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What is the most embarrassing thing in the world?Different people have different weird answers.

However, Bu Yishu and Yi Mingchee will tell you the same answer at this time, that is: when you secretly peeked at someone, you were discovered by that person, and then, you found that person was also peeking at yourself-_-| |

How to say that sentence: How do you know I'm looking at you if you don't look at me.

The point is that this embarrassing thing happened more than once. After a week, if I didn't forget it, it was almost ten times.

For example, Bu Yishu peeped at noon that day and was mistaken for a chicken leg, so he knew he should have been discovered.After looking at Yang Lanxin, I turned around and found that Teacher Yi was looking at him. Although he quickly lowered his head to eat, judging from the experience of the sudden intersection of eyes again and again, Teacher Yi was also peeking at that time.

Another example is at this moment, Bu Yishu just took a sneak peek at Teacher Yi Chen and Teacher Chen Zhinan, but subconsciously turned his head and met Teacher Yi's eyes, and then the two quickly and tacitly moved their eyes away, as if something That didn't happen either.

Four days have passed this week, and at noon today, at lunch time, I finally found Yi Chen and Chen Zhinan showing up.Facing these two people, Bu Yishu felt a little embarrassed, but he still couldn't hide his curiosity.

But generally nothing can be seen, it seems that the two are still getting along with each other in the past, and only those who pay special attention to details (such as Bu Yishu, Yang Lanxin, Han Xueying, etc.) can find the subtle differences.

In order to cause unnecessary embarrassment to recur, Bu Yishu was going to concentrate on eating instead of looking around.But he suddenly realized a possible reason why Teacher Yi paid attention to him: that is, Teacher Yi found out that he also likes men?

In the past few days, he has been wondering why Mr. Yi always looks at him?Yang Lanxin said that Mr. Yi likes him. Although he had little expectations, he couldn't believe it.

But today, when he peeked at Teacher Yi Chen and Teacher Chen Zhinan, he felt that Teacher Yi's eyes were different from before. He couldn't describe the specific difference, as if he was staring at him even more closely.

According to Yang Lanxin, there is a connection between the same kind.Of course he didn't take it seriously, because he had never felt it before.And it doesn't make sense, just like ordinary heterosexuals, can they sense which is the same kind and which is the different kind?

Then how can Teacher Yi see that it is really the so-called similar effect?Or did he know that he saw Teacher Yi Chen and Teacher Chen Zhinan, and then began to doubt himself?

The more Bu Yishu thought about it, the more likely it was, and the more nervous he became.Because homosexuality was a secret he had kept for so many years, no one knew, not even Yang Lanxin, a good friend, told it.

What would happen if Teacher Yi found out?What should I do by myself?

Yi Mingche was also wondering this week, why Bu Yishu kept peeking at him?It won't really be like what Han Xueying said: Bu Yi's books are crooked, and then she fell in love with herself.

Yi Mingchee is quite confident about his appearance and temperament, so he still believes in this statement.However, it is only a possibility and has not been confirmed.

In addition, Yi Mingche found that Yang Lanxin would stare at him and Bu Yishu from time to time, with a weird expression on his face.So he thinks that there is another possibility that this girl Yang Lanxin is in YY again, and it is a story related to him, and then she also ruined Bu Yishu.

Regarding whether Bu Yishu was crooked, he had never dared to draw a conclusion before, because what Bu Yishu showed was only a little curiosity.

But now he thinks it is very likely, because Bu Yishu's expression at this time is very strange, as if he is afraid and nervous.If he was just curious, why would something that has nothing to do with him have such an expression.Why is he nervous and what is he afraid of?

After eating, the five lecturers all returned to the fifth floor.First congratulations (jokes) on the couple Yi Chen and Chen Zhinan, and then Chen Zhinan said that he would invite his friends out for a big dinner tonight.

As for the four students not taking them with them, it's better to keep this matter low-key, not to mention that there is no conclusion yet about Bu Yishu bumping into the scene.And a few old friends are more casual together, without so many worries.

When Bu Yishu was mentioned, everyone began to discuss and analyze this week's secret observation.

"I've been flirting with Lao Yi for a week, I must have taken a fancy to Lao Yi, what is it not?" Han Xueying was the first to speak.

Li Kaining echoed: "That's right, she's finally not a beauty this time, Teacher Yi should be happy."

Yi Mingche glanced at Li Kaining, and said, "What you said is true, can you stop being so superficial, where is the evidence, can you do some reasoning?"

"Okay, okay, Teacher Yi, please start your reasoning."

Yi Mingche told what he saw combined with his own judgment and analysis.

Yi Chen and Chen Zhinan didn't express any opinions if they didn't participate in the observation, but it's okay to help with the analysis.

