unknown person

"The Unknown Man" - The State of the Raw

This has been the case since birth...

In a corner of the city, the neon lights are dazzling.It was already evening, and the scattered stars were scattered unevenly in the night sky.The lone moon casts a halo around it, and the serene and peaceful moonlight contrasts sharply with the feasting and feasting below.Such astonishing pictures did not attract the attention of others. Pedestrians in a hurry or looking at their mobile phones and waiting for the car in every possible way; or running around in every corner of the city; or in small groups, enriching the nightlife.

There was an endless stream of vehicles, they were galloping on the street, and the sharp and fidgety car whistles bombarded my ears one after another.Yi Ping calmly watched the rays of light pass by before his eyes, lit a cigarette strangely, and tasted it.

Keke, it's not bad, it's just a little choking.

Taking a deep breath, he closed his eyes tightly, feeling the wind blowing towards his face brought by the wind and thunder, hitting this thin body, making him tremble.

Only then can he feel the slightest feeling of being alive in the world.

As soon as he was born, Yi seemed to be deliberately forgotten by the world, no one remembered his existence.

This condition also increases with age.

Until adulthood, after the death of parents, no one can remember their own existence for a long time.

This has tempered him to remain aloof from the world and not to be surprised when dealing with things.The expression on his face became less and less, gradually replaced by calmness.

Afterwards, Yi jumped to finish his university studies.

Because of his graduation thesis, every word was penetrating and penetrating, those professors strongly asked him to stay in school.After thinking about it, Yi thought it was not bad, so he agreed.

At the same time, he was surprised to find that what he wrote would not be forgotten!

However, a few months later, he was slapped in the face. . .

Only frequent and continuous exposure of people to what he wrote will prolong the rate of being forgotten.

As a result, an extremely dedicated teacher appeared in xx University.

One day, Yi was working diligently as usual.

He was nestling on the sofa studying the latest topic, and it was already early morning.It was pitch black outside the window, only a little bit of light flickered, and Yi was one of those lights.

The small desk lamp next to the bed illuminates the keyboard, and Yi is a little tired from typing, so he gets up and moves around.When I turned my head, I saw my expressionless face in the mirror, and it was really scary in the dark night.Yi twisted his head and wondered, 'When did it start to become like this?When I was young, I obviously loved to laugh. 'At the bedside, the photo frame next to the small table lamp flickered inadvertently for confirmation, showing the family photos taken when I was a child.

As the research progressed, Yi was completely immersed in it.All kinds of materials prove that his guess is correct, Yi actively collects the materials, and is full of fighting spirit for tomorrow's discussion.

"Ding dong!"

An abrupt notification sound broke the quiet atmosphere, scaring Yi who was concentrating on it into a shudder.Taking a quick look at it, I found that it was news from WeChat (wēixìn, I found that this word would not pass the review), and Yixin was a little surprised.

Most of them are colleagues in WeChat, but they are just friends in form, and they have almost never communicated with each other.

Unlocking the lock, Yi saw a striking message:

【Hi, I'm Xi Ruo:)】

Xi Ruo?

Yi tried his best to search for this person in his mind. (Memories: "Xiao Yi! You are so lucky! Professor Xi actually recommended you!")

Xi Ruo... Professor Xi!

Professor Xi Ruo specially reserved this position for me.

This professor often appears and disappears, and it is said that he is an elderly grandfather.Professor Xi is very knowledgeable and has unique personal views on ancient culture, so he is famous.

[Hi professor, I am Wuyi. 】

To be honest, adding his father's surname makes it feel weird to pronounce it. . .

Yi Jingjing looked at the word 'Xi Ruo'.

Xiruo - Xiruo is natural, so it is difficult to wash away?It's a strange name with a deep meaning

[Don't be so cautious, your paper is well written!When do we talk together?I seem to have found a soulmate ;)]

This grandfather is quite interesting, Yi replied:

[How about tomorrow? 】

【OK!I will wait for you at éternel after get off work! 】

【Um. 】

I was inexplicably excited, maybe this is the feeling of being recognized by others.There are so many good things going on today!I think I can buy a lottery ticket tomorrow.

Lying on the bed, Yi couldn't help but think about that old grandfather.

