song called love

An Yinxuan was born in a wealthy family. Three years later, his younger brother An Jun came to the world. He had no memory at that time. He could only tell from the photos that they were a very happy family.

My father was in the construction board business, which was a derivative industry after the rise of real estate. At that time, the real estate market was smooth, and my father naturally made the company flourish.

His mother was a full-time wife who had never been to work since he could remember, and had been taking care of him and An Jun at home. At that time, they lived in a townhouse in the eastern part of the city, and there were two helpers at home who were in charge of daily life.

An Yinxuan was only five catties when he was born, and his father found a master from Dongwan Island to calculate his horoscope. The master said that before the age of 12, he would love to have a minor disaster and ailment. He gave him a humble name to support him, so the family named him It's called An Jianguo.

The family conditions are very good, and it will naturally create the best learning environment for him and his younger brother. They both go to international well-known private schools for primary and junior high schools, and the optical expenses cost hundreds of thousands a year.

An Jun has leadership skills since he was a child, and he holds an important position in the student union. He studies well and has excellent English skills. Even during the rebellious period, he never let his parents worry about him.And his grades have always been at the middle and lower levels, no matter how hard he works, the effect is minimal.

He was relatively taciturn in school, if it wasn't for his outstanding looks, people would probably ignore that there is such a number one person in the class.The atmosphere in the school is very good, and there is no comparison between the noble schools that are rumored outside.One is that teenage children don’t know much about materialism, and their popularity is mostly due to their academic performance, appearance, and athletic talent; the other is that everyone comes from a famous family, and no one is inferior to anyone else, and they have always received good education since they were young. , arrogant but not stingy.

An Yinxuan doesn't have many friends in the class, only one of them has a good relationship, because they live in the same community and go to and from school together.

This friend is the class monitor and the most popular among girls in the class. He is tall and handsome.Their school's ice sports are very famous, the squad leader is the main attacker of the school ice hockey team, and he is only a member of the curling team.

The reason why he joined the curling team was simple. Every student had to choose an extracurricular activity. Figure skating and speed skating couldn’t keep up with his physical strength, so he went to the curling team, which seemed much easier.

The tenth grade is equivalent to the first year of high school in ordinary schools. The schoolwork load is not heavy. After class at [-] o'clock in the afternoon, they go to the ice rink for training. They share the same field with the ice hockey school team, and the opposing players are tall and big.Towards the end of the training, the team members watched a curling skating from the side, and one of them stepped on it wearing skate shoes, laughing and mocking: "Hey! The mopping team is here again!"

An Yinxuan's teammate is a bespectacled boy, a boy in the same grade who is thinner than him. He is good at studies and always wins prizes in competitions, but his motor nerves are particularly poor.

The glasses boy rubbed it with an ice brush, and said in a low voice, "Lift your foot, there will be scratches on it, we need to use it for training."

"What's the matter? What's the matter?" A group of ice hockey players slid over and said with a smile: "Did you hear that, don't step on it, you have to boil water when you go back!"

The glasses boy's face turned red, which made a group of people laugh out loud. Some of them were in the same grade, and some were only a grade or two higher, but they had an absolute advantage in height. They looked like they were bullying the weak.

One of the big ones took off the helmet and said, "You can return it to you, and help us pack up the equipment and venue later, do you understand?"

The glasses guy didn't want to cause more trouble, so he nodded. Anyway, it's not just once or twice to help them pack their things.

At this time, An Yinxuan came over and kicked the curling stone. The player who stepped on it almost lost his footing and lay down on the ground, angrily said: "What are you doing!"

"Take it yourself, we're going to finish practicing soon." He squatted down and slid the curling back with one hand.

The big man couldn't get off the stage and was about to argue. His companion held his shoulders. That man was the squad leader. He said with a smile, "I'll stay here tonight. I'm not in a hurry to go home tomorrow weekend."

So the squad leader easily resolved the conflict, and when everyone else had left, only the two of them were left cleaning up the garbage on the ice rink.

The squad leader took the utensils in his hand and said, "I'll help you carry the mop."

He corrected: "Ice brush."

"what?"

"It's called an ice brush." ​​He walked towards the equipment room as if no one else was there.

