summer fireworks

When the first alarm clock rang, Song Zhilin pressed it.She rarely stays in bed, even in her entire life, this is one of the few experiences.Song Zhilin didn't even open her eyes, but subconsciously reached out and hugged the person in front of her, buried her face in her arms, and gently rubbed against her.

Yan Shu froze, she hugged Song Zhilin carefully, trying not to make any noise, so as not to wake Song Zhilin up.

Normally, she would never be woken up by an alarm clock, but today when Song Zhilin reached out to press the alarm clock, she woke up inexplicably.

In the dimness with a little morning light, Yan Shu looked at Song Zhilin quietly, looking at Song Zhilin's sleeping face. In the half-light and half-darkness, she felt that Song Zhilin showed some kind of concrete beauty, which was what she had longed for for many years and was full of fantasy. beautiful.Yan Shu's hand only dared to lightly rest on her waist, but did not dare to touch her cheek, although she wanted to do so very much.

Yan Shu felt that something was wrong.Many years ago, Song Zhilin looked at her like this, looking at her sleeping, just looking at her.She didn't understand what Song Zhilin said before, why did she feel that just looking at her was enough?But now she understands.

It turns out that there really is such a thing in the world, just the existence of someone is enough to satisfy.

She watched it for maybe 15 minutes, or maybe longer.Yan Shu didn't know that time became very slow in the morning when there was nothing to do, and lost its sense of reality.When the second alarm clock rang, Yan Shu pressed it for Song Zhilin.

"Time to wake up."

She called Song Zhilin softly, and ran her fingers down her back, trying to make her wake up quickly.

"I don't want to get up..." Song Zhilin muttered softly, covering her face with the quilt, "I want to sleep..."

Yan Shu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, handed her her mobile phone, and asked, "Then you ask for leave?"

Song Zhilin grabbed the phone, closed her eyes, and waited for 5 minutes before slowly saying, "No."

With a soft voice, Yan Shu held back the screaming in his heart, kissed her on the forehead, and then got up to change clothes.

After the two had dinner, Song Zhilin drove home first to change clothes.

When she was sitting at the door changing shoes, Yan Shu leaned on the porch and looked at her, remembering that every time she went back to change her clothes in the morning, she couldn't help but say: "Do you want to put some clothes in my house?"

Song Zhilin looked up at her, her eyes were heavy, as if she was asking Yan Shu, do you know what she was talking about, Yan Shu became nervous, and explained: "I didn't mean that..."

Song Zhilin put on her shoes and smiled at her: "I know, it's okay, it's not far away."

"I'm leaving," Song Zhilin said softly, "Remember to have breakfast."

Yan Shu waved to her, feeling lost in his heart.She felt like she was missing something, something subtle that she was aware of but didn't grasp.

Song Zhilin definitely thought of something the moment she looked at her, Yan Shu closed the door dejectedly, what was she thinking?I feel that Song Zhilin is somewhat hopeful, but also somewhat disappointed. I can't tell what it feels like.

Song Zhilin arrived at the parking lot and drove home first to change clothes.

She stopped making up excuses to explain to grandma, and said directly to grandma: "I spent the night with that friend."

Of course Song Zhilin was worried that grandma would get to the bottom of it, asking what kind of friends they were and where they went to spend the night. These are questions that every parent would ask, but grandma didn't ask.

Grandma just said: "If you don't go home, just hang up the phone in advance, you know it."

Song Zhilin asked her, "Aren't you going to ask?"

Grandma stared at her for a long time, as if she wanted to see something in her expression, and finally said with a smile: "What are you asking? I am so old, and the biggest wish in this life is for you to be happy."

When Song Zhilin went home to change clothes, grandma would eat breakfast most of the time. Sometimes it was porridge and side dishes made by herself, and sometimes it was soy milk fritters bought from downstairs. If Song Zhilin had time, he would eat it with grandma Go to work after breakfast.

When she came home that day, grandma had almost finished her breakfast. She was wearing reading glasses, sitting at the dining table and reading the newspaper. When she saw Song Zhilin coming in, she told her, "I've put your lunch in the kitchen for you."

"Thank you grandma," Song Zhilin said apologetically while going to the room to change, "I got up late today, so I don't have time to have breakfast with you, what shall we have for lunch?"

"I made stir-fried beef and lettuce, both of which are your favourites." Grandma put down the newspaper with a smile, "Let's eat the same dish at noon, so it counts as having eaten with me."

Song Zhilin changed her clothes, went to the kitchen to pick up a lunch bag, and said with a smile, "Next time, let's eat delicious food. I'll be on vacation after a while, how about we go to the hot spring?"

Grandma Song nodded and said, "OK."

When Song Zhilin arrived at the company, it happened to be work time.

There are folders on her desk by category, and they are neatly organized. They are the New Year promotional projects in City B that she personally followed up, several company projects that require her to sign and confirm, the materials of the regular meeting in the afternoon, and the charity projects of the Chamber of Commerce in City B. Information about the dinner.

As soon as Song Zhilin saw these folders, she knew that today was a busy day and there would be no rest time.

Sure enough, after confirming a few projects in the morning, and looking at the materials of the afternoon regular meeting, it was basically time for lunch break.

