The second generation ancestor always collapses

After crying, she calmed down and continued to eat noodles. People are iron, rice is steel, noodles are money, and the gas, water, and seasonings used are all money. She has no right to throw the bowl willfully and refuse to eat.

As usual, put the bowl in the sink first, wash it after the next meal, turn on the mobile phone that has been charged for a while, and let everyone know: [The mobile phone will automatically shut down when it runs out of power, see you next time. 】

She doesn't broadcast live every day, just like her, the fans she recruits are just like her, all of them are very free and easy, they don't care if they have one, and there are very few people urging her, the most friendly question is: When is the next live broadcast?

If she said she didn't know, they would give her a reply.

In this unaccompanied city, the warmth of these strangers is precious to her.She may have a tendency to be a little socially phobic, and she is increasingly closing herself in her own space.

What they were talking about...

This seems to be a particularly distant word.

Zhuang Sheng's family conditions are average. He was born in a small county town and a dual-employee family. His father is busy with work and has a bad temper.Zhuang Sheng couldn't breathe due to the low air pressure that his father brought to the family all the year round, and his mother was weak and kept forbearing, even asking her daughter to forbear.Growing up in such an environment, Zhuang Sheng not only failed to be as well-behaved as his mother expected, but became more rebellious and uninhibited, hanging out with the school punks every day, never doing big bad things, small bad things kept happening, and his studies were even more of a mess .

The more she behaved like this, the angrier her father became. When he came back, he made her kneel down and beat her hard with a broom. She didn't say a word, and all she thought was that it would be better to kill her.But her mother would plead for mercy, and then screaming, crying, and cursing, these filled her life for the past ten years, with her eyes open and closed, unchanged, only when she was hanging out with friends outside did she feel a trace of true love. of myself.

The fuse of the incident was that at the age of 17, Zhuang Sheng, who was still in the second year of high school, fell in love with a girl in the same grade and in a different class, and confirmed his sexual orientation from the developed Internet.That girl was the top student in the top class, but she was just a bad student whose teachers would shake their heads and sigh when they said it.

She wanted redemption, she wanted to hold on to that light.

Zhuang Sheng slowly drew a clear line with those friends. Some of the friends knew her thoughts, not only did not look at her strangely, but supported her and encouraged her.Zhuang Sheng began to become motivated, her foundation was too poor, so it was a long process, she stopped skipping classes, went home on time, went into the room to do homework, and turned a deaf ear to the quarrel outside the door.

Her parents were very surprised by her changes, but her changes brought about a subtle change in the atmosphere of the family. Her father lost his temper less frequently, and he still came back late after working overtime at night, but he would bring her supper, and the relationship with his mother also changed. She became much more harmonious, as if she attributed her transformation to her mother.A woman who has raised a daughter who studies hard is obviously a much bigger contributor to her father than housekeeping.

Things seem to be going well.

If she hadn't kept a diary, if her mother hadn't rummaged through her diary.

She had no one to talk to, so she wrote a lot of feelings in the diary, including the feelings she couldn't tell others. She fell in love with a girl with the brightest eyes and full red lips like peaches. Wanted to kiss her passionately, like a man kisses a woman.

To be on the safe side, her diary was even locked and stored in the innermost corner of the drawer.

Going home happily one day, she found that the lock of her diary had been roughly pried open, and the papers covered with handwriting were scattered all over the floor. Her parents were sitting on the sofa, looking at her with disappointment and...disgusting eyes.

Zhuang Sheng's heart that was lifted high suddenly fell heavily from the cliff.

Clenching her fists tightly and listening to her parents' aggressive accusations, she never had the chance to take out the 92-point English paper in her backpack. It was the first time she passed.

Holding back tears, he ran out of the house, never turning his head as his father scolded him behind him. His heart was filled with humiliation and embarrassment. Standing on the street with people coming and going, he felt as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

After arriving in Beijing, the girl who was once regarded as salvation was obliterated by her day-to-day hard work, and the relationship in her youth died without any problems before it had time to blossom and bear fruit, and she even fell into such a field.

If you ask her if she has regretted it in the past three years?Did she want to go home for a moment, she would say yes, and regretted it countless times, but as long as she remembered the disgusted eyes and merciless scolding of her parents at that time, she lost the courage to go home.

What's more, her friends have her contact information. If parents really want to find her, they can just ask the other party to send a message, but after so long, there is no news from their hometown.

Over time, she treated her as if she didn't have that home anymore.But as, it’s not true, I can’t help but think of it when I’m wronged and uncomfortable, and then cry a lot like today.

Just get used to it, she's used to it.

Zhuang Sheng took his toothpaste and toothbrush to the water room at the end of the corridor, took a bucket of cold water to take a shower in the cubicle, shook his dripping long hair, and dragged his flip flops back to his private room.

In the evening, I deliberately drank two glasses of water to replenish my water, and I decided to go to the pharmacy to buy some heatstroke medicine in the morning, so I didn't call the group leader to ask for leave.Renren is over, she always told herself so.

