Jin Yuliangyuan of the Red Chamber

"Be careful on your own way, we will send you off soon."

There are rows of willow trees on both sides of the official road outside the city, and the tender green branches are gently swaying in the breeze, making circles of blue-eyed ripples.

Several gray cloth carriages were parked by the side of the road, and he said to Jia Lan, who was already about the same height as him.They are leaving for Chang'an today, and Jia Amnesty will be leaving tomorrow, and after seeing them off, he and Daiyu will also leave Shangdu and go to Yangzhou to visit Lin Ruhai and Jia Lian.

"Don't worry, Second Uncle, we're leaving now." Jia Lan waved his hands and bid farewell, without goingssip, got on his horse neatly, waved to him, and set off with the others.

On April [-]th, Jalan left.On the [-]th, Jia She and his wife left with Xichun, and the General's Mansion became Jia's Mansion.

The former sisters, now only Tanchun and Shi Xiangyun are left.Jia Zheng only felt that the huge mansion was empty, and it was something to be happy about turning over and making decisions, but he couldn't be happy about it.

He didn't want to stay here any longer, and after sending away the people who should go, he arranged the affairs of the two women casually, packed his things and set off again at twenty.

Speaking of which, when he came back this time, he just took care of the posthumous affairs for Mother Jia, got another batch of money and treasures, scattered the Rongguo Mansion, and then patted his buttocks and left.

Jia Zheng seemed to have given up his mind long ago, but Mrs. Wang wanted to bring up the fact that Daiyu hadn't had anything to do for two years, but she was always blocked by her son, and she was upset again. Thinking about it, there was only one concubine left by her side. Jia Huan, Tanchun is going to get married soon, so she is very annoying.

No matter how Mrs. Wang struggled, Baoyu and his wife were on their way again.

"Yuan'er, wake up, it's time for lunch!" He came up from the outside and saw someone in the car who was sleeping soundly under a blanket, he called out helplessly and dotingly.

"... um... don't..." Daiyu moved her arms, turned over, murmured vaguely that she didn't want to wake up, her hairy head was exposed outside, like a coquettish bird Little milk cat, "...sleep for a while..."

How can I be so sleepy?He was a little puzzled, but he still needed to get up and eat.Seeing that she was not awake, let her go first, he turned around and got out of the car again.

I brought a cook with me on this trip, and I will also buy some supplies along the way. When I can’t find an inn, I can also bury the pot to cook outside.It was noon at this time, and the weather became hotter and hotter in May, especially at noon, when the sun was shining brightly in the sky, shining white in front of my eyes.

The cook skillfully lit several fires, prepared pots, pans, and various kitchen utensils and condiments from the luggage, and began to pack the ingredients.

Fortunately, the group stopped by a small river, and there were a few big trees to enjoy the shade, which relieved a bit of dryness, so Qingwen spread a blanket on the grass under the trees, arranged the dishes, and placed cushions.

The puppies were also suffocated in the car, Mo Mohuan barked and ran to the small river to play in the water, Diandian is a dedicated mother, surrounded by four little ones chasing on the grass, having a good time, watching Qingwen's heart warm.

——Forgot to mention, Diandian gave birth more than a month after departure, and gave birth to four cute puppies, and was on the way back to Shangdu at that time, because this matter was deliberately stopped for two days to wait for the puppies After they were born, they were washed and cleaned before they were allowed to stay in the carriage and continue on the road.

These four puppies are three females and one male. Some are pure white, some are pure black, and some are like Momo, they are all very cute. Now they have grown for forty days, and they can already follow their parents I have been acting like a baby for a walk, but my whole body is still covered with thin fluff, because I have been nourished so much that I don’t lack breast milk, so I am chubby and cute.

"Master?" Seeing Baoyu walking this way, Qingwen hurriedly stood up and shouted.

He looked at the rolling dogs not far away with a smile on his face, hummed, and said, "I'll be in Yangzhou in two days, remember to find a doctor when I get there."

Qingwen became nervous when she heard this: "Doctor please? What's wrong with the master?"

He smiled and waved his hands: "It shouldn't be a big deal, but seeing that she has been very lethargic recently, I'm afraid that she might be uncomfortable somewhere, so it's more reassuring to come and have a look."

She relaxed a little, and said with a smile: "My master is a doctor himself! You are too worried, sir." He shook his head and said, "Doctors don't heal themselves, and she is always confused about these things." Although he also Know some medical theory, but not proficient in the end, and if...

He frowned slightly, hoping that this long-distance journey would not have any impact.

There was already a burst of aroma from the iron pots over there. He raised his leg and said to Qingwen: "Get this side ready, and you guys are ready to eat too." After speaking, he walked towards the carriage.

When she opened the curtain, she was indeed still asleep.He had no choice but to go in and wake him up halfway, then got out of the car with his arms in his arms, and walked under the tree.

She was in a daze, and felt some bumps under her body, which reminded her subconsciously of some memories that made people blush and heartbeat, so she pushed his chest involuntarily with both hands, and murmured: "...um...don't be like this... ..."

He bent his lips and smiled, took a few steps to the destination and sat down cross-legged. Her petite body was nestled in his arms in an indescribable fit, and her sleepy eyes shone seductively. He leaned close to her head, Touching her hair lightly with her lips, she said with a low laugh: "What to do? Yuan'er, you've learned badly..."

