break the head

The outside was covered with dark clouds, gloomy, and the strong wind was whistling, and the leaves were dancing in the air. It seemed that the wind was about to fill the building, but this did not affect the comfort of the classroom, but made it more comfortable.

Bai Ye pushed the tablemate and asked, "Zhuo, how to chase after girls, please give me some constructive suggestions."

Fang Yizhuo said without raising his eyelids: "If you ask me this again, I will get angry."

"Are you angry?"

"I can't be angry anymore, and I don't want you to coax me. If I talk to me, my anger will disappear. Who can I pretend that I don't know me? I'm sorry for you? Why don't you have a chance? Hurt me for no reason, you bastard, you are so mad at me."

Bai Ye finally understood that this guy Fang Yizhuo was pointing fingers and scolding Huai, so he followed his back and got ready for class.

The English teacher walked in with the bell ringing, and patted the blackboard: "Who wipes the blackboard today, come up and wipe it for me."

Standing up and seeing no one coming up, the English teacher was a little angry: "I don't have any self-consciousness at all. Is this how you respect your teachers?"

Liu Muhao walked up: "Teacher, I am at the same table as Fang Zhizhuo. He is not feeling well and has gone home. Let me wipe it."

Fang Yizhuo dared to look back to that corner when he heard that Fang Zhuo had gone back, but what to look at when he was gone.He began to think wildly: Is this guy Fang Zhuo unable to hold on anymore, is he going to die?From now on, there will only be Fang Yizhuo without Fang Zhuo in the world.

Seeing that his eyes were red and his face was heartbroken, Bai Ye said kindly, "Would you like to go to the bathroom and cry?"

Fang Yizhuo suppressed his emotions and said in a bad tone: "Fuck you, I am a positive and sunny boy who won't cry."

That seat has been vacant for two days, Fang Zhuo seems to have evaporated, but this does not affect the normal life of the students, it is still as usual.Perhaps in a few months, everyone will completely forget about this person, and occasionally mentioning it is just a few sighs.But for Fang Yizhuo, that person has the same name as his own, and he will remember him for a lifetime. As long as someone calls his full name, he will think of him involuntarily.

It's only been two days, but it's suddenly a world away. Fang Yizhuo feels unaccustomed to everything.It’s like wearing a ring once you get used to it. One day the ring is lost. Although you can live without it, you will still habitually caress the place where you used to wear the ring. When you find that you have nothing to touch, only It was only when there was a circle of thin white marks that I realized: it was gone.

Fang Yizhuo regretted it, he shouldn't be angry with him, he was always against him before, and he didn't necessarily annoy me, he was still so gentle and gentle.He must have known that his life was not long before his tone became more serious. I should stay by his side all the time and never let go.

He couldn't take it anymore, so he called him with a glimmer of hope, but it was his mother who answered the phone. She said that Fang Zhuo would stay in the hospital for examination after the operation.He hangs up the phone blankly, he is afraid that his wild thoughts will become a prophecy, and the little things of this year's relationship flashed before his eyes one by one like a revolving lantern.He couldn't imagine the days without the Buddha, what should he do when the soft and silent gentleness no longer exists?

I want to see him, yes, I want to see him.

After Fang Yizhuo asked the address, he found the school. In the taxi, he suddenly felt an unprecedented calmness, and everything was clear in his heart.Why does my heart hurt so much, why I have to go to great lengths to complete his bucket list, why I am so angry when I receive his big red envelope, and why I am so unhappy after being rejected by him again and again.A lot of things, just waiting for you to notice already deep affection.Yes, I like him, I will tell him no matter what.

Standing at the door of the ward, seeing Fang Zhuo lying on the hospital bed and showing a tired smile to himself, Fang Yizhuo's calmness disappeared suddenly, and the accumulated tears fell down one by one.

Fang Zhuo said slowly, "Mom, you go out first, I'll have a few words with my classmate."

"Then I'll go home first and come over later." The mother teased and closed the door and left.

He wanted to talk to Fang Yizhuo, and he really wanted to say anything.Unexpectedly, before he could speak, Fang Yizhuo rushed over and hugged himself and cried.

"Big Buddha, I was wrong. I don't want you to die. I know that AIDS can't be cured, but there must be a way. Isn't your father a powerful old Chinese doctor? He must have a way. Many things on your list have not yet been solved. It's finished, you must hold on. These days you ignore me, I'm so sad, I don't want to do this. Do you think I have a bad temper, too childish, I used to be against you all the time, Whoever makes you so good, I can't compare to anything, but you are such a good person, I can't even hate you, why do you think you are so annoying."

Fang Zhuo was confused, what about AIDS, what kind of list.He pulled up Fang Yizhuo, who was dying from crying, but the man hugged him tightly again, crying, "Don't push me away, I won't leave no matter what, woo woo woo."

Fang Xizhuo was very weak just after the microporous surgery, and he really didn't have the strength to push him up or interrupt his flood-like words, so let him hold himself and cry loudly, and speak clearly when he was tired from crying.

