Shanhaijing continuation of the rebirth of Fuja

On Sushui's side, she was about to die from poison.

That day, in the deep pit of the enchantment, when I let her lean on my shoulder for the second time, after I told the poison of the seven-star crabapple, when I was stunned by her sleeping powder without any defense, When I heard her say to me, "I'm sorry, Sushui, you will wake up naturally in an hour, I just hope I remember you at that time." What I seemed to hear was not this sentence, but the I heard the sound of my own heartbreak... When I woke up for an hour, I found that that silly girl had sacrificed herself to save Bin Yi. At that moment, I suddenly wondered, who is she?

Because for a person who is not very familiar with Qinglong Xingxiu, who has repeatedly helped that Fu Rong to assassinate her, how could Mo'er sacrifice her life to save him?So there is only one possibility, and that is that this silly girl is not Su Mo, but someone who has a lot to do with Bin Yi. Unfortunately, I haven't recovered my memory at that time, so I can't guess who that silly girl is. Silly and kind.

But maybe I'm more stupid than she is.For an unknown woman, I actually risked my life like this, but seeing her lying there safe and sound, I felt unspeakable joy in my heart, and I didn't worry about the painful death that I was about to face at all. And feel scared and sad.I don't know what's wrong with me?Is it just because of Yisu's mission?Fortunately, when Akabane and the others invited Daoist Lu Ya to break the barrier, they didn't know about my poisoning, and that silly girl woke up and thought it was Daoist Lu Ya who saved her. Well, I can just disappear without a trace.

It wasn't until today that I recovered all my memories that I finally realized that that silly girl was the vicious Fu'er... In her last life, she was the Qinglong Xuannv who was an enemy of Mo'er, whom I wanted to protect with all my heart. In my whole life, I once wanted to kill her!In the end, it was because of her that he killed himself.Mo'er and I can only be separated by yin and yang.At that time, I really hated her a little bit.

But now, I can't hate how much I hate... Especially I have to remember that when the reborn me in this life met the reborn her for the first time, she was being persecuted by Furong.And her terrified but stubborn appearance made me unable to bear the idea of ​​wanting to protect her, so I flew over to block the thousand bone-biting needles for her.

Although the pain in the back was unbearable, I still didn't want to show weakness in front of her, even if she finally recognized my identity.But I'm still cold.Later, I kept thinking, was that silly girl who chose to go back to die with Bin Yi in order to save me with volcanic rocks, just because she recognized me as Yi Su?

Thinking about it now, maybe the answer is not important anymore, because no matter what, she has been deeply imprinted in my heart.That was the first time in my life that I was moved because someone was willing to die for me.When I watched the back of her and Bin Yi gradually leaving, the pain from the thousands of bone-biting needles on my body was not as good as the pain in my heart...

It turns out that the feeling of heartache is so uncomfortable...

When they met again later, she was imprisoned in Bailihan's prison.Follow Akabane and a group of Suzaku Xingxiu together.At that time, I watched her silently in the dark, wondering if she would mention me?Sure enough, she quickly mentioned me, and then I appeared in front of her majesticly. The moment I heard that she was concerned about my recovery from the moment she opened her mouth, my heart actually warmed up slightly. After I rescued her, I have always abided by my duty and guarded by her side.

Seeing her very depressed that day, she locked herself in the room, so that we didn't dare to disturb her, so we could only wait silently outside the door.I finally couldn't bear it any longer, and sneaked into her room, only thinking of silently guarding me beside her bed, but unexpectedly, she still discovered me.

Later, I tried to make her happy, and tried to lend her my shoulder, but when she leaned on my shoulder for the first time, I was so nervous that I couldn't breathe.Listening to her confiding all her thoughts to me, my heart also became melancholy along with her unhappiness.Seeing her saying that Sun Ju sacrificed silently for Xiaobing and Furong for Binyi, I only had one thought at that time, that is if one day.If I have to make a sacrifice for her, then I will also choose to disappear quietly without letting her know...

But now, I have done it, but I didn't expect this day to come so soon, so fast that I haven't had time to make enough preparations, so fast that I haven't been with her properly... It's just so short... If you can , I really want to stay by her side forever...

I'm sorry, Fuer, I can't be with you anymore.In fact, I also know the fear and hesitation in your heart. When you leaned on my shoulder and asked me if you were not Suzaku Xuannv, if you were not Su Mo, would I still treat you so well and protect you?In fact, my mentality at the time was hesitant, but when I felt your tear fall on the back of my hand, my heart suddenly panicked.So that every time I think of that tear, I can't help but want to protect you, because that tear not only fell on the back of my hand, but also melted into my heart.So my answer to you later was from the bottom of my heart, whether you are Suzaku Xuannv or not, and whether you are Su Mo or not, I will protect you.When expecting you to look back, you ask me why?I said that because we are best friends, seeing you finally turned around and smiled at me, I am already satisfied.How I want to see you smiling at me all the time... How I want to be by your side forever...

But, I know it's impossible...

So when you left that day, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, and tears rolled in my eyes, but thinking of the sweet smile you gave me when you left, I just held back the tears.Because thinking of your smile is better than any medicine.

Finally, when my memory has been gradually eroded by toxins, I almost forgot to promise you the milk tree pulp.I remember you told me that you heard that Mr. Shu said that milk tree pulp is specially used by Yuwu people to entertain good friends. In fact, I wanted to refute it, but then I smiled and agreed to your request, but that day, when When you reminded me not to forget the milk tree pulp, I was sad, not because the toxin made me lose my memory, but because I should not forget such an important thing... At that moment, I suddenly hated myself, hated myself for what I promised The memory is not deep enough, otherwise, even if it is eroded by toxins, you should never forget it!So until now, I still remember the promise of milk tree pulp...

In fact, on your birthday, I prepared milk tree pulp and wanted to give it to you, but at that time you had already promised to marry Akabane, and the gifts from other people were so meaningful, so I had no choice but to silently put away mine. Insignificant thoughts...

So, sorry, Fuer, this promise will never be fulfilled.In order to prevent you from doubting and worrying, I can only lie to you and say that I have traveled all over the world, and I only hope to see you again by fate.But Fu'er, I'm going to die... It's just that you'll never know...

I just died alone and in pain. I don't know how painful my death will be, and I don't know how ugly my death will be, but these are not important anymore. I am very glad that I was cheated like this You, so that you will not be sad, not sad, so that I can disappear quietly... This is very good...

I know Fuer, you always like to be serious with Su Mo, if you know this, you will definitely ask me which is more important to me, you or Su Mo?You will definitely ask me which one do I want to protect?

Hehe, you silly girl, don't you understand by now?About Su Mo, I don't remember anything about her anymore, why?Because in the end, these toxins will not erode the memory of me and you, but the memory of me and her. As for the memory between us, even if I die, I will not forget it, even if it is a star, I will remember it unforgettable with...

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely not drink Mengpo soup. I heard that those who do not drink Mengpo soup will jump into the Wangchuan River and endure thousands of years of suffering, so that they can take the memory of this life and go to reincarnation to find that I have cared about you for the rest of my life, so I don’t know how to drink Meng Po soup. Even if I have to jump into the Wangchuan River and endure the torment of a thousand years, I will still remember you, and then reincarnate to find you... continue to guard by your side, life after life endlessly...