her troubles and pain would flow away with it.

But when she sat there today, she was different from before.Those things she didn't want to remember, those things she didn't want to think of, were shown in her mind like a revolving lantern.

The malicious ridicule under the dim light, the unavoidable violence despite being wronged, those painful memories surged up violently.She was sitting by the river, the river was no longer beautiful in her eyes at that moment, the sound of splashing water seemed to be mocking her in her ears.

She walked forward in a daze, the river water soaked her clothes, and the cold wind was really cold to the bone.In a daze, she seemed to see another world, where there was no sunlight, the sky and the sea merged into one, and there was only a floating boat in the middle.

But before she got close to the boat, she was pulled back to reality.She couldn't hear what the other person was saying, but she was terrified like a conditioned reflex.She hurried forward until the river submerged her.

The feeling of struggling in the water is really painful, so weak, no matter how much you struggle, it won't help.Just give it up, she told herself.She closed her eyes and sank, but suddenly she was grabbed by the arm, and then she heard someone talking to herself.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here to save you."

Did you call for help yourself?Kiyohara doesn't remember anymore, but the moment she was caught by that person, she suddenly didn't want to die.Why is she going to die?What did she do wrong?

Yue Qingli saw the other party's eyes narrowed together and sighed, "Where is your home? It's getting late and I'll take you home."

Home?Kiyohara's body stiffened.There should be no one at home at this time.Dad hasn't come back from work yet, and my mother went out to dance.

Yue Qingli noticed her strange behavior and suggested, "If you don't want to go home, you can talk to me, why do you want to jump into the river?"

Qingyuanzi actually didn't want to talk, but the other party had just saved her, so it would be too rude to ignore the other party.She secretly turned her head to glance at the other party, and then her eyes widened in amazement.

The person in front of me is really beautiful!The wet clothes were tightly attached to the body, outlining the perfect waistline, and the beautiful eyes seemed to be full of stars in the sky under the moonlight.The crimson lips slightly evoked a gentleness like the summer night sky.

"Thank you." Qingyuanzi said, and then returned the coat she was wearing to you, Yue Qingli, "Put it on, your clothes are soaked too."

"No, I won't get sick. On the contrary, you are cold after soaking in the river for so long."

Qing Yuanzi nodded, then looked down at the water-stained small space in front of her and said slowly, "Actually, I don't want to die now."

"That's good, it's good to be alive."

Qingyuan smiled wryly, "Really?"

"Only when you are alive can you feel the temperature of the sun shining on your body, and only then can you feel the world in detail."

"Even if the world is not beautiful?"

"Even if the world is not beautiful."

"How can people be nostalgic for an unhappy world? It should be because they want to end everything quickly." Qingyuanzi felt that it was impossible for her to fall in love with this world.

"Isn't there not a little bit of beauty, even if you just caress a wild flower casually, it will always leave a lingering fragrance." After Yue Qingli finished speaking, he found that there was really a wild flower beside him.He plucked the flowers and handed them to Kiyoko.

"This is a gift for you, I hope it can make you feel good, even if it's just a little bit."

Qing Yuanzi held the freshly plucked flower at a loss.She turned her head and took a peek at Yue Qingli, suddenly she was glad that she didn't die like this.

If you die, you will have nothing, even if it is just a wild flower that you picked in your hand.

"Thank you." Kiyohara said again.

"You're welcome, go home early. Hope to see you again sometime."

"Don't worry, I won't commit suicide again." Those people deserve to die.

When Qingyuan returned home, it was exactly as she thought, the lights were dimmed, and neither her parents came home.

She changed her shoes at the door and went back to her room.Because she had soaked in cold water just now, she sneezed several times in a row, so she decided to take a bath first.

The mist gradually filled the room, Qing Yuanzi looked at herself in the mirror, then stretched out her hand and slowly touched her face, her expressionless face looked really ugly and dark.Who would have thought that such a face could be looked at with such gentle eyes?

Why can a stranger be so gentle, but the person who gets along day and night is cruel like a devil?