Autobiography of a beast

The boring days passed day by day, and the teenagers who came together last time seemed to have discovered some good place for the toothbrush festival, and they would come to me every now and then to improve their food.I was really speechless for a while.

No, just as they were slandering, the group of people came chatting and laughing again.

Still addicted, right?But this time I didn't follow up again. After knowing that this group of people didn't come to kill indiscriminately, I let them go.

Life and death are fate, wealth and honor are in the sky, brother rabbit and brother tiger, I'm sorry, please ask for blessings.

But maybe it's because I've slept a lot these days, and I can't sleep well today. I can always hear the chattering voices of these guys in my ears. What is it that makes them excited for so long?Not even a good night's sleep.Although my insomnia may be caused by myself, but now that I have someone who can make me vent my anger, why do I have to make trouble with myself?

Thinking of this, I decided to visit these guys.What is there to talk about so that the old man and I will have fun too.

It turned out that this group of teenagers was one of the group of people wearing iron armor that the beast told me last time.Listening to them talking about the upcoming war in a slightly expectant tone, I couldn't help being speechless for a while. It turns out that they are here to fight. Do you know that people will die in a war?Still in that silly anticipation, I don't know why these silly kids are so excited.

However, people are always full of curiosity and anticipation about the unknown, but they don't know how terrifying things are waiting for them in the unknown.

Um?The young man from last time was also there, and he was still in the black outfit. The words vigorous, youthful and handsome were really not a waste to apply to him.

Um?He seems to have found me again?

This is really... unspeakable fate...

You must know that this beast does not show up in front of the world easily, unlike the guy who is a beast, who will take the initiative to tease these mortals every now and then.

But the fate between me and the boy in front of me is really too much. We met twice and met twice, but knowing that he has no malicious intentions, I don't bother to hide, and although I have lived for a long time, But these years I haven't had many contacts with people, and the only one I had in-depth contact with didn't end well.So I couldn't help being a little more curious about the young man in front of me.So there is no leaving, but no step forward either.

He seemed to think it was a little amusing. Seeing that I was not afraid of people, he glanced at his companions around him. Seeing that no one noticed his movements for a while, he got up quietly and walked towards me.

This is the first time I heard his voice, he lowered his voice and called me Xiaolu.

I am a bit dumbfounded, but I am a veritable old deer!

However, I don't even bother to argue with him, so let's do whatever we want.

Without blinking, I watched his hands reach into his pocket, fumbled for a long time, and squeezed out a piece of mung bean cake wrapped in paper.

I recognized this thing because I was lucky enough to taste it once, thanks to the beast.In fact, the taste is still good, with a sweet and rustling taste.

He held the mung bean cake with his hand from a long distance away from me and slapped me in the face.Although his body proportions are good and his arms are quite long, I couldn't help but roll my eyes when I was being fed a few meters away... Just say it if you don't want to eat, why bother to refuse like this.

But the sweet and fragrant taste really makes me want to take a bite...

Just when I was hesitating whether to move forward for a bite to eat, the young man seemed to have finally noticed the irrationality between the two of us, and moved forward on his own initiative, to the distance that I could reach with just lifting my chin.

Forget it, seeing that you still have some understanding, I will reluctantly try this mung bean cake!

Well, the sand is sweet and soft... It is the taste in memory, very sweet.

The boy seemed very happy to see me eating the cake in his hand, and even raised his hand to stroke the head of the beast.

At first, I didn't think it was wrong, but the familiar touch and the sense of proficiency that my damn head couldn't help handing over to someone's hand made me instinctively sense a little danger, and I stepped back tensely.After staring at the boy for a while, he ran away in a panic regardless of the unfinished mung bean cake.

It's really been a long time, this damn flustered feeling.

Later, the boy would come every once in a while.

Sometimes with companions, sometimes alone, but always with a mung bean cake.Sometimes I will go out to meet him, mainly because I am greedy, but sometimes I am too lazy to move and ignore him and let him walk around in the forest.Gradually, a familiarity also emerged.

I have to say that since this group of people came here to stay here, the birds and beasts in the forest have become more cautious, for fear that if they are not careful, they will be shot down and made into barbecues. It is really pitiful to think about it.But as the Patronus, I still can't easily make a move.

So say it, folks!Hold on!

