The protagonist always says he loves me

The glare of the sun hit his face, Chen Ci blinked in a daze.Before the body's soreness and tearing sensation had time to reach his mind, another thought quickly occupied his entire consciousness like electricity.

Chen Mi is Succubus, the other protagonist who he always thought was his lover.

They had sex last night, but he... didn't feel anything.

Of course there is pleasure, even if it is stronger than he imagined, but it can only be attributed to physical desire.When he was tightly wrapped by the stormy tide of love and almost suffocated, he couldn't feel any warmth that belonged exclusively to his lover.The lover will also want him crazily, and will have a bad taste, but even when he is lingering to the death, he can clearly feel that he loves him and cherishes him.They make love because they love each other deeply, not just to satisfy their fleshly desires.

Chen Mi brought him an unprecedented experience, but the aftertaste stopped abruptly after that, and there was no redundant emotion left between them, as if after a shower of rain, the dry land was still cracked thousands of miles away.

He didn't know how Chen Mi felt in his heart, he just felt empty.

Chen Mi's arms were still around his waist, and his head was pressed against his chest, making him almost out of breath.He pushed the opponent's body, and his arms became tighter.Chen Ci held his breath and observed for a while before confirming that Chen Mi hadn't woken up yet. It should be just a subconscious reaction in his sleep.

He carefully opened the arms around his body and stuffed a pillow into it. Chen Mi immediately hugged the pillow stuffed with duck down tightly, and rubbed his cheek against the pillow.Chen Mi's eye bags were a little blue, and his face couldn't hide the exhaustion, so this action didn't wake him up.Chen Ci saw him lower his eyelids with exceptionally thick long eyelashes, and actually stared at him in a stiff posture for several seconds.

There is really no cure.Chen Ci laughed at himself fiercely, as if he could erase from his memory the self who had fantasized that Chen Mi was his lover and was delighted by it for a split second—absolutely only in the blink of an eye. inside.

It's all his fault that he was confused by this appearance, who doesn't like such a beautiful boy?When his brows and eyes were bent, he possessed a gentleness that could spoil the whole world. This kind of boy who only existed in fantasy or stories walked up to him, acted like a baby to him, and flattered him small-heartedly, as if treating him as his wholehearted love. People who depend on... No matter how hard-hearted people are, it is impossible to remain indifferent.

He just thought that he had made a mistake, and everything he had expected for a moment had also come to nothing, and there was nothing he couldn't bear.

When Chen Ci got out of bed, the pain caused him to be ashamed to speak made him bend his legs, and he supported the head of the bed in embarrassment so as not to fall firmly.He took a few deep breaths, survived the torment, and when he bent down to open the bedside table, he could still feel the cold sticky liquid sticking between his buttocks and soaking his trousers.He didn't know whether he should scold Chen Mi for being ignorant and forgot to wash him afterwards, or thank him for remembering to put on his underwear so that he would not face the embarrassment of being naked in the morning.

After all, what can he expect from Chen Mi?In terms of age, he is only a young man in his twenties, what was loved like a treasure yesterday can be discarded like a shoestring today.Talking about identity, talking about feelings with a succubus... is just a joke.

Maybe when Chen Mi wakes up, he won't realize what mistake he made.Or maybe he will soon forget this night with himself.He is so young, he can attract a group of bees and butterflies just by his appearance and figure, not to mention that the succubus has the ability to deceive people.

Chen Ci took out a small square box from the depths of the drawer.The box is dark blue, covered with velvet and satin, and inlaid with a unique silver concealed button, which can be opened only by inserting a pocket feather arrow in the heart-shaped keyhole.

He opened the hidden button and heard a slight click of the machine spring.

He spent a lot of effort to decorate the sea view room, and on a whim, he found a famous jewelry designer to design such a box to hold the keys.The designer misunderstood his meaning at first, thinking that the house was given to his little lover, so he made such a shape.After he got the finished product, he felt something was wrong, but he didn't ask the other party to revise it again.As for why... He didn't dare to think.

Chen Ci opened the box, glanced at it quickly, and then quickly closed it, as if afraid that some demon would crawl out of it.He put the box beside the pillow, bowed his head and whispered in Chen Mi's ear, "Happy birthday."

……

His lower body was very uncomfortable, and Chen Ci didn't want to stay in this villa for a while.At this time, the warm and sweet memories will only turn into poisonous knives, piercing into his heart fiercely, and what flows out are all the feelings he has given sincerely.

It was only dawn, and no pedestrians could be seen on the roads in the suburbs. Occasionally, a heavy truck overtook, and the gray smoke from the rear of the vehicle melted into the air.

Not long after leaving the villa, it started to rain lightly.Chen Ci turned on the windshield wipers and played a piece of soft music with a soothing rhythm to relieve his manic mood.