The squad leader looked at the ice brush and club in his hand, smiled, then chased after him, and said, "I didn't expect you to be quite talented."

"I just don't want to work too much, I'm tired." He said weakly: "And I'm very hungry, I want to go home for dinner."

Originally, the two didn't know each other very well in the class, and they didn't say a few words, but through this incident, the class leader felt that this thin boy was not as easy to bully as he looked on the outside, so he changed his clothes and waited outside the field An Yinxuan: "Where is your home? My driver is waiting outside and will take you home."

An Yinxuan gave an address, and the squad leader said in surprise, "We live in the same community!"

In this way, the two began to go to school together and leave school together. It wasn't his initiative, but the monitor was waiting at the gate of his house every morning.

"Why did you get a B in this test? It's too low." After class, the two walked on the tree-lined avenue next to the school playground.

He said absent-mindedly, "Yeah."

"Did you read the book carefully?"

"Ah."

The class monitor took his arm and said seriously: "After reading the book well and still doing so poorly in the exam, it means that the study method is wrong. Let me help you with tutoring. I guarantee that you will get twice the result with half the effort."

An Yinxuan had her earphones plugged in all the time, she didn't hear what the monitor said at all, and she looked dazed.The squad leader took two steps forward and stood face to face with him, bent over and put one hand on his shoulder, took off his earphones with the other hand, stuffed them into his ears, and said, "What are you listening to? So serious."

Duan Shang's singing came out from inside, sharp voice, passionate melody, the class monitor listened for a while, and asked: "Do you like to listen to this kind?"

He nodded and said, "I seldom listen to Chinese songs, but they are an exception, which is very shocking."

"I remember that the lead singer died in a car accident a few years ago?"

"Well, such a good voice, it's a pity." He stopped the music and put away his mobile phone and earphones.

In the first semester after entering school, in the afternoon of early autumn, the sky was high and the air was clear. The ginkgo trees had not completely turned yellow, but the maple leaves were already turning red. This was the most beautiful season of the year in Yancheng.

"I heard from the girls in our class that you are good at singing?" The monitor asked with great interest, "Can you sing the song just now? I want to hear it."

The voices of basketball players on the left came and went, An Yinxuan smiled, and sang Duan Shang's title song without any hesitation. The clear voice flowed into the monitor's ears. in this way.

A gust of wind blew up An Yinxuan's black and soft hair, and the squad leader subconsciously brushed her hair away, revealing her slightly upturned eyes.He stared intently, as if there were stars and seas in his pupils, shining with charming waves, he couldn't help sighing: "Don't say it, you look like..."

An Yinxuan stopped, not knowing why, "Huh?"

"It really looks like your mother." The squad leader suddenly rumpled his hair with both hands, and ran away before he could react.

He straightened his hairstyle, and said angrily, "It's weird that I don't look like my mother!"

You are beautiful.This is what the squad leader thinks in his heart, but he really can't say it.

Originally, such a day was carefree, but who would have thought that there would be disasters from heaven.

The accident started with a piece of social news.

[Exposing the Incredible Secrets of Building Panels]

A reporter went undercover in a construction materials company, which advertised that the boards were imported from Germany, but in fact they were all produced domestically and sold at sky-high prices.The main manufacturer that was exposed was not An Yinxuan's father's, but An's father's company was also greatly affected. They both produce in the same base, and their sales models and channels are exactly the same.

Fortunately, there is no problem with the quality, it is just a false propaganda, but as a supplier, he will soon face consumer lawsuits, and the personal ones can be resolved, and the company's large purchases have also gone through legal channels to claim compensation.Sales fell to the bottom all of a sudden, and once the capital chain was broken, it would immediately face bankruptcy.

The company lost many lawsuits, and the bank account was frozen just like that. As a legal person, An's father was also burdened with heavy debts.

"Are you going to move?" The monitor waited for him to go to school every morning, "I saw the real estate agent bring someone to see your house the other day."

"Hmm." Maybe he will transfer another school next semester, but he didn't say it.

"Where are you going? Is it far from here?"

"I don't know." His parents didn't say anything, so he didn't ask. Asking would only cause trouble for them.

