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It snowed intermittently for three days and three nights, and this town, which survived the catastrophe, was covered with the pure white at the beginning of its life, as beautiful as an illusion.

Because of the dizziness caused by sporadic memory recovery, Baili Mingyan went to find Rong Shu. He always felt that there was something crucial in that memory, but the more he wanted to see clearly, the more he looked at the flowers in the mist from the other side. He thought if it was Rong Shu might be able to fully restore that memory.

At night, Baili Mingyan knocked on the door of Rong Shu's room.

Soon there were footsteps in the room, and the door opened to reveal Rong Shu's tired face with dark circles under his eyes.

"Ming Yan?" Rong Shu slightly raised his eyelids, as if he was surprised that it was Baili Ming Yan.

Baili Mingyan joked with a smile: "Otherwise, do you think it's Che Feiji?"

Rong Shu showed embarrassment, and in the next second he covered it up without any trace and said indifferently: "How was your journey?"

Baili Mingyan said: "You already know?" After Baili Mingyan returned to the inn, he only met Shangguanzhe at the door. Before he left, he never told anyone that he was going to see Lin Huang's mother.

Rong Shu said: "I know that although the mayor of you went out for a trip, Qian Yuhan called Che Feiji away when he came back earlier."

Baili Mingyan nodded, and suddenly he was stunned and turned to look at Rong Shu: "Che Feiji lives in a room with you?"

Hearing this, Rong Shu raised his eyes and said indifferently: "Don't you also live in the same room with Qian Yuhan?"

Baili Mingyan choked for a moment, and wanted to immediately refute 'we are different', but when the words came to his mouth, he felt that there seemed to be no difference. Qian Yuhan and him were neither heroes nor brothers, at most they were master-student relationships, but even It's actually a little strange for master and apprentice to live in the same room, not to mention the two of them are still sleeping in the same bed, hugging each other...

Thinking of this, Baili Mingyan's face became slightly hot, and he immediately came back to his senses, settled down and decided to talk about the business first: "By the way, I have remembered some things that happened when I was young in the past two days, but they are not very real. Thinking back seems to be blocked by some external force, do you have any medicine to remind me of more things?"

Without even thinking about it, Rong Shu waved his hands and said, "Do you think I'm a god who came into the world? Even I myself can't remember much about my childhood, okay..."

"No..." Baili Mingyan interrupted Rongshu, and said seriously: "It's not the natural forgetting of human growth, I suspect that my childhood memories were forcibly erased by Bailichen in some way, and now it may be because of some kind of Stimulation gradually awakens those erased memories, but they can't always fully awaken, so I think..."

Rong Shu frowned slightly, and continued: "You want me to use medicine to wake up those memories that were forcibly erased?"

Baili Mingyan nodded.Afterwards, Rong Shu asked many key questions one by one, and Baili Mingyan answered them carefully.After listening to Baili Mingyan's narration, Rong Shu was silent for a while, and finally shook his head.

Seeing this, Baili Mingyan became a little anxious, and hurriedly asked, "Why not?"

Rong Shu said: "According to your description, these memories are about five or six years old or earlier, and except for the most recent period, you have not shown any signs of memory recovery in the past ten years." Rong Shu slightly After a pause, he said seriously: "Ming Yan, it is very likely that Baili Chen's method of erasing memory is harmful and irreversible."

Baili Mingyan frowned puzzled: "What is harmful? What is irreversible?"

Rong Shu sighed lightly, and said lightly: "For example, if someone wants to erase words written on a piece of white cloth, he can take the cloth to wash, or he can write and draw on the cloth again. Cover the original words. However, the washed cloth cannot be washed clean, and there will always be handwriting residues. The cloth covered with other calligraphy and paintings can also be reassembled by breaking the words... But Bai Lichen took this piece of paper. The cloth was burned."

Baili Mingyan was stunned, and after a long time, he shook his head with a wry smile, and said, "He is really ruthless! Is he a music fan... Xiao Jinle? Can you wash away that memory with Soul Cleansing Song..."

What he didn't tell Rong Shu was that he heard from Bai Lichen seven years ago that his memory was erased by music fans with a soul-washing song, but a few days ago Qian Yuhan told him not to be too superstitious about the rhythm, even if It was because they saw that the people in the town were moved by the melody, and they were supplemented by Gu poison to make it work.If it weren't for a music fan who is proficient in rhythm, he wouldn't be Rong Shu, a fairy doctor. Could it be that a poisonous scorpion used poison?

Sure enough, as Qian Yuhan judged, Rong Shu also shook his head and said: "It is impossible to completely erase the memory with the melody alone. But you mentioned the song of washing the soul, but it reminded me that Bai Lichen was not valued by the owner in his early years, and he often went alone Traveling outside the rivers and lakes, I have been to Nanman, and this soul-cleaning song comes from Nanman. The song seems to have the effect of confusing people's minds, and it is a bit far-fetched to say that it erases memory."

Rong Shu explained patiently, but Baili Mingyan was distracted by one of the words, he had an incredulous expression on his face: "You said that my father... Baili Chen was not valued by the owner in his early years?"

Rong Shu said: "When I was young, people who came to Huangquan Valley to seek medical treatment would often talk about these anecdotes."

Baili Mingyan immediately asked: "What else have you heard?"