The regular meeting in the afternoon was presided over by Song Zhilin. He not only had to explain this month's KPI, but also listened to reports from a group of department directors. There was no time to be idle.

After the regular meeting, when Song Zhilin opened the folder of the New Year's promotion project in City B, he saw Yan Shu's work at a glance. It was placed in the most eye-catching location of the subway station, and there was also a label with "award given" underneath.

The whole project progressed smoothly, and Song Zhilin let out a sigh of relief.

She looked at the rendering of Yan Shu's work, and wanted to show this document to Yan Shu, but due to the confidentiality regulations, she had no choice but to look at the rendering by herself, feeling itchy in her heart.

Song Zhilin wrote down the time of the exhibition, and secretly thought: on the day of the exhibition, I must take Yanshu to the subway station to have a look.

Yan Shu majored in design when he was in college, and he must have done a lot of exhibitions, and now Yan Shu still has works on display, but Yan Shu refuses to let her see them.Yan Shu said: I don't want you to see such immature works.Song Zhilin really couldn't figure it out, is maturity so important?Don't people grow up all the time?Did she have to wait until the day when she felt perfect before letting Song Zhilin see this side of her?

When Song Zhilin thought about this, she felt a little reconciled. She still wanted to see Yan Shu's exhibition, especially with Yan Shu.

She sometimes feels that she is chasing after the past, and she wants to recover the lost past before she has a certain future.

Of course Song Zhilin would feel bad about it, why wouldn't she feel bad about it?If it wasn't for that afternoon, and because of the arrogance of Yan Shu's family, they wouldn't have missed each other's important and splendid days.

...Why do they think that she will always be poor and unfulfilled?Don't even want to give it a chance?Song Zhilin once asked herself this question, and the answer naturally did not exist. It was impossible for her to ask Yan Shu's family members for the answer, and Yan Shu's family members would not give her the answer.

However, she will soon know the answer.A ready-made opportunity was placed in front of her, she would soon be standing in the same venue as Yan Shu's parents, Song Zhilin wanted to see what kind of eyes they would have.

Song Zhilin closed the folder, and picked up the folder for the charity dinner of the Chamber of Commerce in City B that was placed next to it.

The information she got was, of course, the admission information of the company. Xiao Zhao organized it very carefully, from the dinner process of previous years to the participants, everything was clearly organized, so that people could understand it at a glance.

Xiao Zhao even helped her sort out the list of sponsors and items for the past five years, most of which were brand-name jewelry and bags. Song Zhilin was not interested at first, but when she glanced over, she saw Yan Shu's name, followed by a long list of list of items.

...It seems that Yan Shu will also go to this dinner party.

Song Zhilin breathed a sigh of relief. She knew the meaning behind this dinner, so she felt a little nervous. Seeing that Yan Shu would also go, she immediately felt a lot better.

She has participated in countless dinner parties, and she can talk and laugh happily, but this charity dinner held by the Chamber of Commerce in City B always reminds her of Yan Shu's parents, the kind of eyes that followed her everywhere, making Song Zhilin feel numb, even fearful.

If Yan Shu was there, she would feel a little more warm, and it would not be so difficult to go to the dinner party.

When she was about to get off work, Yan Shu sent her a message saying, "I'm going to stay in the studio for a while today."

Song Zhilin stayed in the office and worked overtime. When Yan Shu told her that "the painting is almost finished", she left the company and went to the studio to pick up Yan Shu.

On the way to the studio, she felt inexplicably that their life had been going on for a long, long time, so long that they both got used to each other's existence.Thinking of this, Song Zhilin immediately felt in a good mood.She felt that when she was in love with Yan Shu before, the awkward feeling was gradually disappearing. They seemed to have found a way to balance and exist in each other's lives. Even if this existence was as a friend, it made people feel very good.

In the evening, she casually mentioned the charity dinner.

Yan Shu was sitting opposite her, eating a fried chicken wing, and said happily, "Are you going? I'm going too!"

"Yes," Song Zhilin said, "I'm going on behalf of the company."

"Yeah," Yan Shu seemed to have picked up a big bargain, "My dad had a falling out with me, and the first call he called was to tell me not to forget to go to this year's chamber of commerce dinner. I'm really speechless , but if you go, I will definitely go!"

Song Zhilin nodded with a smile. Yan Shu really doesn't look like an entrepreneur's daughter at all. For this kind of charity dinner, the mentality is to dress up beautifully and play with friends, and then take out the jewelry she likes, holding the Help others feel donated to the auction.

Song Zhilin asked her: "Can I go with you?"

She didn't have a companion and wanted to enter the arena with Yan Shu, so that even if she didn't know anyone, she wouldn't look too awkward.

Yan Shu blinked and shook his head: "No way, you are the representative of the company, and you are going through the commercial channel. I am a sponsor of the auction item, and I am not in the same position."

Well, there's a good reason for that.Song Zhilin nodded with a smile, and said, "Okay, then I'll go by myself."

The food in front of Song Zhilin hadn't been touched much, but she already felt that she couldn't eat it anymore.

No appetite.Song Zhilin fiddled with the French fries, feeling a deep, indescribable disappointment in her heart.