a delicate flower

The scene of the four people chatting happily stopped the topic temporarily because Xing Lu's cell phone rang.

"The takeaway has arrived!"

Xing Lu made a guess first, then answered the phone, got up and walked out.The taciturn Shen Chuxin looked up at Xing Lu's back, put down her phone and stood up, "I'll help her get takeout..."

Ai Lang was busy talking with Ma Pian about how to change the color tone of Zhuang Lin's high-definition wallpaper. The two talked enthusiastically, but they didn't pay attention to what Shen Chuxin said.

Although the elevator in the activity center goes directly to the floor, it is convenient and fast, but the takeaway in the school has reached an unwritten rule at any time, and it will not be delivered upstairs, eliminating hidden dangers.Xing Lu stood at the elevator entrance and waited for the elevator. Just as she hung up the phone of the delivery guy, she heard someone approaching beside her.

Xing Lu didn't turn her head. When the footsteps approached, a beautiful and moving face was reflected on the mirror wall on the side of the elevator. The word "yes" is because Xing Lu feels that although Shen Chuxin is not enthusiastic in front of her, she is still quite good-tempered, at least not compatible with adjectives like cold.

Xing Lu has a lot of friends, and she can get along as long as she closes her eyes. She used to have a good impression of Shen Chuxin. It belonged to the kind of friendship that "is pleasing to the eye, looks good on the eye, and can chat about dinner", but Xing Lu always remembered Playing a game with the club’s freshmen that night, she deliberately changed the rules of the game: the winner can ask the person in the next seat a secret, and the person being asked the question can answer the questioner truthfully in a whisper.

That night, the seat where Xing Lu was sitting was not well lit, so she vaguely saw the outline of Shen Chuxin's face, and asked: Are you... being adopted?

Shen Chuxin froze at the time, bit her lip, and responded in a low voice, "Mmm..."

This incident made Xing Lu's impression of Shen Chuxin plummet.

Xing Lu stared at Shen Chuxin on the glass wall without blinking, and the complex emotions in her eyes turned into a smile when her eyes met. She turned her head and showed Shen Chuxin the warm smile of the past without hesitation. Ask: "Want to go get takeout with me?"

Shen Chuxin couldn't resist Xing Lu's invincible smile, so she nodded and looked away.

In the etiquette department last year, other people only knew that Shen Chuxin had a good relationship with Ailang and Xing Lu, but in fact, a large part of the reason why Shen Chuxin and Ailang had a good relationship was because Ailang and Xing Lu were close.Shen Chuxin has a cold temper, or it could be said that she is used to keeping a distance when dealing with people and things. At the beginning, in order to get more part-time jobs and join the ceremony model department, she never thought of making friends, but Xing Lu broke into her world "with her own initiative".

In Shen Chuxin's impression, Xing Lu is like a little sun that glows and glows, radiating warmth and heat all over her body, and has a fatal attraction for people hiding in negative and dark corners.Shen Chuxin is a shadowy body curled up in a dark corner. Her psychological darkness stems from family reasons. The family is in debt, and her parents are too lazy to work. While borrowing money for her to go to school, on the other hand, she always makes various explicit hints in front of her. During the dispute, she pointed to her nose and said, "You have to go bankrupt to pay for your college education. It is better to have a dog if you are such a thing." When you ask a male friend, you will ask, "Is there any money in the family? Our family owes so much money." , if you can marry a rich man, that's easy for you"...

Shen Chuxin, who has been instilled with this kind of concept since she was a child, can never talk about healthy development of body and mind. She does not want to be trapped and die in the dilapidated small place of her hometown for the rest of her life. way.Shen Chuxin's heart was distorted, reshaped, trampled and sewn up, she was inferior, she was helpless, she resented her pain, she stood in front of a holy and flawless white wedding dress, dazed for a moment, a voice deep in her heart mocked and sneered: You don't deserve to wear it white wedding dress.

Shen Chuxin often asked herself over and over again during insomnia nights whether the world was worth it, but all the sleeping pills and hypnotic hints from the psychology teacher were not as effective as seeing the bright smiling face when she met Xing Lu in the club the next day.

Xing Lu is the kind of person who is full of sunshine and enthusiasm for life all the time. Standing by Xing Lu's side can give Shen Chuxin a little warmth.Shen Chuxin once mentioned the existence of such a person to the psychology teacher, without mentioning the name or gender. The psychology teacher encouraged her to try to fall in love...

Shen Chuxin was stunned for a moment.

Facing Xing Lu, who is optimistic and cheerful every day, Shen Chuxin has low self-esteem, but she is nostalgic for it. On that day, she suddenly realized that Xing Lu's attraction to her may have been distorted into another form of emotion...

Shen Chuxin has never been in a relationship, her relationship has been empty, and her body has been broken. The 3 yuan that arrives on time every month is the motivation for her to fulfill her obligations.Shen Chuxin's impression has always been cold, whether it's on the bed or under the bed, one night, when she was lying naked on the bed, she wondered in a daze, if it was a girl and a girl, how would she do this kind of thing...

If it's with Xing Lu...

Ever since Shen Chuxin had that fuzzy thought about Xing Lu, every time she saw Xing Lu again, she didn't dare to look her face in the face, but she couldn't help approaching Xing Lu——asking the club if it was for her, The excuse of having classes in the same teaching building and having dinner together after class was also for her.

Shen Chuxin shouldn't have fantasies about Xing Lu, but Xing Lu's intimacy with female friends is so far single, and her subtle influence of gay honey in Ailang is very inclusive of homosexuality, so much that Shen Chuxin feels that hope is faintly Glow and flicker...

The day before yesterday, Shen Chuxin couldn't help asking Ai Lang a few more questions about him and Zhuang Lin. At that time, she heard that Ai Lang and Zhuang Lin had met each other and had a good impression of each other, so they came together naturally. She was very envious of their fate.

Being able to fall in love at first sight in a vast crowd can be regarded as a miracle of fate for heterosexuals, and it is even more lucky for homosexuals.If it weren't for Ailang's personal experience with his own seal, Shen Chuxin would definitely question how it was possible.