After I determined to lose weight, I found a boyfriend

He was cuter when he was young. His figure was already very good. He didn’t have much flesh. If he lost weight, he would be too thin. It’s a pity that I told him that he didn’t listen. I don’t know if Xiao Zhuqing told him. Or it was Xiao Zhuqing who told him to lose weight.

It's far away, let's talk about it again, I secretly kissed him while he was asleep that day, the touch on his face was very good, if I had known it would be like this, I would have kissed him a few more times.

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The only thing I felt when I woke up was a headache.

It hurts.

It should be because of a hangover. Fortunately, today is the weekend and there are no classes, otherwise I would have to ask for leave.

I rubbed my head and was about to sit up from the bed. I searched for my phone for a long time but couldn't find it. As soon as I moved, I felt something stuck on my back.

How did I feel like I could sleep my phone inside?

I tapped the screen, but it didn't turn on.

Ok?

out of battery?

I charged it and waited for a while before turning on the phone, and then the message came in.

Wechat two, QQ two.

I suddenly remembered what I had done.

Yesterday, my mother called my brother. I clicked on QQ, scrolled to the top one, and clicked in.

Ren Kai sent me two messages.

- the phone is out of battery?Good night.

"Blade" retracted a message

- don't cry, tell me something

Hold!look at my bro!Care so much about me!

Then, I saw the previous message again.

Call duration: 04:32:16

fuck me?What did I say to call for so long?Didn't Blade Kai feel bothered?

He really is my good brother!

I tried to recall what I said to Renkai last night, but failed, and now I can't even remember what Renkai's voice was like.

Drinking is a mistake!

I sighed and typed a line on the screen.

-Thank you bro!I was drunk yesterday, I'm sorry to disturb you for so long, you didn't sleep well yesterday.

It immediately shows that it is typing.

Ok?

I looked up at the time, it was only eight o'clock in the morning, my brother was annoyed by me until midnight yesterday, and now he woke up so early?

I suddenly looked forward to what he had to say.

- It's all right. Does your head still hurt?

He should know I'm hungover.

- It hurts, I almost didn't get up when I woke up.

- I have medicine, you can take some.

I laughed when I saw it, my brother can actually make jokes now.

- OK, can you mail it to me?I try to slow down my headache so I can take the medicine you sent me.

There was a suspicious silence over there.

-...

- go buy medicine

My brother's considerate personality still hasn't changed. I told him that I knew it and didn't say anything else. After all, I wasn't really going to buy medicine.

I'm so lazy, I'd rather get more sleep.

Who knew that just as I was about to lie down and go back to sleep, there was a knock on the door. I struggled to get up from the bed to open the door, cursing Xiao Zhuqing hundreds of times in my heart.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw a neatly dressed Ran Jing standing at my door.

I slammed the door shut.

illusion.

Three two one, I said silently in my heart, and then opened the door.

Ran Jing half-curled her hand and was about to knock on the door, but I closed it again with a bang.

After 1 minute, I opened the door again.

The me inside the door, neat pajamas, hair that has been controlled, and sleepy eyes that don't look silly even though I just woke up.

Ran Jing outside the door, with a serious expression, pursed her lips tightly.

Is it not enough for me?Does the way I look now make him feel uncomfortable?

"What's wrong?" I opened my mouth and realized that my voice was so hoarse.

Ran Jing handed the thing in her left hand to me, "Medicine, I see you are so uncomfortable, I thought you might need it."

I took it over and took a look. There are all kinds of medicines for sobering up, headaches, stomach medicine, and throat medicine.

Boo!He is so considerate!

Why not mine!

I forced a smile, "Thank you."

When I finished speaking, I smelled a fragrance. I drank a lot of water yesterday and now it is empty. After smelling the smell, I feel hungry.

"What's the smell? It smells so good." I asked casually, and I even thought of Xiao Zhuqing getting up to cook for me in order to take care of me.

"I made some porridge, you have some breakfast, and then drink the medicine." I heard Ran Jing say, "I'll bring it to you later."

I cry, my macho tears.