The boy told me, that’s right, he just told me that although I was a deer, looking at the boy’s expression, he should be smart enough to see the difference between me and ordinary birds and beasts. I gossip.He is really energetic. Did I have so much to say when I was his age?It's not right, the black beast is so big and it still twitters all day long. Although I have come into contact with very few human beings, I think it should vary from person to person.

As I was thinking about it, the young man started talking to himself again.This time, he came by himself.

I leaned side by side with him on a sunny place on a soil slope, and he opened his mouth and told me that he might not be able to come for a while.

I thought it was just right not to come, let me be quiet for a few days, but I couldn't help but want to ask why.After all, if he left, the evil beast would run out every two days and couldn't get home, and the forest would be quiet again.

Although there is nothing wrong with being quiet, but, deer, once you get some kind of warmth, it is a bit difficult to give up.Alas, I have lived for hundreds of years in vain, and I still cannot escape.

Fortunately, before I startled him and asked why, he answered my doubts by himself first.

Oh, it turned out that there was going to be a war. I drooped my eyelids and didn't answer his words.In fact, even if I wanted to, I couldn't.After all, if I speak now, maybe he will be frightened to death without going to the battlefield. Thinking of this, I suddenly want to laugh, so it also manifested in my body, humming out of my mouth.

But to the boy's ears, he thought it was my response and reluctance, so he reached out and touched my head. Now he is proficient in doing this action, and he caresses his own regardless of whether I like it or not. , talking about his expectations and worries while touching.Eager to go to battle to kill the enemy, want everyone behind him to rely on him, but inevitably nervous and afraid, afraid that he will not be able to protect what he wants to protect.

Listening to him chattering with me, I think, you are only this size, it is normal to be nervous and afraid, those who guard or not guard, there is no need to put such a heavy burden on yourself, there are people who are stronger than you in front of you on top.I always feel that their lives are so short, and the right way is to live recklessly and unrestrainedly, and other things are not worth mentioning.

However, there should be no way to convey these thoughts to him.

With complicated thoughts in his arms, he was obviously afraid but couldn't help but want to move forward.Man is a contradiction.

Why do humans like to fight so much?What are you asking me to do?Wouldn't it be good to live well?these things right

For me, it's just too complicated.I don't understand, and I don't want to understand.

I don't know if he will come back this time.

Sure enough, an immortal beast like me shouldn't expect extravagant company.It's better to be a beast, although it's a bit noisy and out of control, but at least, it can last for a long time.

After the boy finished expressing his thoughts, he looked up. It was getting late, and it was time for him to go down the mountain.But today, he also seems to have a little ambition and uncertainty about the future, staring at the gradually darkening sky and becoming dazed again.

I looked at him, and for the first time, I didn't secretly complain about him.

After a long time, finally, as if the boy had made up his mind, he stood up and patted the dirt on his body, then bent down and patted my head, then turned around and walked on the way.

Looking at his back, I vaguely recalled the appearance of an old friend for the first time a long time ago.I felt a little sad in my heart.

We are all destined to have our own path after all.

Good luck, boy.

Recently, it seems to be a bit frequent.

Turning into a human body, he came to the tomb of the deceased whom he remembered vaguely, and brought a jug of wine as usual.

This wine was brought back by the black beast, I remember you like it, but I'm not used to drinking it, I don't know what's wrong with my throat

Attractive, but if you like it, forget it.

I poured a cup and put it in front of me, and poured some more in front of the grave. Since you are gone, there is no need to waste the cup, just pour it.

Remember that boy I told you about last time I came here?He also went the same way as you.Go into battle in armor, rub shoulders with life and death, and then return bloodied.

I really can't understand your way of fighting, but I can't stop you either.Just like I also have the responsibilities and missions I was born with, you also have things to protect in your own short lives, but our methods are different.So even if you have objections and puzzles, you still respect your choices.

However, when I look at him, I can always think of you unconsciously. He is very similar to you when you were young, but he is different, and he should be different. After all, they are two completely different people spanning a hundred years.But like you, he has an infinite longing for the battlefield, heh, it's not right, he is still a little afraid, after all, he is still too young.

He said before that he misses his mother and siblings a little bit.

He also said he was homesick too.

He said that only if he guards here can his family be safe all the time.

He said that it is precisely because he has a family behind him and something he cares about that makes him want to go to the battlefield.Because only in this way can home always be there...

He said a lot, do you think he can come back?

It should be ok, I think his skill is quite good.

I hope he comes back alive.