After Fang Yizhuo confessed his true feelings, his tears were all dried up. He stood up and looked at the large water stains on the bed quilt, feeling a little embarrassed, took a lot of napkins and sat aside to calm down.He said awkwardly with red eyes: "I have said so much, you should understand what it means, give me a word."

"I don't really understand the truth." Fang Zhuo looked at him so angry that his lungs were going to explode, and he wanted to hit him but couldn't bear to do it, so he raised his breath and said, "I'm just acute appendicitis, I can't die, what do you think?" I really don’t understand what AIDS is about, I’m very sorry for being violent to you before, and I want to say sorry to you, because I don’t want to hear you talking about girls, who made me a man and have no breasts.”

There was too much information, Fang Yizhuo couldn't react at once, and asked a series of questions: "You don't have AIDS, you won't die, so why don't you write a bucket list, shave your bald head, and look world-weary?"

Fang Zhuo hesitated for a moment, but reached out and held the other's hand, and said, "You may have misunderstood, I feel that every day is boring, so I wrote a list to let myself have goals and pursuits. Shave my bald head It was your mother who gave me such a stylish hairstyle, how can I fascinate all beings.” He smiled and continued: “Didn’t you ask me if I like this world, I want to say that I like it very much, because I found that I like this The world's reason, and that's you."

It turns out that everything was a false alarm. This is really the most beautiful thing in the world. It is more beautiful than colorful and smooth sailing. Once you thought you were lost, but when you look back suddenly, that person is in a dimly lit place.Fang Yizhuo clasped his fingers with him, his heart was beating wildly, trying to keep his voice steady: "But your little bald head still fascinates me."

"It's enough to fascinate you alone, so you think I have AIDS, but you still like me without hesitation, right?"

"No way? There are not many good men like me."

"You are so kind, thank you. How can I meet you." Such a heavy love made Fang Zhuo so unmoved, he made a plan that he would not be able to accompany him for the rest of his life, and ran here desperately.I thought I had the disease of medicine and stone inefficiency, and I never gave up.If you get someone like this, what more can you ask for.

Fang Yizhuo was a little embarrassed, but said embarrassingly: "Praise me more in the future, you know."

"Okay, I remember."

The two held hands tightly and rubbed each other's skin, their eyes sometimes looked at each other and sometimes looked away shyly, but they couldn't help but sneak a look over, their innocence was terribly innocent.At this time, the nurse opened the door and entered to conduct three checks and seven pairs. Fang Yizhuo was so frightened that he let go of his hands and jumped up, obediently calling the nurse sister hello.

Seeing the water stains on the quilt, the nurse was surprised and said, "Why is your quilt wet here?"

The culprit took the dry towel aside and said, "Unexpected accident."

Fang Yizhuo leaned over to wipe it, turned his back to the nurse and stared at the Buddha several times, and squeezed out a few words from between his teeth in a strange way: "You didn't say it earlier, I am very happy to see me cry like a dog."

Fang Zhuo looked at the little face close at hand without any guilt, and said, "I can't even get in the conversation, and I haven't heard your voice for a long time."

"See if I won't disturb you to death in the future, that's all right, then I'll go back." Fang Yizhuo got up and reluctantly prepared to leave, after all, he slipped out.

"Wait." Fang Zhuo pointed to the schoolbag next to him and said, "Open the schoolbag, there is an inner pocket inside, you open it, there is something for you."

Fang Yizhuo heard some excitement and anticipation in his heart. It must be something to show his affection. Seeing that the nurses were a little guilty when they were changing the drip, shouldn't they be reserved and say: "It's not appropriate, Miss Sister here I am.When he took out something, it petrified on the spot, what the hell, play me.

"What do you mean, plastic brotherhood?"

"No, you forgot, this plastic allows you to clean the blackboard for me. It's my turn to clean the blackboard this week, so you can clean it for me."

Hehehehehe, you have a really good memory. You can still remember things from hundreds of years ago. You didn’t forget to do your duty even after you got sick and had an operation. You are so dedicated and welcome.Fang Yizhuo smiled on the surface and bought hemp batches in his heart.

After Fang Yizhuo left, the nurse also went back.Fang Xizhuo held the hand that had just held A Zhuo and smiled slightly. He felt that there was nothing better than this, and wanted to go to sleep with sweetness and have a good sleep.

Suddenly a figure stood beside his bed, and after slowly opening it, he was quite surprised to see the person coming.Puzzled: "Why haven't you gone back yet?"

"I have to finish one thing before I can leave."

Fang Yizhuo took a look at the two patients over there who were sleeping, walked over, took a deep breath, leaned down and pressed his lips to his, then lightly touched his lips, and before the Buddha could react, he said, "You Rest well" and ran away blushing.

Fang Zhuo let go of the hand that was gripping the bed sheet, and stroked his lips that were still warm, feeling a huge sense of sweetness, thinking: How can this make people have a good rest.