What kind of warm boy is this!Why are you being so nice to me? Fuck!

Why do you tease me if you don't want to fuck me!

I nodded again and again, thanking you for the trouble.

Ran Jing didn't say anything, went to the kitchen and brought me porridge.

I quickly washed up, thought about it and went to the kitchen, I can't let Ran Jing serve me like this, what am I doing.

"Let's eat in the kitchen, together?" I looked at Ran Jing who was serving the meal, and sat down at the dining table.

"Okay." Ran Jing put the porridge on the table, "Be careful it's hot."

Fuck!

This man, do you want to be so gentle!

I don't know if it's because of the hangover or something else, and my nose is a little sore.

I'm not a man.

The better Ran Jing treats me, the more uncomfortable I will be, and the tenderness of the uncomfortable will not belong to me after all.

Just thinking about it makes me feel like a little girl getting bloody sore blood every now and then.

I sniffled, and when I was about to pick up the porridge to drink, Ran Jing over there handed me a tissue.

I turned to look at him.

Ran Jing still looked the same as before, but her cheeks were a little red, I don't know if it was hot from the cooking or something else.

I saw him dodge his eyes, put the tissue in front of me, and slightly parted his thin lips: "If we separate, we will separate, the next one will be better."

I:?

Xiao Zhuqing was dragged up by me, I ran to his room and told him I had to get him up for breakfast.

Xiao Zhuqing looked at me sleepily: "Brother Ran, please let each other go!"

I shook his shoulder like Keyun shaking his head, "Wake up, Lao Tzu!"

Why did Ran Jing's mother say such things!

What does he know! !

Fuck!

What the hell happened yesterday? !

"Yesterday?" Xiao Zhuqing squinted his eyes and looked at me with a wrinkled face, "You still have the nerve to say that?"

Hold? !

Can you make it clear!

"So, what happened yesterday?"

"Didn't I record it? Didn't you watch it?" Xiao Zhuqing said.

I took his mobile phone and saw the night I committed suicide.

I drink quite well, but yesterday I didn't control anything, and I didn't control anything, which caused my grievances to be directed at Xiao Zhuqing.

His clapping hands trembled because I almost spat on him and wiped my mouth with his clothes.

Not to mention the stupid things like hugging him and saying why I don't like girls.

And the next second, I saw Ran Jing coming out from the side in the video.

I know I'm done.

Ran Jing witnessed the whole process of my madness, and heard the phrase why don't you like me.

He knows? ? ?

I just confessed my love in such an unclear state?

And just got rejected this morning?

Makes sense.

Ran Jing witnessed me go berserk yesterday, and today she wants to make it up to me first, and then politely reject me.

This person is so kind, even the rejection is so gentle.

I was relieved suddenly, he knew that I liked him.

The feelings that were carefully hidden before were suddenly known to him.

I'm not a stalker, it's ok to apologize to him and be a stranger to him openly, it's not that difficult.

But when I really sat next to him again, I realized how difficult it was to say those words.

When I was thinking about how to speak, Ran Jing spoke for me first.

"what happened?"

I put a lot of effort into my hand, "You know everything?"

Ran Jing nodded.

My heart was ashamed, "Then what do you think? It's me..." I searched for an adjective but couldn't find it, "Is that so?"

Ran Jing looked up at me, "No, sexual orientation is a person's freedom, it doesn't matter who he likes or dislikes."

I breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, he didn't think I was disgusting.

He is really nice.

Hold.

I feel a little wronged again.

I, Qi Ran, have never really liked someone in the past 20 years, and I have never felt so uncomfortable in love.

"Then we will..." I couldn't say the rest of the words.

He seemed to have thought of what I would say, "Don't worry, we've always been friends."

friend.

To be honest, I have always sneered at the lies about being friends after breaking up. Two people whose minds were not pure at the beginning, can their minds be pure later on?

You don't want to be friends, you want to be py.

But at this moment I was shaken.

But I still think this sentence is a lie. After breaking up, even after the one-way confession is rejected, friends are all lies. Few of them can be friends, but I still nodded.

