All the worlds of me and you in quick time travel

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Yuehua drank the tea in one gulp, put down the empty teacup, and pulled the teapot to add another cup.The teacup is very small, Yuehua always has to drink three cups each time before stopping, not too much, not too much.

Sure enough, it's not my own that I can't hold back after all, even if I confess my heart, I will still be rejected, it's only because Wen Ya was too stubborn at the beginning, she refused to let go, and couldn't see clearly what was right and what was wrong.

Yuehua smiled, hooked the small ear of the cup with her right hand, and circled the edge of the cup with the index finger of her left hand, rubbing it, feeling the smooth and delicate texture.

Just now, Yuehua made a clear relationship with Chen Ze, he thought, Chen Ze might finally be able to face this girl Wen Ya squarely in the future, not as a younger sister, but as a girl who likes Chen Ze.

When Jin Yan came back after sending Chen Ze off, he saw Yuehua leisurely, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, tilting his head and moving his eyes, no sadness, no anger, just so calm, not at all like the little girl who just confessed and was rejected Girl, it's like knowing that you will be rejected, so why do you have to confess?Doesn't it hurt to hear the other party reject harsh words?

Thinking of just now, Yuehua was also like this, she put down her teacup leisurely, stared at Chen Ze intently, as if she couldn't let anyone go in her eyes, only Chen Ze...

He looked at the girl's face full of joy and was extremely serious, and heard the girl say to the man named Chen Ze in a determined and tentative tone: "You said that I might marry someone I don't like? Well, if I say , the person I like is you, the person I love is you, the person I want to marry in the past and the future is also you, will you marry me for my happiness?"

Jin Yan didn't know what his mood was like at that time, but he just knew that he didn't want to recall that feeling of suffocation, and didn't want to experience it again.

His body seemed to be a little stiff, and his head was dizzy, just like the feeling he felt when he fell near Wen's house that day. His head was hit hard, buzzing, chaotic images flashed, and the surroundings became noisy. But it was like a hallucination, disappeared in an instant, and the sun was still shining, but his body was a little cold, and his brain couldn't think.

He looked at the man with the instinct of his body, and he didn't realize the warning and cruelty in his eyes. He saw the man named Chen Ze startled, looked straight at the girl, and then looked at him suddenly, As if he had reacted, he immediately lowered his eyelids, restraining his emotions.

He looked over again, his eyes were flat.The man seemed to be trying to find a hint of a joke.However, he failed, no, the girl's eyes were full of seriousness, anticipation, and a little fear, what was he afraid of, was he rejected?

Does she think so, want to marry this man so much?Just like that, I like him...

He saw the man lowered his head slightly, avoiding the girl's scorching gaze, his eyes flicked wildly, he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know where to put his hands. The girl was very patient, and she just watched the man's every move move.

The man picked up the cold coffee and took a big sip. It could be seen that, just like the girl expressed, he didn't like coffee very much.His brows were tightly frowned, not only because of the bitterness of the coffee, but also because of the girl's words.

The man looked up to meet the girl's gaze as if he had made up his mind, but he said something negative: "Yaya. I, you know, I treat you as my younger sister." He didn't know what kind of mood that was, his Miss was rejected, inexplicably, he was a little happy, and then a little angry, his lady was rejected.

But he didn't want to look at that man, he only looked at his young lady, the girl's expression didn't change, from professing to being rejected.

The man was still saying, "Yaya, I treat you as my younger sister, how could you have such an idea..."

"Do you like me?" His young lady asked the man again, with a kind of determination, "Even a little bit, have you ever liked me?"

The man was silent for a long time, sighed and spoke slowly, his voice was very low, but he heard it, the man said: "I'm sorry, Yaya, I'm sorry..."

The man left after finishing speaking, leaving only his young lady sitting there, but he didn't have any position to comfort her, and he had to send the man who spit out the vicious words to the door, and watched him leave respectfully.

Jin Yan clenched his fists, looked at Yuehua, looked at the distance between the two, he wanted to get rid of the status quo very strongly, wanted to stand by her side, wanted to comfort her, wanted to protect her, wanted to ...have her...

Until he walked out of Wen's residence and sat in the car, Chen Ze still felt a little unreal.