The squad leader frowned and said, "I don't know where to move. I have to prepare a new house before I can move, right? You haven't been there? It stands to reason that you and your brother both go to school here, and you won't move too far away, otherwise it would be too uncomfortable." convenient."

"My dad's company has a problem. They need money now, so they are in a hurry to sell the current house. Maybe we will move to a smaller place." An Yinxuan said briefly: "I only know so much."

The house sold smoothly and was bought by the neighbor's aunt without going through an intermediary or bargaining, which helped them a lot.The whole family is busy packing up their belongings and preparing to move to the old community on Tunli Road, which is the house left by their grandparents.

While my father was busy cleaning up his debts, my mother started packing up the new home.Many large pieces of furniture in the villa could not be moved, because the old house was too small to fit the big sofa and big clock, and they were all covered with white dustproof cloth and left to the buyer.

On the last day of handing over the house, An Yinxuan returned home early, but of course she would not be home soon.He came back to get things, he likes to sing, and has a set of amateur recording equipment, which he bought with pocket money, but his parents didn't like him going this way, so he could only play secretly, and he had to pack it up and take it away.

"Are you leaving?" The squad leader stood at the door of the bedroom on the second floor at some point.

He raised his head, blinked, and said, "Yeah."

The squad leader walked into the room, and the double bed and desk were still there, just covered with a cloth, no different from before, he asked: "I heard that your father's company did have a big problem, you will still be here Are you going to school?"

"This semester is still there, maybe the next semester." An Yinxuan said truthfully, because the tuition fee for this semester has already been paid, but her family will definitely not be able to afford future expenses.

With his back to the class monitor, he packed up the equipment on the desk, but he didn't expect to be hugged tightly from behind the next second.

"Do you want money? I'll lend you, no! I'll give it to you." The squad leader gasped and kissed him on the back of the neck, and said, "Give yourself to me, and we will exchange."

In an instant, his hairs stood on end, he turned around and broke free, and pushed hard again. The squad leader leaned against the bookshelf, and the books on it fell to the ground with a crackling sound.

"Are you crazy?! Why do you make such a request to me?! You go now, I don't hear anything."

"I don't want to be like nothing!" The monitor's eyes were almost infatuated, and he asked, "Don't you like me? Don't you want to be kissed and touched by me?"

He couldn't believe it: "Aren't we friends?"

"I've never regarded you as a friend!" The squad leader stepped forward to hug him again, and began to tear his clothes. The two fell on the bed together. The squad leader rode on him, touched the inside of the clothes, and shouted: "You Don’t you want me to fuck you just looking at my eyes! You seduced me, so what are you pretending to do now?!”

Under the powerful force, he was completely powerless to resist, so he could only speak harshly: "If you dare to touch me today, I will never forgive you. I will call the police. Anyway, I will transfer to another school. I am not afraid of shame."

The squad leader didn't pay attention at all, pinched his buttocks hard, opened his legs, sucked and kissed his neck, and said contentedly, "How come you are more fragrant and slippery than Liu Qing."

Liu Qing is the class flower of their class, and everyone knows that the class leader is dating her, so An Yinxuan never thought that such a thing would happen.His thighs were pressed against hard objects, and half of his pants were ripped off, which made him extremely ashamed.

The squad leader suddenly came close to his ear, and said hoarsely and gently, "Be good, I'll take my time, I won't hurt you."

When the squad leader pinched his thighs with both hands and had no time to care about his arms, he found a glass from the desk and smashed it on the squad leader's head with all his strength.

The glass shattered in his hand, blood was pricked on the palm of his hand, and blood began to bleed from the forehead of the squad leader. The bright red color made both of them gradually regain their senses. The squad leader slowly got up from him, not daring to look directly into his eyes .

He was panting slightly, threw away the shards of glass, pulled up his pants and rubbed them to the corner of the bed, and reached out to grab the desk lamp, fearing that the monitor would make further moves.

Fortunately, nothing happened again. The only sound in the huge bedroom was his rapid panting. The squad leader calmed down for a few minutes before fleeing. He may have regretted it or felt guilty, but he had no way of verifying these, because They haven't seen each other since.