Even if it is a lie, I am willing to deceive myself to believe it.

Please don’t imitate me, male and female compatriots, licking dogs is not advisable.

Really.

I finished the porridge under his watchful eyes, and went into the house with the water he had boiled, took the medicine, and fell asleep again.

After waking up, it was almost fine.

It's just that Xiao Zhuqing looked at me a little strangely, and when I asked him anything, he didn't say anything.

very strange.

I am still planning to go to the gym today to exercise. This has become my habit. Next, I plan to develop eight-pack abs. Now I am only four-pack. I have to work hard.

Ran Jing still accompanied me there.

We talked and laughed happily on the road, you talked to me, and occasionally we talked happily and there were physical collisions, the same as before.

It was as if nothing had happened during the period from last night to this morning.

Ran Jing practiced back and forth between various fitness equipment as usual, and he handed me a bottle of water during the intermission.

"You're really not fat anymore. Although it's true that you want to keep your figure, you don't have to work so hard," Ran Jing said, holding an iced mineral water over there.

"No." I smiled, "I have an appointment with Xiao Zhuqing."

I'm a liar, no one can keep the promises made for hundreds of years, but looking at Ran Jing's appearance, it seems that he has a face of "just look and I'll know".

Hello, am I so lacking in perseverance in your eyes?

☆、Chapter 11

Ran Jing's diary (5)

After that day, Xiao Zhuqing came to see me once, and I couldn't understand what he was looking for me for, but I was sure that Xiao Zhuqing must have known about Qi Ran, he knew that Qi Ran liked him.

Because he asked me.

Xiao Zhuqing asked me if I knew everything, I nodded.

He didn't seem to be able to accept it, because after he knew that I knew that he knew Qi Ran's secret, his face lit up.

Use this word right?

Forget it, I don't have much brain power to think about these things, I have no motivation for these two days, I don't want to change it, so let's do it for now.

By the way, Xiao Zhuqing told me a lot, but mainly he was talking about Qi Ran, how good Qi Ran is, and what a good brother I think of him, I listened selectively.

I don't know why I did this, I lost my composure, but I still couldn't hold back.

It seems that whenever I encounter something about Qi Ran, I will not be controlled by my own reason.

I don't know if this bug can be fixed.

In fact, this is not a problem, I like it quite a lot, I have never been like this before, it's quite... I like it.

I know what Xiao Zhuqing said, I know how good Qi Ran is, what I don't know is that you said good things about him, but in the end you still didn't stay with him, it was useless, and you didn't It is necessary to tell me that I don't want to know your difficulties, I only know that Qi Ran is very sad, and all the people who make him sad are not good things.

He said let me treat him better, I nodded, thinking that I don't need you to teach me, but I held back.

I don't like Xiao Zhuqing anymore, but since I'm still teaching him, I won't like him anymore in a few weeks.

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My phone has been ringing non-stop lately, and I'm flipping through the dates, probably because my birthday is coming up.

Every time around this time, my phone will be filled with all kinds of wishes, mostly from fans, and I usually mute him.

My birthday has always been very close to Double Eleven, and this time it happened to be the day before Double Eleven.

I don't know what gifts my fans will give me, but I would like to know if Ran Jing will prepare gifts for me.

I was too greedy. During this time, Ran Jing and I almost went in and out together. For a while, we both sat next to each other in class.

One day I saw our fanfiction on our school forum.

Yes, it’s not a post, it’s not a building, it’s fanfiction, the kind with high H.

They are so scary, I love them!

When I was in class today, I was wandering around the forum to absorb spiritual food. I thought that even if we can’t be together, it’s okay for me to satisfy myself secretly. I observed Ran Jing for a few days and found that he probably doesn’t go to the forum, so I am more unscrupulous.

Ah, I have never seen the fanfiction type written by this classmate!save!

Ah, the pictures drawn by this classmate are so cute and sand sculptures!save!

Ah, the composition of this sneak shot is so ingenious!Save……

and many more!

candid? !

fuck me? !

I was so shocked that I almost showed Ran Jing my phone, but fortunately, my last trace of reason saved me.

