I gave you a bun

After learning that Vivian was going to get engaged, Qi Ran immediately approached He Qing and asked to change his schedule. Fortunately, Lin Chen opened the back door for Qi Ran, and Qi Ran had been busy for a while, so his schedule has been slow recently. It's not too tight. As for the New Year's Eve event, I haven't accepted it at all. It's just that there is an advertisement to be shot in December, and there is a fan meeting at the end of January.

Now what Qi Ran wants from He Qing is about half a month from the end of December to the beginning of January, so the time conflict is only this ad in December. If you want to shoot this ad in advance The time must be too late, but if the filming is delayed, it should still be possible. If it is not possible, the advertisement can only be pushed.

So He Qing went to the other party to discuss it, and the other party said that there was nothing to do and could wait for Qi Ran, so the matter was settled like this.

After knowing the whole story, He Qing asked suspiciously: "Why did you go there so early?"

Qi Ran didn't think there was anything wrong, he smiled and said: "It's not too early, the main reason is that I want to take Mu Mu to play there for a few days after the engagement is over. You know, it's not so convenient in China."

Thinking of this incident, Qi Ran felt a little guilty. After returning to Huaguo, he didn't have a good time with Mumu, and the source of all this was because of his status, so he wanted to take this opportunity to take Mumu with him. Play with Mumu for a few days.He Qing obviously thought of this too, she sighed, but there was nothing she could do.

"By the way, Sister Qing, I want to discuss something with you." Qi Ran said, he didn't think about this matter on a whim, but he had been thinking about it a long time ago, and now he just wants to talk to He Qing Voice.

"What's the matter?" He Qing asked.

Qi Ran pursed his lips and said, "I want to find a time to announce Mumu's identity, I don't want my child to live in the dark all his life."

"It won't work, at least not now." He Qing refused without even thinking about it. Announcing it now would be tantamount to self-destructing his future.

Qi Ran was not surprised by He Qing's answer, he said calmly: "Sister Qing, I didn't say that we will announce it now, what I mean is that we should be ready to announce it, after all, Mumu is mine anyway. Children, this is an established fact, and my idea is that it is better for us to speak for ourselves than to be exposed by others.”

He Qing frowned obviously considering Qi Ran's proposal, she thought for a while and said, "We'll discuss this matter after you come back."

"Okay." Qi Ran nodded, it is best to prepare for this matter in advance.

After dealing with these matters, on the last day of December, Qi Ran took Mumu, Vivian and George on the plane to the United States. As for Lin Chen, he would arrive in the United States the day before the engagement ceremony.

The night of December was cold and windy, and the wind was so strong that it really seemed to blow the cold into the bones of the people. In this weather, there were many fewer pedestrians on the road, and even if there were, they were tightly buttoned. Eager to go home, but there is a handsome man who doesn't seem to feel the cold. He is wearing a camel coat and a gray scarf around his neck that undulates slightly with the rhythm of the wind. Walking on the street with a blank expression, it seems that all this has nothing to do with him.

In the end, his destination was a private clinic. Naturally, it would not be a simple clinic in such a place where every inch of land was expensive.When the door is opened, there is a burst of heating. The interior of the clinic is clean and tidy, and the layout is warm. There are green plants everywhere in the room. All the layout makes people feel happy. It is not so much a clinic as it is. It is the epitome of a "home".

As soon as the man entered, a staff member greeted him. He smiled and said, "Mr. Mu, hello, Dr. Zhang is waiting for you inside."

Mu Lingqin lowered his eyes and nodded, and then, under the guidance of the staff, he came to a door. The staff stepped forward and knocked on the door, and after a short while, there was a kind-looking middle-aged man Lai opened the door, Mu Lingqin and the man looked at each other and nodded, then the staff left here, leaving time and space for the two of them.

After entering the room, the two sat on the sofa facing each other. There were two cups of steaming tea on the table. It was obvious that everything had been prepared long ago.

While Mu Lingqin was staring at the tea in a daze, Dr. Zhang smiled lightly, and said, "Mr. Zhang made tea on his own initiative. If Mr. Mu is not used to drinking it, I'll ask someone to make some more."

Mu Lingqin laughed dumbfounded, and said, "I'm used to it, thank you, Dr. Zhang."

Today's scene is so similar to the previous few days!Mu Lingqin thought.

"Mr. Mu, can you tell me the question you want to ask now?" Dr. Zhang asked.

Dr. Zhang is an authoritative psychiatrist who keeps making appointments all year round. Mu Lingqin only made an appointment with Dr. Zhang a few days ago. It is also because of Mu Lingqin's high status that this matter is so easy.Dr. Zhang was also surprised when he received a call from Mu Lingqin. After all, Mu Lingqin is well-known, and he is not another doctor. He is a psychiatrist. Mu Lingqin didn't say there was any problem on the phone, just Sincerely say that you want to talk in person.

Through the indistinct mist, Dr. Zhang looked at this proud man, wondering if there was any problem that would trouble him so much.

At this time, Mu Lingqin spoke slowly, and he said, "Doctor Zhang, under what circumstances do you think people would think of suicide?"

"Huh?" Dr. Zhang seemed a little surprised, but his good professionalism prevented him from letting this emotion out. He thought for a while and answered seriously: "It is easy but difficult for a person to give up life. Some people are Impulsive, but some people are because of psychological problems, probably similar to feeling that there is no point in living, the former is just a momentary thought, while the latter is the result of accumulation over time."

"Then... is there any mental illness that can cause patients to commit suicide?" Mu Lingqin felt his voice trembling when he asked this sentence. For a moment, he thought of too many things, but he didn't have a single picture That's right, that's his Qi Ran...

Dr. Zhang frowned and replied, "Depression is the most common."