He should have white hair, be full of energy, and always have a wise light in his eyes.

This picture seems to have appeared in my mind several times, and the image has become more and more clear.Yi outlines the other person's appearance, but he loses his mind while hooking it.It wasn't until a drop of tear fell down out of thin air, and his face was cold, that Yi finally came back to his senses.

'? '

Yi raised his fingers and brushed his cheeks slightly, a little bit of confusion rarely appeared on his unchanging expression.

next day

The clouds are steaming and the rosy clouds are shining. Although it is severe winter, it is not extremely cold. This is the climate in the south.The warm sun lazily emits weak light, but the tiny heat penetrates into the heart, making it very hot.Obviously, this warmth spread to everyone's heart, and the faces were filled with happiness, dispelling the haze of the day.

Fluttering into the éternel coffee shop, Yi rested by the window.

Began to habitually watch the pedestrians coming and going outside the window.Yi sees that they are all fighting for the ones they love or those who love themselves, enjoying the joy of suffering, lingering on their last days, but enjoying their lives.Immediately, I felt envious.

This kind of staring made him feel a little more comfortable, maybe he was born unable to integrate into this world, so he might as well just watch on the sidelines like this.

"Hello, what do you want?" The waitress came over.

Yi turned his head and thought for a moment,

"Cappuccino."

Thinking of those soft and sweet milk foam, I can’t help but say one more thing:

"More froth, please."

The people around spoke in unison.

"?"

Yi looked at the man who appeared beside him at some unknown time.He had been sitting there just now, as if waiting for someone, looking out the window.

"Xi Ruo."

The man smiled politely, and came across from Yun with the coffee he had just arrived.

Uh……

Yi carefully looked at the tall and handsome man in front of him, he couldn't help being a little surprised.

Xi Ruo?he?

What the hell... return the grandfather!Yi couldn't help but secretly tapped his head.

The man just let Wu Yi look him up and down without paying attention.

For a moment, they looked at each other.

!!!

what do i see !Xi Ruo's obsidian-like pupils reflected his own figure.The last time this happened was before he became an adult, on the night of his 17th birthday.Parents celebrate their birthday, candlelight illuminates their eyes, reflecting their own reflection at that time.

Yi was ecstatic for a moment, his eyes slightly widened.

"What do you think... what do I look like?"

After saying that, Yi regretted it.I'm afraid I'm not a fool, who would ask me what I look like when I meet someone for the first time.

"It's beautiful. Its face is like a jade crown, and its starry eyes are shining. Oh, and there is a mole under the corner of the eye." Xi Ruo tilted her head and smiled.

In an instant, he saw Yi's eyes bursting out with a scorching light, muttering something in a low voice, someone finally saw me.

???

Xi Ruo was confused, and smiled cooperatively on his face.

In the following period of time, the two gradually became acquainted.

"Alright then, I'll go first."

"Ah."

Yi Momo looked at the man away from his sight, and felt that this scene seemed to have happened many times.

"Here comes your coffee."

"Thank you."

The temperature was just right, Yi Hui glanced at the man calmly passing by the window, the winter wind was blowing the windbreaker and the strands of the windbreaker made a sound, making his figure even more slender.His gaze was fixed on the most dazzling presence in the crowd to him, until the figure disappeared, and he did not forget to take a few more glances, feeling inexplicably reluctant to part with it.

Looking at his own face on the coffee, a thin layer of blush appeared on his cheeks.Yi hastily shifted his gaze, and swallowed his coffee hard.Tasting the warm taste in the mouth, the bitterness is accompanied by sweetness, and the green feeling spreads in the bottom of my heart.

Awesome.

Similar hobbies and occupations make it possible for the two to chat too much!Yi is more and more looking forward to having an in-depth discussion with this knowledgeable professor.

He seemed to have discovered a new continent, constantly attracting him to explore.This feels great!Especially for an adventurer who has never been outside.

【Do you have time today?Or éternel? 】

【it is good. 】

Turning off the phone, seeing the smiling face on the screen, Yi couldn't help but doubt.

'This look, why is it so familiar? '

Thinking of the expressions of the little girls in the TV dramas that the female teachers watched, Yi curled his lips and returned to his usual paralyzed face.

