Those days of cheating

Hearing what the head teacher said, Ning Ran suddenly seemed like a deflated ball.He thought, just drop out of school, anyway, he doesn't want to stay here any longer.Even if he has nothing, he still has his father, and he has a son connected with his blood in his stomach, and that is enough. (A female can only give birth to a son, so Ning Ran is extremely sure that the child in her belly is a son)

Ning Ran went through the withdrawal procedures and changed all his contact information, as if this person had never existed in Jiangdu.

After he went back to his hometown, Ning Yubai asked him what was wrong. He didn't want to mention that bad relationship experience to his silly and sweet father, so he told him not to ask.

But not saying it doesn't mean it didn't happen, Ning Ran didn't know how he passed that time.He sat in front of the window and watched the sunrise and sunset like a walking corpse, and his heart hurt unbearably, as if someone grabbed his heart and tore it hard, making him unable to breathe.

At that time, Ning Ran wished to end his life every day. Only after he died, would he not be in pain anymore.But no, he still has a father and a baby in his womb.If he dies, his father must cry to death; if he dies, his baby will not be able to come to this world and experience this colorful world.

Therefore, he cannot die!

With the support of his father and son, Ning Ran survived in the end, but his personality also changed from lively and active to taciturn, as if he had completely changed.

After giving birth to Jin Jin, Ning Ran knew that he could no longer be decadent. He still had a father and a son to support.After that, Ning Ran picked up his high school textbooks again and applied to the Department of Computer Science of Imperial University, and was also admitted by the school with excellent results.

When he first came to school, he was always alone, just like Zhan Yao said at the beginning, he didn't want to trust anyone.Fortunately, these three roommates are different from those he had in F University. Everyone is very enthusiastic. Seeing that Ning Ran is not a gregarious person, not only did they not dislike him, but they used their unique friendship to make Ning Ran accept them slowly.

Ning Ran really thanked them in his heart, otherwise he might not be able to get out of the shadow brought by Shen Boxing.

He thought that he and Shen Boxing would never meet again in this lifetime, but he didn't expect that they would be together again because of amnesia.

But now, he!think!rise!Come!up!

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Ji Xiu remembered what Ning Ran said, and saw that his expression was not very good-looking, so he changed the subject, "The doctor said that you were just shocked, and you can be discharged from the hospital if you feel that there are no other problems."

"Yeah." Ning Ran nodded, "How long have I been lying down? Where is the driver who caused the accident?"

"I lay in bed for a long time." Ji Xiu said, "The driver drove you to the hospital. After all, he didn't hit you, so he paid the medical bill and left."

Ning Ran felt that there was nothing wrong with her, and was discharged from the hospital on the same day.

Now that I remembered everything, there was no need to stay longer in Jiangdu, so I simply went back to the imperial capital.Ji Xiu was worried and came back with him.

When he got home, he saw Ning Yubai reading a book on the sofa, Ning Ran couldn't bear it any longer, and fell into his father's arms and burst into tears with a "wow".

"What's the matter?" Ning Yubai was startled, and patted his son's back, "Of course I don't cry, my father is there for everything, tell my father what's wrong?"

Ning Ran didn't dare to worry his father, so he stopped after howling twice, and said, "I remember it all, but I just feel wronged and sad."

Ning Yubai sighed: "I just said it's better if I can't remember it, and I will feel sad when I think about it."

Ning Ran didn't do it, "How can it be done, he treats me like this, and he doesn't want me to take revenge?"

"Then how do you want to get revenge? Break up with him?" Ning Yubai poked the tip of his son's nose, "Of course, don't blame Dad for being talkative. Think about it, I have been separated from your eldest dad for more than 20 years, and we are all very upset. You guys It was also because of a misunderstanding that they separated for five years. Young people are prone to impulsiveness and recklessness. In fact, it is good to talk about things. What is unforgivable? So let him pass the past, thinking about it will only increase troubles .”

Ning Ran was dissatisfied, he felt that he had suffered so much grievance, and he couldn't do it as if nothing happened, no matter what he had to do, he had to toss and toss Shen Boxing to express his anger.

After returning to the room, Ning Ran looked at the phone that had been turned off, and sighed slightly.Since he regained his memory, he turned off his mobile phone, because he was afraid that he would do something irreparable on impulse.Sure enough, he has grown up and knows to consider the consequences.But before shutting down the phone, he sent a message to Shen Boxing, saying that I had already remembered, so I don't want to contact you any more.

Shen Boxing almost blew up Ning Ran's cell phone, but he kept receiving the notification to shut it down.He knew that Ningran must be blaming him, so he finished the work in country M as quickly as possible and returned to the country.

He called Ning Ran but couldn't get through. He went to the courtyard to find someone, but was stopped by the guards.The kind of days that seemed to be waiting for sentencing made him suffer a lot.

But he didn't wait too long, Ning Ran asked him to meet soon.When the four eyes met, the mood of the two of them was a little complicated.

Ning Ran took the lead and said, "Shen Boxing, back then you refused to listen to my explanation and just turned around and left, are you willing to listen now?"

"Of course, tell me, I will listen carefully to what you say in the future." Shen Boxing wanted to grab Ning Ran's hand, but he avoided it.

Ning Ran looked at the distance, and with a low voice, he slowly told him clearly about being cheated by Zhang Jian, suddenly finding out that he had a child, and being dismissed by the school.

Ning Ran looked up at Shen Boxing, "Do you know how I survived when you left?"