Marry Wen Ya?Chen Ze never thought about it.He knew that the elders in the family were very optimistic about them and had mentioned about him and Wen Ya, but he never took it to heart, just laughed it off as a joke.

He also knew that Wen Ya liked him, but he always thought that Wen Ya treated him like a younger sister to an elder brother, just like Wen Ya treated Wen Feng, but he never thought that Wen Ya would take everything seriously and have that kind of affection for him.

If Wen Ya hadn't said anything, they might still get along as before, but when Wen Ya lifted off the tulle covering the surface with her own hands, he realized that what he thought was not what he thought, and everything seemed to be heading towards an impossible situation. control status.Wen Ya said that she liked him and wanted to marry him, and asked him if he would marry her.The girl he regarded as his younger sister asked him if he would marry her, how did he do it?Oh, he rejected her without hesitation, rejected his sister who had loved him for more than ten years, and pushed her away in a decisive way...

Can they go back...

Chen Ze leaned back on the seat and closed his eyes.

It wasn't until the next day that Yuehua knew that something had happened.

And the process of knowing is not so good...

As soon as he came down from the stairs, he saw Mingyu rushing in with a face full of anger, calling his name: "Wen Ya! Come out! Wen Ya!"

"Sister-in-law?" Yuehua didn't know why, she looked confused, what's wrong?

Mingyu walked over angrily, raising her hand to hit Yuehua, the airflow brought by her palm even stirred a few strands of hair that fell on Yuehua's face, and stopped a few centimeters away from Yuehua, It was almost there, and there were a few more finger prints on Yuehua's face.

Jin Yan's rare emotions were exposed, his brows were furrowed, and his face was so dark that he stood beside Mingyu, tightly grasping Mingyu's raised right hand, the gloomy madness in his eyes seemed to overflow.

"Ah!" Mingyu stretched out her hand to break Jin Yan's hand, her face was full of pain, and she didn't see the sharp look just now.

It was only then that Yuehua realized that Jin Yan was holding Mingyu's hand and even had blue veins popping out. It can be seen how hard Jin Yan was exerting himself. In just a moment, Mingyu's hand turned red abnormally.He hurriedly stepped forward to pat Jin Yan: "Let go!"

Jin Yan seemed to be dazed, his eyes were as if he was about to eat bright jade, and he didn't respond to Yuehua's words. Yuehua was shocked: "Jin Yan! Did you hear me! Let her go!"

The corners of Jin Yan's eyes were reddish, and there was a strange tinge of red in his amber eyes. He lowered his head and stared at Yuehua for a long time, then turned his head away, and let go of Mingyu's hand.

Mingyu sat on the ground with her hands covered, emotionally broken, her hair was messed up, and she was crying without image.

Jin Yan turned his back, did not look at them, and tried hard to control the surging emotions in his heart.The hand he was holding Mingyu trembled slightly just now, and he clenched his fist hard to stop the trembling.No one knew how angry he was just now, that kind of anger was like a sudden tide, hitting his chest, making him unable to control himself.As long as he thinks that Yuehua will be injured and will be injured by a woman in front of him, that kind of fear and anger will overwhelm his rationality and make him rush forward desperately, wanting to destroy and vent, but that woman dared to, How dare she!However, the reason returned at the last moment told him that he could not...

"Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Rourou looked at the mess, Jin Yan stood alone with his back to Yuehua and Mingyu, Mingyu was sitting on the ground, Yuehua was bending over to help her, so he ran over to help her. Go to help Mingyu.

"Sister-in-law, what are you doing?" Yuehua supported Mingyu, expressing that she was puzzled by Mingyu's actions.

Mingyu's eyes were swollen, and she was crying miserably. She stared at Yuehua angrily, and suddenly pushed Yuehua away, "Go away!" .

"Sister!" Wen Rou exclaimed, Jin Yan turned around abruptly, and saw Yue Hua sitting on the ground with a blank face, gently supporting Ming Yu, who looked at Yue Hua with a ferocious face.

But he couldn't do anything, he could only run over to see if Yuehua was hurt.