'Stupid...'

Afterwards, they hurried to éternel, and Yi sat back at the place where they met for the first time.

Staring intently at the door, Yiba is looking forward to Xi Ruo's arrival.

"This is you, what's the matter?"

The waitress was taken aback by the look of staring at the prey, and approached hesitantly.

"Oh, nothing."

Yi's expression returned to its usual calm.

What's happening here? !Yi shouted inwardly, with an elegant but not embarrassing smile on his face.

"Yo, what's the situation?" Xi Ruo came to the opposite side cheaply, and looked at the embarrassed Yi teasingly.

"nothing......"

"You came so early today?"

"I'll come as soon as I finish my subject."

"I thought I would come after reading the message."

The rumored lost:  …

After several times of getting along, the two parties come to éternel for a small gathering from time to time.

"You two look like a young couple all day long, no, a young couple is not as close as you two." The proprietress joked.

"Hhh Miss Boss, is this envious? Dear, I'll introduce you to someone later!" Xi Ruo replied with a smile.

Standing by his side, Yi couldn't help laughing, Xi who was making jokes like this, if he didn't understand, he really wouldn't be able to guess that he was a professor.

a few months later.

"There is a party organized by Bo'er students today, let's go together?"

"Okay!" I don't remember me anyway.

will finish.

"Xiao Yi can't drink, why don't you come back and practice with me?"

"Hi, ang (àng)."

Xi Ruo helped the ruddy Wu Yi back into the car, staggering all the way.Unexpectedly, although it looks very light, Wuyi is actually quite heavy.Carrying the person into the back seat, Xi Ruo took a deep breath and smoked a cigarette leaning against the car door.

At this time, Yi Weiwei, who was still in a daze, opened his eyes slightly, his eyes were attracted by Xi Ruo's smoking action, and he couldn't help staring blankly.The bony hand held the cigarette leisurely, and in the smoke, the vague appearance stimulated the nerves like a ****.I saw him inhaling gracefully again, exhaling layers of smoke rings, and a pair of long and narrow eyes casually glanced at himself.This suddenly hit Yi Bo's calm heart, causing ripples.

Xi Ruo happened to find that Yi was peeking at him, so he gave his hand holding the cigarette a blow.

In his eyes, Yi once again saw his own reflection.Jiu Jin was mixed with impulsive impulse, and the last tense string in his brain was shortened.Yi pursed his lips, lowered his head and whispered, "Strange, I seem to like you."

Xi Ruo saw Wu Yi muttering something in a low voice, leaned closer to listen, and it turned out...

"Chirp!"

Yi just stared at Xi Ruo's face who was getting closer and closer, and her phoenix eyes opened wider and wider. 'Damn it! 'My heart was beating uncontrollably, my breathing was disordered and I almost suffocated.In the dark environment, there is a devil named desire, and he came to Yi's heart, causing restlessness.The beating sound of the heart echoed in his head, like a signal—the signal that the devil wants to occupy the whole body!He trembled slightly, his Adam's apple twitched slightly.Immediately afterwards, he closed his eyes abruptly, with an expression as if he was about to die, and stretched out his arms to cover Xi Ruo's thin lips with his own lip prints.

Yi flapped his eyelashes a few times, and tentatively opened his eyes.In Xi Ruo's eyes, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes filled with water vapor looked at him with a smile, and the mole of tears embellished him with a different kind of sex appeal.

"I seem to like you."

This time Xi Ruo finally heard it clearly.The fake old driver blushed innocently, obviously caught off guard by this unexpected situation.

This horoscope knocked heavily on Xi Ruo's heart.

"Boom, boom, boom, boom." Her heart rate couldn't help but her breathing quickened.

For a while, the two sides froze in place, and an ambiguous atmosphere began to spread.

......

In fact, Xi Ruo also likes Yi, or in other words, love.

From the first time he saw it, he walked into his lonely heart.There is an inexplicable guidance in my heart: this is the person he is destined for!

Then, as he got to know him better, Xi Ruo became more and more interested in him.

One morning, Xi Ruo made up his mind and sent a message to the person he was thinking about.With the idea of ​​giving it a try, the two successfully met again.Until then, Xi Ruo really believed in the guidance:

He is the one he is destined for!