The mist rising from the driveway reminded him of his first encounter with Chen Mi, the gray sky ahead reminded him of Chen Mi's deep eyes, and the fresh smell inside the car reminded him of the afternoon when the two of them picked fresheners together. He thought that he just adopted a child, but the other party quietly infiltrated his whole life unknowingly.

If what happened last night didn't happen, he was willing to live with him forever.Even if he can't find his lover in this world, if Chen Mi is with him, he will probably be able to survive.But no more, Chen Mi is a succubus, but not his lover, directly destroying all his hopes.Neither of the two protagonists is his lover, lost this identity mark, how can he find him in the vast crowd?Since Chen Mi is the succubus in the plot who is addicted to pleasure and is good at manipulating people's hearts, getting along with each other has become his wishful thinking.

The windshield wipers rhythmically wiped off the water droplets on the car windows, but the road ahead was still as confused as ever.

Chen Cihuang didn't notice a wild dog jumping out from the side of the road. When he hurriedly stepped on the brakes, he threw himself forward and fell back into the seat heavily.He opened the car door in shock, and wanted to get out of the car to take a look, but saw the wild dog running happily past the front of the car without incident, with short legs striding vigorously, flicking its tail, and looking back at him. As if laughing at his downfall.

Chen Ci lifted up the wet hair on his forehead, wiped off the rain on his face and got back into the car, thinking that this time he was really worse than a lost dog.

There was nowhere to go, so he drove to the company anyway.This is the place he is most familiar with besides the villa and Chen Mi's school.He arrived too early, and he was the only one in the hall. After pressing the elevator button, the number jumped without stopping, and soon froze on 1.

Chen Ci walked into the elevator, paused for a while on the frequently pressed number, and finally chose the highest floor.That's not where his office is, it's a place where he desperately wants to be alone to catch his breath.

The elevator ding-dong sounded and opened to both sides.Chen Ci went straight to the open roof.

He opened his arms to welcome the stale morning wind and the restless rain in early summer.Seeing the extremely small tall buildings and the narrow belt-like driveway in the distance, I suddenly remembered that the high-rise roof of this office building was once dubbed a suicide sanctuary by the media.

When the sky is clear, you can see the hustle and bustle of the city at a glance. Falling from a height of several hundred meters also eliminates all possibility of survival. It is said that there are nearly ten seconds before falling to the ground to enjoy a flight-like experience. pleasure.

Chen Ci walked to the edge of the roof and only realized what he was doing when he put his hands on the rough concrete railing.This is definitely not his real idea, no matter how disappointed or desperate he is, he never thought of committing suicide.There is only one precious life, and both he and his lover have suffered so much for it, how could he give up lightly?

Who... who is inducing him? !

Chen Ci turned around abruptly, and saw a graceful woman walking out of the mist on the rooftop.Her appearance is ordinary, the kind that is quickly forgotten even if she remembers it with her heart, but her sinister grin is enough to be remembered forever.

"What? Don't you want to dance?" The woman looked at him straight, "Obviously I have been insulted like this, can I still endure it?"

Chen Ci didn't answer, and fumbled vigilantly and carefully for the railing behind him, trying to find a weapon that could defend himself.

Seeing his movements, the woman giggled, "Ah... let me guess. Is it acceptable in your heart to sleep with a child raised by one hand?" After laughing wantonly, she With a sharp look on his face, he scolded, "Extremely shameless!"

After she finished speaking, Chen Ci confirmed her identity.This is the Nightmare in the hospital, it has changed its body, and now it is seeking revenge from him.Nightmares are the product of the subconscious mind, and nightmares can obtain their contents not only through sleeping dreams, but also through brief trances.After leaving the villa, how many times did he inadvertently think of Chen Mi?

"Looking at your appearance, I'm afraid you still don't want to admit it." The woman approached slowly, "Even if you can accept such shameless things, wouldn't you feel guilty towards other people?!"

Chen Ci thought to herself that she probably also vaguely knew the existence of her lover from his memory.

"What do you want to do?" he asked calmly.

The woman stopped, held up a red umbrella in her hand, put it on her shoulder, and grinned at him, "I want you to die."

As soon as the words fell, Chen Ci's mind was forcibly indoctrinated... No, many fragments of memories were regained.Sometimes he and Augustus wandered on uninhabited deserted islands, and sometimes he leaned on Gavis's arms and watched the galaxy outside the porthole of the starship together.He heard the woman's sarcasm in a trance, to the effect that he likes the new and dislikes the old, and he always abandons it. He also knows that the other party used the trick of the nightmare to stir up the accumulated memories again, trying to trap him to death in his own In the lake of memory.

I looked at many pictures like a horse watching flowers, but I couldn't leave any clear impression at all, but there was a strong emotion lying in my chest, and I didn't feel unhappy.His head was swollen with pain, and the final scene was frozen in front of his eyes.

In the hazy mist on the streets of the city, a person looked at him from afar and said to him one by one

come on.

Come to me.