"Wen Ya! It's all you! It's all you! Why are you always so willful, why are you always so reckless! You like Chen Ze, it doesn't matter, you just like it, don't be afraid of being rejected if you dare to like it! Ah, It's all right if you are rejected, why do you want Wen Feng to know? You are a disaster! Wen Ya, you are a disaster! Why didn't you get hurt, why didn't you!" Mingyu was hysterical, crying out vicious words.

Yuehua leaned on Jin Yan, saying in her heart that she was neither shocked nor uncomfortable, it was a lie. In the plot, Mingyu was always a good sister-in-law, gentle, virtuous, and understanding.But now, the woman in front of her is saying, 'Why aren't you the one who got hurt, you're the scourge'.Stunned, surprised, and finally turned into a sentence: "Sister-in-law, what happened?"

It turned out that Wen Feng knew about Chen Ze's rejection of Wen Ya for some reason, so he went to find Chen Ze, and it happened that Chen Ze was also full of anger, and the two started fighting. Chen Ze had been in the army for several years , Wen Feng was taught by Mr. Wen, and his skills are passable, and the two of them fought in a bar, where there were mixed people of all kinds. Hit the bastard leader.Thus, the duel turned into a gang fight...

In the ward, Wen Feng's head was wrapped in gauze, the corners of his mouth were bruised, his eyes were bruised, he was very miserable.

Yuehua pushed open the door, looked at his brother, wanted to laugh for some reason, he pressed the corner of Wen Feng's mouth, Wen Feng immediately grinned, patted Yuehua's hand away, and supported his chin: " Hiss~ Hey, take it easy! My brother is in pain!"

Yuehua whipped his arm with the back of her hand angrily: "You deserve it, childish, who told you to go find him? How old are you, and you still go to fight when you are so old, how old do you think you are?"

"You are my younger sister, and I am the only younger sister. My younger sister is wronged. How can a brother just ignore it?" Wen Feng twitched the corners of his mouth, with a proud expression on his face, as if he had won a fight. high school students.

"Nonsense, isn't there still tenderness?"

Wen Feng paused, "How can it be the same? You are you, she is her. I can't get you back?"

"Hmph." Yuehua smiled, "What is it, you went to fight just to find a place?"

"Brother, aren't you in a hurry? I won't do it next time."

"Why are you in a hurry? I'm not in a hurry. Next time? No more!"

"Okay, okay, what you said is right, there will be no next time." Wen Feng carefully tested Yuehua, "Then, Yaya, you and Chen Ze..."

Yuehua knew that Wen Feng wasn't so eccentric, and the cheerful atmosphere just now was actually created by Wen Feng on purpose.Seeing Wen Feng's careful look, it's kind of funny, such a calm person will also have such a side: "I'm with him? That's it, he doesn't like me, so it's meaningless for me to pester me any more." Then he made a rebellious look, " Besides, I am the eldest daughter of the Wen family, Wen Shirong's granddaughter. It is his loss that Chen Ze missed me."

Wen Feng felt that such an open-minded younger sister was a fake, but he smiled, the little girl who was protected by the whole family has grown up, can make her own decisions, and accept bad consequences, Also learned to let go. "Yes, Miss Wen's, no one is worthy of her."

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Outside the ward, Wen Rou stood at the door, clenched the handle of the white thermos cup, his eyes were obscure.She did nothing wrong, why her brother and father don't like her, even, don't recognize her!Her brother can fight with his good brother for his cousin, but he ignores his own sister and treats her as an insignificant person. Why, why, why!

"Second Miss." Jin Yan came up from downstairs, and saw Ruan Rou standing at the door with her things covered, her face was covered by her hair and her expression could not be seen clearly. "Why don't you go in?"

Rourou seemed to be frightened, and trembled like a rabbit, then turned his head and looked at Jin Yan with a embarrassed expression.She glanced at the ward, smiled again, and lowered her head with a low expression.

Jin Yan glanced at the ward, Yuehua was careless, the door was not closed tightly, leaving a gap, from this angle you could just see Yuehua's back, naturally their conversation could be heard clearly.It seems that Wen Ya and Wen Feng talked about something that hurt Wen Rou.Jin Yan thought about it, and said, "Then the second lady wants to go out for a walk?"

