I don't want to be the male lead [Transmigration Book]

Lu Huai was a little confused.

He put down his book and stood on the balcony, blowing the cool breeze that just entered the night, his back was full of desolation.

Putting his hands on the railing of the balcony, he found that his hands were trembling unexpectedly.

The good brothers who have been good for many years actually have a crush on him, and all the interactions between good brothers are all because... Song Yi likes him.The impact was so simple and rude that only one sentence remained in Lu Huai's head.

Just like brushing the barrage, from the first line to the last line, densely blocking the complete visual picture in front of you, just one sentence.

Song Yi likes me.

Why does Song Yi always like to call him "you"?

Because Song Yi likes him.

Why does Song Yi always like to chat with him?

Because Song Yi likes him.

Why is he so fierce to Song Yi, why is Song Yi sad to the point of tears?

Because Song Yi likes him.

How the hell did he fall in love with this?

Lu Huai felt that he was going crazy.

He buried his head in his arms, half-lying on the balcony, exposing the back half of his head, letting his broken hair be blown back and forth by the wind.The chest is hot, the whole body is hot, the heat is so dizzy, and the brain can't think rationally.

Lu Huai felt that he was a rational person.

He has always thought of himself as a rational and selfish person.

Because of reason, he will give up Ye Tinghan, because of reason, he will choose to invest in stocks, and because of reason, he will choose to give up studying abroad.But all these rationalities collapsed after he found out that Song Yi liked him.

It may be 1 minute, it may be 10 minutes, it may be half an hour.

Lu Huai managed to move his head out a bit, and continued to bury half of his face, watching the people coming and going under the dormitory with his eyes open.

They are all people who are full of youth and walk together.

Occasionally there are two single ones, basically returning with luggage, ready to start a new week of school.

Others couldn't understand what Lu Huai was going through, just like Lu Huai didn't know what the people walking below were going through.Maybe it's happy, maybe it's unfortunate, maybe it's lucky, maybe it's unlucky.

After time passed, Lu Huai slowly found out his rationality and put it in front of him again, only then did he analyze what was wrong with what Song Yi had done before.

The degree of intimacy between good brothers is actually exaggerated.

It's not uncommon for everyone to compare each other's size in the bathhouse.

In the first grade of junior high school, the dormitory building did not have hot water supply. It was not until the third grade of junior high school that hot water for bathing was provided in every room in the dormitory area.So everyone has to go to the bathroom to take a bath for two years in a row.

He and Song Yi are roommates and classmates, so naturally they often team up to go to the bathhouse together.

Song Yi always likes to go when there are few people, and he also likes to take a bath in a remote corner.

At first, he only thought that Song Yi might not like bathing in a big bathhouse, just like he was not used to bathing in a bathhouse.It’s just that everyone living on campus is the same, and they have to make do with this rather tangled life.

Later, in the third year of junior high school, there was hot water in the dormitory. There were six people in the dormitory, and often two or two went in to take a bath together in a hurry, but Song Yi never had it.

Well, he never seems to have either.

What he thought at the time was that he and Song Yi had similar habits, and he was quite happy to talk to Song Yi.

Looking back now, I was really innocent and stupid back then.

And like watching movies, the learning atmosphere in their class is a little stronger, and their interest in movies is far lower than that of ordinary people.

For them, the biggest goal in the short term is to be admitted to the best high school in the city. Only by being admitted to that key high school can they have the greatest possibility of going to the best university.The strongest teachers in the city are definitely in the key classes of key high schools.

Later he was admitted, but Song Yi was admitted to the high school next door because of his poor English.

That high school will also waive tuition fees for students with high scores.

and then?

They are next door.

Cell phones aren't allowed in high school, but they have both.Sending messages under the quilt every night.At that time, Song Yi already liked him, right?At that time, he only wanted to be admitted to a good school, and he was not interested in dating at all.

Especially after experiencing a very unreasonable "first love".

That first love prefers him to have sex with other men than falling in love with him.The time of love is so short that it is pathetic, and what is even more pathetic is that he is still a magician.

The corner of Lu Huai's mouth twitched.

Later, they were busy with their respective studies, and it was interesting to talk about life in high school every day.Then came the incident of a girl jumping off a building in Song Yi School.That girl jumped down in front of Song Yi, who was sitting in the corridor eating lunch at that time.

Lu Huai remembered that Song Yi had been anorexic for several days, until he climbed over the wall to find Song Yi, and then invited him to eat in the cafeteria.

It seems that Song Yi became more attached to him after that, sending messages to him every day, even if he occasionally forgot to charge and did not reply, Song Yi never stopped sending him messages.

But my nerves only think that the two of them are the best fucking brothers in the whole world.

Lu Huai couldn't hold back his swearing.