"What is the probability that a depressed patient will have a second attack?" Mu Lingqin asked with trembling lips.

"The incidence rate of depression patients is very high. It mainly depends on the living environment of the patient and whether the patient has been stimulated again. The incidence rate cannot be generalized, and it depends on many things." Dr. Zhang said.

What Dr. Zhang said later, he couldn't hear clearly or heard it too clearly. When the cold wind hit his face when he walked out of the clinic, Mu Lingqin realized that his face was already cold. He looked up at the dark sky , wanting to hold back the tears but backfired, one drop after another, across the corners of the eyes, and finally buried between the temples.

The feelings brought about by many things will not fade with the passage of time. Even if the truth is completely revealed after many years, the pain it brings is not clear in one point or two. This pain, this pain will only become more and more serious. The lingering, deeply buried bone marrow with the pain once buried.

Mu Lingqin was thinking about what his Qi Ran was thinking at that time?He must have been crying, he could even imagine the pain and tears in those smiling eyes all the year round, his Qi Ran was so stubborn, he must have refused to leave that place that day, and he must have returned at the last moment. I was waiting for myself stubbornly, until I got on the phone.

What did he say then?He said, Qi Ran, I can't afford to give you what you want, and I never thought of giving it, he said, Qi Ran, you are just my plaything, what do you think you are?He said, Qi Ran, don't make trouble, my wife will be unhappy. He also said, Qi Ran, let's end our relationship... It's over, everything is over.

It was my self-righteous cowardice, it was my evasion that ruined this relationship, and I couldn't count the number of words I liked, but now I think about it, and I suddenly realize how many opportunities that person gave me, but he He didn't ask for it even once, and finally he wanted it, but Qi Ran was no longer willing to give it.

Was Qi Ran in pain at that time?How painful should it be?

Mu Lingqin didn't dare to think about it any longer, and finally couldn't hold back the tears. He squatted on the ground and covered his face, hot tears flowed from his fingers. It was wrong, it was wrong from the beginning , he should have fallen in love with Qi Ran earlier...

On the last day of the year, the tall man was crying in embarrassment on the street, in pain and regret, wanting to save him but there was nothing he could do.

The New Year's bell finally rings, and the sound of fireworks fills people's ears for a moment, drowning out crying and sorrow. Everyone always believes that the coming year will be luckier, and there will always be surprises whether they get or lose.

Mu Lingqin didn't want to wait any longer, he wanted to see Qi Ran, he wanted to hug Qi Ran, he was terrified, he was afraid, only when people were completely touched by him, he would feel at ease, he Qi Ran is still there, and did not leave forever on a certain night many years ago.He also needs to explain that no matter how much Qi Ran believes, he doesn't want to hesitate any more, he doesn't want to be indecisive, he doesn't want to be cautious, if he is not brave enough, he will always miss more.

He can let Qi Ran beat him, let Qi Ran scold him, as long as Qi Ran doesn't leave again.He will do his best to love Qi Ran, and he believes that Qi Ran will come back to him one day, and Qi Ran will always forgive him.

The floors of the elevator are going up little by little, and every time the number is one, Mu Lingqin's heart will beat a little faster.

When it arrived, he almost rushed out of the elevator, raised his hand tremblingly, and knocked on the door softly.

"Dong dong dong", that was the rhythm of his heartbeat.

But—the master didn't seem to hear it.

Mu Lingqin comforted himself, it must be that Qi Ran fell asleep, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Qi Ran's number, he was expecting, waiting, but a mechanical female voice came from the other end of the phone—— Sorry, the number you dialed is turned off, please try again later...

After getting off the plane, Qi Ran took Mu Mu back to the previous residence, the previous residence was well taken care of, presumably it was cleaned every day, but the scene in the yard was not as good as before due to the season.

The servant carried the luggage in the back, while Qi Ran carried the sleeping Mu Mu to the room on the second floor. After opening the door, he put Mu Mu on the small bed, and the child's white and tender face was pressed out. A red mark, Qi Ran felt a little funny looking at it, he thought how funny it would be if this red mark was on Mu Lingqin's face.

Mu Mu fell into a deep sleep on the plane, Qi Ran didn't wake him up, and just left the room lightly.After placing the child, he himself was a little sleepy, but he still had some things to do, so naturally he couldn't just sleep like this.

Thinking of this, Qi Ran took out his mobile phone and turned it on, but he didn't expect to receive countless messages of missed calls as soon as the phone was turned on, which gave Qi Ran a big jump.And the number was not someone else but Mu Lingqin, Qi Ran panicked when he thought of this, it was clearly late at night in China.

The more he thought about it, the more panicked he became. Qi Ran was afraid that something had happened to Mu Lingqin, and his face turned pale for a moment, so he quickly dialed the number and wanted to call back, but at this time the other end called again. After getting over, Qi Ran saw the call and quickly connected it, but before he could say anything, a hoarse voice came from the other end, "Of course."

Qi Ran was a little dazed, why did he feel that Mu Lingqin seemed to be crying, but how could this be possible?

"What's wrong?" Qi Ran asked with a trembling voice.

The other end was quiet for a while, and Qi Ran only heard Mu Lingqin asking word by word: "Of course, are you leaving?"

Gone, indeed he was gone, but he felt that what he thought was not the same as what Mu Lingqin said, and he subconsciously wanted to explain.

"Please, of course, don't go... Please..." With pleading, her tone was humble like never before for a man.

Qi Ran realized that Mu Lingqin was really crying, but what was he crying for?For some reason, his heart began to beat irregularly.

The author has something to say: Let's guess what Mu Chuchu is going to do next ⊙ω⊙of course it is...hahahahahahahaha

And just want to ask, hi!Where are you going to mess with some little babies?Okay, long time no see, QAQ