Wen Rou was a little surprised, ever since she said that it was absolutely impossible to like Jin Yan, and Jin Yan became Wen Ya's deacon, Jin Yan hadn't been so close to her for a long time, he was always around Wen Ya, her sister.Seeing Wen Rou seemed a bit embarrassed, Jin Yan said again: "Second Miss, don't worry, it's just that I have something I want to ask Second Miss, about the matter that Second Miss saved me back then."

Is it because of this?Gentle can't tell what it feels like, but, a little disappointed and bitter, "Okay."

He took the things in Wenrou's hand, smiled gently, and bowed to please.

The temperature outside is neither hot nor cold, just right, and the weather is also cloudy and windy, which is a good weather for walking.

"Miss and young master grew up together, so they are naturally closer. After the second young lady and young master have lived together for a long time, young master will not be so clear." I have to say that Jin Yan is Jin Yan, even if He didn't hear the conversation, so he could guess it based on the gentle expression alone.

Ruan thought that Jin Yan would directly ask about him, but his first sentence was to comfort himself, was he being polite to him, or...

"I know, brother and sister grew up together. It's not like me..." With a wry smile, full of sadness and melancholy, "It's not like me, who grew up alone in a foreign country, and obviously has a family..." No further words , but both of them understood what the gentle words meant. They obviously had family members, but the family members didn't care about her.

Jin Yan felt a little sympathetic to each other. He was able to roughly deduce his past from the fragments he remembered, and it was also an experience that he was not too happy to recall. He took a deep breath and let it out, looking at the distant clouds, "Second Miss, don't Too much care, life is so long, even if someone doesn't love Second Miss, Second Miss must learn to love herself."

Looking at Jin Yan gently, this man is tall and tall, and his voice sounds very secure. Sure enough, she lowered her eyelids, and her long eyelashes cast a shadow. She still likes this man very much. "Jin Yan, tell me, if you like someone, should you tell him?"

"Naturally, you have to tell her if you like someone." Jin Yan felt that this question was a bit straightforward, without thinking about it.

"Then...if you are rejected, what should you do?"

"...If you are rejected... then tell her how much you like her."

"Hehe, that's great..." Rourou smiled, very happy.

Jin Yan was a little confused, "Why is Second Miss laughing?"

"It's nothing." Gentle shook his head, and continued: "I just think that Jin Yan is so stubborn. Unlike my sister, who was rejected and let go freely, but..."

"What is it?" Jin Yan continued to ask.

"It's nothing." On the contrary, it's the same as me. I also feel that if you are rejected, you have to hold on to it tenaciously. There are so few people you like, but if you let go, you won't meet the next one. What should I do? "Jin Yan... is there anyone you like?"

Jin Yan was taken aback by the question, who do you like?Immediately, a gentle face appeared in front of his eyes, joyful, quiet, leisurely, unruly, with a soft heart, facing gentleness, Jin Yan always let go of his guard unconsciously, the cold fragrance of roses made him feel happy Shu Chang, maybe it's because Wenrou is his savior, or maybe it's because Wenrou can always see what he's thinking. He has a sense of security when facing Wenrou. The sense of security of people in the world, they are equally lonely, lonely, eager to be loved, deeply thoughtful, and dance with masks, they are a kind of people.

Jin Yan's eyes were soft, "Yes." Just thinking of Wen Ya, he couldn't restrain his joy.Unbelievably gentle.

The tenderness in Jin Yan's eyes and bitterness in his eyes, sure enough, it is gentle.She is not a fool. Jin Yan's care and care for Wen Ya has long gone beyond their master-servant relationship. It is more about possessiveness than caring. Jin Yan never knew how satisfied and happy he was when he looked at Wen Ya. .Seeing how cold Chen Ze's expression was, even with a smile to cover it up, he could still see the clue.Not to mention this morning, when Mingyu almost hurt Wen Ya, Jin Yan's eyes almost killed Mingyu.Unlike Jin Yan and Wen Ya, one doesn't even notice her own mood, and doesn't know that she likes Wen Ya, and the other is a neurotic, chasing after Chen Ze to confess, and the anger of the people around her is unaware.

The person she likes likes others, she feels that she and Jin Yan really match, even the relationship is the same problem.It's just that Jin Yan still has a chance, but she has no chance. She clearly knows that people like them, choosing between the one they like and the one they like, will chase after the one they like without hesitation, and then pay for it. try my best to get...