......

a long time.

"Me too."

Xi Ruo spoke quietly, breaking the eerie silence.Taking a deep breath, Xi Ruoqiang lowered his head pretending to be calm and described his thoughts since he started paying attention to him.His magnetic bass whispered in Wu Yi's ears, telling about Professor Xi's "secret love" journey that has not been known recently.

"Hi. Actually, I don't know why... It's just that it feels good to be with you! It seems that we have met in a previous life, inexplicably close and happy. It's also like, destined?? I want to be with you , never parting for a moment..." Yi broke the sky and said a big sentence in one breath.

"Me too." Xi Ruo spoke again.

"Huh? You, aren't you Xi Ruo?!" Yi pinched his face, his mind became confused, and he didn't know if it was because he was drunk. "It should be a dream... It's easy to understand." After finishing speaking, Yi breathed a sigh of relief, but a soreness surged in his heart. "Look, it's all a double image. This dream is quite real!" The arm seemed to be filled with lead, but he hugged him deeply but refused to let go.

"Ahem, I am Xi Ruo."

Are the effects of alcohol contagious?do not care!Xi Ruo gritted his teeth and shouted:

"Yi, this is not a dream! I'm telling you, I love you!"

The deafening words rang in his ears, driving Wu Yi's thoughts ups and downs.

Yi was stunned, a trace of clarity flashed across his mind, he quickly and violently grabbed his face, it hurt!

it is true!

Yi could not calm down for a long time.He fell straight down on the seat, his eyes wide.

The brain has gone on strike, and it is blank.At this moment, Yi just wanted to just fall backwards, and his blood-congested brain couldn't stop the extremely excited him who was gradually reacting.

The soul trembles in the body! !It is so small that it jumps up and down in its body, trying to break through the shackles, and flies directly to the sky and turns into a speeding meteor!

Seeing him collapsed on the seat, Xi Ruo became nervous.He lightly tapped the seat with his fingers, quickly lowered his head and kissed his lips,

"Now, are you awake?"

"Uh! It seems, maybe."

another kiss,

Yi shuddered, his soul returned to his place, and said softly:

"Wake up..." Her ears turned red unnaturally.

The alcohol has passed, but now I feel even more confused.Does everyone get drunk when they are not drunk?

Thinking of everything that happened just now, Yi trembled, 'God!You finally treated me kindly! 'Yun couldn't help shouting from the bottom of his heart!

Excitement, excitement and other emotions bombarded in the brain in turn.Wu Yi grinned, trying to open the mouth to the widest extent, tears welled up all at once, and began to get out of hand.These are tears of happiness!The most exciting smile in the world!Yi pulls Xi Ruo down, hugs him tightly, arms sore.

"I seem to like you now! No, I love you!"

"Ha ha!"

Xi Ruo excitedly hugged Yi back, "Just now you scared me to death!"

The hearts of the two people in the quiet and empty parking lot were beating extremely violently.The interior rearview mirror looked at the two people hugging each other in the back seat, and they knew that they were the closest relationship without looking.It is not seen through the posture, but a feeling, an indescribable feeling.This feeling will directly reflect the atmosphere between each other.

At this time, I completely ignore all external things, just want to cherish the present, and hold on to the most important existence to me.

"go home?"

"Ah."

A river crab ran out of the room of the two who had returned home.He was very helpless, unable to look up to the sky.

A lingering night, went to Wushan together.

The hangover left the two of them in a daze.Seeing each other, they startled each other in place.

"This, uh."

"emmm"

The two blushed and turned their heads one after another, not knowing what to say.

"We are now, this is..." Yi mustered up the courage to start first, "Couples?"

"Uh, how is your lover?" Xi Ruo whispered.

love, huh?Yi Leng Leng Shen.

spouse?What a wonderful word!Never thought I would have the word.

He has never dared to desire such a beautiful thing.

"I think it's necessary to tell something about me."

Wu Yi took a deep breath, and spoke slowly like a clear spring:

"I was cursed when I was young, and no one else remembered me. It doesn't seem right to say it... Anyway, it's like that. When I'm an adult, I don't even remember my parents, so..."

"So you're afraid I'll forget?"