She was in the process of waking up. He didn't react at first when he heard this sentence. He just looked at her with a smile. After a while, she woke up and thought about what happened just now. It was so red that I didn't know how to put my hands and feet.

Seeing her embarrassed and cute appearance, he laughed softly, and the person in his arms became angry with embarrassment, clenched his fist and hit his chest a few times, and said in his mouth: "You villain! You will play tricks on me !"

He rubbed her face with a smile, put her on the soft cushion beside him, poured another cup of hot water to dry, and blinked innocently: "I just want you to come down to eat, if you don't wake up, I have to hug you Come here," he shrugged and smiled mischievously, "The rest is all because of you! I didn't do anything."

Even the strands of her hair were on fire. Just now, she clearly thought... She was so ashamed!She covered her face and buried her head in her knees.

Sure enough, flirting with women is a man's nature, no matter how innocent he is, as long as he has tasted that taste, these words are self-taught, and he can say them without money.

He looked at his little wife in the shape of a quail, and smiled slightly triumphantly.

The servants, who had been holding ostriches since the two masters came out, were finally able to work normally. They put the prepared meals in clean dishes, and Qingwen served them in the same way. past.

It’s not so particular about going out, so there are only three or four kinds of dishes. In addition, there are pheasants and rabbits hunted on the road, roasted golden dripping oil and then sliced ​​​​on a few plates. Everyone is a variety of vegetables, meat, noodles and potatoes Stewing and stewing has become a pot of stew. The staple food is to cook a large pot of rice and many cakes.

When the temperature of the water became palatable, he let her have a drink. During this time, the food was served, and the cool breeze was blowing. The whole group had a lively lunch. Some people went to clean the cups and plates, and Qingwen took someone to pack the blankets, etc. food, the two of them walked slowly along the river to digest food.

Probably just after waking up, she didn't want to eat much, so she ate a little for lunch. He was afraid that she would be hungry again on the way, so he asked Qingwen to hide in the car and prepare some tea and snacks.

"How are you, are you still sleepy?" She seemed very excited at the moment, two dogs, two dogs, four dogs, and six dogs were running around the two of them, with the sound of running water beside her ears, and she smiled with eyebrows and eyes crooked. , made him feel much better.

"I'm not sleepy anymore." She smiled and shook her head, squatting down to play with the puppies, "It's probably because I didn't sleep yesterday, it's okay, I don't know my own body yet?"

He looked at her from behind with a smile, and thought: If he really knew, he might be scared to death.

"By the way," she teased the dog for a while, then got up and looked at him, "were you unhappy then?"

when?He looked at her blankly, then suddenly understood, and fell silent. "...It's nothing, I just feel..."

"It's just helpless." He sighed, sat down on a big rock with his arms around her, and looked at the busy people under the bright sunshine.

"Some people, they live their whole lives without knowing why they live."

"Life is full of things... I don't know what to leave behind."

"But actually, you're only happy when you don't know, aren't you?" She followed him in silence for a while, then suddenly looked up at him.

He froze for a moment, she turned her head and looked at the rushing river, "When they finally know what they really want, and finally find out what they have been doing in the past few decades, then it will be real—— lifeless .”

Just like Jia Zheng, when the Ning Mansion collapsed, his official position was lost, and his mother died, he realized that the paths he had taken for so many years were all wrong, but before that, even if they were wrong, he was ignorant. Under the circumstances, I also feel that life is hopeful.

What now?He understood everything, and lost the chance to start all over again, but at the same time, he also lost hope of living. The rest of his days were nothing but walking dead.

"... Are you happy in your mistakes..." He murmured, "So is it..."

"No." She interrupted his absence, "It's not to be happy in mistakes, but to indulge in mistakes, and to despair in holes."

"So at any moment, you must not forget what kind of path you are going to take. Never let yourself have no way to go, and there will be no chance to regret it."

A person's life is like a constant rush. Some people may go in the wrong direction from the beginning. When they find out, they have no chance to turn around and no strength to continue walking.

No one will always be right, keep correcting the direction, keep adjusting the pace, and walk the path that should be taken. When you look back when you are old, even if you take a lot of detours, you can still say to yourself with a clear conscience: Look, what I walked is right Way, I found what I was looking for.

"Heh...hehe..." He suddenly laughed, and looked at the person around him with burning eyes, and she calmly turned her head to meet his gaze.

"Yuan'er..." He pulled her into his arms, "It's nothing, really. I'm just...just affected by that atmosphere."

Unexpectedly, he is not as transparent as Daiyu, she has always known what she wants, and has never forgotten the original heart, he is really...

He shook his head and sighed, met her wise eyes, and said, "I also know what path I'm on. I want to finish what I should do, and then live happily with you for the rest of my life."

Under his gaze, the worry in her eyes dissipated, replaced by a relieved smile, she nodded slowly: "Well, there will be such a day."

The author has something to say: don't complain...I don't even know what I wrote...

Originally, I wanted to write some complicated thoughts about Jia’s family after the death of Jia’s mother, but I didn’t know where to go when I wrote it… Probably I was surprised by Marilyn Menghu on Weibo. O( ∩_∩) O～