Yes, he worked so hard to get it, and if he really couldn't get it, then...why did he get it so easily?I can't get it, why should he get it?I'm not happy, why should he be happy?Let's not be happy together.The corners of his lips curled up in a gentle and strange way, and his eyes narrowed in a smile.The mask has been worn for a long time, and it has to be taken off to dry...

Yuehua was sleeping in the car when he felt someone approaching. He woke up immediately and saw Jin Yan holding his coat to cover Yuehua. Yuehua opened his eyes and saw that it was Jin Yan. He turned his head and closed his eyes again: "Where have you been? Why is it taking so long?"

Jin Yan covered Yuehua with his coat before replying: "I saw Second Miss outside the ward and saw that she was not in a good mood, so I accompanied Second Miss around the hospital." Looking at Yuehua's face, he remembered and tenderly "Then, we went to see the young master of the Chen family together. After all, young master Chen was injured for the young master."

Yes, the knife was used in the fight, but it landed on Chen Ze. Chen Ze pushed Wen Feng and blocked the knife for him. The injury was not serious. It was not a serious part. It hit the abdomen. The wound was not deep, but the harvest But not small.Coincidentally, among the people that night, there was a gang of murderers that the police had been chasing for a long time. The police had been ambushing outside to catch them all, but those people noticed it and planned to run away.Then, there was a gang fight...

Chen Ze's and Wen Feng's fighting strength is not a thing of the past, they are also old friends who fought since they were young, and they cooperate naturally and tacitly.Then, there were more and more people, and the fight became bigger and bigger. Some gangsters didn't even know who was on their side, and they started attacking people as soon as they caught them. The scene was very chaotic.In order to prevent Wen Feng and Chen Ze from running out, a gangster blocked the door of the bar with a jerk of his head...

It can only be said that the sky is going to kill them, the murderers can't get out, a young man got anxious, took out the knife he carried with him, and slashed wildly, Chen Ze pushed Wen Feng in desperation, but he was caught Injured, the backhand subdued the man.The policemen outside the door finally arrived and broke in. The policemen in the bar were also dispatched quickly, whether they were gangsters or murderers, they all took them back to the police station.

After investigation, the gangster leader had a criminal record, and after he was released from prison, he colluded with overseas countries and dealt with drugs.Naturally, it was not a good thing to do in the bar. He himself was also addicted to drugs, and he was a pawn in transferring drugs.

Accidentally, the two caught a small drug dealer by accident, and made a lot of achievements...

Then the two families forgot what they were doing in the bar, and Mr. Wen happily said that if they went out to fight more, they would be able to catch the drug dealer.

Yuehua sighed: "Hey..." His head hurts. "Then who, is Chen Ze seriously injured?"

Yuehua's eyes were still closed, and her brows were slightly frowned.Does she... feel distressed?Jin Yan looked at Yuehua, not letting go of a single detail, as long as she remembered that there was another person in Wen Ya's heart, she would be sad for that person, feel sorry for that person, and Jin Yan would feel a dull pain in her chest.

After waiting for a while, he couldn't hear Jin Yan's answer. He opened his eyes and turned around suspiciously, just in time to meet Jin Yan's eyes. Jin Yan didn't look at Yuehua, and slowly sat up straight, sitting upright: "I didn't go in, but The second lady said that the injury looked very scary. Later, I asked the doctor, and the doctor said to pay attention to hygiene, and it will take a few months to recover."

Yuehua sat up straight, exposed her arms from the coat, put Jin Yan's coat on her waist, and covered her legs.Jin Yan caught a glimpse of Yuehua's movements, and joy flowed from his eyes.

When he was done, he saw Jin Yan staring at him with a smiley idiot in his eyes.Yuehua grinned and laughed: "What are you silly? Let's go."

"No." The corners of Jin Yan's mouth curled up, and he turned his head to drive.

"You still say no? The corners of your mouth are grinning to your ears!" Yuehua thought it was funny, Jin Yan like this was very funny.

"Miss is wrong." Seriously.

"Puff hahaha, Jin Yan, you are really interesting, why didn't I realize that you are so interesting before?" Yuehua couldn't stop laughing, feeling inexplicably good.

Jin Yan looked at Yuehua who was smiling brightly, and felt happy.