Xi Ruo wrapped Yi's hand with his thick palm and put it on his chest, and said firmly:

"I promise, I won't forget it!"

This is probably the most beautiful words in the world!

In your world, there will be many passers-by of life; but in my world, you are the only one.

People don't remember me, but there is no harm; I only hope that you will remember your life and never leave.

Even if it is a dream, I would like to indulge in it and share this life with you.

Afterwards, Xi Ruodai met with his parents.

Xi's father and Xi's mother are unexpectedly open-minded. For this son, seeing someone willing to spend his life with him is enough.

With the consent of his parents, Xi Ruo hurriedly prepared for the wedding, "I want to tell everyone that you are mine!" After a pause, "Even if they don't remember you!!"

Everything is so logical, without the obstruction of family members, the exclusion of society... the perfection is almost suspicious of life.

"Isn't this bad?" Xi Ruo didn't feel anything about this weird situation, "Could it be that you want to go through ups and downs and see the truth in adversity?" Xi Ruo went online, "Honey, you actually doubt my love for you?" sincere!"

"Okay, okay! It's just too beautiful, I can't believe it." Yi forced himself not to think about those miscellaneous things, and said: "Actually, I couldn't believe it when you confessed to me at that time!"

Hearing the sound, Xi Ruo regained his showman look and became serious.

"Yi, don't be so worried about gains and losses." Xi Ruo held his face in his hands, solemnly said one word at a time:

"Yi, you have to be optimistic and confident, nothing is impossible! Of course, you have to believe in yourself first!"

"If you don't even believe in yourself, what else do you want?"

Xi Ruo put a ring on Yi's left ring finger,

"I love you! It's enough for you to believe this."

In the morning, the sun rises.

When it was dark, a golden light pierced the sky first, followed by the blazing sun that burned brightly like a newborn, tearing apart the dim fog.Like competing for beauty, she desperately shines on the lifeless surroundings, dispelling the mist.

This is a well-deserved good weather!The Bendial lights up the little flame in Yi's heart, making people look radiant.

After all, today is the wedding day!

After tidying up, carefully making breakfast, Yi sat on the bed and quietly waited for his lover to wake up.

Hey, wake up!Yi lowered his head and pursed his lips into a smile, full of anticipation to meet his lover's first sight of their new marriage.

"Where is this?"

A sudden sentence broke the warmth in front of me.

! ! !Yi suddenly raised his head, his eyes widened in shock.

This, this kind of joke can't be played casually! !

Yi Qiang held back his shock, and hurriedly said:

"Also, can it be there? Get up soon, there are still many things to do in a while."

Wu Yi has no time to think about other things, I just hope that Xi Ruo will stop being so funny, it's too scary! !

"Xi Ruo, Xi Ruo! Be serious! I won't let you sleep in bed after being so scary!"

Yi smiled bitterly, hurriedly took his lover's hand, eager to determine something in his eyes.It's me in the eyes, but it's coming!the same way everyone else sees me...

Yi felt more and more empty in his heart, and couldn't hold on to his smile anymore.The corners of the mouth slipped convulsively, making his face even weirder.

No way?Probably not... No, definitely not!I will never forget it!He will not! !

The mind was filled with all these "won'ts", with more and more fear and tension.Yi felt his brain swell to the point of exploding!

Hinting over and over again, pleading over and over again.

Really, don't forget! !

Yi quickly suppressed bad thoughts, 'Believe in yourself! 'I don't even believe in myself, what else do I want? 'This is what Xi Ruo said! !

Yi closed her eyes tightly, her body trembling slightly.When he opened it again, he pursed his lips into a smile again, no, it was actually a stiff grin.

Since his parents passed away, Yi didn't smile often.Anyway, it is better not to smile if the fake smile is intimidating.

Yi didn't realize that after meeting Xi Ruo, he became fond of laughing again.But now, I seem to faintly return to the past...

At that time, Xi Ruo reacted and opened his mouth in doubt,

"Wait, let go first! What are you doing?"

Yi stared at him blankly, looking for something in his eyes over and over unwillingly, at this moment, the warmth of the eyes had disappeared.

Unknown, Yi just wanted to find himself.The terrifying conjecture was suppressed again and again, and Yi was unwilling to accept the joke of such a sudden fate.But what's the use?The familiar reflections are gone... the feeling of falling from heaven to hell all at once.

