I'm having a bit of a headache right now.

I held my forehead with one hand, and glanced at the platycodon, pomegranate and Bailan who were chatting openly.

The content of their conversation was boring, from seeing wildflowers blooming next to the tree downstairs to the delicious desserts at a certain restaurant.I suppressed my drowsiness, wondering why they were so idle today.

I lay on my stomach in Bai Lan's arms, flipping through the tag on his collar.He held my waist with one hand, still chatting with them in full swing.But Kikyo has a nice voice.

After listening to it for a while, I found it really boring.

"You talk, I'm leaving first." I stood up.

"Don't go far." Bai Lan instructed.

I responded, and glanced at the wall clock before leaving the room, it was two forty in the afternoon.

So you shouldn't see people at this point, right? Except for those three guys, and me, no one is taking a nap. Hey.

I wandered aimlessly downstairs, and carefully looked at the wild flowers blooming beside the tree.

As soon as I turned around, I saw a familiar person, Daisy, one of the six hanging flowers.The hairstyle is a bit strange, but judging from the few exchanges I had with him, this kid is still kind of cute.

He was holding a weird puppet, and looked at me with clear eyes.

I looked at him quietly, he tilted his head slightly, his face was expressionless, but he still showed a naive look.

"Miss Kudo, where is Master Bai Lan?" Daisy asked me.

"Don't listen to Kikyo, call me sister." I walked up to him and said with a smile.

He nodded and handed me the flowers in his hand.

I looked at it for a long time and didn't know what kind of flower it was, it was pure red, as warm as fire.

"This is Qiangwei, maybe you can give it to Master Bai Lan." He hugged the puppet tightly in his arms, as if he was a little nervous.

"Thank you." I was still thinking about the flower language of the red rose, and I didn't even realize that the child had left.



"Yo, what's the matter?" I came back and handed the flowers to Bai Lan, and he asked in surprise after seeing it.

"I saw Daisy downstairs just now. He gave it to me and said it would be more appropriate for me to give it to you." I replied.Kikyo and pomegranate have gone back, and now it's just the two of us.

"Really, thank you so much for that kid." He looked out the window and muttered to himself.

"Any questions."

"No, it's nothing. What else did Daisy say to you?" He pulled me into his arms and asked in my ear.

"He didn't say anything."

By the way, I didn't understand until later, why Bai Lan said thank Daisy for letting me send him flowers.I also couldn't remember to look up the flower language of pink roses, and this matter just passed away.

Every time I'm alone, even with other people around, he hugs me like this.In fact, I am not very resistant to physical contact with others, and I feel full of security in this way.

I don't know when I will be separated from him, so I have to cherish the present time.But I can feel that the current pseudo-peace is too fragile to be vulnerable.



I arrived at Balian after dinner.First came the bombarding series of calls from Skuvarro, and then the endless text messages, which were sent to the mobile phone one after another.

First, there was an order similar to "Now, return me to Balian immediately", and then there was a threat of "Master Boss said that I will only give you 5 minutes".Bai Lan insisted on sending me back, but I refused with righteous words.

I pushed open the door, I don't know how many times this has happened.The living room is brightly lit, and the secondary patients are scattered in every corner.The silver knives flying around, as well as Skuvalo's roar, are so familiar that people want to laugh.

This is Balian, a group of people who don't look normal at all, and don't expect them to do anything serious.

For example, Scuvaro, who was still yelling at me on the phone "There are still 2 minutes", is now with one hand on his hip, holding an apron, looking at me in surprise: "Why are you back?"

"You called me just now." I said, looking at Xanxus who was half lying on the sofa.

"Oh, I forgot." Skuvalo patted his forehead, "I have a bad memory recently."

"It's all about eating," said Fran, who was dodging the knife.

Scovalo glanced at Fran, unexpectedly did not get angry, but asked me: "How is Bai Lan?"

"Not much." I replied truthfully.

"You also know how dangerous he is," Skuvarro paused, and then said, "and your current situation..."

"I get along well with them, at least not life-threatening."

"But we discussed it, you should come back as soon as possible." Sister Lu said.

"I……"

"There's nothing more to do, even if you don't want to, but you have to do it," Scovalo said.

"You must obey the order. You should have known it when you came to Balian." Xanxus looked at me, then turned to Skuvalo: "Trash, fasten the top button of your clothes."