Yuehua didn't know, after he fell asleep on the back of the chair boredly, the car slowly stopped on the side of the road, pulled up the coat that had been faded to his waist with both hands, covered him tightly again, stopped for a while, and then After stroking his face, a deep voice sounded from the carriage, suppressing heavy emotions: "We have a long time, you can get to know me slowly.... Yaya."

June, July, August, and soon it will be Mr. Wen's birthday.The old man is going to run eighth this year, and he is going back to China for a big event.

To celebrate her birthday, she needs to give presents, Yuehua is a little worried, not knowing what to give.

"Hey~"

"What are you worried about, Miss?"

"What should I give to the old man, Jin Yan, you can give it all..." I suddenly remembered that Jin Yan seemed to be still in a state of amnesia, and even if he didn't have amnesia, it seemed useless. He was not usually cruel to his father, and sighed again. Tone: "Forget it, I won't ask you."

Jin Yan put down a plate of Funuto, and said calmly: "Miss, why don't you ask the master what you want. It's also good to be prepared."

Yuehua took the spoon from Jin Yan, thinking about where to start, "What's the point of that, the gift is to be a surprise, a big surprise."

Jin Yan tenderly watched Yuehua scribble back and forth on Furnudo, and smiled: "What about last year? What did Miss give you last year?" Last year, he was not qualified to participate in such an occasion. It's Yuehua, but this year, it's different...

"Last year?" Yuehua held a spoon in her mouth, recalling the plot, "Last year, it seemed...a tree was given away?"

Jin Yan:? ? ?

Yuehua: I don't know anything, don't ask me.

Jin Yan seemed a little taken aback, raised his eyebrows: "Tree?"

"Yeah." Nodding, "Grandpa likes to collect some precious plants and cultivate them. He likes to grow flowers very much. That tree...is quite beautiful." Then he said, "Chen Ze found it. He said it was very precious. It seems to be called What, duck ears..." Yuehua shook her head, "I forgot."

"It's the European hornbeam, right?" When talking about Chen Ze, the atmosphere seemed a little off, Jin Yan pretended not to care, and continued Yuehua's words.

"Yes! That's it!" Yuehua was a little excited, as if he didn't expect Jin Yan to know, he looked over with his chin, and the spoon in his hand hit the side of the plate with crisp sounds.

Jin Yan's gaze was darkened by Yuehua, "What's wrong, why is Miss looking at me like this?" Seeing it made me feel hot, and I wanted to hold you tightly in my arms and cover your eyes so that I could Being able to think about scary things without getting so out of control...

There was a crisp knocking sound, "Jin, Yan. Who gave you your name?"

Jin Yan had no doubt about him, "I got it myself."

"Myself?" Yuehua raised her eyebrows, turned away from looking at Jin Yan, and turned her head to dig Fnutdo. Now that I think about it, there are many loopholes in the plot, "Didn't you lose your memory? How did you get up on your own?"

He looked at the tender-looking pastry, which was filled with purple-red dried cranberries.Such a sweet thing is made by a person who has lost his memory. Not only that, but this person who has lost his memory can also make many things, and even know everything.Well, even if he is very talented, there are indeed people who can make a full-Chinese banquet by looking at the recipes, and the cooking skills can be practiced.Knowing a lot of things, it can also be said that he has a photographic memory and has read the encyclopedia.

But... Yuehua didn't have a trace of a smile on her face. Is it really normal for someone who can associate duck ears with hornbeams and even name the exact species?Moreover, when it comes to hornbeams, shouldn't the Putuo hornbeams be more precious?Why would he say, the European hornbeam, the tree Wen Ya gave to Mr. Wen...

Did this Jin Yan really appear in front of Wen's house after losing his memory?From country E to country C, the fate of the protagonist is so deep?

Jin Yan looked at the unsmiling Yuehua, remembered what he said just now, and closed his eyes, his miss.When he opened his eyes, it was the gentle Jin Yan again, "It's because I lost my memory, so I woke up by myself. Miss, did you feel sleepy?"

Yuehua didn't say a word, the surroundings seemed to be frozen, Yuehua was silent for a long time, so long that Jin Yan felt that he would not be able to maintain his smiling face, and when the panic and fear in his heart were about to break through the mask on his face, Yuehua Hua smiled, curled his lips, and put Fnutdo into his mouth, "Forget it, I can't tell you."