He looked unpredictable and stayed motionless on the balcony.After gradually calming down, he fully understood that Song Yi's feelings did not happen overnight, just like his feelings for Song Yi's brother did not happen in a day or two.

The most frightening thing is that after Lu Huai found out that Song Yi liked him, he recalled killing him without any disgust or resistance.

It's no big deal for a man to like a man, Song Yi is really gay, he thinks it doesn't matter at all.In this world, there are always people with different gender and hobbies, and there are people who don't like people and things. What's wrong with Song Yi who just likes a man?

But the man Song Yi likes is him.

What Song Yi likes is that this incident really shocked him a bit.

Lu Huai recalled the clues in the book.

According to the book, Song Yi is not so close to him at the end, it seems likely that it has something to do with Song Yi falling in love with him.

The book has changed so many times, most of the endings are all single.

Of course, it is also possible that there is no mention of whether they are together or not.

Ye Tinghan knew about his "couple" relationship with Song Yi.There is not much mention of this "couple" relationship in the book, and the ending is still single or not mentioned.

That basically meant that he and Song Yi parted ways.

One possibility of parting ways is that Song Yi felt that it should not affect his life, so he chose to avoid it.

Another possibility of parting ways is that Song Yi let him know the feelings of the two parties, and finally the two chose to negotiate peacefully and separate peacefully.

Does he want to part ways with Song Yi?

Lu Huai's eyes were much deeper. If someone could see his eyes, they would feel that they were darker than the Dead Sea.

The street lights in the dormitory area were already on, but the sky was completely dark.

He was reluctant.

Lu Huai laughed.

Just thinking about it, Lu Huai felt a pain like a needle prick in his heart.This is a psychological pain, but it caused him to really feel this pain, as if this pain turned into a physical pain.

He couldn't bear it at all.

Can we go our separate ways?

How would he face Song Yi's seven-year relationship...

Song Yi actually didn't reveal the slightest hint that he was gay, which made it impossible for Lu Huai to explain this matter to Song Yi clearly.

Song Yi didn't know that he knew.

What rubbish love letter.

Lu Huai threw the pot on top of the book.This outright venting of anger is well-reasoned and ridiculous.

At night, the weather gradually began to cool down, but Lu Huai didn't feel cold at all.He didn't take out his phone, nor did he take out his book. He was quietly thinking about this sudden problem on the balcony.

He even tried to start dissecting the pros and cons.

If you are with Song Yi, what are the advantages and disadvantages.

If you can be friends with Song Yi frankly, what are the advantages and disadvantages.

If you pretend to be ignorant and let Song Yi alienate you in the future, what are the advantages and disadvantages?

and many more……

Lu Huai had to stop his overly rational thoughts.

The analysis is divided into categories, but the initial pre-question is the most important.

He asked himself a question: Lu Huai, do you like Song Yi?The kind of liking of a lover, the kind of liking of wanting to go to bed.

One question broke all the profiling he wanted to do.

Once the issue of emotion is not resolved, all analysis will be empty talk.

He wanted to give himself some time to calmly think about this issue.During the period of thinking about the problem, Lu Huai did not intend to contact Song Yi too much, nor did he intend to test Song Yi.

He knew that he didn't reject Song Yi, nor did he feel disgusted.He also knows that he has a possessive desire for Song Yi, and at the same time is easily influenced by Song Yi.

But the narrow road is not as easy to walk as the broad road.

It's like Song Yi never decided to reveal any liking to him for seven years.

Take it as his respect for Song Yi's feelings.

Thinking about it this way, Lu Huai finally found a way for himself to get along with Song Yi normally in a short period of time.

"Knock Knock-"

There was a knock on the balcony door, and the head of the dormitory who just came back looked at Lu Huai: "I heard that you are watching beautiful women on the balcony, I want to ask if you finished watching it?"

Lu Huai: "..."

The mood has been ups and downs these days, and now it's really not a good time. Lu Huai pulled the corner of his mouth: "Heh, who told you that I'm looking at beautiful women? I'm looking to see if there are any handsome men."

The head of the dormitory looked at Lu Huai calmly, and said in a serious tone, "Big brother, don't you think I'm handsome?"

Lu Huai smirked: "I think I'm more handsome."

The head of the dormitory: "Cub, Dad is very disappointed in you."

As a boy, it seems that everyone wants to be someone else's father.

Lu Huai's thoughts diverged: probably except for Song Yi, Song Yi only wanted to sleep with him.

Thinking about it this way, the smirk on his face was even more frightening.The head of the dormitory slammed the curtains shut: "Cub, go ahead, Dad won't bother you."

The author has something to say: Bedroom head: Cub, those who have daughters-in-law, don't just look at handsome guys!

Lu Huai: ...I'll pull a train for you.

Song Yi: /// (Son, daughter-in-law!)