Suddenly, a gust of wind surged, and a thunderbolt flashed outside the window.

Where is the sky?

At that time, the vigorous morning sun had long been covered by black clouds, and it was pitch-black.

Ha, I forgot, it might rain today. . .

Yi Sanghun let go of his hand in desperation, and looked at that face again with the remaining warmth in his clenched hand.

How familiar it was before, how sour it is now.

He looked at himself in confusion, it was just an ordinary look, why did he suddenly feel pain in his heart?

oh!It turns out that my heart still hurts...

After the death of his parents, Yi struggled to find his way in the world.He is no better than others, he can only seize the time that people can remember him, and fully demonstrate his value.

After so many years, a heart has become extremely strong after a lot of tempering.Its pain sense has been discarded by itself since the death of its parents, but it did not expect that it has been dormant and ready to hit itself.

Yi clutched his chest, silently feeling the powerful agitation in his chest.As long as I use some strength, it will quiet down!Yi's eyes were dim and dull.

In his heart, Yi asked himself over and over again:

How could he forget me? ?In this situation, isn't it back to the past?

After finally finding a person who can spend my whole life with me, but he forgot?

In this case, why come near me?After getting acquainted with his company, he suddenly returned to the past...

Yi has complained about this world for a long time, and now it finally explodes!

Why is this happening to me?I am just an ordinary person!Fate has teased me time and time again, did I provoke him?What do you mean by letting a person stay in this world like an invisible person?Watching everyone feel the ups and downs, love and hatred, and being out of touch with society like this?

It is rare to have someone who can remember me, but also be affected to be a stranger to me.

These grievances can only be vented in the heart, and there are no people who can confide.

want to cry?

think!really want to!But I want to save it until the wedding and cry!I want someone to see me cry!I want to leave it to the person who will comfort me to cry!

Looking up, tears quickly flowed back to his eyes.

that's nice!

Taking a quick breath, Yi Mian suppressed all emotions,

"Sorry, I just laughed, my lover looks a lot like you."

"Why don't you eat something first"

"Don't be so shocked, yesterday...Yesterday you fell at the door for some reason, and I helped you into the house."

"You are in a hurry to go home now... Do you remember the way home? Well, that's fine."

"Be careful on the road!"

Is this the last time I'll see him leave the house?He will never come back, and he won't remember me...

Really, it was so sudden.

I haven't had enough of this dream.

Close the door, and all the pretentious calm disappeared together.

Yi Wuli sat down at the door, and all the suppressed emotions bounced back doubled at once.They rushed to the top of the head and quickly occupied the body.So much emotion that bursts out that I don't want to let go of every corner, and that's not enough!They are about to overflow from the body, and they are coveting this empty room.

Almost suffocating!It was the only feeling Yun could feel.The mottled emotions have long been indistinguishable, only this suffocating feeling is transmitted to the brain by pressing on the delicate nerves.

Yi Jingjing closed her eyes, tears pouring out of her emotions.Breathing became more and more rapid, and the chest was constricted and the exit pipe was blocked.Every piece of furniture has its own story: the desk lamp that Xi Ruo personally chose; the sofa they used to sit on when discussing academics; the shoe cabinet that he personally selected by himself and the two people inside The same style of shoes...everything here has its origins, including the door and the floor I lean on.

Tears could not stop flowing down.

Cherish it!This is one of the few opportunities to cry for a loved one.

In the silent living room, echoed with a person's sobbing and mourning, heart-piercing.

Crying to the corner, until crying out of shape.

The sound was intermittent, gradually getting weaker.

The later Yi had long forgotten why he cried in the first place, but felt uncomfortable, swollen and aggrieved, thinking that maybe it would be good to cry out.

When you faint from crying, take a break, and continue crying when you have strength.

wedding?what is that?

In the afterglow of the setting sun, the sun after a day of work is languidly waiting to get off work.Different from the bright sun in the early morning, the setting sun was like blood, barely maintaining a thin gleam.

continue!It's good to be able to cry.

It takes me a day to cry, and a lifetime to forget.

After a long time, the weeping stopped abruptly. . .

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