When he left home the next day with his things in his arms, there was a huge black environmental protection bag at the door, and when he opened it, it was 30 in cash.He used the heavy money to pay An Jun's tuition fees, and also went through the formalities of suspending school for himself.

He and his family finally started a new life in the old house, and this new life lasted only one day.

On the afternoon of the housewarming, my mother cooked a table of dishes, An Jun got out of school early, and my father came home for dinner for an unprecedented time. The four of them sat around in the small living room, looking happy.

He knew that his father was forced to smile. Although An Jun was only 13 years old, he also understood the changes in the family. He reported the test results, trying to make his parents who were tense for days easier.

Mother was in the best condition. She encouraged everyone that difficulties would pass and good days would come. Then she asked An Yinxuan what happened to her hand, and he only said that it was scratched accidentally.

At that moment, his mother's smile was so sincere, he will always remember it.He still remembered that the dishes that day were braised chicken wings, tofu with scallions, and stir-fried cabbage. An Jun didn't eat scallions until now because the last bite he ate before he passed out that day was scallions.

After eating, he wanted to wash the wound on his hand, so he went into the bathroom, and then fell to the ground in a daze for some reason. Coincidentally, his mouth and nose were just above the floor drain.

When I wake up again, I don’t know when it will be. The narrow toilet has no windows, and there is no sense of time.

He got up staggeringly, opened his clothes and found that his hip bones were bruised, and he fell too suddenly, but luckily he didn't hurt anywhere else.He had a bad premonition in his heart. It stands to reason that if he suddenly fainted in the bathroom, no one would notice at home. When he wakes up, unless...

Everyone else is just like him.

He yanked open the door, the first thing he smelled was a strong smell of gas, put his arm over his mouth and nose, opened all the windows, then ran to the kitchen and saw both valves on the stove were wide open , he quickly turned it off, and turned on the range hood again.The concentration of carbon monoxide was too high, which made him dizzy. He ran back to the window and took two deep breaths before turning back to observe the situation in the room.

Father and mother lay motionless on the sofa, An Jun lay on the dining table as if falling asleep, the leftovers hadn't been cleaned up, everything was exactly the same as before he went to the bathroom.

He recalled a handmade house model that he built when he was a child. The dining table and chairs, the sofa and coffee table, and even the dishes and chopsticks on the table overlapped with the scene in front of him.His parents and younger brother are the model villains inside, peaceful and serene.

An Yinxuan covered her mouth, she didn't even have time to cry, she ran to An Jun to help him up, patted his cheek hard, and called her brother's name.

An Jun was already unconscious, so An Yinxuan dragged him to the bedside with all her strength, where there would be more oxygen, then ran to her father, took out a mobile phone from his pocket, and called the emergency number.

When he arrived at the door of the emergency room and waited for the results, he didn't feel anything real. He sat in the corridor and thought about why he had come to this point today.

Since the family was in decline, my mother was the calmest one. She didn't quarrel with her father, nor did she cry, and accepted the fact that she had no money and was in debt.

Now that I think about it, this is very abnormal. My mother has never suffered in her life, and she has always been cared for by her father. How could she accept leaving the big house, selling luxury cars and jewelry, not having beauty treatments, flower arrangement and tea ceremony, and being forced to live an ordinary life? people live.

It was the mother who did it.

Jiang Yongni is not tidying up the new home, but arranging the grave.

Facing the predicament, my father thought about how to solve it, but my mother thought about how to get rid of it, even in the most extreme way.

My father passed away without being rescued. No matter how much I am unwilling to this society, it has become a thing of the past.My mother has no memory due to lack of oxygen in the brain, and she also has problems with cognition. She only has one breath left, but she may be happy now.There was nothing serious about An Jun, but he couldn't accept the fact that his family was ruined psychologically, so he became reticent.

An Yinxuan had to be strong, sent her mother to a nursing home, paid for her younger brother's tuition, and had a lot of debt disputes waiting for him to resolve.He began to work during the day and learn singing skills at night.

This time, he will use the only skill to get his life back on track.

With his good looks, the owner of the bar, Yu Ge, hired him as a resident singer, and his salary was much higher than that of a part-time job. It's not that no one had his idea, but Yu Ge blocked him for him.