"Of course, I'm sorry!" Shen Boxing's eyes were red, and he grabbed Ning Ran's hand forcefully, "Of course, I know I was wrong, can you...can you give me another chance?"

"Shen Boxing, do you know what it means to be in pain?" Ning Ran sneered, but his voice was tinged with sadness, "It means that my heart hurts so much that I don't want to live anymore. I sit on the edge of the balcony every day, wishing I could Take your son and jump off the 15th floor, because it hurts so much that I feel that only by dying can I end this pain..."

"Of course, please don't say it!" Shen Boxing looked at Ningran with pleading eyes, "Of course, I'm sorry, I was too self-willed back then, I shouldn't have left you and left. I was wrong, I really I was wrong. But...but..."

Ning Ran said indifferently: "Shen Boxing, don't be sad, I'm not dead. I'm alive in front of you, so you don't have to blame yourself. Because I don't want my dad to be sent by a white-haired man to a black-haired man, and neither can I. Deprive Jin Jin of the right to come to this world, so I am not dead, I am alive."

Shen Boxing's eyes were red, he looked at Ning Ran and called softly: "Of course..."

"Shen Boxing, goodbye, don't come to me again." After Ning Ran said this with a smile, she stood up and left without looking back.

"Of course... I'm sorry..." Shen Boxing looked at Ning Ran's leaving back, and suddenly covered his face with his hands, and didn't move for a while.

I don't know how long it took, maybe when the store was about to close, Shen Boxing stood up after being reminded by the clerk, and went home in a trance.

He returned to his and Ning Ran's room, and buried his face on Ning Ran's used pillow.His two hands gripped the pillow tightly, his knuckles turned white from too much force, as if his body was still here and he could hold him tightly.

No!His lover is gone and will never come back!

Shen Boxing buried himself deeper in the pillow, sobbing softly.

He thought they could be together for the rest of their lives, but Ranran left the scene halfway without bringing him along, leaving him alone.

That night, Shen Boxing didn't know if he fell asleep or not, he might have been awake all the time, knowing he was abandoned.He abandoned Ranran back then, and now it's Ranran's turn to abandon him.

Fair enough, isn't it?

The moment the alarm clock rang, Shen Boxing opened his eyes, went into the bathroom to wash up like a walking corpse, changed his clothes, and then went to work in the company.

Lin Yan was startled when she saw Shen Boxing's appearance, and asked cautiously, "Are you okay?"

Shen Boxing smiled, "It's okay, what can I do? I'm fine, and I feel full of strength. What are the arrangements for today, please report quickly, I want to work hard."

Lin Yan seemed to be looking at a irritated lunatic, suddenly thought of something, and asked cautiously, "Where is Ning Ran? Won't you come today?"

Shen Boxing stared at Lin Yan fiercely, "Why are you asking Ranran, do you have any plans for him?"

Lin Yanxin said that this person is really crazy, his mind is not clear.Not daring to provoke him anymore, he hurriedly reported today's itinerary to Shen Boxing.

Shen Boxing is like a workaholic today, dealing with one job after another.But Lin Yan knew that his state today was very wrong.It must have something to do with Ning Ran that made Shen Boxing so out of control, but when he wanted to call Ning Ran to ask what was going on, he found that the other party had turned off his phone.

Lin Yan accompanied Shen Boxing to work overtime until ten o'clock, but he couldn't bear it and left first, and reminded Shen Boxing to go home early.

Shen Boxing didn't want to go home, the house was cold and empty, he was alone, without Ran Ran and Jin Jin, he couldn't stay there for a moment.

When Lin Yan went to work the next day, she found that Shen Boxing was still sitting at the desk processing documents, and said in surprise, "You didn't sleep all night, did you?"

Shen Boxing glanced at him indifferently, "There's nothing to make a fuss about."

Lin Yan: "..." Crazy, crazy, absolutely crazy!

In the next few days, Shen Boxing was still like this.Lin Yan couldn't stand it anymore and forced him to go home to rest, otherwise he would die suddenly in this state.

Shen Boxing drove out of the company, but didn't want to go home, so he finally went to the compound where Ning Ran lived.

But he couldn't get in, he stood outside the iron gate of the big courtyard, staring blankly at the villa that Ranran lived in in his memory, hoping that he could come out and take him in, even if he could take a look also.

But no!

The door opened and closed, closed and opened, but he never waited for Ranran, even Ranran's two fathers and his son did not come out, or went back.

He waited from morning until it was dark.The weather in winter was cold, and at night, the temperature was even below zero. Shen Boxing hadn't eaten all day, and his whole body was frozen from head to toe.But he still refused to leave. He was afraid that if he left, he would miss the meeting with Ranran.

In the end, the guard couldn't stand it any longer. Shen Boxing came here often, and he knew him.Fearing that this man would be in the cold, he refused to persuade him to go back, so he put another military coat on him, and even asked other people about the entry and exit records of Ning Ran's family.

After learning that Ning Ran's family hadn't come back since they went out yesterday, they persuaded Shen Boxing to come back in a few days.

After Shen Boxing knew that Ningran was not inside, he seemed to have lost his support and became decadent, as if his last hope had been shattered.He can no longer wait for his fate, and his life has lost its direction...

The author has something to say: To abuse or not, I ask you whether to abuse or not?Anyway, when I was writing, I washed my eyes several times with tears, it was cool!

Our article is about joy, and I will speed up the progress of this section. Anyway, the babies know that after Shen Boxing was abandoned by Ning Ran, it is enough to torture and cry every day.