Scuvaro blushed suddenly, and Bell looked at the joke seriously.

I stood there thinking for a long time, and decided to bid farewell to Mirufiore today.



I put a bouquet of yellow roses on the door of Bailan's room.The door was open, he should have been asleep.And the door was open, probably waiting for me to enter.

The flower language of yellow roses is, apology, lovelorn.

And, our love is over.

I don't have anything to pack, the clothes have been brought back to Balian.

Bai Lan was still in the room.As soon as I turned around and took a few steps, I felt a strong force grab me from behind, and then I was pulled into an embrace.

I closed my eyes again in despair, why didn't you let me go, Bai Lan?

"Looks like you're leaving," he said.

I nodded, ignoring whether he saw it or not.

"Didn't you promise me?" It could be heard from the voice that he was already in anger.

I've never seen Bai Lan so angry.He has always been good at hiding his emotions, but today is abnormal.

I instinctively left and stepped back, while he pushed forward step by step.There was no escape until my back was against the wall.

He locked the door of the room and looked at me calmly.

His despairing eyes made me flustered, and I felt a wave of fear in my heart.

He hugged me, then started to unbutton my shirt, a warm kiss fell on my lips and spread down.

I kept resisting, but was easily held down by him.

"You still love me, don't you?" he whispered in my ear.

"Um……"

"Why don't you always listen to me. It's a pity that I have such an awkward position with you." He said, and the movements of his hands never stopped.

I feel like my breath has become hot.Although I have always resisted this kind of thing, I have not been unwilling to get along with Bai Lan for so long.But the fear in me never went away.

What am I afraid of?The answer is obvious, that is, there is no rational Bai Lan in front of him.

"I, but I've been completely attracted to you since the first time we met." He took off my shirt, and when the slightly tender skin touched the cool air, he felt a chill.

"It's as simple as just wanting to be with you, why can't it work? If I hadn't stopped you, you would have left by now." Bai Lan continued.

His eyes had completely changed.From the usual silence to the current one, it's like a fire is burning.

"You don't know how much I cherish you. After looking for you for ten years, you finally appeared. Now you still want to leave, don't you?"

The strange pleasure kept coming with his movements, and I listened to what he said, which he never said to me usually.

"I love you, and I am surprised by how much I love you. I have never had such a strong possessive desire. Only when you stay by my side can I feel at ease." His breathing was completely messed up.

"I never imagined what I would be without you. This is my first love, because since I met you, I can't look at other people. How many silent nights, I can't sleep because I'm thinking about you, I'm going crazy." He said, and I realized that there were not many clothes left on him.

"Those ten years were a torment, and I lived thinking about you every day. Since then, I have been to Japan several times. I don't know where you live, only your name. It's unbelievable to say, I actually like you so much." His voice was soft, and every word pierced through the eardrums and hit the apex of his heart.

I raised my head to meet his gaze, and then my eyes rested on his beautiful collarbone.

You don't know that since the meeting ten years ago, I have rejected many people's requests for dating.Mingzi said I was crazy, for I had such a big obsession with a person who I only met once and said a few words to.

I have searched many places in Sicily, but I have never seen you again.When I thought this unrequited love was over, I met you again.

At that time, in addition to ecstasy, there was also a little loss.Why are you my enemy, and the leader of the enemy.

It wasn't until later that I realized that this was not unrequited love. When you said you liked me, I couldn't hide the joy in my heart.

I'm not very good at expressing my inner feelings, so I seldom express my heart directly to you.So in your heart, you may feel that I don't pay much attention to you.

If this is really the case, I don't have to be heartbroken.

I kept thinking like this until I was thrown into the big soft bed.When he pushed in hard, he whispered in my ear, "I'm sorry."

"Bai Lan, it hurts so much." I said softly, stroking his smooth back with my hand.

He wiped away my tears, but every time he contradicted me very hard, I suppressed the pain and closed my eyes.

"Call out if it hurts," he said.

At first I kept silent, and then I couldn't even control myself.It seems that after a long time, my consciousness has been blurred.I don't know how many times it happened again, he vented all his anger, fear and anxiety.

I finally fell into a deep sleep, and I don't remember what happened afterwards.

The author has something to say: It's raining.

Every rainy day brings peace of mind.

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