27th Accidental Death Report

The next day, you woke up early, and after washing and tidying up, you realized that today is Saturday, and there is probably no one else in the company except the person on duty.However, since you are up, why not have breakfast.

'The food in this store is really delicious as always,' in the pastry shop near the neighborhood, while drinking tofu soup, while thinking in your mind, you poke a small steamed bun and put it in the vinegar dish, 'the taste It was exactly the same as when I was a child, as if it had never changed. '

After breakfast, I walked out of the store contentedly, and then I planned to buy a bunch of baby's breath in the flower shop next door, and I could take it with me when I went to visit my parents.Flowers are my mother's favorite flower, and the shop is also the one my mother visits most often.In my impression, the shop owner is a very gentle aunt, who is about the same age as my mother. Her flower shop has been here for many years.

You pushed the door in front of the flower shop, and the wind chimes hanging on the edge of the door rang crisply, and a girl walked out from the inside. She seemed to be about the same age as you, with gentle eyes, and she was somewhat similar to the aunt of the flower shop.

You froze for a moment, before you finished thinking about it, you asked, "Is your mother not here?"

The shopkeeper stared at you suddenly, his gentle gaze became a little strange, and his tone was not very polite: "You asked my mother what to do? She passed away very early, I don't think she knew you."

You opened your mouth, full of doubts, but still confirmed with her, "Is Lingtang's surname Ye?"

The shopkeeper frowned, probably because he was a customer at the door, he still answered you: "My mother's surname is not Ye, but mine is Ye."

You were suddenly a little dazed, and felt that your current expression might look like a fool, so you decided not to dwell on this matter anymore, and directly put forward your idea of ​​wanting a handful of stars in the sky.

Although the shopkeeper was still very surprised, he wrapped the flowers carefully for you and handed them to you with a beautiful bowknot.

You thanked her before leaving the store.

You checked the time, but you didn't go home again, you just picked up the car and drove to the cemetery.

Qingming Mountain is far away in the western suburbs of the city, but you have been thinking about what happened just now and you haven't felt too boring.Although you have always believed that your memory is fine, at least you did not encounter such a strange thing in the first 26 times, but something seems to be wrong now.Of course, maybe your focus is different. Now because you are too lazy to take care of the company's affairs, and you don't take revitalizing the company as your own responsibility all the time, you will naturally be aware of the doubts in some things you are accustomed to.

However, all along you do doubt the truth behind your constant rebirth.If the first rebirth is a coincidence, and it can be related to the theory of ghosts and gods, maybe the blessings accumulated in your previous life will bless you to do it again.Then the 27 consecutive rebirths must not be just an accident of God's will. If it is not an accident, what is it?Artificial?You don't think that the current level of technology can reach this level...Sometimes, you even feel that the world you are in is really the so-called real?If you think about it carefully, you will be extremely afraid.

And the death of January 1th from which there is no escape.

Really, can't people have a good year?You sighed, suddenly complaining a little.In short, these things are so suspicious that there is nowhere to start.You parked the car melancholy, hugged the bouquet and walked up the hill.

Because it is not an important holiday, there are not many people who come to worship.As for Qingming Mountain, it is said to be a mountain, but compared to the real mountain, it is just a small mound.But because of the expensive cemetery money here, let's call it a mountain.

In this day and age, even death is really not reassuring, you think as you walk.The living have already thought about what to do after death, and they have to spend a lot of effort to buy a good cemetery, so that even a handful of ashes will not have to be crowded with a bunch of "dead friends".

If it weren't for the many legacy left by your parents and the care and guidance of that person back then, you are probably no different from those fresh graduates looking for jobs and office workers who are worrying every day.

You place the flowers in front of your parents' tomb, staring at the couple in the photo, your mind suddenly becomes a little dazed, and you recall some things from that year.

In the two years after your parents passed away, you seemed to feel that the sky was about to collapse. The burden that suddenly fell on your shoulders, the funeral of your parents, the heavy studies, and the jobs of hundreds of people in your mother's company, all kinds of problems came one after another... ...You can't shut down the company and let the employees drink Mistral with you, and there are many of them who rely entirely on this job to support their families.