I clicked on this picture. It was when Ran Jing and I came to class together. We came out early and thought about going to class after breakfast. This is a photo of us at the breakfast stand.

I was drinking porridge with my head down, and Ran Jing was sitting next to me, looking at me sideways.

This picture is very popular by the host P, and the pink bubbles around it are very natural, it looks like a big hand.

Maybe I was infected by the atmosphere in this picture, and I read the word "affectionate" from Ran Jing's eyes.

I clicked on the middle floor of the building.

……

enough!Stop brushing you people!

I almost don't know the word "affectionate" anymore! ! !

I quit the comment, thought about it and saved this picture to my phone.

Even if it's self-indulgent, then I want to lie to myself for a while.

There was a watermark on the photo, I thought about it and cut the size, and I was going to send a private message to this landlord for a high-definition photo.

After I clicked on it, I felt that the profile picture of the poster looked more and more familiar, until she sent me a series of numbers.

[Doing CP makes me happy: Sister!You are also amazed cp!Add me vx: 1551jqszd]

I suddenly realized.

This is a fucking school girl! !

Fuck!

sisters?Is it really good for you to take the lead in engaging in CP like this? !

You make it difficult for me to be a human being? !

You said that if we were really together, would I be considered the mistress or the original partner? ?

Can I add this? !Wouldn't it be obvious if this fucking was added?

[Practicing CP makes me happy: pull you into the group, a large number of briefcases are waiting for you to come and get them!There are also resident painters! 】

Me: Sister gkd! ! !Hurry up!

Can I disagree with that? !

nobody!No one can refuse a briefcase, let alone Mrs. Painter!

I have fallen.

I hate you!Knock on the CP and kowtow to Qi Ran!

I signed up for a trumpet at the speed of light, sneaked into the list of school girls, entered the group, and sneaked into the revolutionary base!

My trumpet focuses on the cute girl route, and the avatar is a Q version of a fan with three heads drawn by a certain painter's wife, and I use the villain Ran Jing as the avatar.

WeChat name: Ran Ranjiu

Circle of friends background: Purple long-eared rabbit soaking in the bathtub

Moments permissions: Visible in the past three days

Then quickly posted a new circle of friends: I like your every day is a warm sunny day [cute long-eared rabbit]

perfect.

I checked my WeChat account.

Fuck, where did this fucking loli come from?

I looked at the news in the group, and they were chatting about today's picture in full swing. I looked up at the number of people in the group.

Gan, 233 people.

Are so many people in a hurry?

I glanced at the group leader, and it turned out to be a junior.

School girl!You make it difficult for brother to be a man!

In line with the principle of joining the group of newcomers, I said hello.

[Ran Ranjiu]: Gahu [bows] Hello, ladies and gentlemen! [bows]

[Continuous surprises]: How are you, girl!What class is the girl in?

[We will not leave]: Welcome newcomers!Welcome baby into this loving family!We are a kind family!We are like brothers, as long as you are surprised, we are half-sisters!

[The rest of the name]: Hello, girl!

[The author can't figure it out]: [Link] I found a good book "Amazing Only You in My Eyes" in Jinjiang, come and follow it!

[The author can't figure it out]: Hurry up!My new serial in Jinjiang, everyone gkd!

[Hint collection]: Sister, I will collect it quickly!Thank you for pouring 999 bottles of nutrient solution for you!

[The author can't figure it out]: Fuck me?Where did you get these nutrient solutions?Did you grab it?

[Hint collection]: I couldn't sleep one night, and I was chasing articles in Jinjiang.

I? ? ?

This group of people really went to Jinjiang to start serialization? !Did we both agree? !

While hammering their chests with a small fist in my heart, I clicked on Jinjiang, quickly clicked on the bookmark, and entered the author's column and clicked on this column.

After thinking about it, I threw a few more grenades, and I took a rough look. I thought that this person wrote it in Jinjiang, and the car must be gone. Can you write a flower just by the plot flow?

I opened Chapter 1 with the mentality of looking casually.

then……