Rong Shu said helplessly: "At that time, Bailitao, the eldest son of Qijue Villa, had a little friendship with my master, and master would occasionally mention it. I only know that the second son and eldest son of Qijue Villa were fighting for the position of the young master. Uncertain, but suddenly alienated the Second Young Master because of one incident, and then the Second Young Master often wandered outside."

Baili Mingyan never knew about these things, he didn't even know that he had an uncle, as for his grandfather, he only heard Ming Qi said that he died of illness, and Baili Mingyan himself didn't have the slightest memory.

All of a sudden, Baili Mingyan felt that if his biological mother was really called Lin Jingwan, the fourth miss of the Yanshan Lin family, then no one around Bailichen would know. If Lin Huang's mother could not be found, they would have to Find a way to go back to the villa to inquire.

Back to the villa... Just thinking about it made him frown.

Since Rong Shu couldn't find a way to restore his memory here, Baili Mingyan had no choice but to leave and go back to his room.

Until the night fell, Baili Mingyan couldn't bear to sit at the table and fell asleep, but Qian Yuhan didn't wait.It was already daylight when Baili Mingyan woke up suddenly.

Baili Mingyan rubbed his swollen temples, only to feel that his head was heavy, the residual tea on the table was already completely cold, and he fell asleep unknowingly after only taking a sip yesterday.Baili Mingyan got up slowly and walked over to open the window. He shivered from the cold and suddenly woke up.The early morning mist enveloped the whole town, making it hard to see clearly. Fortunately, the snow had completely stopped, and the long-gloomy sky finally showed signs of the sunrise.

After waking up, the first thing that popped into Baili Mingyan's head was where did Qian Yuhan go?

Thinking of this, Baili Mingyan immediately turned around and went out, he didn't want to wait any longer, he thought that if he saw Qian Yuhan at this very moment, it would be fine even if he saw his cold face.

Because Rong Shu and Che Feiji lived in the same room, he went to Qianli's room first.The door opened after only a light knock, but this kid Qianli didn't lock the door!Baili Mingyan was startled at first, and then had a bad feeling, and pushed the door open without regard to etiquette.

"Thousands of miles, thousands of miles?"

The room was not big, and no one answered. Baili Mingyan walked straight to the bed behind the screen. The bed was empty. Not only was there no one on the bed, but there was no trace of people living in the room at a glance.There is no change of clothes, no leftover tea, or even a burnt oil candle...

Baili Mingyan's heart sank suddenly, he turned around and left quickly and ran straight to Che Feiji and Rong Shu's room, he broke in without even knocking on the door.

It was just as empty, as if talking with Rong Shu in this room yesterday afternoon was a dream he had.

Baili Mingyan shook his head in disbelief, and tentatively called, "Brother Han?"

No one answered.

"Yuhan, Qianyuhan!" Suddenly Baili Mingyan rushed out like crazy and shouted Qianyuhan's name from room to room on the second floor: "Qianyuhan, Qianyuhan! Come out, I know you are here, come out !"

Still no answer.

But Baili Mingyan persisted and yelled, finally waking up everyone on the second floor.Gu Shangqing rubbed his eyes, half-stepped on his shoes and said with resentment: "What's the noise so early in the morning..."

Seeing Gu Shangqing appearing, Baili Mingyan rushed over as if grabbing a life-saving straw and asked, "Shangqing, where's Qian Yuhan?"

Gu Shangqing's dream was disturbed, he waved his hand angrily and said, "I left last night."

Just five words immediately fixed Baili Mingyan in place. At this moment, he seemed not to understand Gu Shangqing's words, and seemed to have lost his hearing. He only saw Gu Shangqing's lips moving, but he didn't know what he said.

Xiao Jing came out after Gu Shangqing. Compared with the careless Gu Shangqing, he frowned slightly with a serious expression and seemed to understand Baili Mingyan's mood at this time, but he knew that his position was not suitable for Baili Mingyan at this time. He said more in front of him, so he chose to shut up very wisely.

Baili Mingyan didn't seem to see this person, and he didn't even raise his eyelids. It wasn't until Shangguanzhe appeared a moment later that he moved his body and turned to Shangguanzhe, making the last struggle: "Where's Qian Yuhan?"

Shangguan Zhe never beat around the bush when speaking, and said directly: "Let's go."

Baili Mingyan: "When?"

Shangguan Zhe: "Yesterday, it was three quarters in the unitary hour."

Baili Mingyan was taken aback for a moment, but immediately understood.That was the time when he came back from where Rong Shu was, unable to hold himself back and fell asleep.Did he deliberately choose to leave without saying goodbye when he fell asleep?No, even if you are sleepy, you won't be able to sleep from just dark until the next day without hearing anything... Suddenly, Baili Mingyan remembered that cup of tea. He was really careless. I haven't made tea since I returned to the inn, so where is the teapot on the table?It turned out that Qian Yuhan had made a plan a long time ago, and waited for him to fall asleep after taking the medicine.

Shangguanzhe didn't pay attention to Baili Mingyan's increasingly serious face, and continued: "He left a word before he left."

At this time, Baili Mingyan finally moved, slowly raised his eyes and said, "What are you talking about?"

Shangguanzhe didn't answer immediately, but turned his head to look at Gu Shangqing, as if he thought it was more appropriate for Gu Shangqing to say this sentence, but Gu Shangqing turned his head and walked away looking at the ceiling, obviously not wanting to continue the hot potato.Shangguanzhe was like a puppet without emotion, repeating lightly: "'Forget about me'."