And you were still studying abroad at the time, and you were studying literature that had nothing to do with business management.Although with the help of your uncle, he doesn't seem to have the intention of taking over the company, so you need to do many things yourself, so in the first few months, you had to go back to China every week; and under his guidance, In the frantic study of economic management, people lost more than a dozen catties directly, and my friends were worried about whether you were taking drugs.

Now that you think about it, you feel incredible, how did you survive such a period of time, maybe it is the attachment to the only remaining hard work of your mother, or maybe it is because you just want to give yourself a few fair opportunities to meet that person.

During so many times of rebirth, you have thought to yourself that you should have merged the company directly under Lin's banner at that time.What exactly are you asking for?Those who are working so hard and have never been favored by others, who have never been recognized by anyone, are working hard like this.

You have always known that your company is nicknamed "Xiao Lin's" by many people. After all, with Lin Erzhuyu in front, you are probably just a brick under your feet.You didn't think too much about such a title, and you were even a little proud of it. You even worked so hard with his Lin as the goal.

To be honest, Lin Yuyao is really a qualified mentor, but the students are probably not born with this kind of material. Your best efforts can only be exchanged for the stable development of the company, and there is no room for more.

In fact, during the years when your parents were with you, you thought about a lot of possible careers after graduation.Maybe a freelance writer. Although your mother runs a relatively successful business, she has never forced you to inherit her career. She wants you to live happily. It would be great if you can find your own fun. ;Maybe a photographer, running around the world, record more beautiful moments with the camera in hand; or maybe follow your father, become a painter, use a brush to paint more magnificent colors in this world... ....

But the death of your parents caught you off guard, and all the beautiful imaginations that had never had time to start suddenly turned into foam and fleeting images on the sea.

Sometimes you will think, why do you have to inherit your mother's company? Wouldn't it be good to just let Lin Yuyao go?I want to see that for the sake of his mother and his eldest sister, he will definitely not refuse your request, and will manage it well.Why did you teach you so carefully at that time, and now you have such a slash in the back?Maybe he never regarded you as a nephew, and the tenderness back then was just an illusion he played with you.

But why let mother's painstaking efforts come to this point? If Lin Er wanted it, given how careless you were back then, you might just offer it with both hands happily. lack of typical.

You think, you really still blame him, for your own powerlessness, for his indifference...

Forget it, anyway, you don't plan to continue to persevere now, just do whatever he likes.But when you look at the smiling face of your mother in the photo, you feel suffocated in your heart, or in the persistence after the first 26 rebirths, you just want to prove something to some people from beginning to end.

What does it prove... No one will care anyway, because the person who cares is no longer there.You turned around and looked at the scattered people down the mountain, pursed your lips, feeling disappointed.You turned around and looked at the smiling Ms. Lin and Mr. Lin who were also smiling, and silently said sorry in your heart.

However, if Ms. Lin is still alive, she will definitely rub your face and laugh at you, then kiss your forehead, and pull you to the kitchen to cook delicious food, or pull you to father's studio, so that father Draw an ugly portrait of you and frame it.When you think about it like this, you suddenly laugh again, but your eyes are watery, Ms. Lin, you are really the best mother in the world.

She is so ostentatious, she can throw away billions of dollars and run away with a poor painter at will; she is so smart and proud, she has worked hard to create a career by herself, how surprised those who laughed at her back then, she has How proud; she is so gentle and lovely, the husband and wife are in harmony... probably everyone in the Lin family is such a perfect existence.

The sparse mountain wind brushed your cheeks slowly, and the eye sockets finally became a little dry. You couldn't really cry in front of your parents' grave, because you kept telling yourself that you were already an indomitable man.So you have to keep the emotions that have been suppressed for many years and those emotions that can never be expressed in your heart. You can't let your parents worry about you in the dark.You sometimes feel that you are too cowardly and emotional, but you can't control the softness in this nature.

The weather is so sunny, how can you cry, you have to smile, even if you want to cry, you have to laugh...as if someone whispered in my ear.