In the end, it was Expert Chen who analyzed it from a psychological point of view and came to a convincing conclusion: Bu Yishu itself is crooked, and he is afraid of being known by others.

In fact, homosexuality in reality is not the same as described in novels. Like Bu Yishu, who feels inferior because of this, and is afraid of being known by others, and afraid of other people's strange eyes, this is the true portrayal of most people.

In addition, Chen Zhinan felt that he had been looking for a knot in Bu Yishu's heart, or the main reason for his personality today, should be this.

Of course, no matter how good the theoretical analysis is, it is still necessary to confirm the final conclusion.So Chen Zhinan decided to chat with Bu Yishu in the afternoon and give him some advice.

So just after waking up in the afternoon, Bu Yishu was called to a small classroom on the fourth floor by Chen Zhinan with a confused face.

Chen Zhinan started with the subject matter of Bu Yishu's painting, asked him his views on homosexuality, and then took the initiative to tell him his sexual orientation, guiding him that this is not a big thing to be afraid of.

Then he also talked about what happened in the stairwell that night, and talked about some things between him and Yi Chen before, and sprinkled a lot of dog food in front of Bu Yishu.

In the end, Bu Yishu finally admitted that he was bent in high school.

Although most of the homosexual information that Bu Yishu learned from Yang Lanxin was fabricated and beautiful stories, it also gave him a new understanding.

Chatting with Mr. Chen Zhinan today, I learned about homosexuality in reality. Although it is not as beautiful as in the story, it is not as scary as he imagined.

Teacher Chen is worthy of being a psychologist. Bu Yishu said a lot of things that he had never told anyone before, and finally cried.But he felt a lot more relaxed, with a feeling of relief.This information is enough to change the concept and have a new understanding of oneself, which is also the biggest gain from the training for so long.

After coming out of the small classroom, Bu Yishu went to the bathroom, washed his face, looked at himself in the mirror with red eyes, couldn't help laughing, and was very happy that he came here and met such a good friend and lecturer.

While grinning his teeth, Bu Yishu suddenly looked at Teacher Yi in the mirror. Not only did his eyes turn red, but his entire body turned red from embarrassment.

Yi Mingche was also very embarrassed, he watched Bu Yishu walk into the bathroom, waited outside for a long time but no one came out, he was afraid that something might happen, so he walked in -_-||

Feeling that the air was not circulating, Bu Yishu felt that there was something to say, but he really didn't know what to say.Teacher Chen went to the fifth floor, but why did he forget that there were Cheng Hao and Teacher Yi on the fourth floor? Oh, I was careless.

"Ahem, I'm going to the bathroom." It was Teacher Yi who broke the embarrassing situation, but these words were simply nonsense.

But no one paid attention to whether this was nonsense, Bu Yishu nodded, walked out of the bathroom with hands and feet, and then quickly ran down the third floor.

I went to the bathroom on the third floor to wash my face again, and finally calmed down a bit. Suddenly, I realized that Teacher Yi must also know that I was bent, and then my face turned red again...

Fortunately, no one came in at last, Bu Yishu forced himself not to think too much, he tidied himself up before coming out, and went back to the studio to continue drawing comics.

Fortunately, there was no one in the studio. Yang Lanxin was also having a class with Teacher Han in another classroom.

Otherwise, Yang Lanxin would definitely ask him where he went, and he would be able to see the strangeness in him.He hasn't figured out how to explain it to her, he's not ready to reveal his sexuality.

And Mr. Yichen was not in the studio, so it was more or less embarrassing to see Mr. Chen immediately after seeing his partner.

A lot of things happened this week, but the cooperation between him and Yang Lanxin has been going on, and the progress is not bad.

The general plot and character design have been determined, the images of the relevant protagonists have been drawn, and several manuscripts have been drawn for the first chapter of the story.

After a while, Yi Chen came down from the fifth floor, entered the studio, and picked up the draft on Bu Yi's desk to read.

He already knew from Han Xueying that the original shape of the story was him and Chen Zhinan. He was quite curious about what kind of story it would be, and it was the first time he had seen the plot of the story.

"Oh, it's kind of interesting."

From the moment Teacher Yichen walked into the studio, Bu Yishu became nervous, after all, he saw the deity in the story, and this deity was also his teacher -_-||

But upon hearing this simple comment from the teacher, Bu Yishu was already fidgeting, and his anxiety was beyond words.

However, Teacher Yi didn't express any further opinions, and he seemed quite interested, with a look of interest on his face.

After reading the plot outline and a few manuscripts on the table, Teacher Yi Chen finally became serious and began to teach Bu Yishu.

First of all, I praised Bu Yi for his good calligraphy and painting. Being able to complete these things within a week without the guidance of a teacher is already considered an introduction.

Then it is to pick out some deficiencies, point out some details, and make some suggestions.The serious Yi Chen is the real teacher.

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