Both know each other, what the other party knows, but still try their best to maintain the status quo, don't expose it, as if nothing happened.

"However, what are you going to give grandpa? I'm so worried..." Yuehua threw down the spoon, stood up and circled the lawn listlessly.

The Funudo on the table was badly poked by the moonlight, exuding a sweet and greasy smell. It seemed that it was no longer as mouth-watering as before. I picked up the spoon on the table and put it on the plate. After watching it for a while, I kept going around Jin Yan sighed as Yuehua turned around, and put away the dishes.

Back in the kitchen, while dealing with Fnudo, he suddenly threw the plate on the ground with a flick of his hand, making a loud noise.

"Mr. Jin, what's the matter?" The cook rushed over after hearing the sound, and saw that Wen Ya's usual dishes had been smashed to pieces. It was obviously not accidentally broken, but it was so broken that it looked like someone had thrown them out with force. .Jin Yan bent over, propped his hands on the side of the sink, lowered his head, and his hair hung down, covering his face.But the breath around him was terribly excessive, suffocating, making one want to run away.The cook was a little scared, and swallowed her saliva: "Jin, Mr. Jin?"

Jin Yan's head seemed to move, and his hair shook slightly, as if he was controlling something. After a long time, his voice came out, a little unsteady, "It's okay."

"Oh, oh, then, then I will go to work first." No matter whether Jin Yan answered or not, he left the kitchen in a panic.

Jin Yan's eyes were red, like a ferocious beast about to erupt. He suppressed the panic in his heart, panting heavily.No one knows how frightened he is. The thing he was hiding was dug out by his flirtatious lady. It didn't take much effort, just like digging Fnudo, he raised his hand lightly, and everything fell into place. exposed.

Three months ago, he was at ease in Wen's residence. Before today, he was embracing the emotion of fear. Originally, he was just cautious, walking on thin ice, for fear of taking a wrong step.Just now, he experienced the most difficult few minutes, the anxiety and panic, which was more uncomfortable than when he was curled up alone in the alley when he was a child, and he was about to die.

Fear seemed to overwhelm him, and he began to be afraid of everything that would come out of his young lady's mouth, afraid of the words that would spit out from those beautiful lips that would make him drip with blood.He was afraid that his young lady would be angry, disgusted, and annoyed, and even more afraid that the man would push him away, drive him out desperately, and not even let him be a servant by her side.

But, Jin Yan smiled wryly, his self-deprecating expression made him look like a criminal who was reminiscing about his ridiculous life before going to the gallows.His young lady was ruthless enough not to expose him, knowing everything but choosing to maintain the status quo, leaving him to suffer alone, worrying about when the switch knife would be lowered, pass through his body, and kill him.

However, that's fine too, Jin Yan thought morbidly, if I can endure the suffering in exchange for the chance to stay by your side, then I would rather feel this maddening fear and anxiety forever, as long as, as long as you don't let me I'm leaving, it's all right...

Jin Yan took a deep breath, tried his best to put on a smile, and squatted on the ground to collect the pieces, "This is Miss's favorite dish, what should I do now, I have to make another one quickly, it's best before Miss finds out... ..."

Jin Yan put everything away, gave orders, and went back to the kitchen. He brought out the Keluli that he had prepared for the evening, "I can only overdraw it first, it's a headache to have a wayward lady..."

I used a similar plate to pack it up and went back to the lawn. I didn’t know where Yuehua had gone, so I looked for Yuehua with the tray again. Like every day in the past, I asked about Yuehua’s whereabouts, found Yuehua again, and put down the dessert. He told her not to eat too much, and added a cup of black tea for her, and stood aside, spending the leisurely afternoon with Yuehua.

It's just that there is another thing today, thinking about what gift to give to Mr. Wen, maybe it will be the same in the next few days, until his lady thinks of what gift to give, he will accompany his lady to get that thing Come, and give it to the old man together, and then return to leisure.Or... the end comes, you are judged, and you fall into hell.

However, before the doomsday comes, we will make a promise, make a promise, as if everything does not exist, and we are still the same as before.