At just 04:30 in the morning, there was a meowing sound from the tube building. A figure came out of a single room on the sixth floor, locked the door, went downstairs nimbly, and ran around the main road.

Zhuang Sheng chooses to run to the set every morning, one is to save transportation costs, and the other is to exercise.At 04:30 in the morning, some corners of this bustling city are still feasting, sporadic vehicles speeding past on the road, swaying drunks hooked their shoulders, whistled profligately at her, and issued ambiguous tunes. laughter.

Zhuang Sheng turned his head and ran a few steps, entered a 24-hour pharmacy, bought two boxes of Huoxiangzhengqi water, just found the direction to the film crew, ran for a certain distance, turned back, and went straight home for a while trip.

What if when she was drinking this in the crew, other co-stars saw it and asked her for it?Or keep it at home for some insurance.With only two left in his pocket, Zhuang Sheng went to the set lightly again.

It dawned early in summer, and it took half an hour to go back and forth. By the time we arrived at the set, it was already a quarter past six in the morning, and the sky was bright.The heroine brought a group of queen makeup artists to put on makeup in the dressing room, set up the scene, and the assistant director took care of the overall situation before the director came. Zhuang Sheng had a big white steamed bun bought at the roadside for one yuan and two in his mouth, and held a A cup of soy milk, sitting under a tree to enjoy the cool.

If someone is observing her, they will find that she almost always eats two mouthfuls of steamed buns and drinks one mouthful of soy milk, and strictly implements this eating pattern. In the end, the steamed buns and soy milk are wiped out at the same time, like an obsessive-compulsive disorder.

But no one is watching her, the extras are either whispering to each other, or observing the movement on the stage, learning something, the extras who don't want to be the leading role are not good supporting actors, even if they can't be the leading role, they can be a supporting role, Or it would be great to have the opportunity to become a regular employee of the crew, it's much more secure than the current hunger and full meal.

Zhuang Sheng is the latter, but she has played a supporting role before, so the emotion in her eyes is different.She looked far away at the luxurious dressing room not far away. She has been an extra performer for more than half a year, and has worked with many crews, so she knows what this configuration usually means: a big name.In the only supporting role she filmed, the female lead in it was not as popular as the current female lead by a tenth.

The female lead of "Bi Luo" is surnamed Xia. At the beginning of last year, she became popular at the speed of a rocket with a Jin Yong martial arts drama. A lot of people squatting, the real big name.

The big name Xia is only 22 years old this year, only two years older than her.

I don't know what it's like, jealousy, envy, emotion, and unwillingness all come to my heart.Zhuang Sheng lowered his eyelids and moved away from the beautiful figure in ancient costume who came out of the dressing room. He was so far away that the superstar aura of the other party could not be concealed.

"Start work, start work." The group sent a message.

The group performers squatting under the tree stood up, put on the long-sleeved costumes with three layers inside and three layers outside, and quickly stood at the position arranged by the assistant director. Water also stood in the team.

I hope the sun is not too poisonous today.

"Scene 45 of "Bi Luo" takes 1 shot, action!"

"Pass."

Xia Dapai is not only popular, but also has good acting skills, and one is enough.

Amazing.

Zhuang Sheng was in a trance again, because she was distracted and almost forgot her actions, but her admiring eyes appeared in her true colors - the film was about the heroic figure of the female number one who lost several people in a row in a martial arts competition.

After filming for a whole morning, Zhuang Sheng's familiar feeling of dizziness and nausea reappeared vaguely. When the director yelled "Cut", he immediately collapsed in the shade, out of breath.

"The iced mung bean soup that Teacher Xia bought for everyone, it's hard work, relieve the summer heat." Zheng was thirsty, looking for his own cup to drink, and a cup of cool mung bean soup was delivered to him.

"Thank you." After taking it, she replied blankly, looking at the entire crew with a glass, she couldn't help but glanced at the lounge where the door was closed.

After resting for a while and drinking mung bean soup to relieve heat, Zhuang Sheng felt a little better, picked up the boxed lunch sent by the crew, and started to eat. A person came by his side, and when he looked up, he came into the crew at the same time as her. The girl who performed in the group, the girl's name is Qiuqiu, Xiaojiabiyu's appearance, and her relationship with her is only a little better than that of strangers, but this girl's understanding may be a little different from hers.

Qiuqiu said in a low voice: "Shengsheng, do you know that the production of "Bi Luo" is almost finished here?"

Zhuang Sheng nodded, letting himself ignore that nasty title.

When the filming is over, it means that my temporary job is over.

"Do you have any other plans?"

Zhuang Sheng shook his head.

"I have a way, new crew, do you want to come with me?"

Zhuang Sheng hesitated, nodded, and asked, "What drama?"

"Let me take a look, the name is quite long, it's called..." Qiuqiu took out her mobile phone from her pocket, found the memo, glanced at "Oh", and read it smoothly, "Is the father-in-law of the special forces who crossed the harem?" What's up."

The author has something to say: Xia Dapai: Hello Dakar, I am a newcomer, meeting for the first time, please take care of me⊙▽⊙

Sister Sheng: You are amazing, can I be like you OVO