On his birthday, Brother Yu gave him a small cake, stroked his head and whispered in his ear, "When you grow up, you will have to rely on yourself in the future."

He knew that it was Brother Yu's tenderness to him.

From then on, on the path he chooses, whether he succeeds or fails depends on himself.

Later, he met Liang Xu, and later met Zhou Han, signed Xingyun, dealt with Xiao Quan, and Chen Junshan, and struggled all the way to get to where he is today.

Even Lu Yueyang, his favorite, can't shake everything he got, because he has paid too much for it, endured what ordinary people can't bear, endured what ordinary people can't bear, and he can't give up halfway.

On this large extended dining table, one pot and two bowls were empty, and all the noodles made by Zhou Han were eaten up.

After An Yinxuan's story was finished, Zhou Han seemed to have seen his heartache and grievances for more than 20 years. He couldn't calm down for a long time, and felt too frivolous and pale to say something.There is a deep gully in his heart, no matter how much time passes, it cannot be filled, how can a few words of his own comfort him.

Zhou Han felt distressed and powerless, and understood why An Yinxuan always only wore plain colors to restrain her superficial obsequiousness; understood why he was desperate to protect An Jun; understood why he had to save Bai Yanlan.

Leonard Cohen said: There is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in.Zhou Han was just thankful that the thin body in front of him contained an extremely tenacious soul, which allowed him to climb out step by step when he fell into the quagmire of despair.

"I saw Bai Yanlan lying on the ground, as if I saw my parents and An Jun." An Yinxuan looked up at Zhou Han and said, "Do you know what it feels like to witness a dying person? It's quiet, It's very, very quiet, so quiet that you can hear ringing in your ears."

Zhou Han brought him a bottle of mineral water, unscrewed the lid and brought it to him, saying, "I didn't expect so many things to happen to you, Yan Lan has caused you trouble."

He picked up the water bottle, shook his head and said: "You may not believe it, I really hope that he can be rescued, no matter how many festivals we have had, but I still hope that he can live well, and only when he is alive can he experience joy." Anger and sorrow."

"I believe that you saved your mother and your younger brother, and now you saved Yan Lan. This is an undeniable fact. No one can blame you for this. You did the right thing, and someone also lost their life because of it." " Zhou Han's generous palm caressed the back of his hand, passing the heat to him.

He didn't break free, and said with a wry smile: "Only you said thank you to me."

"One day, I think Yan Lan will thank you." Zhou Han said seriously.

An Yinxuan didn't speak anymore, he knew Zhou Han was trying to comfort him, Bai Yanlan would only hate herself and him even more, so let's leave it to time.Zhou Han is right, one day means that there will be such a day in the future.

In the evening, in Sijiu City, in a courtyard.

Several people came in one after another from the first entrance. The leader was a tall and handsome middle-aged man, probably in his forties, wearing a well-fitting suit and a pair of metal-rimmed glasses.

Beside him was a young man who was very similar to a middle-aged man. His hair was slightly long, and he grabbed a bunch of it in the back. He had a wild smile on his face, and his slim sports suit made him look younger, in his 30s.

In the back is a girl, not tall but with a curvy figure, with big milky tea-colored waves and red lips. In contrast to the gorgeous makeup, she is wearing a black tight vest and ripped cigarette pants, quite despising the temperature of Yancheng in the cold winter months .

They have a common feature, that is, the temperament between their eyebrows is exactly the same as that of Lu Yueyang. They don't need a paternity test to know that they are a family, and their aura is quite strong, full of deterrence, and they always feel that they look at people with their nostrils.

The helper put the slippers on the ground, and said, "Yue Yang locked herself in the room after waking up, and didn't eat or drink for a whole day."

The three of them didn't change their shoes, and went straight to Lu Yueyang's room on the second floor. The middle-aged man shook the doorknob and didn't move, didn't shout a word, and stepped back half a meter to make room for the girl.I saw the girl pull out a No. 5 wood from the golf bag at the end of the corridor, swing it half a circle with both hands, and then swing it towards the doorknob. With a crisp sound, the whole lock fell off, and she Kicked the door open with one kick.

Lu Yueyang shouted at the top of his voice: "Lu Shuheng, Lu Ziye, Lu Yueyin! Don't bully people too much!"